God said I would meet you

Zhang Xinli turned around and left after saying those words that sounded like an atomic bomb, leaving behind two people who were stupefied.

"..."

"Hi, may I ask if you still eat this?"

The waiter saw that their table was almost full, and came up to ask if they needed to clean up the tableware. Shihan was stunned for a few seconds before replying: "Ah? Oh, take it."

The waiter took away all the empty plates that had been stained with various sauces on the table, and the surrounding area was instantly empty, leaving only two people looking at each other in embarrassment.

Lin Jinyu was still immersed in what Zhang Xinli said just now, and he never recovered. He never expected that one day Zhang Xinli would say these words in front of others. This, this, this... shouldn't it be his lines?

He was already used to Zhang Xinli's emotional silence and euphemism, and it felt... quite strange to suddenly serve such a straight ball.

However, in this way, the relationship between him and Shihan...

Floating in the air is full of embarrassment factors. If it can be measured with a scale, it is estimated that the index is close to the nuclear radiation index after the Chernobyl explosion. A vague syllable came out of his throat: "You..."

She struggled to organize her words and spit out three words: "...is it true?"

"..." Apart from saying yes, what else could Lin Jinyu answer, no matter what answer Shihan wanted, he had only one answer.

He was apologetic but very clear: "... yes."

This time it was Shihan's turn to "...", she was silent for three seconds, and then let out a shocking cry of "I! Fuck!"

No wonder, no wonder, no wonder he was so "fresh and refined", he couldn't feel any desire and flattery for women that she had felt from those stinky men in the past-although the degree was different, but Shi Han did That desire for a beautiful, sexy woman had been felt in almost every grown man she'd ever met, except her father.

After a long time, it turned out that it was because they were sisters, so I was speechless.

There is a point of view that there is no pure friendship between men and women, but... if it is gay, it is obviously not necessarily so.

She said: "Fuck! The object of my crush suddenly became a sister, and my mother met the fucking thing at eight o'clock?!"

"..." Lin Jinyu was a little unaccustomed to swearing and swearing at girls. Shihan had restrained her nature a little before in front of him, acting so ladylike and reserved, but now she probably let herself go unscrupulously.

"Damn it!" Shihan grabbed her cup and found that she had just sprayed out the water in it. She scanned the table angrily, and found that the water next to Zhang Xinli hadn't been touched at all, so she grabbed it and used it. With the momentum of swallowing down the glass of white wine, he drank the glass of boiled water in one gulp.

The cold water calmed her down a bit, and with the bang of the bottom of the glass knocking on the table, Shihan suddenly realized something: "...Don't tell me you two are a couple."

"..." Lin Jinyu said, "Uh, yes."

Shihan scored twice and said, "Damn it!"

No wonder, no wonder, all kinds of disobedience during the meal, including the intrusion of the man surnamed Zhang in the store, and the meticulous care of the hospital, all have very reasonable explanations. She lamented that she had never seen such careful care before. Brother's man, from the perspective of the two of them being a couple...all of a sudden it makes so much fucking sense.

Shihan remembered what she said in the car before, the light she emitted when she was caught in the middle should be close to 10000w, right?A light bulb completely unaware that it is a light bulb? !

"Don't...don't get excited..." Lin Jinyu felt his tongue was tied up for the first time, and the current situation was embarrassing. What should he say?

"It's the first time I saw a live gay," Shihan said, "I always thought it only existed in novels."

Her work and social environment are just like that. She has seen a lot of heterosexual scumbags, Neptune, but gays are... very rare.

So what, is it so strange? Lin Jinyu didn't know how to pick it up. He felt as if he had suddenly become a rare ornamental animal. He said, "Someday you will change your career to work in a bar that focuses on same-sex dating... you should be able to do it." Know a lot."

Shihan looked at him for a while, and then actually replied: "Well, you can consider it, give my old lady some insight, and stop making oolongs about gays, it's embarrassing to death."

Lin Jinyu smiled: "No, there is no shame in this, and I am also responsible, but it is really impossible for me to yell at everyone I know that I am gay."

"You should have seen it, right?" Shihan began to ask the teacher: "Why didn't you say it sooner, kid!"

"I don't know if you don't like this," Lin Jinyu said, "I'm sorry! I think it's enough to control the distance, needless to say! I was wrong!"

"Admit it, just accept it, the 21st century is speechless, a straight girl, fell in love with a gong... no, accept!" Shihan bickered with him for a moment like two buddies, and said: "Why are we still sitting here? , still not leaving? You are not waiting to go to the bar for a drink with me, are you? "

"No..." Lin Jinyu actually accurately got her brain waves. When looking at him alone, most people would think that he might also be a 1, but when he is put together with Zhang Xinli, most people will immediately turn to him due to the influence of social impressions. I think he must be 0 between the two of them.

The two walked out of the coffee shop one after the other, and Shihan said: "I have to go to work, brother, I feel embarrassed when I see you now, give me some time to slow down... You immediately forget the time since I met you." Start everything that happens until the meal!"

