God said I would meet you

When Zhang Xinli came back, the headlights in the room were off.

The air conditioner was not turned on. In the small living room shared by three households, Lin Jinyu was half lying on the sofa in her shirt and covered with a small blanket, reading a book by the light from her small portable desk lamp.

The couple's room next door was quiet. Zhang Xinli closed the door from behind, changed his shoes and came in, saying, "Why are you reading here?"

He usually came back at this time, Lin Jinyu did not take his eyes off the book, and said: "Take a breath, Lao Gan is too tired from sitting," he asked after answering Zhang Xinli's words, "Are you done?"

"Well, it's a day off tomorrow." The windows are closed tightly. Unlike the south, the north has centralized heating every winter, and the room is as warm as spring. When Zhang Xinli entered the door, he brought in a gust of cold wind from the beginning of winter. He walked over and put the lamp in front of Lin Jinyu. Turn the knob to the maximum, and tidy up the blanket that was hanging down on the ground, and said: "I have said many times, let you sleep first."

Lin Jinyu was here to wait for him specially. He leaned on the pillow with a book in his hand: "I haven't finished my review today, so I'll read it later, I won't be sleepy anyway."

The endless explanations of nouns really made his head hurt, but Zhang Xinli had some doubts about these words. Since he probably got used to the dosage of the new medicine, Lin Jinyu's sleep has become a little more regular, and it is no longer the same as before. Drowsy and drowsy, but insomnia until two or three o'clock at night. When Zhang Xinli came back the day before yesterday, he was lying in the room with the lights off, almost falling asleep.

If not...he has no reason to suddenly stay awake and wait for him.Zhang Xinli looked down at him, and asked cautiously, "Can't sleep again?"

Lin Jinyu raised his eyelids from the back of the book and looked into his eyes secretly. It was different from when he had a crush on him before. After being together for a long time in an intimate relationship with almost no distance, he gradually began to be able to see through Zhang Xinli's seemingly unresponsive expression. Get a glimpse of his emotions.

This is a novel but warming experience. They have changed from "friends" who can only be seen from a distance to the closest lovers. The short love period is gradually passing, and there is less freshness and mystery between each other. , but there are more and thicker things that fill the gaps that appear due to the disappearance of novelty, which are the tacit understanding, intimacy, love and warmth that have been bred under long-term companionship and getting along.

"Alright... okay." Lin Jinyu answered him in two words.The unsatisfactory incident during the day did not make him sleepy, but it was not that serious. This matter has been procrastinating for more than a month. From the initial darkness to the present, he is a little used to it. Human beings are unbeatable little strong, the more you sharpen the shell, the harder it will be.

Zhang Xinli seemed a little hesitant. He sat down next to Lin Jinyu on the other side of the sofa, and said, "You..." He said "you" several times, and finally said, "...do you feel okay?"

Whenever he feels uneasy, he always asks this question. Lin Jinyu sometimes has the illusion that since he fell ill, he has changed into some kind of bomb or glass product in Zhang Xinli's eyes. Broken.

"What do you feel?" Lin Jinyu originally had something hidden in his heart, but now he was amused by his tone: "Why don't you just read a book here."

"You..." Zhang Xinli suspected that he was having an attack again, but he didn't know how to organize his words to avoid sensitive words so as not to irritate him, so he faltered for a while——Lin Jinyu's words about "disease", "treatment", "hospital" and so on Words are still sensitive, and he gets very irritable or lost when someone mentions them to him.

So Zhang Xinli treated him as normal as possible, as if there was no such thing... He rarely had anything to be afraid of, but the moment he saw Lin Jinyu downstairs in the apartment in the Shanghai community, with such a thin face and sickly eyes... …It was probably the first time in his teens that he had really felt scared, and he had never been that scared.

Lin Jinyu hid behind the book and watched Zhang Xinli's eyes carefully, from which he read concern, worry and thinking, but no lust.

Not at all.

He didn't believe Zhao Wujie's nonsense, but he still had mixed feelings in his heart. Unpleasant things happened one after another. When the ups and downs of life came one after another, they were no longer like they used to be when they secretly fell in love. Studying, spending the family's money, just caring about the wind and snow, playing around, and telling the family when something goes wrong, everything can be easily solved.

