God said I would meet you

Lin Jinyu used to think that there were no patients in the psychiatric department of the hospital. After all, this is a normal world, and the streets are full of normal people. It seems that only a few "mental illnesses" are mixed in among tens of millions.

However, it wasn't until he got so many numbers inside and out that he realized that not only did he see a lot of patients in this department, but also that entering the psychiatric department alone doesn't mean that he is the kind of "horrible and stupid" in the conventional sense. mental illness".

The fast-paced modern life is always accompanied by great pressure. It is not easy for everyone to live. They are all under the pressure of entering higher education, employment, mortgage, or, like Lin Jinyu, feeling extremely estranged from their parents. sad, depressed.

Lin Jinyu used to feel that the word "depression" was far away from her. It was the disease of those hypocritical Lin Daiyu-style characters who like to moan without illness. It wasn't until the doctor told him that it was nothing special. It is a particularly rare disease. The number of patients in China is close to 1 million, and they spread across all ages and walks of life. Even those with strong personalities and optimism may walk into an emotional dead end for a certain reason and some unbearable pressure for a certain period of time. .

It is not shameful, nor is it synonymous with "you are so hypocritical and too fragile", it is just that too many people are not happy enough.

"It looks like the queue will be until four or five o'clock." Lin Jinyu glanced at the list in her hand, then at the crowded people in the hall, and said to Zhang Xinli, "Why don't you go to work, and I can do it myself. "

Last time, due to economic reasons, I registered an ordinary account. This time, Zhang Xinli insisted on re-registering an expert account, but Lin Jinyu couldn't help it.The two of them came in the morning, but it turned out that they were queued until the afternoon.

"Not good." It was almost 03:30, the hospital was not very close to the bar, and it would take time on the way, but Zhang Xinli was obviously not at ease.

"I'm an adult male with sound limbs and a clear mind. Are you afraid of being kidnapped?" Lin Jinyu put his hand on his shoulder and shook his shoulder, jokingly said: "It's okay, you go, I'm still waiting Give me some extra money this month."

Zhang Xinli told him that if he was late once, he would not be on full attendance. He glanced at his watch, and it was true that he was running out of time.

"Then... you should pay attention to yourself, and tell the truth when the doctor asks you later."

"I know," Lin Jinyu has become a seasoned veteran after entering the hospital so many times, registering and queuing up to see the doctor and get the medicine at a reasonable price: "Hurry up, why are you so nervous that you seem to be accompanying me to the obstetric examination."

"..." Zhang Xinli was a little embarrassed and didn't know what to say. Seeing his expression, Lin Jinyu laughed to death, pushed him towards the door, and turned to go upstairs by herself.

The joints of the uniform stainless steel handrails in the hospital are slightly rough, and the horizontal and vertical railings are connected by several welding points. Lin Jinyu walked upstairs along the handrail that almost reached her navel, came to the clinic, and waited. After an hour and a half, I finally heard my name being called inside.

He was actually a little apprehensive, afraid that he would have to check the electrocardiogram and hyperthyroidism again if he changed a doctor. Fortunately, there was none. I read the previous medical history, looked at the previous dosage, and then made a few tables for him, and asked about his recent situation, and asked him if he had ever thought about committing suicide.

Lin Jinyu said no, even during the period when he was most disappointed with his parents, he never thought of leaving this world.

The doctor smiled kindly, and didn't ask for any messy examinations. He only ordered a routine blood test just to be on the safe side, and encouraged him: "It's pretty good, sleep and appetite are better, and other conditions are also improving. Don't have too much psychological pressure, young man. , you are still young, there is nothing you can't overcome."

Lin Jinyu thanked her. This time the order was printed out. Compared with the last time, Zolpidem Tartrate Tablets and Lorazepam have been stopped, and other dosages have been reduced.

He folded the prescription and put it in his pocket, went to the fourth floor to draw blood, and then went down with a cotton swab to pay for the medicine.

