I Was Wrong, Please Don't Leave Me

He took a basin of water from the bathroom and wiped off the woman's face little by little. Xu Shilin didn't say a word from the beginning to the end.

The drug addiction has not completely subsided, Chen Shan trembled from time to time lying on the bed.

The dark eyes set off the pale face, like a female ghost.

"Why didn't you call the police?"

Xu Shilin: "I'm not a nosy person."

Chen Shan looked at her expressionless face, sneered and didn't speak, but closed her eyes wearily.

Xu Shilin didn't go to the cake shop that day, but carried Su Li to the place where the woman lived, and took care of her for a whole day.

Since this incident, subtle changes have taken place in the relationship between the two women. Chen Shan would occasionally come over with something to drink, and Xu Shilin would tacitly make more of her share.The two didn't talk too much, they still kept their own secrets, but they could get along strangely and harmoniously.

The days passed like this day by day, and little Su Li was also growing up day by day.

On the baby's first birthday, in addition to the old couple downstairs who gave a safety lock, Chen Shan also gave a jade pendant.

The jade pendant looked unusual, and Xu Shilin refused to accept it, but Chen Shan waved her hand to accept it.

The woman was standing on a height of twelve centimeters, her mouth was painted bright red, she was obviously so glamorous that she looked mean, but she looked at the child on the bed with an imperceptible tenderness.

"Keep it, go to the temple to pray, the master has enlightened, it can keep you safe."

Hearing what she said, Xu Shilin couldn't refuse anymore, so she had to say thank you.

Chen Shan stretched out her finger that was doing manicure and poked little Su Li's cheek lightly, a bag of saliva flowed out from the corner of the child's mouth.

The silly look made the woman couldn't help but slightly hooked the corners of her lips.

……

Xu Shilin would take Xiao Suli to the hospital for an examination every month. Every time she saw the soybean-sized tumor in the child's head, the woman could only turn around secretly and wipe away her tears.

The tumor has not progressed, and the only thing doctors can be sure of is that it will not press on the child's nerves for a short time.

That's great news for both them and the kids, at least they both still have time.

Xu Shilin lives in fear every day, for fear that one day if she doesn't pay attention, her child will leave her.

Little Su Li may also know her mother's worries, so she worked hard to grow up healthy. Until the age of five, he was as healthy as other children of the same age.

Xu Shilin looked at her son who was growing up healthily day by day, and began to feel lucky in her heart, maybe, it wasn't that bad.

However, the disease still did not let them go.

Xu Shilin collapsed when she watched helplessly as she was holding a watermelon one second and obediently saying that the baby her mother had eaten turned pale in the next second and fell down in front of her.

Outside the door of the operating room with the lights on, Xu Shilin leaned weakly in Chen Shan's arms, watching the doctor come out with a critical illness notice for her to sign.

"I won't sign...I won't sign..." The woman looked at the doctor in white coat mechanically shaking her head with a pale face, her eyes were red and swollen.The baby who signed her is leaving, don't want her...

The tumor on Su Li's head suddenly grew larger, which was not expected by even his attending doctor, since everything was normal during the last examination.

Chen Shan took the critical illness notice from the doctor, and calmly wrote down Xu Shilin's name.

The woman broke down and cried again, but Chen Shan just said coldly: "Why are you crying, the master said that you met a nobleman at the age of ten, but the shadow of the nobleman has not appeared yet, if you really want to cry, you have to wait until Ah Li is ten years old Cry later."

In a word, Xu Shilin's tears were successfully stopped.

The operation was safe and sound, and Xiao Su Li, who had not passed the anesthetic, was pushed out of the operating room by the nurse while lying on the hospital bed.

Such a small one didn't even take up one-third of the hospital bed. Xu Shilin looked at him and burst into tears again.

When Xiao Suli woke up, her first reaction was to touch her shaved head, and then she looked at Xu Shilin who was exhausted and haggard, and said in a childish voice, "Mom, Ah Li's head has become smaller. .”

Chen Shan who was on the side burst out laughing unceremoniously, Xu Shilin hooked the corners of her lips, and her eyes were red before she could speak.

"It's okay, it will grow out soon." The woman comforted her child softly.

Xiao Suli responded obediently, and gently took her mother's little finger with her soft little hand, and asked her: "Then am I still mother's cutest Ah Li?"

Xu Shilin bent down and hugged the child into her arms, not letting the other party see the tears on her face, her voice choked up: "Yes, Ah Li will always be mother's cutest little Ah Li."

Su Li let her mother hug her obediently, and after a while she said, "Mom, I'm hungry, I want to eat egg noodles with tomatoes."

"Okay, mom will buy it for you right now." Xu Shilin touched her son's head, asked Chen Shan to take care of the child and left the ward.

"Aunt Shanshan, has my mother been crying for a long time?"

Chen Shan looked at the child whose face had been paralyzed since Xu Shilin left, raised her hand and unceremoniously pinched the other's soft face: "How many times have I told you to call me sister."

Little Su Li frowned: "Aunt Shanshan."

"Hey!" Chen Shan raised her eyebrows, annoyed.

"Yes, your mother has been crying since you fainted, and I can't persuade you." The woman pulled a stool beside her and sat down with Erlang's legs crossed, her freshly dyed curly hair swaying slightly with her movements.

Xiao Su Li wrinkled her nose, with a distressed expression on her face.

Chen Shan looked at the kid in front of her, bent her fingers and flicked the fresh manicure, and said curiously: "Little Ah Li, did the tumor on your head really come from your mother's womb?"

"It's a tumor, Auntie, you need to study more." Xiao Su Li corrected her, and then said, "Yeah, didn't my mother tell you?"

Chen Shan: "Your mother is just a dumb gourd with her mouth sawn off, she didn't say anything."

"Then I take back what I just said, and I won't say it either."

Chen Shan: "..."

"I heard from the doctor that your disease cannot be cured. Even if it is to be cured, it will cost a lot of money."

Little Su Li: "I don't want my mother to be too tired."

"Aunt Shanshan, I'm not afraid of death, I'm only afraid that my mother will be very sad if I leave."

When a five-year-old child said these words in a calm tone, Chen Shan's heart suddenly stopped, and then she felt something choked in her heart, which made her extremely uncomfortable.

This strange emotion came so suddenly that when Xiao Su Li on the bed asked her why she was crying, she still couldn't react.

"The strong wind dazzled the eyes." The woman raised her hand indiscriminately to wipe away her tears, and wiped off the makeup on her face.

She raised her hand to hold the child's hand, saying each word with an unprecedented seriousness: "Don't worry, the doctor will definitely cure you."

Little Su Li raised her eyebrows: "But it will cost a lot of money."

Chen Shan: "Don't be afraid, your mother doesn't have enough money, and your sister Shanshan is there."

"Does Aunt Shanshan have a lot of money?" Little Su Li asked.

Chen Shan: "Of course, there are too many, all of which are saved for my son and his wife."

Little Su Li never knew that a woman had a son, so he asked in surprise, "Does Aunt Shanshan have a child too?"

Chen Shan blinked her eyes and looked at the child in front of her, but what she thought of was the child she left behind when she was just born.

"Yes." She said.

"Aunt Shanshan saved so much money for him, she must love him very much, just like my mother loves me very much." Little Su Li didn't see the expression on the woman's face, but came to her own conclusion .

love?

Chen Shan asked herself in her heart, but the answer was that she didn't know.