From the moment they choose love in front of Lin Huainan, everything can only depend on themselves.

Since returning to school, Lin Jinyu has been overwhelmed by various things, the upcoming end of term, missed classes, homework, Zhao Wujie and Shao Rong...too many things make him unable to be happy, nor can they bring positive emotions to each other , Lin Jinyu would lose his temper when he was in a bad state, and refused to communicate, telling him to leave him alone.

Although Zhang Xinli never blamed him, but falling in love...is for happiness, not for exuding negative energy, right?Lin Jinyu didn't know if he felt a little dissatisfied occasionally, because Zhang Xinli couldn't go back to school near the end of the term, rented a place to live outside, paid a lot of money to take him back to the doctor, and take care of him... maybe a few thousand yuan is right It was nothing to Lin Jinyu's family, but to a college student whose family was not well off and hadn't found a formal job, it was all his savings.

Zhang Xinli only had so much, and he gave everything he could.

Lin Jinyu herself is not a person who desires sex and material things very much. Sometimes she likes kissing and hugging more than actually doing it.

It was fun at the time, just like taking a bath, but the preparation process was a little troublesome for him... But Lin Jinyu began to think: If the two of them gradually became less happy together, would he want to leave?

What's more, he hasn't done things with him for a long time.

"What are you?" He scratched his eyebrows when he saw that Zhang Xinli hadn't spoken a complete sentence for a long time, and calmly changed to another topic, and said, "Since tomorrow is a day off, are you going to study with me or stay at home?"

996 still has a fixed vacation time, but Zhang Xinli has hardly had a rest for more than a month. He poured a glass of water and drank it, and his lips, which were dried by the winter wind on the cycling road, moistened a little: "It's okay."

What it means is to look at Lin Jinyu. If Lin Jinyu wants him to accompany him, he will go. If he doesn't want him, he can sleep at home and have a good rest for a day... The night shift is especially easy to make people like him who have a regular schedule feel tired.

"It doesn't matter," Lin Jinyu looked at the book, but didn't read any words: "...you have your own needs, so you don't need to always worry about my opinion."

He's not a party member, Zhang Xinli doesn't need to be so...obedient.If he wants something, he can say it too.

"Of course I will consider your opinion." Zhang Xinli felt that he was a little different today, but he couldn't tell why: "I don't have 'concerns' when I listen to your opinion, it's because I should listen to it."

During those years, Lin Jinyu personally taught him to respect others, respect gays, respect Wang Xiu, respect every person he "cannot understand" but does not violate morality and law, and among all the people in the world who do not have natural blood ties , the one he should respect the most is Lin Jinyu, who is his lover.

Zhang Xinli said: "The commission has come down, plus full attendance, the total is more than 2000, and the card will be paid to you."

"Hold it yourself," Lin Jinyu moved, stretched out a foot, and put it on his lap lazily and without hesitation: "You also need money at ordinary times."

Zhang Xinli put him on hold, and said, "Didn't it be agreed last time that you take care of the money?"

"You can't leave it all to me, you don't have a penny on you." Lin Jinyu didn't wear socks, and his calf protruding from under the blanket was smooth. He was naturally fair, and the line of the man's legs was obvious.

Zhang Xinli said, "Didn't you give me money every day?"

The two made an appointment, and Lin Jinyu would give him one or two hundred working capital every day, while Zhang Xinli would usually only spend ten yuan for lunch, and for dinner, the chef at the bar would use the leftover ingredients to make some work meals, and the rest would be left intact after get off work at night Turn back to him.

"Leave the basic salary to me, and you can use the commission. With the money you make yourself, you can buy whatever you want," Lin Jinyu said, "I...today I paid [-] for the meal card, and I will tell you."

Zhang Xinli felt that he was really weird today, and he shirked things that he had clearly agreed to, and said something like "You don't have to worry about my opinion"... and other words that he didn't understand.

Lin Jinyu saw that he looked at her without speaking for a long time, and she didn't know what expression to show. He wanted to test that aspect, but felt a little embarrassed to say it. Finally, he took out a small bookkeeping book from the armrest of the sofa behind his head and handed it to him: "Look, I haven't had time to calculate the total expenditure yet."