Lin Jinyu said: "Okay, I've forgotten... Actually, I'm also very embarrassed."

He came out today to seek help so that he could get through the predicament in front of him, but when the difficulty was not resolved, he shook himself out of his old self... This is all "credit" to Zhang Xinli.

Shi Han turned to leave, but Lin Jinyu hesitated to speak, and said, "Wait..."

Shihan looked back at him, and Lin Jinyu didn't know how to express herself accurately: "I...Although I, uh, I probably don't have the chance to meet for the time being, but...if...I mean if, if there is a chance, can you ..."

What he said was extremely ambiguous. For adults, matters related to money are important matters. The two of them just clarified such an oolong in college, and now he still insists on bringing it up.

Shihan looked at him and said, "Are you all in a particularly difficult situation right now?"

Lin Jinyu said vaguely, "Okay...it seems...yes."

Ever since she turned 16, Shi Han has always spent money on men, and she has never spent money on any man. She can't help Lin Jinyu in finding a job for the time being, so she can only do something simple and rude.

She opened the bag, counted out a few red tickets and handed them to Lin Jinyu, saying, "Is five hundred enough? If it's not enough, it won't be much more...you can count the interest, it's all Shanghai drift, I limited ability."

"No, no, I don't need money," Lin Jinyu didn't mean to ask her for money or borrow money: "I just want to say that if you have a channel in the future, please let me know and help. If you don't have it, forget it, it's not money mean."

Lin Jinyu has almost never borrowed money from anyone. It is one thing that he is not short of money. More importantly, his father has taught him since he was a child. Once is a favor, if something goes wrong, I accidentally forget it, and I don't remember it until someone brings it up, the impact will be even worse.

Shi Han is puzzled by this, borrowed money is also money, so what's the point?

But Lin Jinyu insisted that she didn't need it, so she took it back.

Then, the two awkward people said goodbye to each other and parted ways, one left and one right.

It was another day, and even though they had a meal in vain, their "deposits" dropped from 98 to [-].

A moment later, the street lights were about to come on. Lin Jinyu was fine at night and was not in a hurry. After thinking about it, he didn't want to take the subway, so he identified the direction and planned to walk back in six to seven minutes.

I don't know where this guy Zhang Xinli died, he left as soon as he said he would leave, without even knowing his head, Lin Jinyu was walking home thinking about the words he scolded herself in the cafe just now... Strictly speaking, it wasn't scolding, It probably counts, what's so ambitious, it's because he didn't pay back the price for renting the house, and he shouldn't have paid the rent all at once, and he has the ability to find it by himself.

Renting a house for the first time and finding a job for the first time is a hurdle for many graduates. If you are not careful, you will suffer a disadvantage. Lin Jinyu knows that her social experience is not as rich as him. Some things, such as renting a house, may not find the best However, how many people can solve the perfect answer to life problems that are difficult to quantify?

Now that the quarrel is over, and the truth has been spoken, Zhang Xinli's accusations are not unreasonable, but Lin Jinyu is not the only person responsible for "harming" them into their current situation.

There was constant traffic around her, and Lin Jinyu's thoughts bounced back and forth between the angry hammer Zhang Xinli and self-reflection, jumping back and forth without playing.

From the moment they fell in love to the present, the number of quarrels between the two of them, large and small, has become countless, and they both understand that quarrels that do not involve principles are trivial matters, and every quarrel will pass after each quarrel, so who is right—— Quarreling at the head of the bed and at the end of the bed.

Shihan has said everything that should be said there, and it's all over. Lin Jinyu thought about going to him now, reading the words like last time, and then going home together after get off work, but she was a little angry and didn't want to go.

……Forget it.

In the end, Lin Jinyu's decision was influenced by the travel expenses. He had already walked home for more than 20 minutes. Now that he changed his destination, wouldn't he just go for nothing? That would be stupid.

And if you go, you will have to spend double the subway ticket when you come back, no way, no way, absolutely no way.

Thinking of this, he no longer struggled, and walked along the street for more than an hour and walked home.

……

The room was pitch dark. After Lin Jinyu changed her shoes and turned on the light, she felt a little tired, probably because she had been walking for too long.

Speaking of which, he hasn't exercised for a long time. He is too busy these days. He has to practice, study, and worry about food, clothing, housing, and transportation. He has no time to play ball or anything. He even put down his favorite skateboard. He glanced at the skateboard in the bag in the corner by the wall... It seems that the last time he exercised was when he fell ill. At that time, the doctor advised him to exercise more, so Zhang Xinli took the time to go for a run with him on the playground every now and then.

Not knowing when Uniqlo would be on vacation, Lin Jinyu thought: How about asking him to play badminton or something.

Today's study task has not been completed yet, Lin Jinyu is a little anxious, he glanced at the calendar, it is already March, among his classmates who are also going to take the postgraduate entrance examination, they have almost finished the first round of textbooks, but he is still with Zhu Wei's English word video competition.

