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The autumn rain has been pattering all night, and the uncleaned stains on the glass windows have been washed into messy paintings. There is no moonlight, and the whole room is dark and gloomy.

Gu Siyu was lying on the bed, and heard the sound of rain in a half-dream, and she had never been so quiet for a moment, listening to Qiu Yu subconsciously thinking about the future.

She thought about what to do after she got the money, whether she should go to the entertainment industry to buy a role to become a female star, she thought about it seriously, now there are very few lesbian dramas in this market, she is serious about filming dramas, maybe one day the market will open up, She could get an award or something.

If it becomes popular, it will be easier for her to become a star and make money.

Apart from being able to drive a motorcycle and having a good-looking face, she is half-baked. It's a pity to think of this.She dropped out of high school before finishing her sophomore year.After leaving the society, I found that although reading is difficult and boring, it is the simplest thing.

At that time, she was seventeen, at the most beautiful age of her girlhood, so beautiful that she couldn't describe it, with a height of [-], thin waist and long legs, she was so narcissistic that she felt that she could enter the entertainment circle.

Naturally, she was surrounded by a lot of people obsessed with beauty. There was a rich second generation who chased her fiercely, gave her flowers and money, and stalked her. Annoyed and swearing to warn others.The rich second generation can't love her, she has a problem with her brain and fantasizes herself as a boss, thinking that Gu Siyu is trying to refuse but still welcome, and wants to kiss her, but Gu Siyu can't bear it anymore, she is directly angry, copying The wine bottle hit the opponent's head.

Later, during the competition, the rich second generation retaliated against her by spending money to buy several people to besiege her and bumped her on the field. What was even more disgusting was to report her for riding a motorcycle as an underage, and the police came and confiscated her motorcycle.

In the summer when the birds were chirping, she went from having a little bit to nothing again. At night, she lay on the bed, suffering from dislocation of all the bones in her body.

Most of the time, she looks at the window and thinks, she really should be done.

Some people are not suitable for this world by nature, she is absolutely not suitable for this world, she should die.

But where should she go?

The night is dark, the moon is hanging in the sky, and the stars are densely packed with dots. Do you want to go to the moon?Or go to the stars?

But, but.

No matter where she goes, she is a complete stranger and will be ostracized again.

She saw the moon and dared not touch the moon, she saw the stars and dared not touch the stars, she looked at her own reflection in the glass window, closed her eyes tightly and said: "It is better to die than to live, it is better to die than to live, it is better to die than to live." !

High school is not included in the compulsory education, the tuition fee for half a year is [-] yuan, no one is generous to help her, it is an astronomical figure for her.Gu Siyu dragged her body and pretended to be chic to drop out of school. Her grades were not at the top of the class, but they were definitely not the bottom ones. She felt that she worked so hard to make money and study, and she was really sorry for her legs. Can be a medium.

When she left, no one felt sorry for her, and the class teacher didn't say anything to persuade her to stay. She was notorious for fighting and fighting. After she dropped out of school, there would probably be a farewell party in the class.

Gu Siyu turned over and turned his back to the window, he didn't want to hear the sound of rain anymore, but the rain was getting heavier and heavier, and he didn't intend to stop.

After falling asleep, she began to dream.

When she was very young, Gu Siyu was sent to a child psychiatrist for counseling. The psychiatrist told her that dreaming at night does not happen when you think about it every day. Write down all the most profound points of what you have seen and heard, and then these points will be pieced together in the dream, so that it becomes a very strange dream.There are no instructions in the dream. The uncontrolled behavior in the dream is because the brain has captured the thoughts that I didn't realize but subconsciously flashed.

That is to say, the neglected daily life will be relived in the dream.

Gu Siyu was too young to understand what she said, but he always remembered this saying when he grew up.

In the dream, it rained for a long time, and the wall made of earth bricks was stacked up layer by layer, leading directly to the sky. She walked forward with a slipper, and the rain curtain was so heavy that it almost covered her eyes. Eye.

Under the wall, there is a girl in a blue school uniform. She holds the book and reads it page by page. After reading for a while, she closes the book, presses her fingers on the book, and begins to recite awkward classical Chinese. The nameplate on the chest reveals three words: : Duan Xiqian.

Gu Siyu quickened her pace and ran. She tried her best to move forward and wanted to greet her, but the distance between her and the wall would never be shortened. Gu Siyu knocked hard on the glass, and her fingers hurt. She continued to knock and was shocked. The girl over the wall.

