[Net King] The life accused by the younger brother

When Nisan opened the door and entered the room, he found that Smile, who was supposed to be sleeping soundly, was sitting on the floor, staring at the small black box in a daze.The box has been opened, and there is a red maple bookmark on a white flannel inside.Lined by white flannelette, it is as strong as fire, and the veins on the leaves are clear, well preserved, without any flaws.This bookmark also has a lovely shape. The two leaves are staggered and superimposed, and grow on the same stem petiole. They are intimate and lingering like lovers, holding hands tightly.

Nisan coughed lightly, clenched his fists, and half closed his eyelids to hide the tension when he was testing a smile in his eyes, but he still pursed his lips and asked calmly, "Why didn't you sleep?"

"Half asleep and half awake, I woke up before I hugged Nissan, and I couldn't fall asleep. I wanted to come to you. After turning on the light, I found this... This is a box that appeared in the hallucination. How could it be here," clasped hands 'Isn't it the allusion you told me? How did it happen to be in this box? Am I still hallucinating and haven't woken up, or am I always in reality, but I'm sick? "

While talking with a smile, he suddenly raised his head, stared at Nissan in horror, his lips trembled, tears flowed down after a while, and he cried loudly, "What about you? Do you really exist? Dad Mom, did grandpa also come out of my fiction?"

Nissan, who was self-defeating, also anxiously hugged and smiled, and coaxed, "I'm real, really, if you don't believe me, touch it, it's warm!"

"You lied to me, you lied to me again, the hallucination you said is also warm!" The crying smile struggled to push Nissan away,

Nisan was stunned, and was pushed away, from squatting to sitting on the ground, looking at his trembling hands, his lips moved, and what he wanted to say was finally suffocated in his heart, "Why did I behave like this to you?" clumsy?Why do I try my best to understand everything about you, and the traps are set up one after another, and there are still places where I don't think well?Why can't you satisfy my little selfishness?I really just wanted to know what you think of brotherhood, so I left the lacquered box on purpose.It's not two maple leaves, it's my heart!Why are you always so slow, why do I have to wander in the midst of asking for something but not getting it! '

After crying to himself for a while, he finally calmed down and wiped away his tears with a smile, only to realize that Nisan was sitting on the floor in a state of bewilderment, speechless.I also panicked, afraid that my words would hurt me, so I only wanted to be good to myself.

I quickly stood up and touched Nissan's hand, but forgot that my own hand had already lost the temperature it should have, and there was no difference.So he tried his best to pull Nisan's cold hand, trying to pull him up and drag him into the bed.

"Smile, am I not likable?" Nissan, who spoke suddenly, covered his eyes with one hand, followed the drag of the smile, also walked towards the bed, and then lay down.

The smile was also frightened by Nissan's sudden sadness. After covering Nissan with the quilt, he also got in, hugged Nissan tightly, and rubbed against him. The flustered heart that had been crying before also settled down, and said in a low voice, " I'm sorry, my words hurt you, I have no other meaning, really, and I don't know about other people, I like you very much, my family also likes you very much, and everyone on the Internet also likes you , and the students around you are a little afraid of you, but I believe they also like you!"

Satisfied to feel that the temperature of the other party is slowly rising, and the hands are no longer cold, he happily rubbed against each other again, "Also, I will only say this once, there will be no next time~~ Nisan, although you look indifferent , but the heart is soft. A strong person is probably lonely, because no one understands, and no one can relieve your worries. Even so, you don't need to feel lonely. I said that I will accompany you, and you will Accompanying you. And you make me feel at ease, I am very satisfied and happy when I am with you, life is just like this, all I want is stability and happiness."

"Really?" Nisan also gradually forgot the original depressed mood, smiled back, patted him on the back, and was about to coax him to sleep. It seemed that the answer was not important, and he just wanted to enjoy the warmth of this moment.

With a smile, Nisan glanced at him with some trepidation. Nisan closed his eyes and said loudly, "Wait a minute, Nisan, in fact, I promised you that year, 'As long as I am still in this world, we will be brothers forever. !' One more thing I didn't tell you, I won't have any secrets from you anymore. That's right, the place where I first woke up was not this, it was a hospital... so I'm always afraid of hallucinations, I’m afraid I can’t tell which is reality and which is fiction, I’m afraid that you are also my fiction, and I’m afraid of losing you!”

