west of the city [modern]
Chapter 2
Ru Yan suddenly felt that something was wrong, slipped out from behind, and saw Jing Yuan supporting the wall with one hand and resting the other on his stomach.
Ru Yan: Ah!What's wrong with you this is!
Jing Yuan panicked when he saw Ru Yan, he staggered forward a few steps, but Ru Yan grabbed his arm.
Ru Yan: What are you running for?Is it bad?
After asking, she felt that something was wrong. She and her husband and wife were all fine, so why did Jingyuan vomit.
Jingyuan dodged his eyes, suddenly frowned and pushed Ruyan away, and spat out another mouthful of filth.
Jingyuan: If you stay far away, it will splash on you.
Ru Yan took out a handkerchief and wiped her mouth: What time do you care about this? ……What are you doing!
Jingyuan snatched the piece of cloth, turned his back to you and said: I will return it to you after I wash it.
Her thin back was undulating, although she no longer vomited, it still made Ru Yan feel distressed.
Want to touch her, want to hug her.
Ru Yan stretched out his hand.
Jingyuan: I am cold, and I am very cold, so don't touch me.
Ruyan paused.
Jing Yuan still turned his back to her: I can hear you, don't come over.Please, don't come near me again.
Ru Yan suddenly couldn't speak, feeling panic in his heart.
Go back to the room in a daze.
On the first day of work after the festival, Jingyuan put on the calico clothes when he first arrived, and his half-length hair was simply tied behind his head, losing his gorgeous attire. Jingyuan seemed to have returned to his former self. That silly girl has matured a lot in her words and deeds.
Ruyan found that if she didn't talk to Jingyuan, Jingyuan wouldn't take the initiative to stick to her.In the past, I always felt that Jingyuan was annoying like a child, but now that I really left her, there was a piece of me missing in my heart.
No one needs her anymore, depends on her.
The two eat lunch separately, and the husband is a little confused.
Mr.: What's the matter?
Ru Yan lowered his head and smiled: Jing Yuan is too old, and he doesn't want to be with my sister anymore.is a good thing.
The gentleman rubbed his chin: Jingyuan really knows how to handle things.But why do I feel awkward?Oh, by the way, Jingyuan entrusted me to give you this.
There was a flash of light in Ru Yan's eyes, and then went out in an instant.
Ru Yan: This is...
Her lips trembled, her fingers trembled, as if there was a force forcing her to stay away from her husband.
Mr.: What's wrong with this handkerchief?
It took Ru Yan a long time to calm down, and when he took it, the corners of his mouth were forced up: Mr. Lao.
But her heart was like a jack, forcing her to be out of breath.
Did Jingyuan even refuse to say a word in person?
Mr.
Ok?
If... I mean if, if there is a person who likes Mr., but Mr. is a married man, and the person who likes Mr. suddenly stays away from Mr. after knowing it, why is that?
Although she was puzzled by this question, the husband still answered her: self-restraint, restoration of propriety and benevolence.In other words, he realizes that this is not a proper thing to do, so he restrains himself from the other party.
Ru Yan fell into deep thought.
The husband continued: But there are other examples. Maybe he feels uncomfortable seeing the person he likes with others, forcing himself to stop paying attention to the other person, and hide when he can. It might not be a kind of protection for himself.how?Which boy do you like?
Ru Yan: ... Sir, don't make trouble.
The husband kept secret: which boy likes you?
Ru Yan: ...
Why is today's gentleman so gossip.
But now she still doesn't want her husband to know Jingyuan's feelings for her. This matter is too taboo, and she is really powerless to accept it.
But... Maybe it's okay to ask something inconsequential?
Ru Yan: When Mister was studying abroad, uh... have you ever seen that kind of man who likes each other as men?
Mr.: Yes.A lot, but half and half.Some people think that this is abnormal and sick love, while others think that love has nothing to do with gender, as long as you really like it.
Ruyan: What do you think, sir?
The husband pushed down his glasses: I am not sensitive, but love is their own business, and the choice is their right.I love my wife on it.Why are you asking this all of a sudden?
