The beauty of the comprehensive dress is like this

Thousands of years ago, I stood on the top floor of the castle, overlooking the various living beings downstairs. It is undeniable that I was tired. Tens of thousands of years have made me tired of such a life.Although I have an immortal body, I hate this endless eternity.

I fell asleep.

Ten thousand years later, a descendant named Jiulan Lishi woke me up.

After I returned to Jiulan's house, I knew that Jiulanyou already knew that this soul was no longer his son, but the ancestor of Jiulan's family.

A few years later, two girls were born in the tree, the first one was named You Ji, and the second one was named Yan.And Yuuki was decided by Yu and Juri as my fiancée.

You Ji is innocent and kind, and knows nothing about the world, while Xiaoyan, on the contrary, is precocious and not like a child.Inevitably, my heart went to Yuuki.

In order not to be discovered by Jiulan Lishi, Youji and Xiaoyan have never left the house since the day they were born, and every time I come back from outside, I always hug Youji first and ignore the light in Xiaoyan's eyes.Pure-bloods are always capricious. At that time, I chose You Ji. I had a brother-sister relationship with Xiaoyan but kept a distance but also paid attention to Xiaoyan, because we are both in the dark heart.Then Xiaoyan became more and more reticent, and inadvertently she became self-reliant.

I live in darkness, but yearn for sunshine. At that time, I thought Yuuki was my sunshine.

When they were five years old, Jiulan Lishi colluded with the elders to kill Yu, and Shuli ran to the basement to seal the vampire factors of Youji and Xiaoyan.

I tried my best to make Jiulan Lishi lose her body instead of dying. When I got to the basement, they had disappeared and scattered.

I went to Youji without any hesitation, and kept saying in my heart that Xiaoyan is precocious, and I can definitely take care of myself with this little time, and Youji is so kind and innocent, she needs me more than Xiaoyan.Ignoring the slight discomfort in my heart, I found You Ji as quickly as I could, and then went to find Xiaoyan, but Xiaoyan was nowhere to be found.

I felt that nothing happened to Xiaoyan, but I couldn't find her no matter what.My heart became restless, You Ji looked at my anxious expression and felt a little scared, I restrained my expression, and then decided to send You Ji to the black master Huiyan first and entrust You Ji to the black master Huiyan, I believe black Master Huiyan will take good care of You Ji.

I searched again after that, but still got the same result, no trace of Xiaoyan was found.Anger filled my heart all of a sudden, how could I not find it?

It's just that the news that came back after that slapped me hard, I can't find it, I still can't find it.

I sat on the sofa tiredly and gave the order to continue searching.But my attention is not all on Xiaoyan, I have to build forces to fight against the elders and Jiulan Lishi.

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During these ten years, You Ji changed from being close to being in awe, and her innocence, kindness, and ignorance of the world are all sharp swords that hurt me.I look forward to the sun warming my dark heart, but I forget that sometimes the sun will not warm but burn.

Every time I see You Ji, I think of Xiaoyan, how she is doing now, and how she will treat me if she sees me again. There must be resentment, resentment that I gave up on her.I let out a low laugh, which was full of bitterness.

Sometimes I also doubt my original choice, whether my choice is right or not, will I really be happy with You Ji?In Yuezhiliao, I watched the slight ambiguity between Yuki and Suisheng Ling with cold eyes.

After ten years, I finally got news of Xiaoyan, I immediately put down what I was doing to find her, I don't want to go through what happened ten years ago again.

She has changed for a long time, protecting herself like a hedgehog.I clearly felt that she was hostile to me.I found it strange that the seal given to her by the tree was about to expire, and it was logically impossible.

I didn't expect her to be so resistant to her identity as a vampire.On the night when the seal failed, I watched her resist the desire to suck blood but did not ask me for help.

Seeing Xiaoyan's delirious appearance, I sighed, bit my own mouth open, and transferred the blood into Xiaoyan's mouth.

The moment I kissed her, I felt a surge of joy in my heart and carried her back to the bed.Quietly watching her sleeping, and unconsciously touched his heart, what happened to him, what should he do?

A few days later, she got used to those powers, and I introduced her to the blood clan, announcing the return of Princess Jiulan, but in Xiaoyan's eyes, I regarded her as Yuki's target, no matter how I explained her Believe it or not, she has always distrusted me. Suddenly, I realized that at the moment I chose You Ji, the only thing left between us was mutual defense, temptation and alienation.

We are alike, we are in the same darkness, we are destined to hurt each other.It's just that I'm really not reconciled, not reconciled to getting along with her like this.

When she offered to move out on her own, I eventually said yes.I hope that both of us can calmly think about each other, maybe after a while, my relationship with her will be better.

Looking at the news from my subordinates, she refused to drink blood, my brows were furrowed, Xiaoyan, are you still unwilling to accept your identity?

