Go to Qingqiu together

"Have you said enough? You can let go when you've said enough." Shen Xubai took a deep breath, and his eyes became extremely calm again, as if he was not touched by Xu Qingjian's words at all.

Xu Qingjian couldn't help being stunned for a moment.

Then Shen Xubai reached out and grabbed Xu Qingjian's hand on his shoulder, he clasped the other's wrist tightly, and pulled one of his hands away.

Xu Qingjian gritted his teeth, and immediately clenched his other hand even tighter.

He guessed right, Shen Xubai would soon grab his other hand and was about to tear it away, but Xu Qingjian was not someone who was powerless, Shen Xubai wanted to tear his hand away, he Then he grabbed Shen Xubai's shoulder with more strength, and the two of them faced each other in silence for a long time.

Suddenly, a huge teardrop rolled out of Xu Qingjian's eye socket.

Shen Xubai was slightly taken aback, and the strength in his hands subconsciously eased down.

"My lord, don't you hate me so much now, the kind that you don't even want to see?" Xu Qingjian's voice was low, almost inaudible.

Shen Xubai didn't want to answer Xu Qingjian's question, so he turned his head away.

The next moment, Xu Qingjian stretched out his hand to gently caress Shen Xubai's cheek.

Shen Xubai's breathing was stagnant, and he turned his head to look, only to see that Xu Qingjian had already moved close to him, the tip of his nose was almost touching his nose, he could even clearly feel Xu Qingjian's warm body Breath sprayed on himself.

"I want to kiss you." Xu Qingjian's voice was extremely hoarse.

Shen Xubai clenched Xu Qingjian's hand almost instantly, so hard that the veins on the back of the hand could be seen.

Then Xu Qingjian moved closer and pressed his lips against his.

Xu Qingjian bumped into him with a lot of strength, Shen Xubai was directly pushed by him so that his back was stuck to the back of the chair, following Xu Qingjian's movements, Shen Xubai slowly let go of his wrist .

As soon as that hand was free, Xu Qingjian immediately hugged Shen Xubai tightly with both hands.

Shen Xubai also put his hand on Xu Qingjian's waist, he planned to push Xu Qingjian away, but after a long stalemate, Shen Xubai finally put his arms around Xu Qingjian's waist instead.

At this moment, Xu Qingjian was too close to himself, he could clearly feel the temperature on Xu Qingjian's body, like a ball of flames constantly dancing, he stayed alone in the cold winter for too long, He couldn't resist the enthusiasm.

But he really didn't understand why Xu Qingjian cried while kissing him.

By the end of the kiss, Xu Qingjian's eye sockets were as red as a rabbit's, and even the tip of his nose was red.

"Why are you crazy?" Shen Xubai grabbed Xu Qingjian's collar, pulled him into his arms, and at the same time wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes: "It's obvious that you insist on kissing, but you act like me." The same as forcing you."

Xu Qingjian hugged Shen Xubai's neck, buried his face in the crescent of his neck, did not speak, just hugged him without saying a word.

Seeing Xu Qingjian's movements, Shen Xubai frowned slightly.

He didn't know what Xu Qingjian was doing, but he didn't refuse, but he didn't expect Xu Qingjian to fall asleep on top of him after a while.

Shen Xubai called Xu Qingjian softly but did not get a response, making sure that he was really asleep, Shen Xubai had no choice but to carry him back to the room.

When he arrived, Shen Nian was obediently drawing on his exclusive small table, Xu Qingjian didn't have much time to accompany him before, so he could stay alone in the room for a whole day, and he was also very quiet.

"Father." Seeing Shen Xu Bai coming, Shen Nian called him immediately.

Immediately afterwards, he saw Xu Qingjian who was held in Shen Xubai's arms: "Ah... Daddy."

"Shh, Daddy is asleep." Shen Xubai said to Shen Nian.

Nian Nian immediately nodded obediently.

Seeing Shen Xubai carrying Xu Qingjian to the bedside, Niannian quickly got up from the small stool and followed Shen Xubai to the bedside.

Shen Xubai put Xu Qingjian on the bed, took off his coat lightly, then covered him with the quilt, then looked at Niannian: "It's so late, are you still drawing?"

Niannian nodded, he looked at Shen Xubai and hesitated for a while, then mustered up the courage to hold Shen Xubai's hand, and pulled him to the small table where he was drawing.

The moment Nian Nian held his hand, Shen Xubai was already stunned, he followed Nian Nian stiffly, feeling happy and nervous at the same time.

This was the first time Nian Nian did this to him.

"Father, look." Niannian picked up the painting she drew today, and handed it to Shen Xubai with anticipation.

This is his first time drawing, and he has never touched paper and pen before, so he has been painting for most of the day, and the one he showed Shen Xubai is the one he thinks he painted the most beautifully.

Shen Xubai took it over and looked at it carefully for a long time.

