Obviously a passerby, but he made his debut in the forum with real wine

After leaving the island, I have a personal experience.

Fortunately, Conan's cases basically end in a short period of time (1 to 3 days).

If this case is a long-term war of resistance, I am afraid that I will collapse myself.

It’s just that on the first day, it was raining in the middle of the night and I couldn’t sleep. On the second day, I was hot and cold, not to mention that when I was confronted with Gin, I was shot. I had to confront him in order to put pressure on him.I'm sure that the gin fell into the sea, and there won't be a Kidd hang glider flying up suddenly. I'm sure they can't get up to see my mess, and they can't hear the exclamation around me. It's too embarrassing.

I clutched my stomach and slowly found a comfortable position again and fell down.I just sat down, and although I couldn't open my eyes, the surroundings were shouting, "He's going to die, he's going to die."

calm.

Calm.

Hold on.

Ask the patient to lie down on their own.

In fact, some of them suggested that the police be used to divert people away, but I think it would be better for me to go.Because first of all, it may not be true that gin will appear, maybe people will run away when the police come.I'm not as dangerous as I thought.Next, I proposed to make a comeback. The opponent has high physical skills. If the opponent senses something is wrong, he will definitely kill him.And I can say a few more nonsense, procrastination - I have no advantages, and my psychological quality has always been good.Save at least one life.

The more important reason is that I know that my research institute is sponsored by Pisco, a member of the black organization (thanks to friends in the three-dimensional forum, I spoiled the spoiler, and almost wanted to pack up and run away).I suspect that our Mr. Torii is responsible for helping to review whether the members of the institute are eligible to have the potential to enter the core research of the black organization.This also explains why he is always paddling for fish, and can also hold a high position.Similarly, Kei Morisawa entered the training camp with the help of Mr. Torii, so Torii is naturally able to inform other members of the organization about Kei Morisawa's movements.

I am completely an outsider without Gao Shan Dahui here, since he reminded me, he is the one who knows the depth of the water.

And my confrontation with gin has two advantages.[-]. I am an upright person. If you want to pull me into the organization, money cannot tempt me, power cannot overwhelm me, and conspiracy cannot frame me. I am an enthusiastic citizen who wants nothing. Not even afraid of death, they have to weigh the price they will pay for dragging me into the group from my performance.

In essence, I am willing to turn a blind eye and close my eyes. Unless it is necessary, I am willing to pretend to be deaf and half-mute, pretending to know nothing.

I hope that they are willing to whitewash the peace, and I am also willing to turn a blind eye and listen to it.

When I lay down, my thoughts were flying, and I kept studying how I could perform my research to achieve the best results.However, I soon found that I couldn't concentrate.

The resources of the medical personnel on board are complete, and they gave me first aid on the spot.So the whole group of people crowded their heads, as if they were watching a novelty, and there was no plan to withdraw.In fact, I know they are concerned about my situation.

But as soon as the medical staff pulled my belt, I became stiff all over.

No, it is very embarrassing that the place where I was hit was near the lower right abdomen. The first thing the medical staff did was to remove my shirt and my pants, because my pants were in the way of their first aid.And a group of people around watched and exclaimed.

"Hiss, the skin is ripped apart."

"There was a lot of blood."

"The young man's waist is so flat, he can't be pierced by bullets, right?"

"Doctor, just untie the trousers? Don't you need to take them off? Is this a cure? Just wrap them in a piece of cloth before boarding the boat."

"Maybe it's because there are women here too, how shy they will be when they see it..."

"No, no, I have seen it in the dissection room."

Save face and withdraw, okay? !

"The first time I saw a real gunshot wound, I learned."

“This is a great volunteer activity!”

"I'm going to put this on my resume."

do not!

Students, no one likes to watch this!

I feel like I'm really going to die.

In the end, Asai Chengshi half-coaxed and half-bombed, and drove away Da.

"Why don't we take a look at where he's hurt?"

The last thing I did before I fell into a blackout was grabbing my trousers so they wouldn't let the wolves and tigers take them off.

——Boundary line———————

Probably because of physical discomfort, I had various dreams repeatedly.

I dreamed that I fell down the stairs when I was a child, on the brown-red wooden stairs, my head went black for a moment after I fell, and I saw that there was no one around, so I used both.He got up by himself without saying a word.

I dreamed that one day when I got up in the morning, I saw a red sun on the balcony. It was so close to me, so close that I only saw the sun less than a quarter of its size.The light was bright red, dazzling, and gentle.Before the balcony was covered with gold, just the light brought me into a magnificent and fantastic world.

