[Net King] The life accused by the younger brother

Chapter 70 The Crossroads of Emotions

My mother went to open the door in doubt, wondering, who will visit at this time?When he opened the door, he saw that he was wearing an embarrassed smile, with red eyes, tears all over his face, and messy hair, rushing upstairs from his side like a gust of wind.Mom looked outside the door for a while, but she didn't find Guoguang. She was about to ask what was going on, when she saw Smile took a small backpack, left a hurried sentence, "I'm sorry, Mom", and disappeared.

The mother who had never heard of smiling and saying sorry, also stood there in a daze, unable to recover for a long time, until Ah Shan's barking sound and her father's voice were heard, "Caicai, what are you doing standing here? I saw you when I came back." You are here in a daze. Why, is there a visitor today?"

"No, no, the smile came back, he came back to pack his things, and ran away again, but he was very embarrassed and said sorry to me..." Mom said blankly,

"Guoguang isn't here? Isn't this kid smiling nervously all the time?" Grandpa untied the belt tied to Ah Shan's back, patted it on the back, and stood up straight.Shaking his back hair vigorously, Ah Shan ran into the hall with joy.

"No, did something happen to the smile again? It's the first time I saw such a smile, besides, Guoguang would not let it go like this, he, he..." Mom covered her face and couldn't continue.

Grandpa didn't seem to notice that there was something wrong with Caicai. After changing his shoes, he greeted Ah Shan and went straight back to his room.

As for Nissan, facing the new manager of Guanyue Saint Rudolph, Guanyue.Falling into a bitter battle, but unwilling to be a chess piece of Guanchu, and following the plot, everyone, even if all the data is collected thoroughly, even if the opponent studies all the weaknesses and draws up a detailed combat plan.But everyone who never admit defeat broke out amazingly, just like Zhenzhi said to Guanyue, "Data analysis can sometimes be a double-edged sword." If the data is no longer the original one, what can you do?And everyone who knows their own weaknesses will only become stronger.

The final result was that Qingxue entered the semi-finals of the regional trials.And as the time passed minute by minute, until the end of the game, the smile did not appear, which made Nissan more and more uneasy, but because he couldn't walk away, he forced himself to watch the game intently, telling himself repeatedly ,'Smile must have thought that he fell in love with me, but he was restless, and retreated to the corner to recover himself, just wait for me to find it. '

"Where is the smile? Do you see the smile? Mom" ​​Nissan, who pressed one hand on the wall of the entrance, panted sharply, sweating on his face, and asked eagerly, but because his mother was stunned for a while, she didn't answer herself immediately, and instead He took off his shoes and rushed upstairs.

Mom looked at the sweat marks left on the wall and thought, "What's wrong today, one or two are in such a mess? Wait, what did Guoguang ask just now..."

The startled mother also ran upstairs, only to see Guoguang rushing out of the room in a panic, looking for other rooms, and hurriedly followed behind, asking a series of questions, "Smile came back, you didn't meet up?" What happened? When the smile came back, it was as embarrassing as you, and even cried, the game didn't go well?"

"What? He came back? He left again? When?" Nisang suddenly stopped and looked at his mother in horror.

Mother was startled by Guoguang's expression, took a step back, grabbed the handrail, and said in a panic, "It was very early, about 1:2 p.m. to [-]:[-] p.m. I'm sorry, you...he...you..."

Nisan also widened his eyes instantly, panic surged out like a tidal wave, his face also turned pale, he shook his hands, muttered, "It's all my fault, my fault", and walked into the room with vain steps , took out the wallet and mobile phone in the tennis bag and went downstairs immediately, turned his back to his mother and said, "Smile is missing, I only took some money, and didn't bring my mobile phone, mother, tell grandpa, grandpa will have a way Yes, I'm going to find him now."Then he disappeared into the entrance without looking back.

"What, missing? Guoguang, wait a minute, make it clear" Mom felt dizzy for a while, and with a low cry, she quickly grabbed the handrail, wiped off the cold sweat from being frightened, and walked towards Father's room with trembling hands...

