[Online game] Priest is brutal

Abyss was already in a low mood, just when he thought he saw hope, Ye Shaohua's abrupt words almost knocked him out of his mind.

At this moment, Abyss is not as interested in teasing as in the past, but said weakly: "Girl...why bother..."

Ye Shaohua still has such a condescending aura - it seems to have some similarities with his brother, she is domineering: "If you tell me what happened to my brother, I can still think about answering you."

Abyss frowned.

He actually didn't want to say it.One is that he really can't figure out how to say these twists and turns, and the other is that if he said that the relationship between the two began to become subtle after finding out that her brother was gay, and finally turned into such a result... If Ye Chonghua's family didn't know about it, then he was the one who helped Ye Chonghua out.

Abyss is not so stupid yet.

Abyss didn't want to make up a lie at this time, but just faltered: "I did something bad..."

"Hmph," Ye Shaohua didn't seem to notice that he was going to mumble, and said, "Do you know where I found you?! It's on the blacklist!"

Hearing this, Abyss' heart suddenly twitched.

He knew that Ye Chonghua would leave in the end and he didn't want to say a word to him, but he didn't know... Ye Chonghua would add him to the blacklist before leaving.

Although he has always been popular and has never had such an experience, he still knows what such a blacklist means.

It's not just that I don't want to pay attention to this person, it's that I don't even want to see this person again.

Abyss remembered that Ye Chonghua seemed to block him a long time ago, but he could feel that Ye Chonghua was not really too angry at that time, so he was able to quickly make the other party happy and say that his heart softened.

But now Abyss is keenly aware that Ye Chonghua may not be angry this time, but... already wants to sever all contact with him, and never see each other again.

And Abyss' worst plan for everything is to break up the relationship.Although he is not good at giving up, but the best choice under the balance of some things is to give up.There may be a lot of sadness and melancholy in the middle, but he believes that time will dissolve the embarrassment, and no matter how strong the emotion is, it will be dissolved by time. As long as that person is still there, there is still room for many things to change.

But Ye Chonghua decided to disappear in his world just like that - obviously there were still many things to do between them, many of his promises were not fulfilled, and many words were not said to him.

That's how Ye Chonghua resolutely left without leaving any room, and simply left his world. For Abyss, all that was left was remorse and hesitation, and all that was left were memories that were neither embarrassing nor embarrassing. All the knots are left behind, but no one can untie them.

If you leave, there is nothing left.

The laughter and cursing in the past, the company from late spring to midsummer, the tacit understanding of gestures, the entanglement of breathing, and the inadvertent smiles at each other are all superficial.

Abyss covered his mouth with his hand, and propped his forehead with the other hand, trying his best to endure, not letting himself scream—he felt that there was a wave swallowing him, making him unable to make a sound or breathe.

Seeing that he didn't speak at the other end of the screen, Ye Shaohua couldn't help herself, and said: "My brother never left after playing like this, no matter how hard others scold him, no matter how badly they treat him—even Jiang Chu Like Yingying, at most he deletes friends—and rarely adds people to the blacklist, what the hell have you done?!"

After all, Abyss still couldn't tell Ye Shaohua the specific reason, and his answer was very bad: "...help me find your brother and ask him to answer my phone, please."

"I won't do it!" Ye Shaohua replied decisively, "Why should I listen to someone who makes my brother unhappy?!"

Abyss stayed up all night, feeling that his body was gradually becoming more and more exhausted under the torment of these crushing moods, he braced himself: "Let me talk to him, it will make him feel better."

"Cut," Ye Shaohua's tone seemed to be full of contempt, "I guess I guessed what you did, he is an adult, he doesn't know what is good for him and what is bad for him. ? I respect all his decisions, and it is absolutely impossible to help him choose. If he doesn’t want to contact you, he just doesn’t want to contact you. I will not interfere with his thoughts—to destroy his life in the name of being good to him.”

Ye Shaohua's tone was a little fierce, but Abyss was not angry, he said lightly: "So you actually didn't plan to tell me from the beginning?"

Ye Shaohua seemed guilty for a moment, but didn't answer right away.Then she said, "Yes."

Abyss smiled wearily: "You really love your brother."

"Yes, I love him very much, he is my brother." Ye Shaohua said simply.

"He's my older brother. The thing I used to complain about the most was that I was the one who took away all the love from my parents. He was actually very bad. He caught bugs to scare me, and hid when he took me out to play. He deliberately wanted to make me cry, and lied to me that the British all looked like Teletubbies, and if he wiped some static electricity at night, he would say that he knew lightning magic, and if I didn’t obey, he would call me...he is a big fool.” Ye Shaohua said with.