I had such a dream, but in my dream I knew clearly that it was a dream.This is the so-called lucid dream (lubsp;dream).

Inevitably, I also dream about that boy.I don't even have to see his face to know who he is.Up to now, when I encounter his name, I will subconsciously want to avoid it automatically.

Dream is the place where memory is dusty. There is a bunch of white flowers in front of the gray and cold tombstone, surrounded by white flowers and yellow stars.In front of the bouquet is my dad.He always seems to be very fast sometimes, for example.When he stood in front of that tombstone, he looked like a human being through vicissitudes, or a traveler who had gone through hardships.

I stood behind him, or, it would be better to use the word hide.I didn't dare to look up at the tombstone, as if a boulder was pressing on my head.

During the worship process, my father didn't say a word, but I was emotional and restless.Sitting in the car, my dad put it on the child seat, he, this has nothing to do with me... I still can't remember what happened next.Just remembering his voice sounded, I started to cry.

On the tombstone is my younger brother Chu Yu, who is one year younger than me and the only child of my parents.

……

The timeline seems to return to the present.

A woman with black hair and shallow pupils also walked into my dream.She stood beside my hospital bed and chuckled, full of contempt and sarcasm: "A perpetrator has the expression of a perpetrator. If you really feel uncomfortable and sorry, why don't you die with me..."

I knew it was a dream, and I struggled to open my eyes, but then I dreamed that I fell down the stairs, looking for someone around who could help me, and finally I met the woman's eyes.

I sincerely and deeply felt her disgust and hatred for me, which made me tremble with sweat.

"Since you choose to survive, you must accept punishment."

She walked towards me, stretched out her hands towards me...

Accompanied by my movements, there was a sudden "crash" sound of equipment falling around.Real voices bring me to reality.I opened my eyes, and with my limited vision, I saw a female nurse slumped on the ground, surrounded by bandages for changing dressings, scissors, topical medicines in brown glass bottles, alcohol cotton, syringes, etc.

I was still lying on the bed, my body was much heavier than when I fell down before, so I still couldn't move now.

"What time is it?"

I found that my voice was hoarse, and no one gave me some water to moisten my throat when I seemed to faint.

The female nurse got up, with a strange expression on her face, as if she was about to explain why she fell, or she was waiting for me to say sorry.I ended up asking her.

She said, "Four o'clock in the afternoon."

"yes……"

I don't know why some nonsense is needed, but some nonsense is like this, and it can transition some emotional transformation.I turned my head to look the other way.This is a ward for critically ill patients, and I'm alone.

"It's not Hou who wakes up, it's not time for dinner."

"...I'm here to change your dressing. You've been in a coma for 26 hours."

"You can change the medicine for the second time 48 hours after the operation, otherwise it is easy to damage the newly grown granulation tissue. When the wound exudate is not serious, you don't need to change the medicine. Moreover, it is best not to have colored medicine for wound treatment, because it will cause damage to the wound. Affects observation of wound healing. Have you learned the basics?"

The female nurse was stunned for a moment, and said innocently: "Ah, the doctor asked me to change it... Sorry, I just came here and got the qualification certificate, but I remember that it seems that the medicine can be changed within 24-48 hours after surgery." Yes, after seeing the healing of the injury, we can determine the frequency of dressing changes."

I breathed a sigh of relief, smiled at her, and said, "I'm sorry, I just did a simple test. Last time I met a female nurse who was as young as you and didn't understand anything, so I was tormented. I'm afraid you can help me." If I change the medicine, I will die from pain."

The nurse quickly waved and said, "No, no, I will pay attention."

"Thank you."

The nurse lowered her head, as if trying to understand what I said for a long time, she shook her head slowly, looking very shy.Because I was uncomfortable lying down, I sat up with the help of the nurse to check on my injuries.In fact, my wound is not big.Unfortunately, I'm a brittle cardboard, and two-thirds of the entire abdomen is a picture of floating capillaries, which looks more serious than expected.

It's spectacular...

I couldn't help but smile wryly.

As if hearing my laughter, the nurse looked up at me: "What's the matter?"

"No."

The nurse was silent for a while, and said, "Mr. Gang, do you have nightmares? When you see you shivering, when you approach you, you will push people away."

"I don't remember what nightmare I was having. I just pushed you away? I'm really sorry."

"no no."

After changing the dressing, she asked me if I wanted something to eat.

In fact, I have been hungry for a long time, but I don’t really want to eat.