Zhang Xinli took it, adjusted the direction of the desk lamp, turned it over, and began to look at this month's expenses. Lin Jinyu pretended to endorse the book, but in fact all his attention was on Zhang Xinli. The profile of the face is sharp and angular under the light.

Lin Jinyu's outstretched foot seemed to be moving casually. The small living room was not as warm as the room, but the temperature was not too low. As he moved, he began to lean in slowly, his ankle rubbing "unintentionally". Zhang Xinli's belly.

"?" At first, Zhang Xinli concentrated on watching him remember the accounts, calculating the total in his head, and didn't pay much attention. He thought that Lin Jinyu's feet were cold without socks, and it was a little hot in the house wearing a coat, so he unzipped the zipper and took the hem of the coat to cover it slightly. Let his bare feet stick to his stomach through a layer of unlined clothing.

However, Lin Jinyu was not actually cold. He stared at the exposition in the book, his eyes drifted away from the corner of his eye, and his ankles and outer insteps moved and touched from time to time. As time goes by... the magnitude and intensity are increasing little by little.

Five or six minutes passed, and Zhang Xinli didn't have any obvious reaction, but he seemed to be a little distracted in some extremely short, imperceptible gaps... Those fleeting gaps were too short, and Lin Jinyu couldn't be sure whether it was his own illusion .

He took a slow breath, moved down tentatively, stepped on his leg with the arch of his foot, moved his toes, just like children greeting each other, and poked a few times with just the right strength, as if secretly beckoning him to look come over. (already edited)

Zhang Xinli's eyes drifted away from the notebook, his throat moved indistinctly, and finally he could no longer ignore it. He pressed Lin Jinyu's ankle, turned his head to face him, thought for a few seconds, and said, "What are you doing?"

Lin Jinyu seemed to be still concentrating on reading, without raising his eyelids, he said, "It's nothing." At first he wanted to say something directly, but he couldn't say it, so he finally said, "You...you can do whatever you want."

You can do whatever you want, because they are lovers, and the accommodation between them should be mutual. Lin Jinyu is sick, and occasionally has a bad mood, but this does not mean that Zhang Xinli must be careful all the time, and cannot ask for anything.

Zhang Xinli put his hands on his clean ankles, a little unsure of what Lin Jinyu meant by "anything is fine", so he didn't move for a while.

"What... mean," he said, "Are you sleepy?"

Lin Jinyu raised her forehead in her heart, why this guy can't understand such a simple hint, does he have to say it so clearly? It's a bit shameful.

He slowly exhaled the breath in his chest, suddenly put the book aside, sat up, no longer half lying on the arm of the sofa, the gray and black blanket printed with cartoon astronaut patterns slid along with his straightening up Half way down, Lin Jinyu's originally flat foot hung down from the sofa and stepped on the ground, exposing her entire bare leg.

Zhang Xinli looked up and found that he seemed to be wearing nothing under his white shirt except his underwear.

Lin Jinyu was too lazy to play riddles. He looked at Zhang Xinli, bent his knees, and pressed the arch of his feet against the unspeakable place under his abdomen. He said in a hoarse voice, "Do you want to do it?"

The light from the desk lamp seemed to become ambiguous because of this question. Zhang Xinli was stunned for a moment by the sudden invitation. He looked at Lin Jinyu and remained silent for several seconds.

Facing him, Lin Jinyu glanced down, then looked up at him, her feet slowly but undisguisedly guessing on his lap.

Zhang Xinli's calm and heaving chest suddenly stagnated, and Lin Jinyu could feel that the blood circulation was gradually speeding up as he moved, and the blood was converging to the whole body through the blood vessels.

However, just as he got up slowly, wanting to change his posture to get closer, and knelt down on his own initiative, Zhang Xinli's hand trembled, and he grabbed his ankle to keep Lin Jinyu still, interrupting his movement abruptly.

His three-dimensional lips opened slightly, but the words he spit out surprised Lin Jinyu: "Don't do it."

Zhang Xinli said slowly: "Go to bed after you finish your review."

This answer was not what Lin Jinyu expected. For a normal man, it is impossible for a normal man not to have sex with his lover for more than three months, unless he is full outside... No, no, no, what is he thinking, this is impossible.

