[Net King] The life accused by the younger brother

[Opening volume] The sudden blank life is about to rebel

"Takechiyo!...No, don't do this...Let me go, let me go...Okasan, Okasan, don't die, don't leave me...Okasan..."

The smile that kept struggling in sleep was awakened by his own sad calls, slowly opened his eyes, touched the pillow, touched his face, and it was wet with tears again.With tears in his eyes, he looked at the touchable roof without focus, and closed his eyes after a while.

Looking out of the window, the sky is still a cloud of thick ink, with faint moonlight passing through the thick ink.I looked at the electronic clock glowing with blue light again, it was only past two o'clock in the morning, I got up slowly and poured a cup of warm white water, while drinking, I tried my best to recall my dreams as usual, but unfortunately my mind was still blank, what? Can't remember either.Maybe it is the memory that I have long forgotten, and it has always existed in my subconscious, reminding myself to recall the past all the time.

Smiling and waiting for the heartbeat to slow down, he covered the part of the heart that had been rapidly expanding and contracting urgently. There was some soreness here, and he could still feel the extreme horror, unbearable hatred, and sadness after the dream. .These leftover feelings made me smile, and I almost wanted to grab the ground and continue to cry, clinging to my heart, waiting for the eruption someday.

All of this made Xiaoyi feel very at a loss, what exactly he saw in the dream, what he yelled, and he became ignorant after waking up.Touching my heart, I murmured to myself, 'Do you always stimulate my heart so much, do you want me to recall the forgotten past?Every night after the dream is called, it beats so eagerly, but what exactly do you want me to think of?Please tell me directly, I am tortured by you and I am about to collapse...'

In the past month of torture, every time I wake up, I try my best to think back, but I can't catch any clues. I really want to know, what happened to my past self?What did I see in my dream?But just relying on these remaining, extremely intense feelings of despair, I intuitively want to escape from these unknown contents.

In this strange world, I seem to be a completely abandoned person, with no relatives, no friends, and no acquaintances, leaving only various confusing mysteries and a blank life.Even to apply for a certificate for myself, to choose a name, the surname I use is because of the police officer Xiao Liu who has the most contact with me, life is really so sad and sighing.

All of this has to start from half a year ago. There is no past, and the road to the future is also very slim.

Smile woke up in the hospital one day half a year ago, and found that his mind was blank, and he didn't even know his last name.When he just woke up, accompanied by the excited expression of the nurse, there was a trance-like expression of smiling.

The smile that calmed down finally got a general idea during the fragmentary conversation with the nurse.It turned out that after I fell at the foot of the mountain, I was discovered by a local village name who happened to pass by, and kindly pulled me to a nearby hospital for treatment.When Smile was still in the operating room and was being rescued urgently, the villager who did good deeds without leaving his name had long since disappeared.

When it was delivered, he did not carry any valid documents on his body, searched all over the body, and found no communication items such as mobile phones, so he kept registering as an anonymous person for treatment.In the past six months of Xiaoyi's coma, she has experienced it several times. When she asked the media to help her find the broadcasts and newspapers of Xiaoyi's relatives and relatives, but she found nothing.The well-meaning medical staff go from department to department every day, soliciting money to pay for Xiaoyi's expenses, especially Sister Zhang in the financial office, who is always helpful in this matter, not only paying the money, but also often posting on bbs Call for help from more people in the community.

And the nurse who often chats with me is a 24-hour nurse recruited by the insurance company for the bed next door. The enthusiastic nurse noticed Xiaoyi's bed, and there was no specific nurse to take care of it, and no one came to visit , only the daily routine doctors and nurses, and a few doctors and nurses who care about Xiaoxiao pay attention to the progress of Xiaoxiao's physical condition.

So this nurse, sometimes when she is free, will turn over for Xiaoyi a little bit, rubbing her muscles and scrubbing them every few days.After expressing his gratitude to her with a smile, he also found that the more he knew, the more at a loss he felt.

