God said I would meet you

At that moment, Zhang Xinli's lower abdomen tightened for a second, showing a clear outline of the abdominal muscles.

In just one second, he opened Lin Jinyu's feet and stood up at the same time, not letting Lin Jinyu hold him.

One of them was sitting on the bed, the other was standing under the bed, looking at each other, neither of them spoke for a moment.

After about two or three seconds, in this slightly awkward silence, Zhang Xinli said: "You... don't mind," he said, "It's just a physiological reaction, I... can't control it."

Erectile dysfunction (this word must be separated very far, otherwise it will not be discussed if it is locked) can be divided into two types, psychogenic and physiological, pure psychological fluctuations and pure physical stimulation may induce hyperemia.

Lin Jinyu herself didn't know how to react. After listening to his explanation now, thinking that this kind of situation might indeed happen, she simply regarded what happened just now as a purely physiological reaction, and said, "Why are you reacting so much? It's a little embarrassing if you're a girl, but I'm not a girl, so I understand it pretty well."

Zhang Xinli touched the back of his neck, thinking that it seemed to make sense, so he walked back slowly.

Lin Jinyu said: "I'm done eating, turn off the lights and go to sleep."

Zhang Xinli then turned off the light and went to bed again, sleeping next to Lin Jinyu.

The room darkened, and there was a faint cry of frogs outside the window, which was the last chapter of the male frog courtship this year.

Lin Jinyu said casually in the dark: "If you touch my thigh, I will be hard too." He thought for a while, and added: "There is nothing to be shy about."

He said so, but he thought in his heart: I really haven't tried this.

"Really." Zhang Xinli said.

"Yeah." Lin Jinyu replied.

In order to show that he really didn't mind about it, Lin Jinyu took the initiative to lean towards him, with his shoulder against his shoulder: "It's really nothing, I know you just... because of that you reacted, take a step back, even if you I really like men, and I don't think so." Lin Jinyu said, "I don't discriminate against gays."

"What is gay?" Zhang Xinli said.

"It's... homosexuality," Lin Jinyu said, "Boys like boys and girls like girls. Do you find this unacceptable?"

Zhang Xinli's voice was very clear in the darkness: "...a bit," he said, "I...haven't understood it, and it's not very comfortable to hear it. Girls and girls are easier to accept, and boys and boys just... let I don't feel very comfortable."

"Maybe you are just not used to it," Lin Jinyu said: "Actually, sometimes you feel that something that does not affect others is unacceptable, just because you are not used to it, so you reject it for no reason. But actually think about it , this matter itself will not hurt anyone at all, it's none of my business, what should I do."

"Are you very used to this?" Zhang Xinli asked, "It's just... gay or something."

"It's okay, whether you're used to it or not, at least you have to respect others," Lin Jinyu said, "We have them in our school, but they're not in the same class as me, and they don't look bad. Why should I refuse to accept him for no reason? Can't stand him."

"Don't you want to stay away?" Zhang Xinli said, "In case he entangles you..."

"Brother, please," Lin Jinyu said, "I'm also a normal person who likes to cut me down. How could I like me for no reason? I'm not so narcissistic... Would you just like any girl you see?"

"No." Zhang Xinli said.

"That's it," Lin Jinyu said: "Actually, when most of my friends hear that someone is gay, their first reaction is 'Don't like me', which is actually quite embarrassing, unless you really feel something, otherwise It's best not to say this, it seems very narcissistic."

"You really don't seem to mind this at all," Zhang Xinli said a little strangely: "Ordinary people would mind a little..." He said, "Do you... like boys?"

"How is it possible? Although I really don't have any grudges against this, I am a straight man." Lin Jinyu immediately said: "This means that you are uneducated. It is not only homosexuals who can accept homosexuality. The reason why people become human is because they Having a more developed brain than other animals allows humans to see farther and feel more expansive."

God endowed human beings with a magical and unique ability to empathize. They gave birth to ideas and created art, music, literature and philosophy. They not only mourned for their own experiences, but also shed tears for the suffering of strangers.

"...Thus throughout the ages, there will be countless people who sang for ideals, for equality, for freedom, peace and love, and shed blood for freedom, peace and love. They could not have to do this, they could only care about the survival of the body and seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, but those people did not."

Zhang Xinli half understood: "It's a bit like... a moth."

"A moth?" Lin Jinyu thought for a while, and smiled to herself: "It's quite similar. Instead of lingering for the worldly matter, it chases the blurred phantom light instead."

But this is also the dawn of civilization, which is unique to human beings. It is precisely because of these pursuits that human beings become human beings.

"What's the point of that?" Zhang Xinli said to himself, "What can't be seen or touched."

"Maybe it looks stupid to some people," Lin Jinyu said, "But my dad said that the meaning lies in these things themselves. There are some things in the world that make you willing to suffer for them, such as ideals, love, and freedom. Or something else... Actually, I don’t understand, probably because I’m a person who has no pursuit.” He pulled his hand from the quilt and scratched his neck: “It’s OK to eat, drink, and play games. Well."

Zhang Xinli nodded thoughtfully.Lin Jinyu scratched and touched him with his elbow: "Why don't you get admitted to a university in Shanghai, I'm very familiar with the central area, and I'll treat you and show you around when the time comes."

"You take it for granted." Zhang Xinli lay on his side and looked at him: "Do you know how difficult it is for students from other provinces to take the university entrance exam in Beijing, Shanghai, Guangzhou?"

Most people who have not yet entered high school do not have much specific concept of the college entrance examination. When they first entered the first year of high school, many people had high hearts and aspired to Qingbei; after a semester, they felt that the schools they had heard of were considered famous in the whole country. Famous, you can also consider it; in the second year of high school, I feel that the bottom line is 211, and strive for 985; However, most ordinary people carry their bags and go to a school that is neither high nor low, neither good nor bad, which is just passable for him.

Not everyone has enough skills and luck to go to the place they originally wanted to go.

"Is it that difficult..." Lin Jinyu said while scratching herself up and down.

Zhang Xinli sighed: "Yes."

"Then work hard," Lin Jinyu said, "It's difficult, but there are always people who want to go to the school, and the school always wants to admit students. Why can't it be you?"

Zhang Xinli could only say: "...I hope so." Seeing Lin Jinyu scratching there, he felt something was wrong: "Are you itchy?"

"Yes... a little," Lin Jinyu is allergic to dust mites and some things. In fact, when he went to the field, when he came back, the place where his feet went into the mud turned red, but he didn't tell anyone because of face. I endured it.This time, I played countless rolls on the grassy slopes and mud, and had close contact with countless insects, grass leaves, and pollen. It is only a ghost if I am not allergic.

"Don't scratch," Zhang Xinli pulled his hand away, sat up for the second time and turned on the light.

Under the light, small red dots hung intermittently on Lin Jinyu's neck and legs, and there were red finger marks on the places where she scratched, which looked very intrusive.

Zhang Xinli frowned and asked him, "Why didn't you say it earlier?"

"There's no good way..." Lin Jinyu said, "I didn't bring any ointment, just bear with it and it might be fine."

"If you don't tell me, how do you know there's nothing you can do?" Zhang Xinli turned over and got up.

"?" Lin Jinyu looked at his back when he went out for the second time, and shouted behind him, "Hey, do you really have medicine at home?"