Ru Yan was taken aback, shook his head and smiled lightly: I just thought of seeing two men kissing on the street, and I was curious.
Mr.: Don't think too much, if you like it, you like it.It's a new era, you have to learn to choose your own love.
Do you choose your love...
Ru Yan still feels that it is not polite to fall in love with someone who is also a woman, but after being separated from Jing Yuan for a long time, the complicated feelings have gradually faded away.
In August, Jing Yuan went to other places to make a living, which Ru Yan never expected.
Ruyan locked herself in the room for half a month.
I heard my husband's voice through the door: Ruyan, are you feeling better?Is your heart still hurting?
Ru Yan wiped his face: It's okay for now.What's the matter, sir?
Mr.: Don't keep thinking about Jingyuan, the child should let go when he grows up, right?My wife stewed medicinal food for you to replenish your body, and left it at the door.
Hearing Ruyan's words, I felt very sorry, so I immediately got up and went out to meet my husband.
Ru Yan: Mrs. Lao's trouble is your fault, and you say you will go to work tomorrow.
The herbal diet is like a thousand catties, and it is faintly unstable in the hand, just like Ruyan's hesitant heart.Her slightly swaying body fell into the eyes of the husband, in exchange for a soft sigh.
Ru Yan changed back to the lively, clever and slightly pungent Ru Yan, but no one saw her wearing that lotus-colored cheongsam anymore.The years are like running water, and the New Year's Day slips by in the blink of an eye, but Ru Yan feels that this bookstore is too deserted.
The more tense the situation is, the more people need joy. The shopkeeper of Xilinmen held this year's New Year's Day competition again with this idea.Ru said that there was nothing to do around, so I thought it would be better to join in the fun and enjoy myself.
The prizes in the competition are rich, no wonder so many people participated, a year ago Ru Yan would probably be eager to try, but now that he has no thoughts in his mind, Ru Yan also lacks interest.
In the crowd of people, a familiar figure flashed past, Ru Yan immediately cheered up and squeezed in that direction.
Competition Yuan.
Jingyuan!
Jingyuan! ! !
Her feeble cry was drowned in the din of voices.
Jing Yuan just glanced at the stage, then left with nostalgia and indifference.Ruyan didn't understand the emotion in it, as if thousands of swords passed through her heart, she suddenly lost her strength and sat down on the cold green brick floor.
Tears fell to the ground and turned into ice.
Jingyuan's back became farther and farther away, and finally turned into a black spot, which was blocked by someone who came.
Ruyan girl?
is a student.
Ru Yan hurriedly lowered his head and wiped away his tears: Aren't you in Harbin?
The student smiled wryly: I won't follow the young marshal anymore.
Ru Yan immediately thought of the words of Mr. Back then: You can't be a young commander.She didn't want to ask more questions, she just nodded to show that she understood, and forced a smile: "Just came back?"I invite you to dinner?
The student waved his hands again and again: What does this look like? It’s nothing. Let me invite Miss Ruyan to sit in the coffee shop.
For Ruyan, coffee is a novelty but not a novelty. She has read about it in books and heard it mentioned by her husband, but she has never thought of trying it. Now that a student mentions it, she is a little curious.
The cafe on the corner of the street is shining with brown light, exuding a strong western elegance from inside to outside. Ru Yan is as nervous as her first perm, and follows closely behind the students: I am dressed so vulgarly, will they understand? Say something about me?
The student's face was inexplicably embarrassed: No, I won't if I'm here...Miss Ruyan, take it easy...
It was only then that Ru Yan realized that he was tightly holding onto the student's knuckle-knuckle hand.
Ru Yan: Sorry.
Without the accelerated heart rate when he was holding onto Jingyuan, there was only endless embarrassment and speechlessness.After all, Ru Yan is a woman who has just crossed the old era. Even if she receives a new education, the feudal ethics have already been engraved in her bones, and she is in a dilemma.
Finding a corner to sit down, Ru Yan lowered his head and said nothing, and could not hear what the students ordered.A pot of coffee was served, and the student poured it into the cup for her, seeming to be talking at the same time, but Ru Yan couldn't hear a word.