But I'm a little thirsty.

Not long after she changed her medicine, the door of the ward was knocked open.I didn't agree, and someone came out from the crack of the door. It was Matsuda Jinpei.He brought a basket of fruit and asked, "Do you want to eat?"

"eat."

When Matsuda Jinping came, the nurse left with him.He followed each other's direction twice, dragged a chair to sit next to me, picked up an apple and helped me peel it.

"how is the situation?"

There are actually many things I asked in this sentence, but Matsuda Jinpei understands them all, so he said without hesitation: "After seeing the fact that you were pretending to be Kei Morisawa and you were actually chasing and killing criminals involved in gangsters, the police will naturally respond to his confession." I believe most of them. His case will be re-investigated. When Ting’an heard the news, he began to intervene. He suspected that the organization of Kai Morisawa was an international terrorist organization. Qiren launched a witness protection plan. You entrusted Hagi to tell him that after Morisawa Ai appeared due to excessive study pressure, the rest of his life will be to hide his name, change his face, and start his life again, right?"

"The one who killed Rin Tsukishima wasn't Kei Morisawa, right?"

From the result, it can be inferred that if he is a murderer, then he will be in prison.Matsuda Jinpei would not have mentioned his situation so vaguely.

Matsuda Jinpei glanced at me and said, "Yener, you knew who the culprit was from the very beginning. Him, otherwise you wouldn't have helped Morisawa Qi, and you were even willing to lure criminals from chasing him."

Ah...he really misunderstood me a bit.

I'm not a nosy person by nature.

"It's not that I know who the murderer is, but I'm just a little skeptical. She loves to lie, and she thinks that everyone can play with her in the palm of her hand."

I didn't directly name who it was, but Matsuda Jinpei and I knew each other well.

The reason why I found out was because Ueno’s words were full of loopholes, and I pointed out her loopholes in my speech. After she found out that I never mentioned "did she send the invitation letter to Rin Tsukishima herself", she became more confident in herself Do it flawlessly.I don't care what she thinks, for me, I've found someone, so there's no need to expose her and continue wasting time with her.

More importantly, the more confident people are, the easier it is to expose their weaknesses, shortcomings and blind spots.

And she was proud and blind.

"But she is really smart and has good grades. After this training camp, she seems to be going to Boston, USA to prepare for university courses."

This is what I have to admit, IQ and morality are not positively correlated.

"She lied but refused to admit it. After showing the evidence, she only cried. Tsukishima Rin kept attacking her and bullying her, and used cold violence against her, but she didn't kill anyone. She didn't even have Tsukishima Rin that day."

"Ok?"

This is not true at all.

If not, can she take us to where Rin Tsukishima is?

She knew where Rin Tsukishima's body was from the very beginning.

"What evidence did you find?"

"There is a zipline on the island. Put people into the suitcase first, and then use the zipline, one of the activities of the training camp, to send it to the other side of the mountain forest. The forest guard's house is just in the middle of the ropes on both sides. Ueno calculated the distance on both sides. Distance, calculating the position of the throwing line, analyzing the effect of power, using the appropriate mechanism to burn the zip line, and then she will arrange the scene. The crime tools are thrown into the sea in the rainstorm. Because we want to salvage the man in black , just found a suitcase full of stones."

Matsuda Jinpei briefly explained her method of committing the crime. If he didn't know the zip line, there would be room for Ueno's alibi to think about it.After all, the other students didn't know about the existence of this zipline. Originally, this zipline was used for island construction, but it didn't work, so they kept it there.Only some people know.

"She is still unwilling to admit it, even her parents know that she did it."

If a person has no sense of shame, it is very difficult.

"To find out her weakness. You can ask her former classmates and teachers about the cause and time of her liar addiction, and ask her when she started calling herself a psychic, or became withdrawn." I paused and said again. , "Does she have any brothers and sisters?"

"She does have a younger brother, a young boy. A year ago, he entered the Go Celebrity Tournament under the name of a young Japanese boy. Her mother and her younger brother's manager."

"Has Tsukishima Rin ever had a relationship with her younger brother? Just ask her friends about it." I paused and said, "With her character, she will never admit her crime. She values ​​it most. What is it?"

"reputation?"

"The eyes of others, the eyes of others who despise her will arouse her to go berserk. She wants to be different, and no one can despise her."

Matsuda Jinping frowned: "This is more troublesome than I imagined."

"If you need my help, you can talk about it."

