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Xu Qingzhu reapplied her lipstick in the car before going back.

I made it up with Liang Shi.

The makeup of both of them was exhausted.

Xu Qingzhu was particularly serious. Although she used waterproof eyeliner and mascara, she was still smudged black with tears.

It was quite serious, so she simply took makeup remover wipes to remove her makeup, and then casually applied makeup cream and lipstick.

Barely considered a fool pass.

Liang Shi didn't say anything, she really couldn't understand this kind of problem.

When she said: "Aren't there many kinds of liking?", Xu Qingzhu no longer had any hope for her.

And Xu Qingzhu also realized belatedly that he was too sensitive.

To be precise, she was very sensitive during this time.

Especially the last two days.

There will always be random thoughts about some things.

Today is just tentatively expressing my wild thoughts, and the result is not satisfactory.

But it is also expected.

Liang Shi hugged her and said, "Xu Qingzhu, it's only you."

When she was still awake, she said in a tender tone: "I like you very much."

Only this sentence is better than the others.

Xu Qingzhu almost cried again.

Fortunately, I packed myself in the car. When I got off the car, I happened to meet an employee from the design department. The group came back from eating outside and greeted her with a mighty smile.

Xu Qingzhu waved to them.

After Liang Shi left, Xu Qingzhu stood on the spot and straightened his clothes. His trousers were a little wrinkled, which he couldn't tell unless he looked closely.

Then he walked towards the office building.

When I returned to the office, I was still thinking about the previous things.

Regarding Liang Shi's matter, Xu Qingzhu was somewhat evasive.

I want to figure out everything in general, and I don't want to let go of any details.

But recently she has been muddling along with Liang Shi's affairs.

Don't want to delve into the details.

The habit she had acquired made her miserable.

I also tried to use work to numb myself, but I found that this kind of thing always came out inadvertently. Even when I saw a couple on the road, I would think: "Are they really in love? How can you be sure?"

Just some wild ideas.

Today's answer only reassured her for a moment.

It was just a matter of getting on an elevator, so Xu Qingzhu wondered again—was what Liang Shi said just now true?

Or maybe he was lying to her about a mission she supposedly had to complete.

It may also be that she wants to perfunctory her unreasonable emotions.

There are too many possibilities.

So when she entered the office, she was not in a high mood, and her thoughts were wandering. As a result, she ran into a human wall as soon as she entered the office.

Xu Qingzhu took half a step back, only to knock the back of his head on the door again.

"boom."

There was a loud sound, the pain was so painful that little stars began to appear in Xu Qingzhu's eyes, and she gasped.

Lin Luoxi was also frightened, and immediately stepped forward to rub her head, and said while rubbing: "My dear, what are you thinking? Be careful."

"Sorry." Xu Qingzhu said coldly, the constant pain in the back of her head made her frown.

Lin Luoxi was surprised: "I'm sorry for what you said, you must be stupid."

Xu Qingzhu: "..."

After a long time, Xu Qingzhu finally recovered a bit. She removed Lin Luoxi's hand, rubbed her head a few times with one hand, and said, enduring the pain, "It's all right."

After finishing speaking, he walked to the office chair, "What's the matter with you?"

"What's the matter?" Lin Luoxi turned back to the desk, "I just want to see if you have eaten."

Xu Qingzhu: "... I ate it."

"I know." Lin Luoxi leaned her arms on the desk, "The colleagues in the design department saw it, but I want to ask you, what's going on with you recently? I haven't responded to your messages."

Xu Qingzhu took out his mobile phone from his pocket, pressed it and found that there were indeed many unread messages.

She pursed her lips, turned off the silent mode of the phone, and apologized to Lin Luoxi again: "I'm sorry."

"It's okay." Lin Luoxi stared at her directly.

After a while, Lin Luoxi asked seriously: "Zhuzi, is there anything wrong with you?"

