My Taoist companion just wants to welcome and refuse

Xia Qi clings to the body temperature of his Taoist companion, his cheeks are hot, staring into those blue eyes, his heartbeat gradually loses its stability.

He thought floatingly, fortunately he had put away the black cloak before, otherwise Qingyan would not be easy to remove.

After thinking wildly for a while, Qing Yan didn't see any further action, but just looked at him closely, the desire in his eyes became deeper and deeper, but there was still another touch of... Guilt?

... Is this an emotion that can appear at such a moment?

He was stunned for a moment, and his charming heart palpitations eased a little, could it be that Qing Yan is hiding something from him?

Thinking about it this way, Qing Yan held his hand silently, took it to his lips and lowered his eyes to kiss him lightly, and then met his gaze, his eyes dimmed, and his hoarse voice contained obvious guilt.

"I'm sorry, Aqi, I hurt you when we first met."

Xia Qi fell into a blank expression.

... What is his Taoist partner talking about?Why do I know every word, but I can't understand it together?

Seeing that the people under him were silent, Qing Yan thought that bringing up the old matter would bring the other party back into the shadows, and he suddenly regretted talking about it at this beautiful moment.

But...unpleasant things have happened, and Xia Qi let it go because he loves him, but it doesn't mean the scars in his heart have disappeared.

If you do this again, the same intimacy will inevitably remind the other party of the shadow of that day.

He didn't want Xia Qi to be hurt any more, and he didn't want Xia Qi to force himself on anything for him.

Before the two of them go any further, at least Xia Qi must be cleared of any grievances.

Qing Yan recalled the messy figure, and put Xia Qi's hand on his cheek, as if treating a fragile treasure that had nowhere to put it.

He lowered his voice: "I know that things have already happened, no matter what I do, I can't make up for the harm Ah Qi suffered... I found a forbidden spell, and you put it in my altar yourself. Use this spell..."

Xia Qi saw that the other party's words were getting more and more outrageous, so he hurriedly interrupted: "Wait a minute! What kind of forbidden curse, can you talk nonsense..."

Say what to put into the altar, even if it is the Heavenly Demon King or the Pure Immortal Venerable, moving the altar is tantamount to self-destructive cultivation, if the altar is corroded by the forbidden curse, it will not be far from falling.

What could make Qing Yan say such words willing to be bound by the curse?

He was confused from the beginning, "Bai Lan, what are you talking about, why don't I have the slightest impression?"

Seeing that Xia Qi had made up his mind not to bring up the matter again, Qing Yan was not at ease.

His cultivation level is higher than Xia Qi's. Now that his demon power is back, he wonders if there will be a time in the future when he can't control himself and hurt Xia Qi again.

The poison of Xia Qi's meridian has not been detoxified, after all, he is much weaker than him, and the other party is even more reluctant to hurt him.

The forbidden curse is just a guarantee, it is the punishment he deserves, and it will make Xia Qi feel at ease from now on.

Xia Qi's worried gaze made him feel even more guilty, but he insisted on keeping his eyes on it, not avoiding it when he fell into torment.

"It was after Ah Qi left Cangcheng and stayed in Xiaoshan. I was unwilling, always trying to bring you back to my side, and hated that other things surpassed me in your eyes... So I went to find you, in Zhu An inn in Zhouzhou, I forcibly occupied you..."

Qing Yan is the most respectful and polite person in the whole world. He speaks with restraint and restrains himself.Even if he really thought this way in his heart, in order to make the words ironed without edges and corners, he would seldom be so straightforward.

Today's words and sentences seem to be declaring crimes, and the words are sharp, punishing themselves.

Xia Qi was stunned, seeing that those blue eyes were slightly red, stained with a bit of paranoid gloom for no reason, and finally realized the seriousness of the matter.

He didn't care that the charm lingering between the two disappeared, he hurriedly pulled Qing Yan to sit up, and looked at each other confusedly.

He imagined the scene described by Qingyan, he was silent for a few moments, and suddenly he felt a little shy, and asked softly with a blushing face, "You mean... you came to find me, and we went to the inn together, and then you couldn't help taking me forcibly... ...Is there such a good thing?"

It's so intense... it's exciting...

Qing Yan's expression was fixed on his face.

The atmosphere between the two was strangely dead silent for a few breaths.

Seeing Qing Yan, Xia Qi showed a rare look of astonishment, as if he didn't know what rubbish was stuffed in his head... He coughed hurriedly and seriously.