After Smile woke up, after a series of careful inspections inside and out.At nine o'clock in the morning of the fourth day, the old man, who is said to be his attending doctor, took two young doctors, pushed the door to the hospital bed, and told himself gently that all the examination results were very good, and his body was incomparably healthy. .Of course, except for the severe brain injury, after the treatment, the sequela of amnesia is inevitable, and after being bedridden for a long time, the muscles of the whole body are stiff and unable to move, and the joints are not flexible. Please rest assured.As long as you get out of bed and move around more, and exercise more, you will be able to recover quickly.In this regard, youth is an advantage, as long as one can wake up, one will recover much faster than ordinary people.The old man turned his head again, said some incomprehensible terms to the other two young doctors, nodded and smiled and said goodbye.While writing and drawing quickly on his folder, the young doctor followed the old man and walked out of the ward.

A man came from the police station at around [-]:[-] that afternoon. He was a strong, tall guy who was said to have been in charge of his own case. His name was Xiao Liu. Xiao Liu asked carefully about what happened to him seven months ago. That's why he was lying at the foot of the mountain covered in blood?Do you still have memory?After a smiley question, Xiao Liu carefully confirmed the smiley expression, combined with the doctor's final diagnosis, and then said, after careful investigation, the summary of all the materials,

According to the medical records, there were severe abrasions all over the body at that time, and the arm bones, ribs, and thigh bones were all fractured, accompanied by massive bleeding and severe brain trauma.The only luck is that the internal organs are intact.Xiao Liu, who was notified by the police, discussed with the doctor for a long time after the operation, and after on-site investigation, it was confirmed that these injuries were all suffered during the process of rolling down the mountain.There was no trace of intentional harm by others, it may have been suicide or a mistake, but after asking the reason, he shook his head with a smile, expressing that he didn't know anything and couldn't remember what happened at that time.

It has been half a year since everything was dealt with, and since I couldn't find any clues about Xiaoxin's past, I asked various media for help, but there was no response.On the national intranet of the police station, I searched up and down the files of missing persons in recent years, but there was no trace.And the smile itself doesn't have any memory about the past, and until now, there is no memory recovery at all.The smile is like a star silent in the vast sea of ​​people, the dispensable Sha Shuo, if it disappears or dies, it will be a poor person that no one cares about.Xiao Liu, who was in charge of the Xiaoyi case, had no choice but to make a closing report.

Now Smile is taking the government's pitiful monthly subsidy and student loans to the institute, and the community workers have arranged for her to study full-time in an ordinary high school.Since the age is also unknown, the arranger took a look at Smile's height and slapped his head. It was roughly estimated that he was 16 years old. He was in the second grade of junior high school. If he could keep up with the progress of his studies, he could skip to the third grade of junior high school.

Every day, Xiaoyi listened to all the courses in class ignorantly. After class, she went to search for simpler materials and found that she couldn't understand all the content in junior high school.At a loss, after Xiao Liu kindly reminded me, I had no choice but to seek help from the class teacher. After the teacher tested it, I had no choice but to start teaching from the content of the first grade of primary school. After this incident was known to my classmates, it slowly spread coming.Although I don't know the reason for the smile, those contemptuous eyes are smiling, and I gradually understand some of the ways of the world...

Every morning when I get up early, Xiaoyi always thinks, if I really can’t remember those past times, then I can only rely on myself, just like the very simple name I chose for myself, Xiaoyi, Liu Xiaoyi, I hope that I can My life is always full of smiles, grow up and live hard.

And Smile also understands that he still has debts to repay, such as the donations from those kind people, such as the current school tuition, and then the life will go on like this, don't be afraid, don't be dazed, and don't care too much.Everything will start all over again, and it will be all right again.So, come on, smile, work hard to grow, and absorb external information like a sponge~~ Work hard to make yourself successful, and you can repay those who have always cared about you~~

Unexpectedly, with the smile, I would struggle and cry every night, and when I finally woke up, the pain in my heart was unbearable.A wonderful world that makes him surprised and happy is slowly opening to him. The world inside the door is full of golden light. Inside the door is a child with a blurred face and five short stature who is solemnly and meticulously holding a certain ceremony to complete the ceremony. Then, she opened her arms to him and opened her immature embrace to him, waiting for his return.

Everything here, to Xiaoyi, is just an unexpected short stop in the journey of personal life.And the smile who knows nothing about this is still following his goal step by step, looking forward to his future life.