Nissan, who was running on the road, only felt that his heart was gradually getting colder, "Why did it become like this? Is it because I am trying to be smart?"Is a smile really something you can't ask for?Except for those people who have already asked, Xiaoyi doesn't know anyone anymore, and he has searched all the places he can find, and he has no other place to go.Where else can he go, where else can he go...Damn him, why don't you wait, you've been waiting for three years, why don't you wait any longer, he's only 12 years old, why don't you wait, why? ...'

Nisan was on the verge of madness, his clenched fists were bulging with blue veins, and his sharp eyes were full of bewilderment.Looking at the bustling crowds around and the edge of the road that is getting brighter, hanging in a conspicuous place of the building, the colorful advertising screen is also lit up.

The twitching heart finally made Nissan's face change, he clutched his heart tightly, and cold sweat overflowed his nose, "There are so many people around, why are you not one of them?"Why did I lose you again, it's getting dark, how about going home? '

At this time, there happened to be a couple on the side who were squabbling, and the woman said to the man angrily, "It's all your fault, this dress is a gift from Ouba-chan from Kyoto, and you are so clumsy." Throw the sauce on me, no one is more stupid than you, you won't even eat..."

The man has been looking at the woman honestly, scratching the back of his head, and just said dryly, "I will definitely go to Kyoto, and I will bring you the same",

Female, "Who wants to be exactly the same? I want the most beautiful one!"

.........

After hearing the word "Kyoto", Nissan's eyes flashed a light, and he was very pleasantly surprised, and said loudly to the young couple, "Thank you", without taking another look at the two who were shouting at him out of surprise. , only quickly ran to the station, 'Smile, wait for me, don't be afraid, wait for me to find you~'

I had already inquired on the road, but Smile didn't go to my grandfather's friend's house, so that was the only place.Nissan got off the Shinkansen, got into a taxi immediately, told the destination, and urged the master to drive faster, the matter was urgent.

After hearing the location, the master frowned, but he still tried to persuade him, "Young man, it's so late, it's not safe to go up the mountain, do you need to find a hotel nearby and stay for one night first?"

"No, my brother is in the temple on the mountain. He is waiting for me and he is afraid of the dark. I have to find him quickly. Master, please hurry up."

The master glanced at the anxious expression on the passenger's face, stepped on the accelerator to speed up, and comforted him, "Don't worry, you'll be fine if you stay in the temple, the monks there are all warm-hearted."

"Hmm" Nissan tried to calm himself down, and after recovering his indifferent expression, he stopped talking, and only looked sideways at the black background outside the window, dragging his long tail like a stream of fire, breaking through the dark street lights, and pressing the button again heavily. According to my heart, "Bitterness, the feeling of suffering in the heart is love?" '

After getting off the car, Nissan looked up at the dark and steep mountain road hidden behind the headlights, and walked up.The master hurriedly called to him, took out an outdoor emergency spare light from the trunk, and turned it on. Under the incandescent light, the darkness was fading quickly, and under the halo, there was Nissan standing upright.

"Young man, here you are. After you find it, you can spend the night in the temple. You can leave this lamp there. I will get it later." The master simply handed the lamp to Nissan, then turned and pulled it away. Doors, ignition, starting, reversing, a smiling face flashed on the glass and disappeared.

"Thank you" Nisan said softly, clenched the emergency light in his hand, and ran quickly up the mountain. After knocking on the temple vigorously, he explained the reason, looked at the other side with a dazed look, and thought, bad, hurry up Run in the direction of the tombstone.

With the rhythm of running, in the constantly shaking lights, Nisan's heart was floating like duckweed, and his heart was even more eager. The monks who followed.

Nissan raised the lamp in his hand, and finally saw from a distance, in front of the tombstone of Xiaoyi's family, the small figure huddled into a ball.The various emotions that had been frantically in his heart finally calmed down, and he turned the direction of the lamp towards the road, groping in the dark, and stumbling over.

When he was about to approach, Nisan stopped, looked at the blurred shadow in the darkness, clenched his fists, took a breath, and walked quickly to the smile.He squatted down, touched his cold hair with a smile, sighed, and unzipped his jacket. Before the other party flinched and wanted to back away, he quickly hugged him tightly in his arms. After feeling him sticking to the shirt, he pulled the jacket , and then patted him on the back.