He thought about it for a while, and there seemed to be similar things in his memory, but there was some discrepancy with what Qing Yan said: "Bai Lan, you said you came to Zhuzhou to find me, and we went to the inn together... I remember that there was one time, I don't know if it was It wasn't the day you mentioned, can you tell me about the situation at that time in detail?"

Seeing Qing Yan's eyes moving, he stared at him closely, so he held the other's hand with a little force, and then patted her lightly comfortingly.

Qing Yan didn't know why Xia Qi acted as if he had forgotten, he couldn't help staring at every expression of Xia Qi for a moment, his voice was still difficult.

"At that time, I chased a demonic beast that slaughtered the entire village, all the way to the territory of Zhuzhou. The demonic beast saw that there was no way out, so it died with me. I was infected by the demonic energy, and it was clearly wiped out immediately. I met you along the way, and went back to the inn with you to rest... But there seems to be a ray of demonic energy left, which was spurred out by unwillingness and delusion, confused the mind...and hurt you."

The narrating voice became hoarse, and every word was torture.

Speaking of this, he saw Xia Qi frowned slightly, and his fingers stiffened nervously, "When I woke up the next day, you had already left. I regretted myself and was full of panic. I went to Xiaoshan to look for you. After listening to my apology, But he said... that we are originally Taoist couples, such things are understandable, so I don't have to take it to heart."

At the end of the words, bitterness filled Qing Yan's lips.

He will always remember Xia Qi's expression was cold in the heavy snow, his eyes were so calm and emotionless, as if there was no possibility of further entanglement between them... even such absurd things were not worth mentioning.

He didn't dare to ask Xia Qi to forgive him, but he didn't even scold him.

He watched Xia Qi's back resolutely leaving in the heavy snow, and the burning guilt and regret in his heart cooled down inch by inch.

He knew that the connection with Xia Qi had already been broken, and his blood was cold and his heart was cold in the end.

Xia Qi slowly wiped his face after hearing the story of being forced to be "thin and ungrateful".He sorted out his thoughts in his mind for a moment before he gave a paranoid look at the Shangqing Banquet.

The other party seemed to be still immersed in the despair of the two drifting away, fearing that he would leave again, as if he couldn't accept even an inch away, and held his hand tightly.I was afraid that too much force would hurt him, so I didn't dare to hold it too tightly.

The two emotions were arguing, making the back of the hand tense and the veins looming.

Xia Qi felt bitter in his heart, it turned out that the Taoist couple from his family became so restless and worried about gain and loss in such an innocent disaster...

Thinking of this, he didn't reply, first moved into Qing Yan's arms and hugged him, raised his head and put his lips against the other's, gently rubbed for a moment, and felt that Qing Yan was a little relaxed before talking about the business.

"Bai Lan, I do have this incident in my memory, but it is somewhat different from what you said."

Seeing that Qing Yan kept his eyes on each other, he first explained the most important thing, "You never forced me, we didn't even do this... Hey, I'm a Qing Xianzun who has no plans, think about it, I I can't beat you anymore, but if I don't want to, I still have the ability to protect myself, so I can let you bully me in place?"

Qing Yan was taken aback for a moment, as if he had found a ray of light in a turning point, he subconsciously tightened his arms.

Xia Qi continued in a warm voice: "At that time, the depression in my Lingtai became more and more serious, and nothing could bring out the slightest emotion... I ran into you on the way, and saw the joy in your eyes, and it was getting late, so I took you back to the inn .”

He paused, and the memory of the two of them was different here. "You and I are Taoist couples, and we can use the same bed. But I found that your emotions are not right..."

The two hadn't seen each other for a long time at that time, Qing Yan took the initiative to hug him, his eyes were filled with restrained red, when he lowered his head to kiss him, his breathing trembled.

He had already drifted away from Qingyan, thinking that Qingyan was angry about it, so he didn't think in other directions.

That night, Qing Yan hugged him tightly, his consciousness drifted inexplicably on the verge of sedation and sobriety, he kept muttering his name in his dreams, almost showing some signs of demonic obstacles.

His cultivation base is not as high as Qing Yan's, and according to his ability, he can only detect that Qing Yan's spirit is unstable.

He worriedly kept calling Qingyan, but the person next to him was still awake.She wanted to find someone to see, but was hugged tightly by Qing Yan, she couldn't move, she was terrified that he would leave.

He kept watch all night without sleep, and it wasn't until the middle of the night that Qingyan stabilized and returned to its original state.

He checked repeatedly, and finally he was relieved that there was no serious problem.