He withdrew his foot from Zhang Xinli's hand, did not leave, but sat up on his knees, leaned over, put one hand on his shoulder, looked at him from above, and asked, "Why?"

The entire blanket slipped down completely with the change of posture. Lin Jinyu likes to buy loose clothes. After losing weight, the already loose pajamas looked even more oversized, and the drooping hem slightly covered the thighs. Under the thin shadow In fact, nothing can be seen, but that is what makes it all the more fascinating.

Zhang Xinli's gaze seemed to be attracted by a magnet. He pursed his dry lips, forcibly looked away, and said, "...we'll talk about it when you recover."

"Why wait," Lin Jinyu said, "You don't want to?"

"..." Zhang Xinli didn't know how to answer, as if he couldn't say yes, but he couldn't say no.

Silence always makes people suspicious. Lin Jinyu really suspected that he had no interest at first. He asked, "Did you do it yourself today?"

"No." Zhang Xinli immediately denied it subconsciously. He avoided Lin Jinyu's gaze. After a while, he finally told the truth: "I just... don't want you to force yourself."

He didn't want Lin Jinyu to force himself. Zhang Xinli didn't know anything about medicine, but he had searched a lot of information on Baidu behind his back. He tried his best to understand this disease by all means, hoping to know what he should pay attention to, and what happened when Lin Jinyu fell into emotions. When you are in a dead end, what do you do best.

Many Baidu said that patients with depression do not have sexual impulses, so he has been avoiding mentioning this matter, as if this problem does not exist between each other, and he has no idea.

But in fact... Only severe patients who have been taking medicine for a long time will be in a state of complete lack of libido for a long time, and some of them are physically unable to get an erection due to the side effects of the medicine (this is really just a medical term here), but In fact, patients with mild symptoms are not so serious. They often only have no interest at all during the attack period. Due to the different drugs used and individual differences, patients with mild symptoms generally have no problems with their sexual function.

Lin Jinyu looked at him steadfastly. Zhang Xinli felt that this was a sign that he had fallen into depression again. He felt worthless and was afraid of being abandoned, so he had a series of behaviors, so he tried to comfort him slowly, saying: "You... Sit down first," he said, "I won't do it today."

Lin Jinyu didn't do what he said. He put one hand on Zhang Xinli's shoulder and said, "You didn't force me." His tone was very calm, not hysterical, nor tired, "I feel fine now. Feeling down, sad, or uncomfortable."

Zhang Xinli didn't speak, but that expression clearly revealed that he didn't believe it. Lin Jinyu continued: "If you don't do it today, what about tomorrow or the day after tomorrow? As I said, you don't have to think that I'm a protected animal every time. I'm not that fragile. Do you understand?"

They are both men and equal lovers. Lin Jinyu is grateful that he is willing to be by his side at this time, but he doesn't like this kind of one-sided relationship. Although Zhao Wujie's words are nonsense, they wake up in a certain way. He not only has the desire to be protected and taken care of, but also has the desire to protect. Lin Jinyu hopes that he is needed by Zhang Xinli, and also hopes that he can help him share the same pressure, no matter from which aspect.

Zhang Xinli was held down by him and couldn't move. Lin Jinyu stepped between his legs with one knee, looked down at him, and said, "Listen clearly, I'm fine and awake. I don't reject this matter. I'm asking you if it's because you're depressed. Or self-despise, it's really just asking you, after all, I can't have sex with myself," he inserted his fingers into the gap between the buttons on his chest, and said: "... If you really don't want to, just say no for the last time, Take it off if you want to..."

Zhang Xinli's eyes were dark, and he and Lin Jinyu's amber pupils under the light source looked at each other for a long time, as if trying to discern the authenticity of Lin Jinyu's words. After a while, he stretched out his hand silently to clasp his naked thigh.

There is a sexual attraction between him and Lin Jinyu, which has been established a long time ago.

When Lin Jinyu looked at Zhang Xinli from a distance, he always thought it was cool that he didn’t talk, and that he was still a student who would make money, play ball, and fight...Those attractive points in his student days may be a bit naive and immature when he thinks about it now. It makes people laugh unconsciously, but it also makes people really remember.