There were a lot of people crowded at the entrances of the major departments. Lin Jinyu was too lazy to go up the crowded stairs, so she opened the half-closed door next to the department and slipped into the small corridor.

The small corridor is very quiet, completely different from the outside where there is a sound of chaotic footsteps from time to time. The light shines in through the transparent glass windows, and fine dust can be faintly seen floating in the light.

Lin Jinyu wanted to finish taking the medicine and go back to have dinner, so she didn't pay much attention to her surroundings when she went downstairs.It's also because he didn't look at the road, Lin Jinyu just whistled loudly and occupied the center of the corridor, rushing for a while. When he "slid" all the way down to the stairs on the second floor, suddenly the door with automatic pull back The double doors were pushed open from the inside, Lin Jinyu didn't stop the car, and bumped into the person who was also walking down the path.

"Sorry, I didn't watch it..." Lin Jinyu lost his mind, and before he could finish his apology, he suddenly disappeared as if he had eaten a fly.

There may really be such a thing as a narrow Encounter Road in the world. Zhao Wujie couldn’t find a way out of it. These days, he didn’t feel like eating or sleeping. He was gnashing his teeth all day—not because of guilt, but because It's because of anger.

He has no sense of shame, and he doesn't care what anyone thinks of him behind his back. He is just angry, angry at Lin Jinyu's victory, and not getting what he wanted.

Zhao Wujie was immersed in the idea of ​​revenge against Lin Jinyu, and his heart was so angry that the wound on his face hurt. It was a souvenir Lin Jinyu left him - the long and narrow wound around his eyes healed quickly, but his ears couldn't do it. Said that the fierce knife almost opened half of his ear, and it took more than half a month before the doctor called him to remove the stitches.

"No..." Zhao Wujie originally wanted to say "it's okay" habitually, but his eyes flashed and he saw Lin Jinyu's face clearly, the expression on his face changed instantly, and his tone became extremely rude: "You don't have eyes ?”

Lin Jinyu obviously also saw him clearly, that face that looked sunny and healthy, but he hated it very much: "It's long," Lin Jinyu said bluntly, "But the human eye is used to judge people, what are you? "

Zhao Wujie's cheeks were bulging, he obviously hadn't had a good rest these days, and his eyes were black and blue: "It's really a narrow road to the enemy," he said maliciously, "What are you doing here? Look at your mental illness?"

Lin Jinyu glanced at the ugly scars on his ears and cheeks, and said, "I can't compare to you, you are so ugly that you have plastic surgery, and you are like a pig's face after all."

Gay circles attach great importance to appearance. To Zhao Wujie, this sentence is like a fat man being pointed at his nose and called "fat pig" or "fat woman". Still ashamed.

"You fucking..." The blue veins on Zhao Wujie's forehead were visible to the naked eye, and Lin Jinyu put one hand on the armrest, with a calm but contemptuous expression: "What, ugly?"

Sentence and scolding, from wording to tone are very sharp, Zhao Wujie said: "Bastard, your mother was raped by a dog and gave birth to you such a bastard."

Some people always pollute their mouths with dirty words, Lin Jinyu's eyes turned cold: "Warning you, just scold me and don't talk about my mother."

"How about just scolding?" At this moment, Zhao Wujie's entire brain was occupied by anger. He bullied Lin Jinyu, clutching the railing tightly, as if he was going to crush the plaything: "Did I hit it? Your mother is a whore!" The son of a bastard with your client's father."

Lin Jinyu doesn't care about vicious words. In his eyes, this kind of vulgar language like a hooligan is like garbage that barks like a dog. He doesn't bother to listen to it, and he doesn't even bother to give it away when he is angry. But his family is different, he can't stand someone scolding him Mom and Dad... even after going through that conflict.

"Laughing to death," Lin Jinyu said, "You are as ugly as a pig or a dog, with a mouth full of dung, you lost your mind and went crazy after the hearse carrying your mother's ashes drifted and killed your whole family, right?"