"No way." Xu Qingzhu opened the document at hand, and twirled a black signature pen twice between his fingers, speaking uncertainly.

"No, no, why do you need to bring one?" Lin Luoxi gave the answer very firmly: "Zhuzi, there is something wrong with you."

Xu Qingzhu pursed her lips, lowered her eyebrows, "I don't know either."

"Did you quarrel with Liang Shi?" Lin Luoxi asked.

Xu Qingzhu shook his head, "No."

"That's work?"

"Not at all."

"Arguing with your parents?"

"No."

Lin Luoxi asked several questions in a row, but Xu Qingzhu denied them all.

Finally, Lin Luoxi couldn't help but asked, "Why is that?"

"Xixi, why do you like Sally?" Xu Qingzhu asked seriously.

Lin Luoxi was startled, and after a while: "I don't know."

Xu Qingzhu: "..."

"Strange, isn't it?" Lin Luoxi laughed after finishing speaking, "She's the only one, she's not gentle and considerate, and she can't speak. We quarrel all day long together, but we still like her. In my mate selection criteria, she If it doesn't match one of them, we can assume it's her."

Xu Qingzhu thought deeply after hearing the words, "Then will you say I love you?"

"She said it all the time." Lin Luoxi thought for a while, "I never said it."

Lin Luoxi would only cut off all the hypocritical strings of Sally when she was being hypocritical.

So when Sally said: "Baby, I love you, I love you so much that I can't extricate myself", Lin Luoxi's answer usually has only one word: get out.

"Maybe it has something to do with our culture?" Lin Luoxi said: "In our growing environment, it seems that we are not very good at expressing love."

Speaking of this, Lin Luoxi suddenly changed his style of painting, "Have you ever seen Sally make a video call for her parents?"

Xu Qingzhu was startled, then shook his head: "No."

"When they were on the phone, Sally just opened her mouth to speak coquettishly." Lin Luoxi moved a chair and sat opposite Xu Qingzhu, picked up a pen from the table and twirled it between her fingers, "I followed suit after listening to it one day. After a while...my mother said I was sick."

Xu Qingzhu: "..."

"I don't know if this is the case in your family." Lin Luoxi shook his head: "It seems that Mr. Xu is similar to my father, too straight. So when I heard Sally say that, I felt goosebumps all over the place."

"What about when we first fell in love?" Xu Qingzhu and a new student asked Lin Luoxi about everything.

"It was okay at that time." Lin Luoxi said, "I made a girlfriend before her, do you know?"

"Well, I've seen it before." Xu Qingzhu pulled out such a person from his memory.

That girl is from the medical school. When she was in love with Lin Luoxi, she was so busy that she even squeezed out the time for eating with Lin Luoxi. Every time, Lin Luoxi ordered a good meal and waited for her there. She came only when it was cold.

This scene has been encountered by Xu Qingzhu many times.

And that girl is so straight, until Lin Luoxi, who is not too hypocritical in relationships, couldn't accept it.

Later, it was divided naturally.

Xu Qingzhu still remembers that rainy day, she went back to the dormitory from the library under an umbrella, just happened to see Lin Luoxi and her girlfriend on the playground, and was hesitating whether to say hello, when she heard the girl say to Lin Luoxi guiltily: "I shouldn't Delay you."

Lin Luoxi responded coldly: "Oh."

Without much conversation, Lin Luoxi called Xu Qingzhu to stop, "Little Zhuzi, give me a ride."

At that time, she and Lin Luoxi lived in a dormitory building.

But not on the same floor.

When I came back, I happened to see Sally standing in the rain downstairs with an umbrella, holding a bouquet of roses in her hand.

Blonde girl expresses her emotions passionately and sincerely.

Sally said this to Lin Luoxi at the time, "I know you have a girlfriend, and I don't want to break you up, but today is your birthday, so let me, an admirer, send you a bouquet of flowers and wish you a happy birthday."

She is not fluent in Chinese, and when she said this, she mixed Chinese and English.