My mind was full of: what would Jingyuan think if he saw it.
Student: Wait a minute!
Ru Yan picked up the cup without knowing why, and took a sip of coffee into his throat, and the next moment it seemed to be raining coffee.
Ru Yan: It’s so bitter, cough cough.
The student was helpless, and asked the waiter to clean it up, and then said to Ruyan: Miss Ruyan, why are you so preoccupied? Just now I asked the girl if she would like to add some sugar cubes, and the girl seemed to have lost her soul. To drink.
What are you thinking?Naturally, he was thinking about Jingyuan.Speaking of which, he probably didn't know that Jing Yuan had quit, so it's okay to tell him, Ru Yan thought to himself.
Ruyan just said her word, but student Fu interrupted her again.
Student: Actually, I came back this time for two reasons.
Ru Yan: Huh?
The student put down the white porcelain cup in his hand, and rubbed his thumbs against the mouth of the cup anxiously: The young commander failed to regain the privilege of the Middle East Railway, and the Soviet Union was still arrogant in Harbin. This incident made me think that the young commander may not be able to achieve great things, so I resigned. Going to teach in school like Mr.This is one of them.
Ruyan suddenly had a bad feeling: What about the second one?
The student was silent, and it took a long time before he mustered up the courage to look directly into Ruyan's eyes.
My family has undergone tremendous changes, if it wasn't for Miss Ruyan's help, I'm afraid I'm still living on the streets.For me, Miss Ruyan is like a guiding light, helping me at the turning point in my life.My parents are both dead, so I don't need to get up early to serve tea, and I don't need to look at people's faces. Girl Ruyan, are you willing to marry me and be the mistress of my Xu family?
In an instant, Ru Yan's face turned pale.Seeing something from the corner of her eye, Ru Yan turned her head, and under the streetlight across the street, Jing Yuan was staring at her quietly, and then smiled as if she heard it.
Ru Yan suddenly shot up at the police station. It was a coincidence that the tram separated the two with two big braids. After passing by, Jing Yuan could no longer be seen under the street lights.
The student didn't quite understand, and was also very nervous because of life-long events, so he was taken aback immediately and almost knocked over the white porcelain cup.The thought of escaping has never been so strong and clear from the heart to the brain. Ru Yan hurriedly found an excuse, ignoring the students who hadn't finished speaking, and rushed out the door.
The sky was getting late, and the snow was falling, drifting in the orange halo of the lights, and melting when it landed.Running along the street facing the cafe's main entrance, Ru Yan didn't miss any corner, but found that there was no one on the street.
It was as if the whole world had abandoned her, as if she was the only one left in the world.
Her limp body slid down against the wall, Ru Yan couldn't make a sound, and couldn't tell whether it was snow or tears that wet her skirt.
why are you crying
Jing Yuan's puzzled and sad voice sounded behind him, and Ru Yan suddenly turned his head, and saw the ignorant Jing Yuan standing quietly at the corner, with half-length black hair tied sideways on his chest.
She looks mature and quiet, she doesn't cry or yell, which makes Ru Yan feel that she is the one who makes trouble for no reason.
But isn't it?Isn't it just that I have been making trouble for no reason?Ru Yan asked himself.Being dependent on her for a long time, her sudden departure made her unacceptable and made her unable to find a future.
Isn't she relying on Jingyuan, living on the feeling of being depended on? It's because she can't see the reality and her own heart clearly.The longer Jing Yuan left, the more Ru Yan felt empty inside, and he made mistakes at work from time to time.
The authorities are obsessed, and the husband can see clearly, but she is the only one who refuses to admit it.
Ruyan suddenly remembered the question she asked herself on New Year's Eve last year: If you like it, shouldn't you cry when you are alone?
Yes, as long as I think of Jingyuan, don't I just cry.
What a fool.
Ru Yan rushed into Jing Yuan's arms and wept silently, all grievances and doubts were forcibly suppressed, she didn't want Jing Yuan to think that she was making trouble for no reason.It was originally my fault, how could I let Jingyuan bear it.
