My O got pregnant after wearing scum A

This decision was actually a bit difficult.

Especially at a time like this.

There is a term in economics called "sunk cost".

It refers to the cost of time, money, and energy spent on this matter before, but it has nothing to do with the current and future decision-making.

Clearly, the sunk cost of this decision was too high.

When Liang Shi made that decision before, he made it with the determination to break the boat.

Sadness is real, grief is real, even separation is real.

I resisted not daring to contact Xu Qingzhu, not daring to know anything about her, not daring to meet her.

As long as they get through this period of time.

Just sign the divorce papers.

The bugs in the world's operating rules can be stuck.

It doesn't matter how Xu Qingzhu punishes her at that time.

Just don't let Xu Qingzhu have those nightmares again, don't make her look like her.

But now that they only met once, Liang Shi broke his defense.

Since Xu Qingzhu is suffering, why not try to face it together.

If it is really like what Xu Qingzhu said, it may be necessary for the two of them to love each other as if every day is the last day of their lives.

Most likely you won't regret it.

If you really have regrets, it should also be a regret that you didn't meet in another better place.

Instead of being like this, I regret not being in love.

It's a pity that we are still in love and separated.

But hugging Xu Qingzhu and making a promise at this moment means that all the steps Liang Shi took before are all abolished.

They just suffer for nothing.

But there is another saying in economics called "sunk costs are not costs".

When Liang Shi hugged Xu Qingzhu, Xu Qingzhu's whole body was trembling, to the extent that she was still trembling while holding her.

Xu Qingzhu buried herself in her shoulder and wept uncontrollably, tears soaked her clothes.

Liang Shi's tears also fell.

Crying to the end, both of them lost their voices.

When their eyes met again, Liang Shi stretched out his hand to gently wipe away Xu Qingzhu's tears, and said distressedly: "Your eyes are so red, don't cry."

Xu Qingzhu choked up: "I don't want to, but I can't control it."

It wasn't like this before, but it started these days.

It's hard to stop once you cry.

Unless you cry yourself to sleep.

She even cried several times until her heart ached enough to punch her with her fist, and crying until she couldn't speak was a trivial matter, and once she almost couldn't breathe, she also went to see a doctor.

The doctor's reply was that her symptoms during pregnancy were more obvious, the secretion of hormones in her body was too strong, coupled with the stagnation of heart qi, which led to depression and sensitivity, and she cried more often, and she couldn't stop crying.

It will be a little better later, but it is estimated that the first three or four months will be tough.

The doctor told her again and again not to have open and close emotions, do some yoga that pregnant women can do, listen to light music, and adjust her mood.

As a result, she couldn't hold back today, and couldn't stop crying.

Liang Shi could only rub her back to comfort her, "I'm sorry, it's all my fault."

Xu Qingzhu sniffed and felt better.

"I shouldn't have made up your own mind and treated you nicely." Liang Shi said, "I've always been timid, I..."

She paused, but still didn't say the following words.

If she hadn't seen Xu Qingzhu today, she wouldn't have believed it.

Liang Shi knew that Xu Qingzhu liked her, and could even say that he loved her.

But Liang Shi didn't think that there would be a person who would love her so much, so much that he would be willing to die with her tomorrow.

Liang Shi didn't think he was such a good person.

It's just a similar face, Xu Qingzhu has seen so many good-looking people, her face is nothing.

As for character, what character does a person in Xu Qingzhu's position need?

Liang Shi didn't think she was special, special, and she even thought of a plan for what Xu Qingzhu would do if she fell in love with someone else.

To some extent, she is more sensible than Xu Qingzhu.

In this relationship, she was not as firm as Xu Qingzhu.

Without Xu Qingzhu, she can still have friendship, have a career, do the things she likes, and see the scenery she likes.

It's probably because she didn't take Xu Qingzhu as her own from the very beginning.

In her subconscious mind, Xu Qingzhu will meet like-minded people.

She is just a passer-by in Xu Qingzhu's life.

Xu Qingzhu's long life, she can only borrow a ride.

This journey is enough for her to remember half of her life.

Maybe lucky enough to find someone else who loves each other again.

This unforgettable first love remains in memory.

Or perhaps, as in her previous life, she had never had lasting luck.

The rest of my life will be lived by memory.

After all, Xu Qingzhu was not the first choice.

Rather than saying that, it would be more correct to say that love has never been her first choice.

Liang Shi paused for a long time before continuing with the previous sentence: "I never thought that someone would treat me..."

Halfway through it got stuck.

Can't go on.

Compared with Xu Qingzhu's pure and passionate love, her low self-esteem can only be stuck in her throat.

Like a thorn.

Liang Shi is neither pure nor enthusiastic.

Just like a glass of mild tap water, there will always be impurities.

Facing Xu Qingzhu, she couldn't say anything.

To justify, to explain, to grant.

All gone.

What can be said before such love?

Saying nothing seems insignificant.

"Do you think that no one in this world will love you so much?" Xu Qingzhu asked.

Liang Shi closed his eyes, a tear fell, and nodded slowly.

Yup.

Who would love her so much.

The person who loved her is long dead.