I went to her apartment in Tokyo, opened the door directly, and saw that she had a good conversation with a human being. It is undeniable that at that moment, I was jealous that the human being could talk to Xiaoyan like this, and every conversation I had with Xiaoyan There is a faint smell of gunpowder and the defense in my eyes.

Of course I had a look of displeasure on my face.Xiaoyan doesn't even want to talk to me calmly in front of outsiders, what a wayward child.

After the other party left, Xiaoyan's face towards me became even more ugly, and we started quarreling again without saying a few words.

"...Do you know how much I hate you? That identity that I hate..."

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Her words pierced into my heart like a sharp sword, 'disgusted' Haha, my heart is cold, I never smiled to take advantage of you, Xiaoyan, all I want to do is protect, protect you, protect Yuki, Why do you always refuse to trust me?

I obviously want to protect it!

Jiulan Li Shi finally died, and Youji's identity has been restored. All the blood clans know that there are two princesses in Jiulan's family, and Youji is my fiancée. The kind and innocent Yuuji is my fiancée .Even if You Ji regained her status as a blood clan, she has no aura, no city, and lacks fighting experience. This kind of You Ji can't even control the night department. Her ability is not as good as Xiaoyan. Many blood clans see this in their eyes.They were very dissatisfied with You Ji, because Yu Ji was a pure-blood, so they didn't show it, but their secret actions showed me that they were more inclined to Xiao Yan.

I let go of these actions and rumors, quietly waiting for Xiaoyan's reaction.Am I expecting something?It's not that I didn't see the paleness on You Ji's face, but she is not suitable and I seem to fall in love with... Xiaoyan.

There is no response, this is Xiaoyan's answer to me.The reason why the rumors spread so quickly, I also intervened. I know that Xiaoyan must know that I am testing her answer. Xiaoyan must have rejected me like this.Even if I'm unwilling, I don't want to force Xiaoyan, so so be it. 100 years later, the conversation between Xiaoyan and I lost the smell of gunpowder but still alienated.I'm still married to Yuki, and now Yuki fits everything for a wife of a big family.

After You Ji gave birth to our heir, we lived a seemingly incompatible married life, but it was also the best way to get along.

I don't know what kind of mood I have when I'm with Miss Lantang's family, Ryuka Hayono, I feel sorry for Yuuki, but I can only feel sorry.

I know You Ji is sad, but I don't know it and ignore her pale face. My marriage with her is destined to be unhappy, so it's better not to give her illusions now.

I know that she went to find Xiaoyan, and I also know the content of their conversation. Is Youji trying to use Xiaoyan to win her over?I felt a little funny. At the beginning, I deliberately vacated the seat of my wife for 100 years to wait for Xiaoyan, but she still refused in the end. How could she accept it now that she has no name or title.But I still feel a little disappointed in my heart, maybe I still have some expectations, so I let You Ji find Xiaoyan.

I thought that after hundreds of years, I would no longer have any quarrels with Xiaoyan.But after I got that body report, my rage consumed my sanity.After I found Xiaoyan aggressively, seeing her demure figure, my rationality came back, and I suppressed my anger, "Why?" I threw the information in front of Xiaoyan, no wonder, no wonder her body became weaker and weaker.

She looked at the information above and fell silent. The report she made after she passed out last time said that she hadn't sucked blood for hundreds of years.

After I saw it, I immediately guessed that except for the time when Xiaoyan lost her mind and was poured with blood by me, she never drank blood again.She has lied to me for so long.

After a long time, Xiaoyan explained: "I still can't accept it."

I laughed so hard that I didn't know whether it was her or myself. Once I also fainted because I insisted not to suck human blood, but in the end I was reprimanded and left by the humans in the territory because humans were afraid of vampires.This kind of her, this kind of self is really stupid, can we change our identities without drinking blood?We can't change anything, we are still different in the eyes of human beings, they fear us from the bottom of their hearts.

I pressed Xiaoyan's head heavily against the arteries in my neck, and with a muffled groan, I felt teeth sinking into my skin, and tears fell down my neck.I forced Xiaoyan to drink my blood.

Not long after I let go of Xiaoyan, Xiaoyan vomited. She resisted from the bottom of her heart and drank blood in disgust.There is no way to make her receptive to blood.

I sent the best therapist in the blood clan to treat Xiaoyan, but the news came back that none of them were good.Xiaoyan's body is getting weaker and weaker.

On a certain day, news came that Xiaoyan had left, and I was stunned, with a feeling that it had finally come.I can't tell what it's like, I locked myself in the room for one day, but the next day it seemed like nothing happened.Time wears everything out of me.In other words, I have already prepared for this, so I am numb.

The author has something to say: Actually, I feel that I really didn't abuse the heroine this time...