Jingyuan's gentleness was the same as before, he didn't care about the tears rubbing on his clothes, and he had to complete the task of making her laugh: don't cry, your crying hurts me.
She put Ru Yan's hand on her heart, with a steady heartbeat, warm temperature, slender fingers, and round nails, it was the first time Ru Yan knew that everything about Jing Yuan would make her so interested, and she regretted Jing Yuan's departure , annoyed at his dullness, ashamed of his cowardice.As Jing Yuan said, liking is liking, no matter whether you are friends or lovers, no matter how you refute, your heartbeat will not lie.
What her finger touches is all that she dared not admit and regretted after losing it.Ruyan wiped away tears, looked up at Jingyuan,
The once round face that only belonged to a girl has long since disappeared. The clear facial features indicate the girl's growth. Her lips trembled with tension: I...
But was interrupted by Jing Yuan.
Jingyuan: I regret it.I regretted it, I regretted it from the moment I left the bookshop.I thought I could forget you when I left, but I didn't.The longing is increasing day by day, and every day that passes, the pain will be doubled as the repayment of love.At first I didn't understand, I thought I was sick and was even taken to see a doctor by my employer, but the doctor told me it was a knot in my heart.I'm a simple person, I don't know what else to have in my heart besides you.I walked on the road you took me again, only to find that the past is as vivid as if it happened yesterday.I read a lot of books and learned a lot while I was away, but I was still unhappy.Books only taught me the truth, but did not teach me how to understand you.
I have to say, these words touched your heart.The mature girl was staring at her seriously, her thumb slowly brushed her brows, eyes, nose, and soft lips one by one. Every touch made her heart beat faster, and the voice from the bottom of her heart went from blurred to clear, making her eardrums vibrate again and again: You Say, admit it, you like her.
The girl's peach-colored lips are plump, Ru Yan has never noticed how attractive they are, so she unconsciously leans towards them.
want to kiss.
Ru Yan: I like... oops.
Damn it, it hit Jingyuan's nose bone.it hurts.
Looking at Jing Yuan again, the girl covered her nose with tears streaming down her face, her eyes were red with grievance: why did you bump into me, just say it if you don't like it.
Ru Yan was terribly embarrassed, she really wanted to kiss Jing Yuan, but she didn't have much experience, so she bumped into her right away.
The atmosphere was gone, but it didn't prevent Ru Yan's mood from getting better. Both of them had red noses, like snowmen with carrot noses. Ru Yan endured it for a while, and finally burst out laughing.
Jingyuan: What are you laughing at? Do you feel pain?show me.
Ru Yan pressed her raised hand down and placed it in his own.
Competition Yuan.
Ok?
Come home with me, okay?
The girl didn't know why: Go back...home?
Ru Yan touched the tip of his nose, but he was very solemn: Well, go back to our home in Shudian.
Jingyuan couldn't believe it, and his eyes widened. Ruyan was embarrassed by her, so he took a few steps forward: What are you looking at, let's go. ……Huh?Why are you here.
It was only when Ru Yan saw the student standing at the entrance of the alley that he remembered that he left him still in the cafe and ran out by himself. I don't know if he saw what happened just now.However, Ru Yan's mind can only quickly think of excuses to deal with the water splashed by what he said.
Probably because the marriage proposal failed but was put on the air, and the students were also very embarrassed. The smile on their faces was so stiff that they couldn’t hold back. After a hasty greeting, they didn’t know what to say. The hem of the Chinese tunic suit was a little wrinkled. For the sake of wearing.
Suddenly the hand tightened, Ru Yan felt the pain, but instead of blaming Jing Yuan, he pulled him over: I just saw Jing Yuan being embarrassed by someone, so I ran after him in a moment of impatience.Sorry.You know, I have always regarded Jingyuan as my own younger sister. She was so awkward and ran away for half a year, and I finally saw her again, so I was worried.
Hey, my hands hurt even more.Now Ru Yan really scolded Jing Yuan in his heart.
Little heartless.
She also had to beware of Jingyuan's rebuttal.