After Nisan coaxed his smiling attitude back down, he stretched his hand towards his face. Tears were rolling down on the palm of his hand. Under the faint moonlight, they huddled together with white light and overflowed down the gap between his fingers. .Nissan only felt another twitch in his heart, took out a handkerchief from his pocket, wiped away the tears on his smiling face, and touched his forehead and palms.He raised his head again, put his palms together, and tightly covered his cheeks that were still rolling with tears.When I took a closer look, I could still discern the smiling and cold eyes.

Feeling the temperature of Nisan's body with a smile, his limbs were finally no longer stiff.However, when Nissan got too close, he was still a little sensitive to the rush of breath sprayed on his face. He would always think of those two kisses, and shrink his head again, but he was wrapped in Nissan's arms, and he couldn't move much away. .And as soon as Nisan felt his flinching, he supported the back of his neck with one hand, and pushed his head toward his chest again, until it stuck to him, and then stopped pushing, but he never let go of his hand.

The hot palm was slightly wet with sweat, and when it pressed against the skin of the back of the neck, the smile trembled again, and it also became closer to Nissan.Feeling the rapid heartbeat of the other party, he also became more flustered. It seemed that he could smell the smell of the breath and the smile that followed Nissan's rapid panting. It's normal to say it, but for me, it's always reminding me that I have that terrible covet for Nissan.

Smiling and struggling uncomfortably, holding back tears, he opened his mouth, only to find that his throat, which had already been hoarse from crying, made a sound like tearing cloth, "let me go"

Nissan's eyes were cold, and he was about to say something when the monk who rushed over came over with the emergency light from before. He said "ah" and said quickly, "there is a child here. It was when Tezuka-san came last time. It’s my brother. Fortunately, Tezuka-san came here, otherwise, if I find out tomorrow morning, I must be sick, so follow me to the monk’s room to warm up, the mountain wind at night is still very cold.”

The monk felt that just after he finished speaking, the other party's sharp gaze swept over him, and his whole body seemed to be cold at that moment.The monk scratched his head in embarrassment, and after he picked up the child wrapped in his coat and bowed to the tombstone, he led the way in front and whispered, "The abbot has gone out to meet friends recently, and he usually comes to pay respects. Those who offer sacrifices to the ancestors leave after worshiping, and I don’t know when your little brother came. It’s really negligent, the night is already deep, tonight you will temporarily stay in the guest room where you slept last time, and it will last for the night Bar".

"Excuse me, we bothered you. I'm sorry for bothering you so late." Nissan looked down at the smiling expression, wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, smoothed his tangled brows, and pulled him away. Pressing his forehead against his own neck, he walked forward quickly.

After the monk left, Nisan looked around and saw that the layout was still simple. The color of the quilt didn't look new, but it was soft and fluffy to the touch, and it seemed that it was often exposed to the sun.Then he unzipped his clothes, put down his smile, took off his shoes, tucked them into the quilt, patted his back, and said in a low voice, "I'm going to make a call, you wait for me."

Smiling, she huddled under the blanket, took off her coat, folded it up, and saw Nissan who opened the door to come in after talking on the phone. His face was very ugly, and there was a trace of uneasiness in his eyes.

She opened her mouth with a smile, thinking of her ugly voice and her cowardly escape, she really didn’t want to hear anything, watch anything, or do anything.I thought, so be it, just beg for forgiveness silently with my family like this, and hope to make myself more sober.But the flustered emotions never calmed down. On the contrary, when Nissan finally found him and hugged him, his mind calmed down.

I am really a coward, a deserter, I will only get into trouble all day long.He closed his eyes again, and after settling down these negative emotions, he asked apologetically, "Nissan, are grandfather and the others alright? I'm sorry."

"Well, go back tomorrow morning." Nisang took off his coat, lifted the corner of the quilt, got in, looked at the smile, and stopped crying, which made Nisan's face a little pale.

Gritting her teeth with a smile, her eyes wandered for a while, before she decided to say, "Nissan, you should go back first tomorrow."

"Why?" Nisan seemed to expect that Xiaoyi would say that, but asked indifferently,

This kind of tone made Xiaoyi relax, and he just faltered, "I want to accompany them",

"I'll accompany you", Nisan still replied calmly, but his brows were slightly wrinkled, and his eyelashes were fluttering constantly, as if he was very nervous.