"The evidence is convincing. Tsukishima Rin's parents hired a lawyer, and they won't allow her to continue lying. It's really finalized, but..." These words don't seem to be what Matsuda Jinhei would have said. I think he may have just relayed the words on behalf of others.He has always been straightforward.

I helped him and said directly: "It's just that if she can admit it, maybe the result will be better, and she won't make things too ugly. After all, she has a bright future. If she doesn't face up to her attitude, no one will forgive her behavior."

forgive.

In fact, it is a philosophical or moral proposition.

It's like Kei Morisawa who can't forgive other students for his children to live as usual after death, can't forgive himself for not being able to avenge his dead daughter; it's like Ueno can't forgive his parents for neglecting him, and can't forgive others for inadvertently Or it seems that Rin Tsukishima's parents will never forgive Ueno's criminal behavior.

So their approach is tough, blunt or resolute.

Should we forgive?

When we forgive others, we forgive ourselves.

There is a French adage that goes like this, "To understand all is to forgive all."

But after understanding everything, it is sometimes easier to find that the other person is so unforgivable that there is no need to forgive.

I continued, "Matsuda, sometimes we don't need to think from the perspective of the person who made a mistake. Some people don't deserve to be forgiven, so they don't need to be forgiven, even if the other party is the closest person, even if the other party does something wrong. Maybe it can lead to a positive outcome, as well."

"Is there anyone you don't forgive?"

Matsuda Jinping changed the topic faster and more suddenly than I expected, and when he said this, he handed me an apple.

This doesn't seem like the kind of chat topic, does it?

Sometimes I don't know whether he should be too natural or should be too calm.

I took the apple from his bag and said, "Thank you."

He waited, and I couldn't be too straightforward, so I responded: "If you want to know, you can exchange it with yours." Then I saw how I should answer based on his answer.

"I want to be the Superintendent of Police in the future."

……

He was so fast that it stumped me.Moreover, my first feeling after listening to it was this?So you want to trick me? .Maybe it's very important to him, but I think I can only say "Oh, come on" in response.Of course, I will add some embellishments, so as not to make my words sound too ugly.

Matsuda Jinpei didn't finish, and continued: "Actually, my father was misunderstood by the police as a murderer, which ruined my father's life. Although Kenji and my neighbors who live near me know about this, I have never had a relationship with anyone else. My thoughts. I also know the situation. If my father had stepped forward to stop it, there would be no murder case, no misunderstanding, and no delay in the game. However, I cannot forgive those who did it so easily. The police who ruined people's lives. So, I want the police chief to beat those people up."

"..."

Wow, Matsuda Jinpei has been listening to me carefully, and responded to my forgiveness so positively.I thought he just heard that I didn't need to forgive people and got curious.It turned out that he had thought well.But he didn't forgive Taiwei Guangzheng.I think if he partners with Hagiwara, his dream should come true.Because he has a flaw in interpersonal communication.

"It is your turn."

Matsuda Zhenping said.

In fact, my own feelings, maybe he can't hear it, because the wall of the next dimension.I talked to Zhu Fu Jingguang about my situation before, but he didn't hear it. I listened to the manga and didn't have details.It's not that I don't want to confide in my heart, after all Matsuda Jinpei is so serious, it's just that the world is incompatible.

"If I have to, I can make you white. The most unforgivable thing is myself."

"why?"

"It's because I did something bad."

After I finished, I couldn't help but have a bitter mouth.

The rest of me didn't want to, so I shook my head.

Matsuda Jinpei thought about it, and then handed me a new piece of apple, and said: "I heard a story before, two children were stealing sheep when they were young, and the people in the village punished them by engraving st on their foreheads (sheepthieft stole) Sheep thief). One endured other punishments, ran away from the place where he lived, and finally died of depression. The other faced up to his mistakes, and through his own efforts, regained the respect of everyone. After many years, the child became a human being. There is A stranger saw the st on his head and asked what it meant, but the people in the village didn't remember it. It was love many years ago, and it probably meant "saint (saint)". "

When he came here, he gave me a serious look.I probably read this story when I was seven or eight years old, and I understand the truth.But I just found that Matsuda Jinpei's way of consoling was unexpectedly very non-blunt and very oblique.

I couldn't help laughing, laughing at the pain in my wound, I couldn't help covering the wound, and then said seriously: "I don't seem to be too white."

"Tsk."

"You know what would happen to me if it were me?"

"how?"

Matsuda looked at me dubiously, as if he doubted that I would play tricks on him.

"I see you."

In return for your willingness to tell me a story.

——The third case "Sacrificial Sheep" close