I saw Jing Yuan chuckled, turned around and hugged Ru Yan not to let go, rubbing the melon seeds of her hairy head against her neck: Sister, I know I was wrong.
Ru Yanti's heart fell to the ground, and she took advantage of the hugging posture to kiss Jingyuan's neck where the students could not see.
good.she said softly.
Jingyuan's fair-skinned nape instantly became pimple, and it was still stained with thin red. Only Ruyan could see this scenery, and couldn't help sighing in his heart: I found a treasure.
This explanation seemed to reassure the students, but some outsiders could only suggest to send them back because the students couldn't continue what happened before, but Ru Yan politely rejected it.
When passing by the students, Jing Yuan and him looked at each other, trying to make himself look cute and harmless, and he didn't know if he conveyed it to the students' hearts.
The student actually laughed at her, in Ru Yan's opinion, how embarrassing it was.
The husband is surprised and gratified by Jingyuan's return. When talking, his eyes always fall on Ruyan meaningfully. Seeing Ruyan feels like sitting on pins and needles, he wishes that the husband can finish speaking quickly and let her take Jingyuan away.
After the meal, Jing Yuan lay on the bed, touched his chubby belly and sighed: Alas.
Jingyuan seldom sighed, because she used to be a silly girl who didn't know what to worry about, so Ru Yan was a little curious, and when she sat on the side of the bed, she began to touch Jingyuan's belly and make fun of her: Why do you sigh?
That place feels so good, after touching Ru Yan for a while, I can't put it down.
Jingyuan: You brought me back, but I still don't understand you.
Ru Yan's hand paused, and just now he felt that Jing Yuan's idea of becoming smarter disappeared, and he was angry and laughed. After thinking for a long time, he didn't know how to deal with it, so he took off his shoes and socks and lay down beside Jing Yuan.
Jingyuan was taken aback. She had read a lot during the days she went out, including some obscure things, so she was a little nervous now.She never thought about sharing the same bed, but she also couldn't figure out what to do with two women.
She just watched Ru Yan lying on her side with her head propped up, a pair of bright eyes fell on her body, making her afraid to breathe, so she had to carefully observe Ru Yan's movements.
But it is true that she is overthinking. Although Ru Yan has read more books than Jing Yuan, she has never thought about those things because she is too conservative. She just thinks that as long as she looks at Jing Yuan, she will be very happy.
Going a step further means wanting to kiss Jingyuan, nothing more.
After all, in Ruyan's eyes, I don't know why Jingyuan is so delicious.Ru Yan kissed Jingyuan's cheek, it wasn't even a kiss, but his lips touched Jingyuan's face lightly, but it was enough for both of them to blush.
Ru Yan, who was educated in feudalism since childhood, is ashamed, but Jing Yuan, who has not had much experience in this area, is excited.
Ru Yan's eyes dodged. It was the first time she did this kind of thing. She was really shy. After the kiss, she sat up from the bed and wanted to leave, but Jing Yuan rolled over and pushed her back on the bed.
Jingyuan: You like me, right?
For Ru Yan, liking is still an unspeakable thing, no matter how hard she tries, she can't do it, she can only nod her head slightly.
He turned his face sideways and didn't dare to look at Jing Yuan.
Jingyuan: Really?
Ru Yan nodded again.
Jingyuan: Then I won’t be polite.
Before Ru Yan could carefully taste the meaning of this sentence, Jing Yuan kissed her.Same as before, this time it can't be called a kiss, and neither can Jingyuan, they just bumped into each other.
Ru Yan tasted the bloody taste in his mouth, and wanted to push away the giant dog on his body, but Jingyuan's two arms were fine and strong, and he held her without letting go, and his lips stuck to hers motionlessly. After thinking for a while, Ru Yan decided to give up.
It took Jing Yuan a while to get up from her body, sat there obediently, and suddenly let out a gasp: Why are you bleeding.
Ru Yan didn't know whether to tell her or not.
Forget it.
Ru Yan: It's okay, the weather is dry.