The night was long and there was no money for instant coffee. Lin Jinyu poured herself a glass of water, sat cross-legged on the floor, and began to read and review on the low coffee table.

The coffee table was too short for reading and studying, but it was the only thing in the room that could be called a table. Lin Jinyu put aside distracting thoughts, and just kept studying for a long time, during which he also expected Zhang Xinli to disappear It would be nice to call back, or send a text message, but obviously - he won't send it.

If you don't post it, don't post it, Lin Jinyu thought: This is his personality.

The pointer pointed to 11:30, Lin Jinyu turned off her mobile phone, closed her book, went to the bathroom to take a shower, and then entered the bedroom, planning to go to sleep before Zhang Xinli came back.

But I don't know if it's because he went to bed earlier than usual or something else. He obviously felt a little tired, but he couldn't fall asleep anyway. Lin Jinyu covered her quilt and closed her eyes, and she was still awake after a long time.

His mind was filled with the English video he just watched, some messy thoughts, and a slight sense of anxiety. Seeing that the postgraduate entrance examination was approaching, he had no way of knowing how he was learning, whether he was better or worse compared with others... What if I tried my best but didn't pass the exam?What about the tuition fees if you pass the exam?

All kinds of doubts lingered in his mind uncontrollably. Lin Jinyu was physically tired, but her mind was extremely active and anxious.

He couldn't get rid of those thoughts, he could only let them repeat again and again. Half asleep and half awake, Lin Jinyu struggled helplessly between self-affirmation and self-doubt... After some time, he vaguely heard the sound of the door opening and closing— —Someone is back.

Lin Jinyu suddenly woke up from a half-dream and half-awake state. Although it was still cold in early spring, there was a slight layer of sweat behind him.

There were rustling sounds from the living room. It was someone turning on the lights, walking, and putting things away, and then the sound went to the balcony and the bathroom... Lin Jinyu just turned her face to the wall and listened all the time, listening to the sound going on all the way.

After an unknown amount of time—he thought it was a long time, the door of the bedroom opened.

In order to save electricity, the air conditioner was not turned on in the room. Lin Jinyu turned his back to the door and was tightly wrapped in the quilt. He felt that Zhang Xinli seemed to stand by the bed and looked at him for a second after he came in, and then the clothes were thrown on the quilt the sound of.

Lin Jinyu didn't move, Zhang Xinli knelt on the bed, tore off the corner of the quilt that was pressed on his back, lifted the quilt and squeezed in, without any scruples about his falling asleep, for fear of waking his cautiousness.

Suddenly, a gust of cold wind rushed into the warm bed. Lin Jinyu was only wearing his sleeping clothes, and his sweat was still wet. He involuntarily "hissed" and shivered slightly.

He turned his head, just as he was about to curse, Zhang Xinli had already squeezed into the blanket that he had covered very warmly. Before Lin Jinyu could turn around, she felt that he was already leaning against him, her naked and warm chest pressed against her. his back.

"..." He wanted to ask something, whether the living room light was turned off, whether the door was locked, and then in this series of trivial and homely inquiries, the day's affairs were like a page of a book that had been read, and naturally became A page turned and never read again.

But Zhang Xinli did not give him this chance.

Before Lin Jinyu could ask anything, she felt Zhang Xinli's hand stretched out, and he hugged him from behind, firmly and resolutely.

Without pausing, Zhang Xinli began to kiss him, kissing his shoulder blades, neck and ears.

Everything went very quickly. When Lin Jinyu came back to his senses and called out his name with some doubts, Zhang Xinli had already untied every part of his body that could be untied.

When Lin Jinyu called him, he just said "um" without saying anything, as if he was just telling Lin Jinyu that he was the one hugging him from behind now, not another stranger.

Lin Jinyu felt Zhang Xinli's knee stretch out under the quilt, pushing against his legs, and then——

Everything went smoothly.

Lin Jinyu grabbed the sheet in front of her, Zhang Xinli's breath was hot and scorching against his ear, and the hand that touched Lin Jinyu was also very hot. When he kissed his body, he was very hard, deliberately leaving an ambiguous mark that could be discerned at a glance.

This position of lying on one side is always pressed to one side, which is uncomfortable after a long time. Lin Jinyu breathed out intermittently, barely turned half of her body, and signaled for a change. Zhang Xinli stood up and continued with his elbows on his side.

There was a rush of rhythmic crisp bells in the room. Lin Jinyu held his arms and shoulders loosely. He looked at Zhang Xinli's face at this time, which was different from usual... He was sure that the lustful expression was fulfilled.

Lin Jinyu said between breaths: "Calm down?"

Zhang Xinli still held his waist with the other hand, making his naked, flat waist and his own equally naked lower abdomen stick together, and said, "Yes."

"I...understood," Lin Jinyu touched his collarbone and chest, and said while enduring, "Listen to you, don't aim too high."

Zhang Xinli grabbed his hand, put it to his lips and kissed it, kept moving, and replied in a low voice: "Yes."