German supremacy

'Guess what we saw today? Schmidt opened his mouth mysteriously, and exchanged an enigmatic look with Haas, "Guess what we met today?" '

'What? Vogel shook the cigarette in his mouth absently, looking at the cards in his hand.I might win this round, he thought triumphantly, and gave Schmidt a casual sideways glance, 'There is something special to meet here. '

Haas had a strange smile that was expected and full of meaning on his face, 'A good thing you can't even dream of. ' he said in a dreamy tone, while Schmidt looked beside him in agreement.

Vogel threw the ten of hearts on the cardboard, feeling a little impatient with the two of them hesitating and making mysteries, "Don't be stupid, everyone, the food here has always been good...it's your turn, Neumann . '

The man opposite him slowly put the nine of hearts on the cardboard, looked at Haas and Schmidt thoughtfully, "Did you see a poster of a beautiful woman?" '

Haas gave him a surprised look, 'Almost, we met a few women. ' he said, again with a look of intoxication on his face--and Schmidt looked much like him, 'a couple of strong, pretty women, ('and no lice,' Schmidt added.) How do you Know? '

Neumann smiled, and they exchanged a knowing look.

Vogel glanced at them, 'Have you committed suicide? ' he asked, running through his hair a little irritably.The weather started to get hot, he thought a little anxiously, this is really not a good sign, either too cold or too hot, there is never a comfortable time.

'Of course. 'Schmidt replied as a matter of course, he looked in high spirits, beautiful, 'indescribable feeling.It's a pity you didn't come, Vogel. '

Vogel smiled, 'What do you exchange for? '

'Bread and cheese. '

'Then I'd rather not go. Vogel curled his lips, "I haven't eaten enough yet." '

'Now we have no shortage of supplies. ' interrupted Neumann suddenly, 'it's no big deal to exchange food. '

Schmidt and Haas showed a look of agreement, "You don't need to save so much, Vogel, it's much better now than before, and I can take you there to see it later--it's really worth the money." '

A secret smile appeared on Neumann's face.

The noon sun was burning on Vogel's back, as if there were countless flying insects flying around his ears, he pulled his collar vigorously, but this did not seem to slow down the strange irritability and impatience .He flicked a card casually, annoyed that it was the ace of spades that shouldn't be played at this time, he couldn't help becoming more anxious, he could feel a drop of sweat slowly dripping from his back into the waist of his trousers inside.

Vogel stood up abruptly, 'I want to go to the bathroom. '

Haas winked at him, Vogel glared at him, turned and strode away, he could hear Neumann and Schmidt discussing the looks of the women—and Haas's loud voice It was quickly added.

Vogel looked back, and vaguely saw the smile on the man's face shining in the sunlight.

Vogel sat under the tree, thinking.

He had never considered the true relationship between Neumann Scheiber and him, Vogel Lange, so seriously.He suddenly realized that he knew nothing about Neumann: he didn't know what he liked to eat, what books to read, what to do, what job he did before serving in the army, his family situation or his ideals - he didn't even know him. Do you like men or not.In getting along with Neumann, his complaints and complaints accounted for the majority, while Neumann has always been a silent person.

do i like himHe asked himself, do I love him?

Of course, he likes Neumann's physical appearance and his company - he does have a bit of a greasy feeling in his heart.But do I love him?He asked himself, do I need him so much that I have to?

Vogel narrowed his eyes.

It seems that there is no such thing.

They could barely even be called friends.

He took a deep drag on his cigarette.

Vogel recalled Neumann's face—handsome and mature, hard and serious when he wasn't smiling.His eyes were clear and calm, and his hair was blond—although not so radiant now.He is definitely a good man who is very popular with girls. Vogel can fully imagine Neumann holding his daughter and smiling.are you worth itVogel thought, are you worth it for him to give up all this?Will he give up these things because of you?What about after the war?Even if he could give it up, would you—a disgraceful gay who didn't even have to be so obliged to him—really worth it?

The smoke choked into his throat, Vogel coughed non-stop, the glare of the sun shot straight into his eyes, and he felt sore in his eye sockets—something flowed out of his eyes, it was not tears , No, it's just physiological saline caused by too sore eye muscles.

He straightened up.

The sun is so dazzling that many recruits will definitely suffer from heat stroke when going off-road.Thinking firmly, Vogel crushed the cigarette butt on the tree trunk, and suddenly found that he was the only one in the woods.

The feeling of loneliness flooded in like a tide, and Vogel pressed hard on his chest to make sure his heart was beating normally and tried to ignore the pain like being hit by shrapnel.

He didn't expect the pain to be so severe.

Until the war is over, he thought, at least not until the war is over.