But in fact, Zhang Xinli is not some high-ranking, symbol-like cold iceberg XXX, he will have things he doesn’t understand, he will endure the boss’s scolding for his salary, he will laugh when he listens to jokes, he will get annoyed after working for a long time, and of course there will be people who are the most primitive , Instinctive desire, he is just Zhang Xinli, just like Lin Jinyu himself, just an ordinary person.

Lin Jinyu put her hands on his shoulders, and followed Zhang Xinli's movements and sat astride his legs. Zhang Xinli raised his head slightly, as if some kind of silent gesture or invitation.

They start kissing.

It was a kiss after a long absence. Zhang Xinli would occasionally kiss him when he was sleeping with him at night, but he only kissed him on the side or on the forehead very restrainedly. The kiss was like a family relationship. The comforting goodnight kiss brings people a completely different feeling from the intimate, demanding kiss between lovers at this moment.

It made Lin Jinyu feel both familiar and strange, like a new blood injected into his body, which felt novel and thrilling.

Zhang Xinli's breath sprayed on his face. He held Lin Jinyu's thigh with one hand, and stretched out the other hand. Following the options given by Lin Jinyu, he began to unbutton his shirt. Even though he only used one hand, he still unbuttoned it very quickly. .

Soon, the hard white buttons broke free one by one. Zhang Xinli was in the lower position and could only passively accept Lin Jinyu's kiss. Lin Jinyu's kiss was not intense. He supported Zhang Xinli's broad shoulders with one hand and stroked his firmness with the other. At the junction of the jaw and the neck, tender but not eager to kiss him, whenever Zhang Xinli wanted to reach out and grab his neck to turn the other way, he would frown and stop for a while, like a lesson to a disobedient child. He pushed his hands away, and only continued to kiss Zhang Xinli when he stopped moving. This went on and on several times.

Zhang Xinli didn't know why, the long kiss made him a little breathless, Lin Jinyu leaned towards the light source, kissed Zhang Xinli on the lips for the last time and straightened up, the heating in the small living room was pleasant, all the buttons on his chest and abdomen had been unbuttoned Under the warm yellow light of the desk lamp, the large expanse of skin showed a graceful honey color.

Zhang Xinli panted slightly and looked at Lin Jinyu who was riding on him. He stretched out his hand as if bewitched, and touched and caressed along the contours of the muscles. Lin Jinyu obviously enjoyed this kind of stroking too. Insomnia and reduced diet made him lose weight a lot. After the thinning of the fat layer, the original muscle contours became more obvious... Different from the plump lines on Zhang Xinli's body, the muscles were completely thin and unhealthy, with a neutral slenderness and fragility, but also revealed A different kind of beauty.

"...You really lost a lot of weight." Putting aside the emotional basis, Zhang Xinli himself prefers the type of man with thin muscles and delicate muscles to the oversized muscular man. He is psychologically inclined to be the aggressor and attack Fang, do not like to be suppressed and controlled.

Lin Jinyu didn't answer him, but pressed on his shoulder, took off his coat along the shoulder blade line, and motioned for him to raise his hand.

"Meet each other sincerely" after a long absence, Zhang Xinli touched his back, pinched Lin Jinyu's waist with four fingers, stroked his thin psoas muscles with his thumb, and then gradually tightened his arms...

Lin Jinyu frowned at this moment, and unceremoniously twitched the back of his hand. Zhang Xinli felt the pain, and subconsciously let go.

"Don't move," Lin Jinyu whispered in his ear, "I want to do it myself."

He allowed Zhang Xinli to touch and caress him, but he was not allowed to use force, including cuddling, hooping, buckling, pulling, and dragging. All compulsory actions were not allowed.

Lin Jinyu pressed his hand to press him, slowly bent down, kissed his chin, neck, and chest in sequence, bit the shiny silver chain on his chest, put it in his mouth, stuck out his tongue, The bright red tip of the tongue twitched.

The bright silver was tangled between the white teeth and the red tongue, and Lin Jinyu's lips glistened with water. Zhang Xinli's mouth was dry, and he wanted to stand up and hug him several times, but Lin Jinyu held him back.