After listening to everything, Nisan thought for a moment and sighed, "Why do you think that you are not a smile, but an invader, a predator from a strange world? Maybe this is your real world?"

"Nissan, how can you accept such an unimaginable thing so quickly?" The originally uneasy smile completely relaxed, and he rubbed Nisan's neck happily, "Nissan, you are so kind, it's nice to have you~~"

Nisan stretched out his hand, rubbed Smile's head, then put his hand between Smile's cheek and neck, his neck was flushed with blush, he exhaled, collected himself, and said, "I remember the situation when you just arrived at my house And the situation a month later, contact all the things you said and happened, maybe, the world in your illusion is the previous life, those are just your memory replays, we are the future life, the hospital you mentioned may be because of family members Caused by death and departed souls?"

"!!!" The same smile who thought about it for a long time was shocked, and Nissan's assumption seemed to have no loopholes.But what about the lacquered wood box?It doesn't look like an item from this era, and it also appeared in hallucinations.

Smiling, he rubbed Nissan's hand across his neck again, feeling Nissan under him tremble again, swallowing what he wanted to say, and took Nissan's hand away with a smirk, rubbing and rubbing, rubbing it into Nissan's throat Let out a low and magnetic panting sound, suddenly pushed away the smile, sat up abruptly, got up and went to the bathroom.

The smile who was pushed under the quilt rolled over on the bed in uncontrollable joy, suddenly felt a gust of air-conditioning hit him, looked up, and the moist smile in the corner of his eyes froze like this.Nisan had changed his clothes, his hair and face were dripping with water, and he was looking serious, staring at himself coldly, as if he was on the verge of an outburst of anger.

Then he walked away, and when he walked over, he threw a small object over, and it was smooth and heavy in his hand. When he saw it was that lacquered wooden box again, his smiling pupils shrank, he threw away his hand, stood up, stepped forward, and hugged it. Nissan.

Nissan pulled off the towel hanging around his neck, roughly dried himself, and then asked seriously, "What is in today's hallucination, tell me everything you saw before! Don't be perfunctory!" Then hugged Smile, tucked into the quilt, and let Smile lie down obediently, half lying on the bed himself, playing with the box, stroking the pearl on it again and again.

He shook his body with a smile, pulled the quilt up to cover his eyes, and then honestly told all the experiences in his hallucinations when he was 10 years old, and then said,

"I'm done talking. The previous hallucinations are all jumping fragments. I only know that Takechiyo's status is very noble. He was born to be the future lord of a city. He is the sole heir of a family that holds power in the troubled times. The young master who is eagerly looking forward to.

In the past six months, what I saw was a story about me until I was 10 years old.Only then did I know that he was also looking forward to my birth. In those five short years, he played almost all the roles I needed to grow up, until he was robbed by Oda's subordinates when he was 5 years old. It's been a few years since we separated, but now that he came back to inherit the position of the city lord, it really made me feel both happy and scared, Nisan, I was always worried that you wouldn't be able to accept it, so I didn't dare to tell you, he treats me..." laugh Yi sneaked a glance at Nissan, but didn't continue talking.

"Do you have any unruly thoughts about you?" Nissan asked lightly,

He looked at Nissan with a smile, and felt that Nissan was just playing with the box in his hand lightly, and did not show any unacceptable appearance.With a sigh of relief, he nodded honestly, "Yes",

"When you are kissed, do you feel sick? Do you hate him? Do you hate him?" Nisan clenched the box tightly in his hands, and asked with white knuckles.

Smile thought for a long time before saying, "No, I was frightened, frightened by his desperate expression, but I didn't see it today, and my eyes were covered. Well, I was shocked and at a loss."