As for leaving after waking up, he looked at Qing Yan who was close at hand and thought about it all night—this person liked him so much, and he had long since been unable to respond and had lost the ability to respond.

It is extremely unfair to Qing Yan.

Even if he doesn't have emotional perception, he still knows that it is wrong to face Qingyan with such a self.Perhaps he should no longer give Qing Yan any hope, and propose to sever the agreement when the other party wakes up.

But when he thought of going this far with Qing Yan, he didn't feel any emotions, but his heart ached like an ice edge pierced him, and he almost couldn't breathe.

For no reason, he didn't dare to face the Qingyan who woke up, and left in a hurry.

Later, Qing Yan came to Xiao Shan, apologizing with red eyes, which made him feel at a loss...

The two were originally Taoist couples, and they had been intimate before, but he was just hugged tightly all night, why did Qing Yan feel sorry for him?

Qing Yan's apology made him sure that he couldn't make the same mistakes again and again, making Qing Yan even more painful.

After Xia Qi finished talking about his memories, the two looked at each other and frowned at the two versions of the narration.

This memory is not very pleasant for both of them, and it can even be regarded as a shadow.But Qing Yan already knew that Xia Qi's indifference and estrangement were caused by intoxication, not a real relationship breakdown.

The two of them just clasped their hands tightly, and there was no need to mention anything.

Xia Qi can be sure that his memory must be correct, his body has no memory of having sex with Qing Yan at all, let alone being treated roughly...

Then why did Qing Banquet have such memories?

Five years ago... five years ago was a delicate time.

Xia Qi thought for a while, then opened his mouth to try to straighten out his thoughts with Qing Yan: "Bai Lan said that he was impregnated with demonic energy at that time, could it be related to demonic beasts, but what kind of demon can tamper with memories... Wait, you Said, in the illusion, the characteristics of the original body were revealed?"

Qing Yan frowned slightly: "In my memory, that was the first time my demon power came back."

Xia Qi's thoughts changed sharply, and he gently squeezed his chin to think: "So, five years ago, Shen Xinghai's enchantment was greatly loosened, and the demon power was returned to Bo Lan for the first time..."

He inexplicably had an idea, took a breath, and his tone became more urgent, "Five years ago, it was also the beginning when the people behind the scenes began to use the demon to make trouble. Could it be that time, the people behind the scenes knew the return of the demon power and decided to It is only because the Wan Yao King is still alive that he started a series of plans?"

Qing Yan's pupils narrowed slightly, and after careful thought, he actually matched those clues with logical flaws.

"Before, I didn't understand how even if I was an old person from Lingying Mountain, how would I know that I was the Wan Yao King? After all, under the heavy prohibition spell of Master, even I myself hadn't noticed any clues. If I am still alive, when the barrier is loosened and the demon power returns, the spell will also return to my soul."

Xia Qi slammed his fists with bright eyes, half boasting and half cursing: "It's so calculating! In this way, the Wan Yao King's mind and mind can be torn apart, and he is forced to change his form, showing his abnormality from the vast crowd. But Bai Lan's cultivation If it is too high, that technique will only rekindle the demonic energy in the heart, confuse dreams and reality, and tamper with memory."

Having made his Taoist companion suffer so long psychological torture for no reason, Xia Qi wished he could immediately cramp the people behind the scenes.

But... that night at the inn a year ago, he was the closest and the furthest away from Qingyan...

Holding his Qing Yan, she fell into a nightmare of demons, terrified of losing him.And he thought that the other party was blaming him, thinking about how to propose a severance agreement.

After the parting in the big snow in Xiaoshan, the depression became more and more serious. He didn't want to face the person who loved him coldly, so he stopped seeing Qingyan.

But he was determined to crack the soul, and traveled across the mountains to track down the traces of evil cultivators and kill them.

Goodbye to Qing Yan, that is, he fell into the space magic circle of the evil cultivator, Qing Yan rushed to protect each other, and the two fell into the abyss together.

This is a matter of the previous life.

With Xia Qi's recollection, he was once again glad that he was reborn, and he didn't just miss the banquet like that.

Knowing that she did not hurt the one she loves, the shadow that had weighed on Qing Yan's heart for a long time finally dissipated.

He hugged his Taoist companion tightly, and under the indulgence of the other's warm body temperature, he took out all the moisture accumulated in his heart to dry.

"After going back that time, I gradually realized that I wanted to continue to restrain you. I was always afraid that others would hurt you, but I was the one who hurt you the most."

