Peach Blossom Order

I have always been here—I will always be here waiting for you, even if I die, I will be buried in the ground waiting for your return. "

At this moment, Jing Yi's eyes gradually became focused. He stretched out his arms to hug Wei Zheng, buried his head on his shoulder, and said, "Ziqian, I'm sorry... I lost my composure in a moment of excitement."

Wei Zheng looked at him speechlessly, still shocked by the tear he shed just now.Faced with such a dilemma, he finally chose his ideal.What qualifications does he have to ask for more?

The sound of the watchman knocking on the bang was heard in the distance, Jing Yi listened carefully, and after a moment of silence, said: "It's the second watch."

Wei Zheng said: "It's Xu time. You should go back too, lest my aunt be too worried."

Jingyi shook her head, held his hand, and said, "Stay with you for a while."

Wei Zheng smiled, and held Jing Yi's hand instead, fingers interlaced.Quietly staring at the familiar facial features of the person in front of him, Wei Zheng thought to himself, maybe after this meeting, it will be difficult to see each other again.

The hatchback was speechless, staring for a long time, everything was silent.After a while, Jingyi let go of her hand and said, "I have to go. Ziqian, please take care of yourself."

Wei Zheng watched him get up and tie up the messy bun again, the thought in his heart kept rolling.Jingyi stood up, pushed open the door, suddenly stopped and turned around and said, "Ask you again, Ziqian, are you really not going to the capital with me?"

Wei Zheng shook his head, and then he clearly saw the expression of extreme disappointment that could not be concealed on Jing Yi's face, and his heart suddenly twitched.Wei Zheng is compassionate, knowing that the difference in life is an irreparable gap between the two of them, but because of their mutual understanding, no one wants to force the other to change their wishes.

Since we can't be together after all, why bother to be so persistent... The Buddha said that not being able to get what you want is the most painful thing, and this persistence will eventually implicate others...

"Then I'm leaving." Jing Yi turned around and was about to step out of the room, but Wei Zheng suddenly called out from behind: "Zi Zheng!" Went to the capital?With great joy, Jing Yi turned her head, her eyes full of anticipation.

Facing Jingyi's expectant eyes, Wei Zheng bit his head and said, "Zizheng, there are three unfilial acts, and the greatest thing is to have no offspring. After you return to the capital, find a lady from a good family and marry her... Do you have any?" Personally take care of the daily life, so that my aunt can feel at ease." As he spoke, he couldn't help lowering his eyes to avoid Jingyi's gradually cold gaze, "You... forget about tonight. I hope you can succeed Fulfill one's ideals, govern the country, bring peace to the world, live the rest of your life happily, have a full house of children and grandchildren, and die in bed..."

Listening to his words, Jing Yi's face had turned to freezing point, and he said coldly: "Ziqian, I thought you understood me!" He gritted his teeth, and his chest was filled with anger: What does this mean?Insinuating that he was just an accident tonight, everyone got together and got together, no need to be responsible, just a romantic night?What did he take for granted?She even persuaded him to marry a wife and have children...

"I'm very disappointed!" After saying that, he turned around and strode out.

Watching his leaving back, Wei Zheng closed his eyes with a miserable look on his face.He said he didn't understand, but he never understood!It is because I know his affection so well that I am afraid that he will be hurt by others and even the whole world because of this affection.However, when he said that, he never understood his own heart...

Forget it, forget it, he is Jing Yi Jing Zizheng, he has always been the most assertive, and I have never persuaded him.

After that night, Jing Yi never came to see Wei Zheng again.Wei Zheng knew that he was really angry.But Wei Zheng didn't look for him, it was just as usual.The only change was that Ye Qing'er looked at him with a little dodge.

Five days later, Jingyi left by boat under the watchful eye of the county magistrate and others.What he didn't know was that Wei Zheng was standing under the eaves of the restaurant outside the wharf, holding an oil-paper umbrella in his hand, leaning against the green brick wall, watching him silently, watching the boat slowly drifting away in the drizzle. Disappeared in the water light sky.

What Wei Zheng didn't know was that one afternoon, Jing Yi came to the window of the school, watched him concentrate on teaching the children, listened to his gentle and mellow voice explaining the way of saints, stayed for a long time, and after he finished the lecture Before that, he quietly left again.

Eight people grow up and hate water Changdong

Returning to the capital and continuing her job as a servant of the Ministry of Officials, every time Jingyi thinks back to that night in Peach Blossom Town, she always has a sweet, sour and angry mood.

Sweetness is sweetness. On that intimate night, the bitterness was because they were still apart after all, and the anger was because of Wei Zheng's last words.

What does it mean to forget that night and let him marry a lady from a good family?Insinuating that he forgets that night and only treats it as a romantic night?Even though it was indeed impulsive, since he did such a thing, he has made up his mind that he will never regret it, nor intend to be irresponsible for the rest of his life!