Under the rain, the girl was wearing a white skirt with colorful oil paint on her body. She was squatting on the ground with her palms raised high to shield the puppy from the rain.

Inexplicably, Gu Siyu felt a lot more at ease. Every time she dreamed about Duan Xiqian, she would feel very sad and her whole body would ache. Dreaming about her meant it was a nightmare.This time she slowed down and continued to knock on the glass lightly, and kept knocking, but the surroundings were gray, misty and white like water vapor.

Finally, she broke the glass and her palms began to bleed, but she was so happy, she also found a place, imitating others to huddle under the corner and hug herself, like everyone else, finally found a comfortable place to coexist , she secretly smiled.She was buried tighter and tighter. She lay on her arms and looked to the left. The left row was full of children. Looking to the right, the right row was full of children. Back and forth, she stared at it for a long time. She is like a child.

Happy and sad.

Tick, tick, tick.

The rain has been falling.

Gu Siyu woke up briefly from the dream, the mobile phone on the bedside rang, Gu Siyu stretched his arms to answer the phone, Huo Junxian sent her a message asking where she was, Gu Siyu replied after a while The voice passed, "I'm sleeping at my house today, and I'll go to your place tomorrow when I have nothing to do."

"I'm in the hospital now." Huo Junxian answered her, listening carefully, she could find that her voice was hoarse.

Gu Siyu sat up with her arms propped up, her consciousness was still a little fuzzy, she rubbed her face and asked, "What's wrong with you? What happened?"

Huo Junxian said: "It's not me, it's Xiaoyu. Its arthritis has recurred. I just brought it for anti-inflammatory injections."

"Hmm..." Gu Siyu exhaled, and now she turned the point, she looked out the window, it was pitch black outside, and the rain was getting more and more urgent, she asked: "Is there anyone attending at this point? Is it serious?"

Huo Junxian hummed.

Gu Siyu got up from the bed to change clothes, found a coat and put it on, she felt much more refreshed, she went to the bathroom to wash her face, and rummaged through the boxes with mouthwash to find an umbrella.

When she got downstairs, she opened the umbrella, and the handle of the umbrella was split into two halves. There was no traffic at this point. After more than ten minutes, she waited for the night bus. She got off at the parking spot in front of the pet hospital and walked over step by step.

The lights of the hospital were dimly on in the rainy night, and no one could be seen on the road in rainy weather.

Gu Siyu ran in quickly, and she called Huo Junxian in the lobby, "I'm here, where are you?"

"The third floor." Huo Junxian's voice was hoarse.

Gu Siyu extinguished the umbrella and shook off the rainwater from the umbrella. She hurried upstairs to find someone. Huo Junxian was standing in the corridor, the corridor was not lit, and it was dark behind her. Huo Junxian said: "Still in acupuncture and physical therapy."

Gu Siyu hummed, the door of the consulting room was closed, she was about to open the door to have a look, Huo Junxian stopped her and said, "Xiaoyu doesn't like others to watch it heal legs, let's wait outside."

Gu Siyu withdrew his hand, and could hear a dog barking once or twice.

The two stood in the corridor for a while, Gu Siyu folded her arms, she took two steps and came back to lean on the railing, saying: "It's okay, it will get better soon."

"En." Huo Junxian's voice was very soft, as if this was the only word she could say.

The hospital at this point is very quiet, except for the occasional cry of a small animal or two, and when no other human voices can be heard, the breathing of the two is very quiet. During this period, Gu Siyu glanced at the time, and she went to Look at Huo Junxian.

"You came alone?" Gu Siyu asked.

Huo Junxian nodded, she didn't say how she came here, and what happened to Little Teddy, she was wearing a pink nightdress, she looked very thin, she hugged herself with her arms drawn.

At this moment, she looked quite sexy, but Gu Siyu couldn't appreciate it here, so she took off her coat and covered her shoulders, saying: "The sleeves are wet, so I tied a knot."

It will be a little cold just after taking off the clothes, but fortunately, the remaining summer breath is not exaggeratedly cold, Gu Siyu couldn't hold back, she put on Huo Junxian's clothes and stepped aside, she wanted to say something to comfort Huo Junxian, but she didn't say a few words Ci'er, he finally looked at the door of the consulting room which was still closed.

Huo Junxian pressed her hands on the coat, absorbing the warmth from it.

Gu Siyu glanced at her movements from the corner of her eye, hesitated for a while, then walked to Huo Junxian, hugged her shoulders, patted her shoulders lightly with her fingers, and said to her: "It's really okay, it will be soon." It's going to get better, really, trust me?"