"No, no need, I need many days, you still have competitions, I will silently cheer for you", with a flustered smile, ignoring other things, turned around, looked at Nissan and said so.

"Impossible, don't forget, as the main candidate, but not in the team for a long time, people's hearts will be distracted, I will not allow it."Nisan also turned around, facing the smiling face with displeasure, fixed his sharp eyes on the quivering eyeballs of the smiling face, and asked seriously, but the hand resting on the back, but the veins in the grip straight violent.

Hearing such words, the smile completely flustered, and realized that he could no longer continue to panic about Nisan, he slumped into Nisan's arms, hugged him, and shouted, "Nisan, what should you do? Do you despise me? Will you abandon me? I really have no face to face you, you treat me well, but I covet you, like you, I...I...I'm sorry for you~" Smile grabbed Nissan's shirt , Wow, and cried again.

"You don't need to be like this, it's normal to like me, just because of this?" Nisang hugged his smile, patted his back, let out a big breath, his expression gradually calmed down,

'I'm sorry, I can only coax you to say it like this, my grandfather has already known my thoughts from my mother, I don't have any time to wander, if you still can't stand by my side, now is the last calm before the storm late, there will be no future to speak of.If you can't confirm your emotions, you will never pass the test of your grandfather. '

"No, no, what I mean is, I, I, I have the same affection for you as Takechiyo has for me..." Smile closed her eyes tightly, hesitated for a long time, and finally shouted out. Dare to look at Nissan's face, anxiously waiting for the final verdict.

"Just because of this? You're overthinking."

"Nissan, don't you still understand what I mean? I mean..."

Nissan interrupted the explanation with a smile, kissed the corner of his eyes, and said lightly, "I understand, if you say it, it's okay. As you said, if I kiss you, it's okay."

"But,,,,"

"You ran away from home just because of this? Don't have a next time, I can promise your request, I will like you",

"No ..."

Nisan leaned over and kissed the smiling forehead again, and said in a low voice, "Escape is not an option. I never taught you how to be a coward. Now that you have discovered your feelings, be brave. My promise to you has never changed. You don't have to worry about what I think."

"Nissan, Nisan, you are so kind. No one can treat me like this again. Why do I have such thoughts? I'm sorry for you. What will happen to you in the future? What will you do if you meet someone you like? ? If I become like Takechiyo, what will you do? I'm afraid, Nissan, I'm really afraid..."

"Don't be afraid, I'm always here, no, I promise, only you, believe me. You don't need to think too much, I will not reject you, and there will be no tragedy."

"But…"

"No, but, grandfather, father, mother, I will talk about it. You just need to show that you like me, and your behavior can be more intimate. Maybe you can convince your family and you won't be so disturbed." Nisan said about his temptation Hong felt very blushed, coughed in embarrassment, turned over and lay down, and stopped looking at Smile.

"Nissan, tell everyone? Why did you tell everyone? Is it too soon, I...I don't know what will happen in the future, Nissan..."

"Don't think about it, go to sleep," Nisan interrupted the joke, worried that if he went deeper, he would find that he had no love for him, but only bewildered troubles.Then he coaxed in a low voice, "It doesn't matter how fast or slow it is. It's a matter of decision. It's better to settle it early. I'm worried about your disappearance like this. There can't be a second time."

After lulling him to sleep with a smile, he kissed his lips, and after a while, he relaxed completely, and murmured, "I don't accept any risk, only if you do this first, can you completely belong to me, only when you have nothing Any experience in life can be used in such a way to trick you into a trap, seduce you, capture you, own you, and get you. From tomorrow, you will be mine."

With a smiling personality, he will not allow himself to be punished. He will appear as a protector, firmly support his statement, and even take all the faults on himself because of guilt, so he can force grandfather On quiet reflection, I can also have a glimmer of hope that they will accept my special affection for laughter.

And once Smile admits it face to face, even if he is not sure about his feelings for me, even if he quickly finds out that he is only temporarily confused by me, he will have no way out, he will only belong to me, even if I am kicked out, he will only Will go with me... The relationship will be gradually cultivated in the future, as long as the prey is in the arms, everything else will no longer be a problem.

Satisfied, Nisan also closed his eyes and went to sleep, gathering up his energy to face his grandfather's fury tomorrow.

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