Everyone's kindness to her is nothing more than the fact that she still has a slight use value, or that they only need to pay a little for her, so as to repay her past kindness.

But in this relationship, Liang Shi thought he was not competent.

Liang Shi is in love for the first time.

Not romantic, not meticulous, unable to guess the lover's heart.

Occasionally a little straight.

Probably Xu Qingzhu was also vomited blood by her anger at some point.

Just dissolve it with love alone.

It is clear that she is older than Xu Qingzhu, but Xu Qingzhu always wants to take care of her feelings.

"Why not?" Xu Qingzhu continued to ask: "Aren't you worth it?"

Liang Shi was taken aback.

After a long time, Liang Shi closed his eyes and said, "Because... I love myself so much."

//

Liang Shi can withdraw from this relationship at any time because he loves himself too much.

She is always on the defensive.

Because she was worried that Xu Qingzhu would leave at any time when she met the destined person, she had to make preparations in advance that she would leave at any time.

Liang Shi's reason told her she had to do this.

Because almost no one can make decisions for her since she was a child, she has to make her own decisions.

And take responsibility for your own decisions.

Grandparents are so old and don't know a few words, so how should they be responsible for her life?

It would be nice to be able to give her the love that is within her cognition.

So her life seems to be stable, but in fact it has always been listed as ABCD.

There will always be Plan B.

The only time I never considered the consequences and was desperate was that I had to come back here.

Because I want to see Xu Qingzhu.

At that time, I felt that I really loved Xu Qingzhu.

But when the laws of this world were operating again, her love became haggled again.

So compared with Xu Qingzhu, her love is so insignificant that it's even hard to talk about it.

But I didn't expect that Xu Qingzhu just raised his hand to wipe away his tears after hearing what she said, and said to her seriously: "Then you love yourself well, and I will love you."

After finishing speaking, Xu Qingzhu added: "The premise is that you are not allowed to leave."

Liang Shi couldn't bear it, Xu Qingzhu's words made her burst into tears.

Later, Xu Qingzhu turned to comfort her.

The two stayed in the office for an unknown amount of time, until Xu Qingzhu groaned in his stomach, and glanced at his watch, it was already a little faster.

About three hours passed.

Liang Shi glanced at her stomach, his nose was a little sore, but his mood was basically recovered. When he heard Xu Qingzhu's stomach growl, he looked over curiously, stretched out his hand and retracted it, and so on.

Xu Qingzhu took her hand and put it on his stomach, and looked down at the stomach with soft eyes: "The doctor said that there is no movement now, and it will take a while."

Liang Shi caressed her stomach with his hand, "So is there our baby here?"

Xu Qingzhu nodded: "Yes."

"It feels amazing." Liang Shi said.

Xu Qingzhu: "..."

Xu Qingzhu probably didn't understand her feeling.

Because in Liang Shi's previous cognition, the two girls would not have children.

But now it is possible to give birth to a child because of the fusion of pheromones.

Is this probably an advancement in technology?

And this little friend is growing slowly in Xu Qingzhu's stomach, and will meet them in a few months.

Liang Shihui regained the bond of blood.

Bonds other than love.

When Liang Shi and Xu Qingzhu walked out of the office holding hands, the manager Chang Hui was no longer at the door, and sent a message to Liang Shi saying that something happened and left early.

Probably because I don't want to be a light bulb.

And I've been in this business for a long time, so I'm very eye-catching.

This floor has a direct elevator to the garage.

Liang Shi and Xu Qingzhu went directly to the garage to drive. After fastening their seat belts, Liang Shi asked Xu Qingzhu, "Do you want to eat outside or go home?"

"Go home." Xu Qingzhu said.

Liang Shi had no objection and drove home.

//

Clearly, he had just seen the Yujiang Bridge not long ago, and he had also been to this community, but at that time he felt that the weather was gray.

Even the Yujiang River felt foggy.

But during the day everything was clear and the clouds cleared.

When Liang Shi passed by Yu Jiang, he casually praised: "The weather is really nice today."

Xu Qingzhu glanced: "Yes."

But there is no sun today, and the clouds are piled up layer after layer, gray and white.

The traffic jam on the Yujiang Bridge made it almost impossible to move an inch.

The water in Yujiang is not as clear as before.

After Liang Shi and Xu Qingzhu went home, they changed their shoes familiarly, and when Xu Qingzhu was about to bend down to change shoes, he immediately squatted down and held her feet, took off her shoes, and picked them up from the shoe rack. Slippers, and put them on carefully for her.

Xu Qingzhu stood there in a daze.

Liang applied this posture and looked up at her, "Did I change your shoes like this before?"

Xu Qingzhu nodded slowly.

At that time, Liang Shi kissed her instep.

But Liang Shi drank too much at that time, now Liang Shi is sober.

Maybe the shoes didn't fit well. The new shoes I bought were a little smaller, which made Xu Qingzhu's heels turn red, and the little toe and thumb seemed to be peeling.

Liang Shi stared at her and suddenly stretched out his hand to press the side of her toes and thumbs. Xu Qingzhu gasped in pain and shrank back subconsciously, but was held down by Liang Shi and placed on her lap.