Huo Junxian lowered her head, hummed, her voice was hoarse, and she had a sad expression on her face. She only lifted her eyes and lowered her eyelids again, as sad as if she could cry in a second.

Gu Siyu patted her.

Half an hour later, the door opened, and the doctor took off his gloves and came out to talk to Huo Junxian. Little Teddy lay on the table, looking much more sluggish, not as active as he was picking up branches yesterday.

When Huo Junxian came in, it yelled at Huo Junxian, Gu Siyu went in to comfort it, and told it that Huo Junxian would come and hug it after talking, Teddy still barked, his voice was low, and he looked very sick.

Gu Siyu picked up Teddy, she walked over and stood beside Huo Junxian, Teddy stretched his head to touch Huo Junxian's shoulder.

The doctor said: "You took good care of it, but at this age, some problems are unavoidable. The seasons are changing now, and the temperature is erratic. Pay more attention in the future. Come and do physical therapy a few times a week, and I will get you some more." Medicine, let it slow down now."

Gu Siyu said to Teddy: "Did you hear that, your mother is taking medicine for you."

Teddy continued to rub Huo Junxian's arm, Huo Junxian hugged Teddy in his arms, and Teddy went to pick her up, but his leg hurt and he only moved a little. They took the medicine and went downstairs, and Teddy lay quietly on his stomach.

Huo Junxian drove over by himself, Gu Siyu sat in the driver's seat, the autumn rain was still pouring, when the car drove onto the road, the traffic lights shone on the window glass.

This scene is just like in a dream.

The car was parked downstairs, and Gu Siyu came over with an umbrella to open the door for Huo Junxian, and she took Huo Junxian to her home.

When she entered the room, she turned on the light and took Teddy from Huo Junxian's arms, put Teddy on the sofa, and said to Huo Junxian, "Go take a shower, the pajamas are in the bedroom."

Huo Junxian took out her clothes and asked, "Little Bird is still at your house?"

Gu Siyu hummed.

"Have you decided to adopt it?"

Gu Siyu paused with his hands, Huo Junxian also stood at the door of the bathroom for a while, Gu Siyu didn't speak, and Huo Junxian went into the bathroom to take a shower.

Teddy may have been sleepy after taking the medicine, so he dozed off quickly on the sofa. Gu Siyu rubbed its head. People who are sick will feel depressed for a while, let alone a furry child.

Let the autumn rain stop soon, it will be a bit annoying if it rains again.

Gu Siyu leaned on the sofa and searched for "the lifespan of a blackbird" on her mobile phone. Looking at the numbers on it, she did a small arithmetic problem. When Huo Junxian came out, she said: "I boiled hot water, you take that Drink a cup of Banlangen."

Huo Junxian said good, but her voice was still hoarse, and Gu Siyu warned, "Don't be too anxious, drink and lie down on the bed." Gu Siyu went to the bathroom to take a bath, but luckily she changed the water heater before, otherwise she would take a bath now A cold shower is enough.

Gu Siyu squeezed her browbones, and sprayed the shower on her neck, she was a little dizzy, and she had to make herself a cup of Banlangen when she went out later.

She took a shower, rubbed her face, came out to drink hot water, and Huo Junxian was already lying down in the room.

Huo Junxian lay her head on the pillow and slept on her side. Gu Siyu slept on the other side. She didn't lie down, she sat and turned her head to look at Huo Junxian, pulled up the quilt on Huo Junxian, and asked: "The last time I cried was because of this. ?"

Huo Junxian didn't speak.

In fact, it can be seen that Teddy is very old. Their age changes faster than humans.It's just that they choose to ignore this point, don't mention death, and ask the furry child's age in front of the owner, which is to ask knowingly, and to gouge people's hearts.

Gu Siyu didn't talk about this matter anymore, she lay down, it was too expected, but it became an unbearable pain to take apart this expectation and put it on the bright side.

Gu Siyu turned over, put his hands on Huo Junxian's waist, and said softly: "Go to sleep, I will hold you to sleep."

She patted her hands gently, coaxing her like a child, the bed shook slightly for a moment, Huo Junxian turned over and fell into her arms, her voice was very small and weak, almost inaudible, "I'm afraid."

Gu Siyu didn't speak, but just moved forward. On this rainy night, she hugged Huo Junxian even tighter.

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感谢在2022-03-2021:22:04~2022-03-2120:44:29期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Ji Qiuqiu and Ren Pingsheng's wife;

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 469376032; Azizi spit bubbles, utsuriki1;

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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