A sense of joy in the tone.

But no one laughed.

Sally said: "How can a beautiful girl like you not have flowers on her birthday?"

Of course Lin Luoxi accepted it, and entered the dormitory building with Xu Qingzhu without expression.

But while waiting for the elevator, Lin Luoxi hurried out again.

It happened that Sally was still standing at the door, thinking about something.

Lin Luoxi called her, "Hello."

Sally was stunned: "Call me?"

Lin Luoxi nodded: "Yes, it's you."

Sally: "...what's wrong?"

"Are you going to climb the mountain tomorrow?" Lin Luoxi said, "I broke up."

Sally is a person who is good at seizing opportunities, so she took the olive branch offered by Lin Luoxi without hesitation.

Then they fell in love until graduation.

It wasn't until graduation that Sally concealed the fact that she was going back to China, and a quarrel broke out with Lin Luoxi, and the two separated.

Xu Qingzhu remembered that she asked Lin Luoxi at that time: "Do you really like her? Don't you worry that she is a Neptune?"

Lin Luoxit told her coolly: "Youth is only a few years, it's not a loss to talk about it a few more times."

Xu Qingzhu: "..."

Xu Qingzhu accompanied Lin Luoxi to climb the mountain the next day, and Bai Weiwei went with her.

Bai Weiwei looked down on Sally at the time, always thinking that Sally was a connection of Turin Roche's family.

Xu Qingzhu feels that Sally has no city, and has been friends all the way until now.

As it turned out, she was right.

The only one who got it wrong was Bai Weiwei.

At that time, Lin Luoxi also matched her with another girl from the mountaineering club. She was very beautiful, with a very heroic appearance. She always liked to wear white shirts and black pants with a pair of white shoes. She was from a computer department. Yes, I heard that the conditions at home are not bad.

It’s just that they are not very good at talking, and they tend to be cold when eating with Xu Qingzhu, but the other party is very obedient and hard-working. At that time, Xu Qingzhu’s roommate’s computer broke down in the middle of the night, and he needed to deal with documents urgently. Xu Qingzhu had no choice but to ask the other party for help.

As a result, the other party ran a kilometer from the east of the school to the downstairs of their dormitory, and repaired a computer for her roommate.

It's just that Xu Qingzhu didn't spark with others.

According to Lin Luoxi, the other party quite liked her, but she didn't respond at all.

Those who don't get a response will naturally cool down.

The girl got married last year and posted on Moments.

Xu Qingzhu followed her along.

This was the closest she had come to falling in love during her lackluster student days.

Later, when I met Liang Shi, everyone was shocked when she said she was going to get married.

Lin Luoxi was quite surprised, "Aside from being a little richer than Xiao Wu, how else can this person compare to Xiao Wu?"

Xiao Wu was the girl Lin Luoxi introduced to her back then.

Xu Qingzhu smiled: "People have to get along before they can judge, right? I like her."

At that time, it was just based on the friendship when I was young, and I said it to prevent everyone from worrying.

But later in their daily relationship, Xu Qingzhu silently agreed with Lin Luoxi's words countless times.

That person is indeed nowhere comparable to Xiao Wu.

But at that time Xu Qingzhu's heart was dead.

How should I describe her state of mind at that time?

It's like a flower that bloomed happily before it reached the flowering period, but found that it couldn't adapt to the cold weather and withered and died early.

When I meet Liang Shi again, I will probably live towards death.

So she was too cautious.

Before, I felt that I was strategizing, but after experiencing those things, my heart can no longer be like when I just met Liang Shi again.

But I didn't expect...that was just the beginning.

Later, step by step fell, step by step fell deep.

But she felt that Liang Shi was like a castle in the air, as beautiful as a dream.

She couldn't catch it.

It was just recalling Lin Luoxi's emotional problems in college, but he accidentally thought of Liang Shi.