She came down to open the drawer, took out something from it and handed it to Jingyuan.It was the handkerchief Jing Yuan used to wipe his mouth last time. After Jing Yuan washed it, Ru Yan never used it again and kept it in the drawer.
Jingyuan looked at the veil, then looked up at Ruyan, not understanding what she was going to do.
Ru Yan: I think it is better to give jewelry, but this is more memorable for you and me, so...
Jingyuan remembers last year's Lantern Festival, this commemorative significance is not a good thing for her, but since Ruyan said so, she has no objection.
She was looking forward to what to say later, but unfortunately Ru Yan didn't say anything, so Jingyuan could only ask herself: So, this is Ru Yan's token of love for me?
Ru Yan: ... um... Oh, anyway, you don't want to buy cheap stuff, so I won't give it to you. I'll buy other things another day. You give it to me after I've chosen... Cough cough... …
It's over, why is she nervous, speaking in this tone is almost suffocating.
Jingyuan's little face was flushed, and she kept staring at her after she finished coughing, blinking her moist eyes and whispering: As long as it is given to me by Ruyan, I like it.
You said it so embarrassingly, your fingers unconsciously curled Jingyuan's hair, and when you found out, you had already braided it.
Jingyuan: Wow.
Ru Yan didn't know what to think, two braided hair from behind the ears and around the bun behind the head, with the tips of the hair tucked into the center of the bun and coiled up, not to mention pretty.This suddenly made Jingyuan very excited, and wanted to make up everything for Ruyan. Ruyan had never seen her craftsmanship, and was chased all over the room, which eventually turned into a chasing game for no reason. They forgot their original purpose, and played like a child in a daze, until they fell down on the deck chair together when they were tired from running.
Jing Yuan just nestled in her arms obediently, sniffing the smell of her body, Ru Yan enjoyed this moment very much.There was no tension and excitement during the confession, the two just cuddled quietly and listened to the sound of the clock together.
One second, another second.
Competition Yuan.
Ru Yan suddenly called her name, and lowered her head to meet those beautiful eyes: Let's go to school.
Going to school was a luxury for girls in the past, and it was also a rare opportunity for Ru Yan and Jing Yuan. After two years of part-time jobs, both of them have some savings, enough to go to school.The new era is advancing, and Ruyan is not willing to be left behind. She also wants to go to school, and she also wants to sit at the school desk with other peers and cry out in the wave of revolution.
Jingyuan has a simple mind, she doesn't know what Ruyan is thinking in her heart, she is simply following Ruyan, as long as Ruyan thinks it is good, then it is good.
Sir was not surprised to hear the news.Ru Yan is born smart, he knew that sooner or later he would break out of the cage and fly outside, but now he just waited for this day.The school is not very far from the bookstore, so there is no need to prepare dormitory supplies. You have the final say, the places that need money are books, stationery, school uniforms and tuition fees.
When the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming, Ru Yan and Jing Yuan finally wait for the day when school starts.The husband once taught in the school, and with this relationship, they walked into the dream campus as transfer students.
Ru Yan stopped at the school gate.
The spring breeze blew past, bringing up peach petals all over the sky, and Ru Yan was so amazed that he couldn't speak.Standing beside her, Jingyuan quietly put his hand into Ruyan's, pretending not to care, and looked at the teaching building at the end of the road with her.
She understands Ru Yan's mood, and she doesn't want to break this tranquility.
Although they were also wearing blue jackets and long black skirts, Ru Yan and Jing Yuan just stood there and were a sight to behold.
On the first day of school, he was in a hurry, and by chance, he met a student. Now the student has become a teacher, but in Ru Yan's eyes, he is still a student of his husband.But Ru Yan was relieved because of this. After all, it is not easy to develop a relationship between a student and a teacher, so he should not pester him again.
The students with sharp eyes and ears probably guessed the people behind them, but there were also some young masters who thought they were born superior and came to trouble them. Neither of them was a strong person, but when it happened to Ru Yan, Jing Yuan became fearless He is not afraid of the ground, and drives people away like an angry cub.