However, Wei Zheng didn't seem to take it seriously at all, letting himself forget about it; he obviously hurt someone's heart with words like a knife, but he still seemed to be thinking about him and planning for him!

It was as if he had given his whole heart and given all the feelings he could give to that person, but he was rejected by that person for his own good reasons, and poured the icy cold water into his defenseless heart Average!

The more Jing Yi thought about it, the more angry he became, and finally he was so angry that his whole chest hurt a little. Touching his aching chest, he sighed, picked up the letter sent by Wei Zheng, and read it for a long time. Put it away.

He couldn't reply to the letter. Now that he is full of resentment, if he writes a reply letter with a pen, if he writes it out, it may be so sharp that he can't bear to look directly at it. How can he send it out to make that person sad?Let it go, if you are bitter, you will be alone and silent, and you don't have to make him feel sad together.

In a flash, it was three years.

The letters received had piled up into a mountain, and none of the boxes could fit in it, so Jingyi had to bring another box to hold Wei Zheng's letter.In the past three years, he hasn't replied to a single letter. At first it was because of anger, but as time went on, he didn't dare.

I haven't replied to the letter for so long, but Wei Zheng still sent everything that should be sent, and didn't even mention the fact that he didn't receive a reply.If he wrote back suddenly, would Wei Zheng's next letter just accuse him of his actions?

The longer time passed, the more guilty Jingyi felt. Every time she received a letter, she put it away like a treasure, but never replied.If outsiders know that in their eyes, Jing Shilang, who has always been decisive in killing and attacking, is so worried about gains and losses that he dare not write for a few letters. I don't know if his jaw will drop in shock.

Jingyi has already figured it out. In the final analysis, it is nothing more than his inability to let go of his ideals and his unwillingness to leave his homeland. The conflict between the two has resulted in the separation of the two places.And the heavy pressure of reality forced them to marry wives and have children. Both of them were like this, so how could I blame him?

Now, he himself is almost unable to withstand the pressure.His mother had already been taken to the capital by him, and now she told him all day long that she wanted him to marry a wife; he also heard that the emperor's younger sister, Princess Leyang, liked him quite a lot and intended to marry him; It's quite unbearable, all kinds of speculations are flying in the sky, in order to curb the rumors, the emperor who has always favored him may order a marriage.

Only when it happened to him did he truly understand how much pressure from reality was.He was still jealous of Wei Zheng's wife, Ye Qing'er, but the little bit of blame he had at the beginning gradually dissipated without a trace as the pressure of reality gradually deepened.

Not long after, sure enough, the imperial decree of the emperor's marriage came down, and he was appointed to Shang Leyang Princess.Faced with the princess' affection, the kindness of the emperor who cultivated and promoted her, and the ardent intention of her mother, Jingyi couldn't make up her mind to resist the order after all, and could only choose to accept it in the end.

As the wedding day approached, Jing Yi looked at the two boxes, which were full of letters sent by Wei Zheng since he came to the capital.With trembling hands, he touched the thick stack of letter paper, looking at the somewhat yellowed pages and the still clear black ink, feeling miserable.

I thought I could stick to the end, but in the end, I still couldn't beat time and reality.Now I am still qualified to stand by his side?

Jing Yi deeply understood why when Wei Zheng got married, he only sent a ten-character letter.Now it was his turn. Like Wei Zheng back then, every time he came to write, he didn't know what to write, and the tip of the pen trembled slightly, staining the entire letter paper.

In the end, he had no choice but to hastily write down the ten words that he had memorized in his heart, and sent the letter.

I have married a wife, everything is fine, don't read it.

...how ridiculous.

When Wei Zheng received the letter, he was taken aback.He didn't expect that for three whole years, Jingyi didn't reply to his letter, and three years later, the first letter he sent was actually the ten words he had written to him back then.

He looked at the letter paper with a startled expression, as if he wanted to cry, but also seemed to want to laugh.After being dazed for a long time, he just wanted to laugh at himself, but he suddenly coughed, coughing until the sky was dark, and he collapsed back on the bed.

Lying on the bed, he thought in his heart, this is really the reincarnation of heaven, the retribution is not good, the ten words he sent out, but now Jing Yi wrote them and sent them back to him.

There was a wry smile on the corner of his lips, and the self-deprecating words came to his lips, but turned into a series of coughing.Ye Qing'er heard the strange movement in the house, quickly put the baby in her arms back on the bed, rushed to Wei Zheng's bedside, helped him up distressedly, patted his back, and said repeatedly: "Sir, what's wrong? Be careful , follow your breath, don't cough again..."

The child abandoned by the mother made a loud noise outside the door