"That is to say, if you like it, you will accept this kind of affection?" Nissan threw away the box, looked down at the smile, and asked with flickering eyes,

"Nissan, what's wrong with you, how could I accept Takechiyo, you forgot, and you still commented that he is just a memory. Should I live with the memory for the rest of my life? This is too unrealistic." With a smile on his lips, Squinting at Nisan's serious expression with squinted eyes,

"I see, go to sleep, don't rub me indiscriminately in the future, itchy." Nissan relaxed his body, and then lay down,

The smile entangled him again, just about to rub, but Nisang held him back, and gave Nisang a disdainful look, "Tch, Nisan, you are still ticklish at such an age, and you are not angry anymore?"

"Don't mess it up?"

"Hmph, Nissan, is the story of 'the clasped hands' you said true? Takechiyo left this here, is he expressing his love for me? Nissan? Didn't you say he was just a memory? Why do you leave this behind after hallucinations?" Smiling slightly raised his head, glanced at Nissan's chin, and asked suspiciously,

Nisan cleared his throat in embarrassment, closed his eyes, "Go to sleep, what do you want to do so much?" Then he patted Smiling on the back again and again, gradually putting him to sleep... Then he smiled to himself, his eyes full of tenderness I kissed the corner of his eyes, "It's good to know that this is an expression of love, and it's not in vain. I will pick the two most beautiful ones for you every year in the future!" '

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"...Then that's all, warm up first!" After Tezuka finished speaking, he turned around and led everyone to run around,

Zhou Zhu moved his steps, keeping pace with Smile, looked at Tezuka at the front of the team, and said gently, "Smile, aren't you surprised at all? In the regional trials, your name was not included in the singles? "

"Ah, Zhou Zhu, don't worry about me. Didn't Coach Ryuzaki say that I'm the last trump card, the last trump card that no one can collect data, so of course I appeared at the most critical moment! Haha~~~" Lol Yi raised his head, smiled and squinted his eyes, and nodded in self-satisfaction, but at the same time concealed the expression of comprehension and sigh in his eyes.

"And Shusuke, don't you think Echizen is very similar to the first-year Nissan? He had the same experience. He was provoked by senior seniors because of his strength, and Ryoma grew up very fast. He has a character of perseverance and competitiveness. He His tennis career will go a long way, although I have never played against him, so I can say that I am not sure." Shaking his head with a smile, he said calmly,

Zhou Zhu also glanced, followed closely behind Tezuka, Ryoma who didn't pull a step, "Ah, you saw through it. Smile, is your illusion still the same? According to everyone's observation, these few days Tezuka seems to have something on his mind all the time, have you appeared again?"

Smiling, he looked back at Zhou Zhu with a worried face, and smiled again, "One time, don't worry, Nissan's concern is about the selection competition, he is very used to hallucinations of me~~"

Zhou Zhu looked at the smile that kept running, the sun shone on the black and shiny hair with smooth light, and the soft smile did not seem to be mysterious and unpredictable, but like a handful of clear springs in the desert, refreshing the heart with a sip, Make this moment unforgettable for a lifetime.Always doing small things in obscurity so thoughtfully, which made Tezuka feel at ease.

Then he glanced at Tezuka who was leading the way. If the two of them were compared, their smiles were clear springs. Then Tezuka would be standing on the top of a snow mountain. Outside the body, just to protect the puddle of water in his arms, iceberg-like tenderness, iceberg-like affection, and iceberg-like attention were all given to him.

Such a clumsy style really resembles Tezuka. Fortunately, Smile understands all of Tezuka's actions, so it didn't cause any regrets!

So what is the problem with Yuta and me?Why did Tezuka get the happiness he wanted despite having a strong older brother?I'm still lost?

Can I do it like Tezuka and just wait for a smile?Will Yuta do it like a smile, obey any of my words, worry about me, and try to grow just for me at all costs?

"Zhou Zhu, why are you in a daze, run quickly, or you won't be able to catch up with them meow!" Eiji, who has physical limitations, panted, overtook Zhou Zhu, shouted, and rushed forward.

I am thinking about something, I will not be Tezuka, and Yuta will not be smiling, each will have their own happiness.But looking at Tezuka's state, it doesn't look like he has no confidence in the trials. The only thing that can hold his heart is probably a smile.When will the smiling heart be more refined?Hehe~~ Interesting, I’m afraid Tezuka will also have a headache about this~~