After such an incident happened, the student decided to send them back after school, but the student was a weak scholar after all, with two fists and four hands, the student quickly lost the wind and was thrown aside.Jing Yuan protected Ru Yan and retreated step by step until there was no way to retreat.
What are you doing!
An angry cry woke up a group of people. Ru Yan saw her husband's eyes light up, and then began to worry about him again.
Mr. is also a weak scholar.
Unexpectedly, the master had the time to get close to him, and he knocked those unworthy children to the ground in two or three strokes, and watched them run away indifferently.
The student stood up holding his stomach with one hand and supporting the wall with the other: Thank you sir...
The master carried him on his shoulders and let Ru Yan and Jing Yuan go home first.Jingyuan was silent along the way, and Ruyan didn't know what to say, he hesitated to speak several times, the two of them still had their own thoughts at the dinner table, and his wife was so delicate that she left them behind after the meal.
The wife's voice was very soft and pleasant to listen to: Did something happen?
Ru Yan wondered whether I should tell my wife that there was no support behind those young masters, if it wasn't for them, my husband wouldn't make a move, what if, what if my husband is retaliated against?
On the contrary, Jingyuan was blunt and expressed his thoughts: I don't think I should go to school, I should practice martial arts.
The wife glanced at Ruyan, and then asked Jingyuan: Why?
Jingyuan: This will protect Ruyan.
Paper can't hold fire, Jingyuan has said this, and Ruyan doesn't intend to hide it anymore: In fact, Jingyuan and I were envied by others when we were transferred to school, and we were surrounded at night. My husband fought for us, I am worried Sir he...
The wife understood, and said with a smile: Don't worry, they dare not do anything to the outsider, they have people to back them up, and so do we.Little Jingyuan doesn't need to practice martial arts either, don't be afraid if you have a husband to protect you.
Hearing what his wife said, Ru Yan was relieved, but he thought of the injured student again.The students were bleeding from the corners of their eyes and on their foreheads, and they must have bruises on their stomachs, probably seriously injured. I don't know if they will be able to teach tomorrow.Thinking of it this way, Ru Yan felt guilty in his heart.
Ugh.
Ru Yan lay on the bed and sighed.
Is it right or wrong to decide to go to school?She wants to save the country, what's wrong?
Before Jing Yuan came to her bed, Ru Yan knew she must be sulking, so she simply ran to Jing Yuan's bed.
Putting his hands around Jingyuan's slender waist, Ru Yan realized that he seldom took the initiative to get close to Jingyuan, and usually Jingyuan clung to him.Lying on Jingyuan's not-so-full chest, listening to the strong heartbeat in his chest, Ru Yan suddenly felt very at ease.
Ru Yan: Jing Yuan.
Jingyuan hummed sullenly.
Ruyan called again: Jingyuan.
Jingyuan also hummed again.
Ru Yan suddenly thought it was very funny, and called her name again: Jing Yuan.
Jingyuan was a little dissatisfied this time, so he stopped talking, but hugged her tightly in his arms.Ru Yan was so stuffy that she couldn't breathe, and stretched out her hand to push her soft chest.
Jingyuan suddenly snorted.
Both of them were stunned, especially Jing Yuan, his face turned red.
Ru Yan withdrew his hand and didn't know where to put it. After hesitating for a while, he squeezed out two words: Sorry.
Too bad she's belittled Jingyuan, will Jingyuan hate her?If you hate her, how can she get it back?
Ru Yan, who has lived for almost 19 years, knows for the first time what panic is.
The sound of the heartbeat mixed with the ticking of the clock was very clear, but Ru Yan felt that time stood still, as if Jing Yuan would never forgive her.
What to do, women's chastity is very important, Jingyuan must be very sad.
Ru Yan.
Why!Ru Yan stood up reflexively.
Under the orange light, Jing Yuan looked very well-behaved, and I don't know if it was the effect of the light, Ru Yan felt that Jing Yuan's eyes seemed to be burning with raging fire today, as if, as if...
She suddenly understood that it was the girl Hanchun's eyes.
Jingyuan had a desire for her, it was the fire of desire.