Zhao Wujie always thought that Lin Jinyu was the kind of person who would be self-willed and arrogant, could not endure any hardships, had never seen anything in the world, and liked to pretend to be tender in front of 1, and pretended to be the type of person who said "Oh, oh, oh" and played a small temper. This may come from his attitude towards 0 He didn't expect Lin Jinyu to quarrel with him tit-for-tat with a brutality that didn't lose to him at all.

She is a gay three-point woman, he thought that Chun 0 was the kind of person who likes to talk with his throat squeezed, cock crows when he quarrels, and is like a group of maids who step on the bottom of a flower pot and talk about each other's hair - he met and said he was It’s almost the same with all gays who call him their husband when pure 0 is posted, so that’s why they always vaguely look down on 0, thinking that 1>0.5>0.

Lin Jinyu's voice is very "normal". Although it is not as full of magnetism as a bass singer, it is a normal man's voice, neither delicate nor sharp nor artificial, full of momentum, without showing timidity.

"Ugly, talk," Lin Jinyu said, "The doctor in charge of plastic surgery accidentally cut your vocal cords?"

"You fucking bastard." Zhao Wujie came back to his senses, and was once again irritated by Lin Jinyu.Compared with the folk customs in Shanghai where they spit face-to-face and don't move hands, the northerners are more direct, and they can do it without making noise. He was already very close to Lin Jinyu, and now he was getting angry, and he just slapped Lin Jinyu past.

Lin Jinyu had already endured him enough, so he tilted his head and stretched out his hand to block Zhao Wujie's strong slap, pushed away vigorously, and kept him away from him, saying, "Go to hell."

"Fuck you." Zhao Wujie's eyes were so gloomy that water dripped out, it seemed that he was determined to give him some color, and he scrambled, scratched and beat him indiscriminately, and punched him blindly in a fight. Pulling his clothes and scratching his hair, Lin Jinyu pushed and shoved him on the stairs, and took the opportunity to punch him a few times.

The two are about the same height. Lin Jinyu is not as heavy as him after losing weight, but he is calmer than him. Zhao Wujie obviously has no fighting background. Just an ordinary person with decent physical fitness, every punch he hits Lin Jinyu's hands, which hurts a bit. But it didn't have any practical effect. Lin Jinyu usually fought with Zhang Xinli a lot, and he also developed a little reaction speed. He found time to slap Zhao Wujie in the face a few times, making him grin his teeth.

Zhao Wujie already had cuts on his face and ears that he pulled out, and the wounds hurt a lot after being beaten for the second time, but Lin Jinyu was not as experienced as Zhang Xinli, and his fists were not as heavy as his. He could only hurt Zhao Wujie for a while, but he couldn't overwhelm him. sexual advantage.

Pain that is not fatal will often irritate the opponent and make him even more frenzied. After another punch, Zhao Wujie's ear was cracked where the stitches had just been removed, and a few streams of blood flowed out. He rushed forward, stretched out his hand and pushed with all his strength——

Lin Jinyu stood on the outside, and was already very close to the railing that reached to his waist. The ups and downs of the stairs made it difficult to maintain balance. Suddenly, under the action of this momentum, he involuntarily stepped back——the railing blocked his lower body , but the upper body leaned back under the force, and turned over the railing.

There were countless fine dusts floating in the air. Lin Jinyu grabbed Zhao Wujie's clothes tightly at the moment when he turned down, trying to turn his body over and stabilize his figure with the force of this rotation, but he couldn't make it in time.

The small window opened high, the golden light, and the fine dust jumping in the air were the last thing Lin Jinyu saw clearly—he only had time to turn half of his body before he took Zhao Wujie over the railing and headed downstairs. He fell down and smashed hard on the handrail of the lower half of the floor, and then fell again, knocking on the hard edge of the stairs.