He half-kissed and half-sucked all the way down to his waist, observed Zhang Xinli's expression, pressed his palm against his chest, and felt the powerful heartbeat. (already edited)

"Is that what you said you didn't want?" He straightened up to look at Zhang Xinli's face as he touched it, "It's so fast."

"...Think about it," Zhang Xinli breathed unsteadily, and said in a low voice, "I think about it every day."

He wanted to wrap his arms around Lin Jinyu's waist tightly, turn over and push him onto the sofa, but Lin Jinyu wouldn't let him move.

"Stay honest."

Sometimes chatting is also a very effective way to relieve stress. For the two people who have been suffering for a long time at this moment, they need enough sincere heart-to-heart talk.

After Lin Jinyu said this, Zhang Xinli really didn't move.In fact, everyone has more or less the desire to conquer and be conquered at the same time. Lin Jinyu likes the intimate relationship of being cared for and taken care of, but also likes to take the lead. Zhang Xinli likes to take the initiative, but he does not reject the kind of "having enough power" Resist, but willing to condone" get along mode.

"It's pretty good," Lin Jinyu enjoyed the feeling at the moment. He grabbed the necklace on Zhang Xinli's chest in his hand, pulled it off, and said, "It's commendable."

Zhang Xinli looked up at him, squinted his eyes, and suddenly said, "...you and me, who is S?"

The last time, Lin Jinyu used this word to tease him. At that time, Zhang Xinli obviously didn't understand. Lin Jinyu slowly pulled the bead chain and let it circle around Zhang Xinli's strong, wheat-colored neck, grinding out a series of slight bruises. Honghen asked, "Who told you this?"

Zhang Xinli said: "...to study."

In fact, it was Lin Jinyu and Zhao Wujie's unanimous teasing that made him a little curious, so he learned a little bit about the meaning of related words. Lin Jinyu asked, "Study with Zhao Wujie in the bathroom?"

"..." Zhang Xinli obviously didn't do anything wrong, but under Lin Jinyu's majestic gaze, he broke out in a cold sweat for some reason: "No..." He is not very good at lying, and Lin Jinyu's question is probably because something happened again , already knew some things, Zhang Xinli saw that he should be in a good state now, and he didn't look like he couldn't bear the excitement, so he changed the subject halfway through "no", and honestly told what happened that day.

After Lin Jinyu calmed down and lay on the sofa meditating, he had already guessed that Shao Rong was so determined to help Zhao Wujie because there was some kind of different relationship between them. He was a little surprised after hearing this, but not too surprised. He heard After Zhang Xinli finished speaking, he loosened the chain and said, "Oh, I guessed it."

Zhang Xinli said, "Nothing happened."

"I know," Lin Jinyu rode on him, and said, "You think I'm doubting? No, if I doubt it, do you think the same thing will happen?"

They have been together for almost a year, and they have gotten to know each other better. It has passed the period when the newlyweds didn't know each other well enough, and they couldn't feel safe every day. Or everyone I have met so far is far less attractive than Lin Jinyu.

The same is true for Lin Jinyu, and they both know this clearly.

"Jinyu..." Zhang Xinli hesitated to call out his name. When Lin Jinyu rode him in this posture, he would half press on the internal organs under his chest and abdomen, including the stomach and duodenum. Man The weight is not light, and this oppressive state has been maintained for a long time... I don't know how to describe it.

Lin Jinyu came back to her senses, put her arms around his neck, leaned down and kissed him wetly again. On this occasion, kissing is like the starting gun. Zhang Xinli couldn't bear it anymore, and slipped his hand from behind his open shirt. Go in, insert your fingertips into Lin Jinyu's clothes.

"Don't move," Lin Jinyu slapped his hand away mercilessly again: "I'll do it."

After saying this, he didn't take off his own, but took off Zhang Xinli's coat. Zhang Xinli led him to straighten up and sit upright.

Surrounded by silence, Lin Jinyu knelt on the sofa and knelt up a bit. Zhang Xinli touched his chest and waist, and adjusted his posture unconsciously.

Lin Jinyu slapped him on the chest, and pushed him back: "Say don't move."

"...I can't help it, I can't move my hands for a long time," Zhang Xinli was a little aggrieved, he was scolded by Lin Jinyu, and suddenly remembered: "And... next door..."