Xu Qingzhu's heart is like a lime, sour and astringent.

The facial expression is naturally not good.

Lin Luoxi kept staring at her, so she could naturally notice her subtle changes. When she was in a daze, she stretched out her hand and shook it in front of her, "What are you thinking?"

Only then did Xu Qingzhu pull back his wandering thoughts, "No..."

"Because I have experienced someone who is not very good at talking." Lin Luoxi said: "Sally is very rare. Except for the incident when she graduated, she didn't tell me about it. The rest...is pretty good."

"Very good?" Xu Qingzhu was puzzled.

"Yes." Lin Luoxi said, "Otherwise? Do you think it's particularly good?"

Xu Qingzhu: "..."

"I'm not looking for a perfect lover." Lin Luoxi shrugged: "In fact, she can only score 70 points, but because I like her, she is a perfect score. Objectively, all her shortcomings exist, but subjectively, I can blindness."

Without realizing it, Xu Qingzhu was fed another mouthful of dog food.

but……

"Then how are you sure she likes you?" Xu Qingzhu asked: "It's not from the mouth, it's... You obviously think she is very good to you, but you just think she will leave, she doesn't like you that much , Everything you do is based on responsibility... just like when you get back together with Sally, how can you be sure if she really likes you, or if she just wants to sleep with you or find you to relieve her loneliness..."

Xu Qingzhu paused, pursed his lips, and said with a little annoyance, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to offend."

"I know." Lin Luoxi looked at her, "Zhuzi, you are so sensitive recently."

Xu Qingzhu was stunned: "Ah? Is there?"

"Yes." Lin Luoxi nodded, "Is it because of Liang Shi's coma? Do you always feel that she doesn't love you?"

Xu Qingzhu nodded, then shook his head again.

After a while, he sighed helplessly, lowered his eyebrows and said, "I don't know either."

Sometimes she felt that Liang Shi loved her very much, and sometimes she felt that Liang Shi was just doing it for the mission.

This is probably the sadness of detail control.

You can find the evidence that Liang Shi loves her from the details, and you can also find the evidence that Liang Shi doesn't love her from the details.

So she doesn't know.

"Then answer your previous question first." Lin Luoxi straightened her thoughts, "First of all, I know Sally very well, we have passed the stage of determining whether we love each other or not, the most we need to determine is how much she loves me ? Can it surpass her career or someone else? But I don't think it makes sense."

Lin Luoxi said: "It is impossible for everyone to have only love in their life. Just like when I stood in Sally's position, I would choose to go back without hesitation, because I have responsibilities that must be fulfilled. I just said whether I should discuss it with my lover. Another bad thing about Sally's personality is that she likes to escape. She wanted to tell me many times, but she was afraid that I would get angry, so she kept procrastinating..."

Procrastinated until the breakup.

The pen between Xu Qingzhu's fingers kept turning.

After a long time, Lin Luoxi helped her come to a conclusion, "You must be in a coma because of Liang Shi, and these days you are in estrus, you are tired of being together all day, you are too free."

Xu Qingzhu: "..."

"I also have a job." Xu Qingzhu retorted: "I just can't help thinking about it."

Lin Luoxi stared at her, saw that she had a somewhat dull expression in astonishment, stretched out her long arm and rubbed her head, and couldn't help laughing: "Girl, you are in love."

Xu Qingzhu: "...Aren't I always in love?"

"No." Lin Luoxi said, "You're starting to fall in love."

Xu Qingzhu: "..."

She humbly asked Lin Luoxi for advice again, and Lin Luoxi said that this is probably the road that every couple must pass.

There must be a long break-in period.

To adapt to each other's speaking habits, living habits, personality, including all small movements.

The love of half of the couples will die in the running-in period.

Because during the running-in period, you will find that this person is not as good as you imagined, and you will continue to doubt because of the other person's behavior.

"Then how to solve it?" Xu Qingzhu asked.