For a child who is not yet three years old, it is impossible for him to draw exquisite things, but it can be seen that Nian Nian draws very seriously, stroke by stroke.

"Who is Nian Nian painting?" Shen Xubai asked Nian Nian out loud.

He could tell that there should be several people drawn on the paper, and one of them should be Xu Qingjian.

Sure enough, Niannian pointed at one of them with her little finger and said, "This person is Daddy."

Shen Xubai looked at Niannian's immature painting, couldn't help but slightly curled his lips, feeling a little happy.

"Then let father guess... is this person Nian Nian?" Shen Xubai pointed to one of the much shorter people.

Nian Nian's eyes lit up, then she nodded immediately, her voice was crisp: "Yes, this is Nian Nian."

There are three people in the painting, two of them have been identified, so there is one left.

Although Shen Xubai already had guesses in his mind, he still asked Nian Nian with some expectation: "Then what about this person, who is he?"

Nian Nian glanced at Shen Xubai, as if she was a little embarrassed to say it.

After hesitating for a while, Nian Nian approached Shen Xu Bai, pressed against his ear, and said in a very soft voice: "This is my father."

This action of his is like children sharing their secrets, it is a very intimate action, Shen Xubai's heart can't help but soften into a mess.

"Daddy, father... and me." Niannian held the painting, pointing at it one by one with her little hand: "The three of us, fly a kite together."

Hearing the word "flying a kite", Shen Xubai looked at Nian Nian's painting again, and sure enough there was a pattern similar to a kite in the blank space of the painting.

"I'll tell you a secret." Nian Nian leaned over again: "My dad can make kites."

Nian Nian is very close to herself, there is a milky scent unique to children on his body, Shen Xubai can't help but reach out and hug him into his arms.

"I know, and I knew it a long time ago, earlier than Nian Nian." Shen Xubai smiled and said to Nian Nian, with a little complacency in his tone that he didn't realize.

Xu Qingjian had sent him a kite he made before, so of course he knew.

Not only did he know, he had also flown a kite with Xu Qingjian. He still kept the kite that Xu Qingjian gave him. The kite was in the shape of a swallow and was very beautiful.

"Daddy's kite is very beautiful." Niannian looked proud.

Looking at Nian Nian's little expression, Shen Xubai couldn't help but curled his lips into a smile, but he felt a sense of indebtedness in his heart, he couldn't imagine that this cute and sensible child in front of him would be his son.

He also thought that if he had a child, it would be willful and flamboyant.

But he has already missed nearly three years of Nian Nian's life, and when Nian Nian needed his company most, he was not by Nian Nian's side.

No matter how sensible Nian Nian is, he is still a child and has his own desire to share. Show him the pictures he draws like now, but Nian Nian really needs someone to accompany him.

Shen Xubai smiled and touched Niannian's head, his eyes were full of distressed emotions.

After a while, he finally said: "Then next time, the two of us, and your father, let's go fly a kite together, shall we?"

"Can you?" Nian Nian's eyes lit up immediately.

Shen Xubai smiled and nodded: "Well, of course."

Nian Nian's eyes were shining brightly, as if she was extremely happy.

He hesitated for a long time, wanting to hug Shen Xubai's neck like he usually hugged Xu Qingjian, but in the end he didn't muster up the courage, he just stretched out his hand and gently held Shen Xubai's hand.

"But it's very late today, you should go to bed, will father take you to sleep?" Shen Xubai said to Niannian again.

Niannian nodded, then hesitated and said: "Then... can father accompany me to draw tomorrow?"

Hearing Nian Nian's cautious question, Shen Xubai couldn't help being stunned for a moment, then turned to look at Nian Nian.

Before she had time to answer, Nian Nian immediately added: "Just draw for a while, it won't be long..."

Shen Xubai smiled helplessly, bent down and hugged Niannian into his arms, patted his back lightly with the palm of his hand, and said softly: "Of course, you can draw for as long as you want. In the future, just Niannian thinks about it." If you want me to accompany you, just say it, and I can do anything with you."

"Thank you, father." Shen Nian obediently reached out and hugged Shen Xubai's neck.

Shen Xubai smiled, hugged Niannian to the side of the bed, gently placed him beside Xu Qingjian, raised his hand to help him take off his coat.

After covering the two people on the bed with quilts, Shen Xubai stretched out his hands and gently pinched Niannian's soft face, and said in a very soft voice: "Sleep well, father is going back first."

After finishing speaking, Shen Xubai helped Niannian tuck the corner of the quilt again, and then turned around to leave.

As soon as he took a step, Shen Xubai heard a rustling sound from behind, and then his hand was grabbed by a soft little hand.

Shen Xubai was stunned for a moment, then quickly turned back, looking at Nian Nian who was holding his hand at the moment: "What's wrong?"

Nian Nian was afraid of waking Xu Qingjian, so she lowered her voice: "Father..."