"Why?" Xu Qingzhu asked.

Liang Shi sighed: "The shoes don't fit your feet, you have to grind them out before you can wear new ones."

"Then don't you have to put on the sandal after wearing it?" Xu Qingzhu pulled her foot out of her hand, "This is beautiful and I like it, so I can wear it. It doesn't matter if it fits or not, as long as it can be worn."

Liang Shi had no choice but to say, "Okay."

As she said she got up and went to the bathroom to get hot water for her feet, but when she walked to the door, she suddenly realized, "Are you a metaphor?"

"It's a simile." Xu Qingzhu didn't hesitate.

Liang Shi: "..."

Her ears were a little hot from being told.

Liang Shi arranged Xu Qingzhu to sit on the sofa, and Liang Shi went to get the medicine packs and hot water for soaking his feet and brought Xu Qingzhu to the living room.

Liang Shi rolled up his sleeves, revealing a small section of his forearm.

The hair accidentally fell down and almost fell into the water. It was Xu Qingzhu who fished it out, and the hair survived.

Liang Shi bent over and squatted there, putting her feet into the basin, "It will make you feel better after soaking in it."

Xu Qingzhu patted the place next door to him, "Then you come with me."

Liang Shi: "..."

"Aren't you hungry? I'll cook for you." Liang Shi said.

Xu Qingzhu stared at her.

For a moment, Xu Qingzhu asked quietly and slowly: "Liang Shi, are you caring about me or the baby?"

Liang Shi: "?"

Liang Shi was startled: "You."

Xu Qingzhu was in a better mood, but still complained: "But you only treated me so well after I said I was pregnant. I think you love the baby more."

Liang Shi: "..."

"Why do you think so?" Liang Shi asked in surprise.

Xu Qingzhu was even more surprised: "Why not? Think about what you have done."

Liang Shi: "..."

"When I first entered the office, I was asked if I had considered divorce." Xu Qingzhu said: "Afterwards, I said I was pregnant, and you said that I couldn't leave. If you are not because of the child, what else can you do?"

Liang Shi: "..."

"I'm crying because of you." Liang Shi squatted, and had to look up a little to see Xu Qingzhu's face, which happened to be the angle of looking up.

Those light brown pupils looked at Xu Qingzhu seriously: "My heart was broken when you cried like that."

"Don't you love yourself the most?" Xu Qingzhu said.

Liang Shi paused: "But if I'm still intact, I'll be sad because of you."

"Then you are so determined to leave." Xu Qingzhu wanted to cry when he thought of the scene that day, tears rolled in his eyes, and his voice choked up again: "When I woke up that morning, I felt..."

Liang Shi didn't dare to listen, but he was also curious.

Just look at her tenderly and listen to her speak slowly.

Xu Qingzhu took a deep breath before saying, "I almost jumped off the stairs that day."

In fact, it can be judged from the tone of voice that it was not Liang Shi's original intention to make this request.

But for Xu Qingzhu, it was a very painful thing.

She kept denying herself and rebuilding, denying herself again, rebuilding again, again and again.

The spirit reached the critical point of collapse again and again.

But even so, he never even wailed, just sat there and shed tears dully.

Liang Shi was surprised when he heard this: "What are you doing?"

Xu Qingzhu closed his eyes, half of the tears fell, and the other half hung on his eyelashes.

She whispered, "You probably forgot that I used to have a mental illness."

Liang Shi: "..."

Liang Shi felt as if [-] sour plums were stuffed inside, sour and swollen.

Her eyes gradually fogged up.

Xu Qingzhu looked at her and smiled, licked his lower lip lightly, and slowly bent down.

He closed his eyes lightly and placed a kiss on her lips.

Lips touch lightly.

There are wet water marks.

Liang Shi was angry and uncomfortable, "Why are you so stupid."

"But what should I do?" Xu Qingzhu said, "I have no other way."

Liang Shi didn't dare to look into her eyes anymore, and lowered his eyebrows to wash her feet.

Xu Qingzhu said again: "Come on, let's soak our feet together."

Liang Shi was embarrassed to go up, he didn't have that face.

As a result, Xu Qingzhu said, "Don't you want to get closer to me?"

Liang Shi: "..."

Liang Shi also took off his socks and sat beside her.

Feet touched in the water, Xu Qingzhu's head rested on Liang Shi's shoulder.

The house suddenly became quiet, so quiet that you could almost hear the heartbeats of both parties.

Liang Shi asked Xu Qingzhu: "When was it found out?"

Xu Qingzhu replied: "About ten days ago."

"Then you..." Liang Shi didn't dare to ask her, and he was a little timid when speaking.

Xu Qingzhu turned her head away, put his hands on her face, and looked at each other, "Liang Shi, are you very guilty?"

Liang Shi nodded.

Xu Qingzhu said: "Then you should love me more."

Liang Shi put his hand on the back of her neck and nodded slowly.

Xu Qingzhu leaned forward, his voice lowered: "Just a little bit."

Liang Shi pursed his lips for a long time, and when his lips touched each other, he made a serious and sincere promise: "In the future, I will love you more than I love you."