[Conan] Hagi's daily life

"I am back……"

Hagiwara Chihaya, who was sitting on the sofa eating an apple, was a little surprised: "Why are you downcast?"

Hagiwara Kenji scratched his face: "It's too hot today, I feel so tired... Is anyone at home using the shower room? I want to take a shower first."

"Mom just went out to buy vegetables, and I'm at home now, you go."

Nodding, Hagiwara Kenji returned to the room.

After taking a bath, Hagiwara Kenji buried himself in the quilt on the bed, and Matsuda Jinpei's pretendingly calm questions echoed in his mind again and again.

"What's the difference between me and my dad who only knows alcoholism?"

"...Sorry, I have to go back today."

Hagiwara Kenji turned over sullenly, staring at the ceiling, but his mind had already flown away with Matsuda Jinpei.

To be honest, Kenji Hagiwara did not expect Matsuda Jinpei to be so sensitive at all. Looking back on the past relationship carefully, Kenji Hagiwara can be sure how clumsy his cover-up was in the eyes of Matsuda Jinpei.

According to Hagiwara Kenji's understanding of Matsuda Jinpei, he was able to endure it until today, and he has not beaten anyone. Matsuda Jinpei can be said to be tolerant to him to the limit, which is enough to show that for Matsuda Jinpei, Hagiwara Kenji is very important. Can make him endure many times.

After all, when Matsuda Jinpei solves problems, he prefers people who solve problems directly.

"But Xiaojinping is definitely very angry..." Hagiwara Kenji murmured.

And it's all what he deserves—Kenji Hagiwara has a deep understanding of this point.

Hagiwara Kenji said to himself, think about what you have done: when Xiaojinping cared about you, he didn’t tell him the whole situation (hidden something), when Xiaojinping wanted to help you, he chose to change the subject and refuse Help, but when it is my turn, I keep intervening in the other party's questions, without asking the other party's thoughts at all.

Isn't this a kind of self-righteous charity and sympathy?Doesn't this mean that the other party is not a friend who can help each other?

Xiaozhen Ping has been waiting for himself to discover this, and clearly believes that he can definitely realize this...

Kenji Hagiwara would rather be beaten up by Matsuda Jinpei, rather than being alone in the house, staring at the ceiling in a daze, letting regret and pain flood his heart with the tide.

"How should I apologize tomorrow...? Tell Xiaozhenping everything at the very least... But what if Xiaozhenping doesn't accept it? Or accept the apology calmly, and then draw a clear line with me ?”

Kenji Hagiwara knew that he was overly anxious now, and he couldn't think of a good way to go on like this, but he couldn't calm down at all, his thoughts were in a mess, and he could only roll around on the bed frustrated.

Just when Hagiwara Kenji was still struggling, Hagiwara Chihaya's voice came from outside the door: "Kenji——Dinner is ready!"

Hagiwara Kenji stopped his rolling behavior, took a deep breath, and said loudly: "I know——!"

Turning my head to look at the alarm clock next to the bed, I realized that I was too absorbed in thinking about things, and it was already meal time.Hagiwara Kenji raised his hands and patted his face vigorously, then stood up and took a few deep breaths, as if this could drive all the frustration out of his body.

No matter what, I have to take the initiative to open the door, pull Xiaozhenping in, and continue to be friends!Such a situation is depressing, how can it be!Xiao Zhenping has been working hard for so long, and at this critical moment, of course he is doing his best to do it well!

Come on, Hagiwara Kenji!

……

The next day was a rest day, Hagiwara Kenji didn't sleep well, woke up early in the morning, put on his clothes casually, and rushed out of the house, heading straight to Matsuda Jinheira's house.

Panting, he ran to the door of Matsuda Jinpei's house. Just as he was about to ring the doorbell, he remembered that he had left early in the morning. At this point, everyone in Matsuda Jinpei's family might still be asleep.

Realizing this, he lowered the hand he had just raised, and stood at the door, sweating profusely, his face was surprisingly hot, and the blood was surging rapidly in his body, which made Kenji Hagiwara feel that he had gone too far. People are dizzy.

Just as he was trying to walk around Matsuda Jinhei's house to relax, Matsuda Jinhei opened the door and walked out.

Looking at each other's faces, the two sighed dryly together.

"This... um... Xiaozhenhei, you woke up so early." Hagiwara Kenji felt that the soles of his feet were light, as if he was stepping on a cloud, and he stretched out his hand to grab anything he could grab in order to stand still. His eyes Go around.

Matsuda Jinpei seemed a little irritable, and after briefly looking at Hagiwara Kenji, he quickly moved his eyes away, and said casually, "Ah...you're pretty early, too."

Hearing Matsuda Jinpei's reply, Hagiwara Kenji calmed down a little, and he mustered up the courage to stumble and say, "Well, about... about what you said yesterday, Xiaojinpei, I will go back and reflect on it..."

Hearing the word "reflection", Matsuda, who was planning to say something, paused, realizing that this precious friendship might not be burned by his anger yesterday, the corners of his mouth immediately raised, but he tried hard to restrain it, and for a while His expression was a little distorted.

Fortunately, Kenji Hagiwara didn't notice at all. He tried his best to organize his words and wanted to express his thoughts clearly. He even bent down hard first, preparing to apologize to the end in this posture, and express it loudly: "I'm really sorry! I, Hagiwara Kenji, did a lot of things to make you sad! It's me..."

"Hi, Hagiwara."

Kenji Hagiwara shuddered, straightened up subconsciously, and looked at Jinhei Matsuda eagerly, with sweat dripping from the heat or nervousness, and even a few drops slid down the corners of his eyes.