Sure enough, it's been a long time since we communicated, and we're too excited. They've been messing around in the small living room for so long, yet no one realizes how dangerous it is?In case anyone sees it... oh my god.

"The neighbor isn't coming back today," Lin Jinyu said, "You think I'm stupid."

He had premeditated his feelings, and had inquired about everything. Zhang Xinli said, "I didn't buy anything."

He only hoped that Lin Jinyu would get better, and never thought of forcing him to do anything with himself, so naturally he would not prepare that carefully. Lin Jinyu followed his words and said, "Yes, there is nothing."

It used to be in stock, but Lin Jinyu checked out the room with his father, how dare he let his father see those things at that juncture, he secretly found a gap and threw them away.

"Then..." Zhang Xinli put his hands on his waist. He was no longer in a state of inexperienced. He knew that without those preparations, it would be difficult for Lin Jinyu.

"Once," Lin Jinyu put one arm around his neck, and covered his hand with the other: "Just this time, let's chat, forget it."

Zhang Xinli hesitated a little, his wandering eyes caught Lin Jinyu's attention.

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It’s okay to chat as long as you chat, and it’s better to have a dry addiction than to say nothing and continue to pretend that you don’t have pressure.

Compared with the previous few times, the two of them were not so well prepared this time. Zhang Xinli sat up a little bit. Cooperating with his movements, Lin Jinyu knelt on top of him and chatted with him to distract... Taking the initiative, another reason why he insisted on taking the initiative. Zhang Xinli is not himself, and he is not very good at finding topics. Lin Jinyu had better think about what to say.

In response to his request, Zhang Xinli just cooperated with him in talking about daily matters, and didn't take the initiative to chatter or interrupt, which was actually not interesting to him. Zhang Xinli wanted to change the topic a few times, but he held back.

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"...Let's wait a while," Zhang Xinli didn't know what to say. Under the dim light, he couldn't see Lin Jinyu's expression clearly. He reached out and touched his face, and asked, "Can I hug you now?"

Lin Jinyu was not feeling well, he needed a hug, so he nodded.

Zhang Xinli clasped his waist with both hands, but didn't obey and waited obediently. He fixed Lin Jinyu so that he wouldn't move, then held his hand, raised his waist and hugged him to adjust his position, and turned around on the sofa.

"What are you doing?" Lin Jinyu was caught off guard, watching him hug herself onto the back of the soft sofa and sit on it.

Zhang Xinli touched his face, and said three words: "Serve you."

?

Serving is... what does it mean?

Lin Jinyu didn't quite understand, but Zhang Xinli didn't give him time to think about it. He lifted Lin Jinyu's face according to the face-touching movement, pressed it down while standing, and bit his lip.

Zhang Xinli kissed him more directly than when he kissed Zhang Xinli, there were not so many details of licking and kissing, and it was more straightforward and straightforward.

Lin Jinyu felt hypoxic in such a kiss, and Zhang Xinli's hand stroked his chest, tickling him deliberately from time to time, causing a numbness that reached the soles of his feet.

This is a more intimate and soothing gesture.

"Kiss enough," Zhang Xinli said in between kisses, "I won't kiss him later."

"?" Lin Jinyu was puzzled again, but before he could turn this doubt into a question, Zhang Xinli left his lips.

It wasn't over yet, just when he looked down at Zhang Xinli's lower body and kissed from top to palm, thinking that this round of kissing cycle had come to an end——Zhang Xinli raised his eyebrows and looked up at him. Instead of pausing, he knelt on his knees on the sofa.

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Lin Jinyu was blank for a moment, Zhang Xinli kissed him on the cheek, he bit Lin Jinyu's neck lightly and densely, and sighed: "Hurry up...I can't wait too long."

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In fact, he does have the potential to be a good 1, because he is patient enough with his partner, and he never hesitates to pay attention to Lin Jinyu's thoughts.

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Lin Jinyu gasped for breath and calmed down. This chat did not make him feel as tired as before. Instead, he felt refreshed. It is undoubtedly a wonderful thing to talk to each other. Even dopamine seems to be secreted more , I feel much happier.

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After three months of union, they were very happy with each other. Lin Jinyu also raised his arms to hold him, feeling the heartbeats of the two with the same frequency.