Xia Qi really hugged his waist, as if he knew what he needed, and said softly: "No way, Bo Lan is the best person to me, no matter in Cangcheng or now."

The corners of Qingyan's lips loosened slightly, and he continued, "See you later, I was the one who was exorcizing demons in Lingzhou, and I sensed the aura of you and the evil cultivator, so I rushed over, only to see that you had strayed into the space magic circle set up by the evil cultivator. ..."

Xia Qi leaned in Qing Yan's arms and listened, the voice above his head suddenly stopped, and there was no continuation for a moment, he couldn't help but want to ask in doubt——

But he suddenly realized something, his head went blank with a buzz, his whole body was stiff, and he suddenly raised his head to look at Qing Yan, his eyes widened in disbelief.

Qing Yan also frowned deeply, falling into hesitation.

There was a buzzing in Xia Qi's ears, and he was almost confused——

In this life, because of the lessons of the previous life, he took a shortcut to chase down the evil cultivators, but he didn't let the space magic circle take shape, so how could he get in by mistake.

What Qingyan said was obviously a matter of the previous life!

Xia Qi slowly opened his eyes wide, his mind went blank in the chaotic thoughts, his hands trembled uncontrollably, and he had an incredible and extremely absurd idea...

Qing Yan also frowned, staring at Xia Qi without blinking.

He noticed that about seeing Xia Qi again, the Sea of ​​Consciousness actually had a complete memory.

He protected Xia Qi from falling from the abyss, and the two of them gradually fell under the torn wind.He was forced out of the demon soul when the divine soul was about to dissipate, and turned into a dragon to protect Xia Qi, but it was too late.

When he woke up again, he found that he had returned to Yuexia in Lingzhou, and was galloping forward following Xia Qi's aura.

The lingering fear of death was still there, and he was determined to save Xia Qi this time, but the demon spirit pulled out by death was extremely tyrannical and could not be appeased, tearing up and erasing the most important memories in his mind at that moment...

That part of the journey to save the one he loves in the moonlight, he went from anxious to confused, and then stopped, forgetting everything.

After a while, he looked around suspiciously, and the next moment he sensed the devilish energy, he rushed in that direction.

When the sword light fell, he saw a demon hunter with red eyes staring at him out of the corner of his eye. He was a little puzzled, but he saw tears in the eyes of the other party.

If the thing that hurt Xia Qi was false, and Xia Qi didn't see his original body at that time, then the other party knew that he was the Wan Yao King, it must be when...the two fell into the abyss together, and he showed his demon soul when.

It's no wonder that when we first met Xia Qi, the other party had a look of tears of joy and despair, no wonder Xia Qi cared so much about the dream in which he was imprisoned and ruined...

In the quiet dormitory, all the erroneous things in the chaotic and misplaced time walked through the sea of ​​consciousness of the two of them. They seemed to be tossed in the ups and downs and faults along the way of fate, but because they always followed each other, they finally We were able to reach the finish line together.

Fortunately, they always accompanied each other and never went far.

Thinking of the ups and downs of the two lives with Qing Yan, Xia Qi's heart was as sour as a flood bursting a bank, and his eyes turned red in an instant.

The light in Qing Yan's eyes moved slightly, and the blue became clearer, silently clenched his hand, and once again said the words that comforted his nightmare: "Wake up from the dream, I'm by your side, that means I found you."

You live again, I come to you again, even I have found you.

Xia Qi finally understood how Qing Yan's cultivation was so high, how could she fall due to a magic circle.

It turned out that Qing Yan had already decided to share life and death with him by adding the wound-bearing spell to the contract of unity.And the concentric deed made the two souls depend on each other. After the death, the souls of the two will naturally return together.

Wherever he goes, the Qingyan will go there.

Xia Qi's eyes were blurred, his cheeks were warm, and he couldn't see Qing Yan's expression clearly.

His voice trembled lightly: "What did you say in my ear, the wind was too loud at that time..."

In the abyss where he was falling, he knew he was doomed, and even Qing Yan came to protect him, so he couldn't escape. His eyes were red with anxiety, and he blurted out angrily, "What are you doing here? I told you that anyone who chooses I will bear the consequences myself..."

At that time Qing Yan hugged him, a sigh and vague words fell into his ears.

At this moment, Qing Yan looked back at him for a long time, took him into his arms, and gently wiped away tears.

Then he noticed that the fingertips stroking his cheek were also trembling.

The soft voice rang in his ears, blending with the broken voice in the wind at that time——

"I said, you bear it, but no matter where, I will be with you."