Matsuda Jinpei approached him step by step, as if to hit him, Hagiwara Kenji couldn't help but close his eyes, but felt a gust of wind blowing along his face, and then his hair was pressed heavily by something, and then he took advantage of the situation to turn his messy hair into a A messier touch.

"I didn't expect to see a fool in a daze at the door of my house early in the morning. Did Hagiwara Kenji sleepwalk in the morning?"

Hagiwara Kenji smiled so warmly that the corners of his eyes and brows showed warmth, he hugged Matsuda Jinpei happily, and soon let go amidst the resistance of the other party, "It's very hot! Let go!".As a result, Matsuda Jinpei turned around and put his hand on Hagiwara Kenji's shoulder, tried to circle Hagiwara Kenji's neck, and commented: "That's right, the feel is right."

"Sure enough, Xiao Zhenping is still thinking about how to hit me?"

Matsuda Jinping said in a cool tone, "It's good that you know."

Hagiwara Kenji quickly raised his hand and put it on the other's shoulder, and said with a smile: "Then I have to make preparations first~"

Matsuda Jinping snorted, and finally couldn't hold back, and laughed too.

……

"I am back."

"Excuse me~"

Hagiwara Kenji followed Matsuda Jinpei back home, put on the slippers that the other party found out after putting on the shoes he had taken off: "Little Jinpei, is there no one in your house today?"

Matsuda Jinpei hummed: "You can always wear those slippers when you come to my house from now on."

"What about the previous pair?"

"It's unglued. I tried to stick it back with glue, but the glue didn't work at all. In the end, I bought a new one."

"Wow! Why are there parts in one place, is this a fan?"

"It's a small fan." Matsuda Jinhei sat cross-legged on the sofa, "Forget about that, just sit here."

"Yes, yes." Hagiwara Kenji also sat cross-legged on the sofa, but his posture was more like curled up, "Hmm...where should I start to explain..."

After organizing the words for a while, Hagiwara Kenji put his face on his knees: "First of all, it's dreaming. I don't usually dream, but when I dream, the content of the dream should come and go. Those few things, and after waking up I don't remember much, so I don't know exactly what I dreamed.

I think the content of these dreams is very important, so important that I am afraid that I will forget it every time. In fact, I do forget most of the content every time, and remember the same content every time. "

"Didn't you say that your family took you to see a doctor? So what did the doctor say?" Matsuda Jinping asked curiously.

Kenji Hagiwara sighed: "I only heard the doctor say that the results of the previous examinations are the same... Later I asked everyone in the family several times, and my parents told me that there is no problem, so I don't think too much, just relax , play more with classmates and friends; my sister always told me to listen to my parents! She also said that dreams are like this, and any kind of dream is not unusual. Everyone said that, so I can only believe it... "

After hearing this, Matsuda Jinpei was at a loss: "Is it possible to dream like this? I have never dreamed before."

"That's why I don't mention it very much!" Kenji Hagiwara swayed from side to side, muttering in a low voice, "When I mention it, I always feel... I feel like I'm being coquettish..."

Matsuda Jinpei laughed at him maliciously: "Someone stood at my door early this morning and acted like a baby—"

"After all, I did something wrong... I have to apologize for doing something wrong..." Hagiwara Kenji hummed, feeling a little embarrassed, but he made a mistake first and couldn't refute it, and Matsuda Jinpei was holding him tight.

Seeing that his speech was much more straightforward than before, Matsuda Jinpei still let him go: "Then what did you dream about?"

"The most common thing is a blank space, but I think that is very dazzling light. In the dream, I have been running desperately, but I don't know where I am going, and I don't know why I am running away. Kenji Hagiwara subconsciously stretched out his hands to cover his ears, "Besides, it's very quiet there, so the sound of the heartbeat is very loud."

"It's really strange, it's a dream." Matsuda Jinhei said, "It's not a scary feeling at all. Why do you say it's a nightmare?"

Hagiwara Kenji was stopped by the question, he tilted his head and thought hard for a while, and finally shook his head: "I don't know, I just think it's a nightmare."

Matsuda Jinpei was a little speechless: "Could it be that they are all like this? It sounds like you're not afraid at all, but you think it's the type of nightmare, right?"

The answer was Hagiwara Kenji's thumbs up rather readily.

The author has something to say:

I don't know why, but writing about two children reconciling makes me so inspired...

But it was very cool to write, and once wrote the effect of two people posting (?)

To be honest, when I look back after writing, I feel that I am really not writing about how I got along with Xiao Xunran when I was a child?

What hooking shoulders and backs, what messing up hair, and there have been cases where they become the other party's back pendant and dragged away in winter.

...It seems that I understand why I like hagi and I like Xiaozhenping (strange understanding has been added. jpg)

Then I started to think about adding the formation level to the protagonist column... According to my progress and formation rate, this is basically the daily life of the duo, right?But it is true that Xiao Xunran who has a good relationship keeps posting like this all year round, and it is troublesome to review the profile change, let's talk about it.

After the reconciliation here, the two people feel that they are very open when talking to each other... Both of them are the type with a sense of distance. In fact, it will be more difficult for Xiaozhenping to open up, but it is really hard to bear Hagi. Knows (and loves) sultry, good observation skills and considerate, not to mention communication skills are also at the full level, Xiaozhenping quickly fell into the trap (laughs)

What’s more, I feel that children are the straight-talking type, especially when trying to praise others or apologize. Even if they usually speak more maturely, they will be very straight-balled. I was once straight-balled by a relative’s child...

Children are so scary (feeling)

In the next chapter, do you want them to eat tiramisu together... I'm a little hungry.

By the way, because a chapter is posted immediately after writing, if the chapters drop frequently, it means that I am not only full of love but also inspired.