Lin Luoxi: "Communicate tirelessly, resist the urge to kill her eight hundred times, and tell her how to talk to you, how to take care of your glassy heart, and how to give you a sense of security."

Xu Qingzhu: "..."

"But before that, you have to understand what you want? What is your sense of security based on?" Lin Luoxi said: "Emotions are like learning. Some people can draw inferences from one example, and others may learn from others. one."

After finishing speaking, Lin Luoxi stared helplessly at Xu Qingzhu and smiled, "Zhuzi, you are probably just thinking about it right after the estrus period? Wait and see after a while, don't think too much."

Xu Qingzhu nodded and didn't ask any more questions.

However, Lin Luoxi said: "I found that you science students can easily fall into misunderstandings when thinking about relationship issues."

"Huh?" Xu Qingzhu was puzzled.

"Emotions, especially the thinking of people in the period of love is constantly jumping, very emotional, just like you now. But when people with more rational thinking think about these things, they always like to compare with a fixed amount, as if Put a measuring cup there, and if the other party likes you, you must exceed that measurement to be considered love."

"But many times, it's hard to tell about feelings. If she doesn't love you today, she might love you tomorrow. She still loves you today, and she might not love you tomorrow. She might even do it herself. I don’t understand. When it comes to a change of heart, it doesn’t matter how good the love partner is, so everything is based on emotion.”

"You are too fragile now." Seeing her cute look, Lin Luoxi couldn't help but patted her head again, just like Rua the cat, "My little bamboo, you love her so much now."

Xu Qingzhu said stiffly: "...it's okay"

"Oh." Lin Luoxi looked into her eyes, "It's just a makeup for her crying."

Xu Qingzhu: "..."

After Lin Luoxi left, Xu Qingzhu kept thinking about her words.

- You have to figure out what you want.

Xu Qingzhu thought, what he wanted was Liang Shi's wholehearted love.

Just let her be so greedy.

But she always feels that her current emotions are uncontrollable, and it is not completely related to the estrus period.

There have been estrus periods in the past, but I have never had this kind of affection.

This emotion continued to spread, and she felt as if something in her mind was constantly pulling her.

As a result, she occasionally has very dangerous thoughts - why not just separate from Liang Shi.

There may be better ones in the future.

And after her reason is restored, she will always feel that those thoughts are unreasonable.

As if it wasn't what she thought.

The game between sensibility and rationality in her mind exhausted her physically and mentally.

Lin Luoxi is right, she is indeed fragile and sensitive now.

But the emotions are often pulled to the extreme, as if there is a voice telling her in the dark: You should separate from Liang Shi, she is not the most suitable person for you.

Xu Qingzhu always had to use strong willpower to resist, but occasionally he would be coerced by this emotion.

Just the thought of being separated made her feel so sad that she was about to suffocate.

One night, because she was trapped by emotions and was afraid of waking up the sleeping Liang Shi, she covered herself in the quilt and cried until she was almost out of breath.

This is a terrible thing.

But Liang Shi at that time didn't know.

While she was still thinking wildly, there was a knock on the office door.

The secretary came in and handed her a stack of documents, and reported her itinerary for tomorrow. After a pause, he said, "Mr. Xu, the Qin family will hold a charity dinner next Saturday. Do you want to attend?"

Xu Qingzhu paused slightly, "Is it the Qin family who made the export?"

"Yes."

Xu Qingzhu thought for a moment: "Go."

"Are you bringing your family?" the secretary asked.

After a long time, Xu Qingzhu shook his head slowly: "No."

After finishing speaking, he lowered his eyebrows and said in a cold voice, "Is there any request to bring a companion?"

The secretary nodded: "I didn't say it clearly, but I gave two invitation letters."

"I see." Xu Qingzhu said: "Put the invitation letter on the table, I will go then."

The secretary handed it over, and Xu Qingzhu opened it to look.

Qin Liushuang was signed in the gold-plated invitation letter.