"He is a villain. He likes to fool me the most. He always calls me stupid and stupid, but when my parents ask me when I break his things, he says he did it himself. When I was bullied, he himself Going to fight with others, when I was crying he obviously had something to do, but he wanted to stay by my side until I was done crying... He is my brother, I hope his life will be safe and smooth, everyone he meets is a good person, do Everything can be successful. Even if there is something bad, I also think that I can protect him."

"I always thought you were nice and could make my brother look happier, more like the old days, but I didn't expect you to be an asshole!"

Abyss felt that this girl seemed to want to cry.

She couldn't see his brother being wronged a little bit.

He quickly changed the topic: "What is it like before?"

Ye Shaohua is not very happy now, so he didn't quarrel with him: "He used to be more energetic than now, he likes to joke, like to lie, and likes to laugh. My brother is very good, from childhood to adulthood, parents They all told me to learn from my brother. He's just...unlucky, always meeting bastards."

"asshole?"

"Yes, bastard, like you," Ye Shaohua said mercilessly, "When he was in college, he was far away from home, and fell in love with someone. Because of that incident, he was kicked out of the house by his parents. I thought that my parents would not be angry with him for too long, and I also thought that his lover would spend a good time with him, but in the end he broke up with that person. At that time, he was going to take the postgraduate entrance examination, but he gave up for some reason. Dad Mom didn't let him go home, so he lived outside alone, and occasionally asked me to bring something to my parents. Later, when I saw him, he didn't smile or talk much, and his expression always seemed to be restrained, as if... It’s just trying to force myself to live a good life.”

"But it doesn't matter," Ye Shaohua said, "He is my brother and my hero, no one will accompany him, so I will accompany him to the end. It's no big deal."

"Life is so long, and you are just a scum he passed by. If he thinks there is no need to scold you, then I will scold you. After scolding, you are just a stranger and have nothing to do with us."

"I'm sorry that I actually had expectations of you, but see you now, bastard." Ye Shaohua typed very fast, she spoke very fast, and then blacked out the abyss.

Then Ye Youcanhua's name became black again.

Abyss knew that, in fact, that account was still online.

It's just that they can no longer talk to each other, and they can no longer see each other.

Ye Shaohua said a lot to him, beyond what a younger sister would say to the people she hated.

When he saw Ye Chonghua in the past, he would complain that his parents treated him badly because he had a younger sister, would molested his younger sister, and would fight alone.He changed from an immature child to an increasingly stable teenager, and then he seemed to have experienced a relationship...but it seemed that it was not a suitable object.

He was abandoned by his lover and relatives, he lived alone, and gradually lost his smile, but he still lived a good life, he has always been so good.

He is so strong that he doesn't even like to admit defeat when playing online games.

He is so strong, even if he leaves, he will be clean and tidy, without any apology or explanation from others.

In the end, Abyss only became someone else to him. Abyss originally thought that time would erase the embarrassment between them and make them look like ordinary friends, but he didn't know that he was what he wanted to erase with time.

Until now, when it was impossible for that person to hear what he said, Abyss knew that he still had no way to abandon this person——

He didn't want himself to become the past he had abandoned, he didn't want him to suffer more grievances, he had already made too many mistakes, and he didn't want to miss his life.

He wants to listen to him talk and see him laugh, he wants to fight side by side with him, he wants to go through mountains and rivers with him.

He wanted to be by his side, but at this moment Ye Chonghua was gone.

The world is big, time is long, Ye Chonghua has many, many opportunities to meet good people and live a better life, he is a good person, he will have many friends, he will try new games, even if there is nothing before What is not going well, what is not going well, will gradually be dissolved by the years.

He will get better and better.

But the abyss can no longer be seen, at most he is just a short journey in Ye Chonghua's long life.

He has given up on the abyss.

His future will not include this person.

But Abyss is unwilling.

Only now did he know how naive his thoughts were. He almost suffocated when he thought that Ye Chonghua would completely disappear from his life——talking about forgetting each other in the future

He would feel uncomfortable hearing Ye Chonghua's unsatisfactory past, so how could he be willing to be Ye Chonghua's unsatisfactory?

He didn't know how long he sat and thought about it.

It wasn't until he saw Ye You Chonghua from among his friends online that he woke up from his thoughts.

"I see, thanks," he messaged.