But should she respond to Jingyuan?
I don't know, I don't know, my mind is muddled, Ru Yan is muddled, she can hear Jing Yuan's shortness of breath, and she can also hear her own heartbeat speeding up.Then what to do?
Ru Yan leaned over and pushed Jing Yuan down on the bed.
The next day.
Opening his eyes, life is no different, the swallows outside the window are still chirping happily, and Jing Yuan is sleeping on the same bed as himself again.
Ru Yan always feels as if he has forgotten something, patting his head to pull yesterday's events out of the abyss of memory.
what.
She remembered, she threw Jingyuan down, but did nothing.Not on the one hand, mainly because she thinks it's not the time yet.The students were beaten up because of them, and the teacher gave those bastards a lesson. It was only the second day of school, and there were a lot of messy things, which was really inappropriate.
Why did you suddenly have such an idea yesterday, Ru Yan was very puzzled.You can ask your husband about things in the book, and you can talk to your wife about your troubles in life, but that kind of thing is hard to tell anyone.
Ru Yan ate in a daze, got dressed in a daze, walked to school in a daze,...
A few people suddenly jumped out from some corner and bowed ninety degrees to her and Jingyuan.
Jing Yuan subconsciously blocked Ru Yan behind him, and he was alert and obedient, and it was only then that Ru Yan realized that they were some brats from yesterday.The decision to go to school between her and Jing Yuan was relatively sudden, so she was a little older than them, but it was still weird to hear them talk about each other.
The boys talked for a long time before Ru Yan finally understood. It turned out that the husband went directly to other people's homes. They were scolded by the elders before they knew that the husband should not be messed with, and only then did they know that they were almost expelled from school.There is a rule in the family that if they fail to graduate smoothly, they will be disinherited. It is absolutely impossible for them to hand over such a huge family business as the first son. Therefore, compared with face, they really care more about family competition.
The person who was arrogant yesterday is respectful today, Ruyan sighed in his heart that the status of Mr. is not ordinary.
However, as time passed, Ru Yan gradually discovered that unnecessary troubles had increased.For example, someone picks them up at school, someone acts as a bodyguard at school, and someone escorts them after school. These boys seem to be acting as a group of loyal subordinates, which makes Ru Yan feel a little uncomfortable.
Jingyuan is more uncomfortable than her: with them around, she can't act like a baby in Ruyan's arms, let alone kiss Ruyan secretly. This is definitely a cruel and inhuman torture for Jingyuan who is very dependent on Ruyan.
Oh my god, Jing Yuan felt like he was going to collapse.
Jing Yuan is not bad, he can still spend time with Ru Yan at night, but the student came back after recovering from his injury, and he saw that he was on the third floor, and he had no chance to propose to Ru Yan again.
When the husband saw the three of them together again, they all looked so dejected, and they couldn't laugh or cry.
Ru Yan was listless with two thick dark circles under his eyes: Sir, can you tell them not to follow us anymore?I don't get enough sleep just thinking about seeing a bunch of meat walls the next day, look here, here, and here...
Some students didn't dare to tell the truth to her. The dark circles under their eyes were actually the result of Jing Yuan being able to get close to her at night because of the time being occupied by others during the day.People from Jingyuan are stupid, but they have a quick brain, and they can master what they listen to in class after reviewing it at night, and then they like to cling to Ruyan until bedtime.
You said that my heart is bitter.
Students are also suffering.
In contrast, the most energetic person is Jing Yuan, the child is simply angry and resentful.
However, the influence of the husband does not seem to be as great as Ruyan imagined. He can only correct the students when they do something wrong, and cannot interfere with other people's private life.This situation lasted until July. After the holidays, the boys returned home and began to participate in family affairs. There was no time to hang out. Ru Yan and Jing Yuan finally put on the same lotus-colored cheongsam again, and went to relax hand in hand.
The weather in Fengtian in July is hot, and it seems that there is steam everywhere. The witty Jingyuan took Ruyan to the tree-lined mountain to listen to the cicadas and the breeze.The fish in the mountain spring are happy, and Ruyan's mood gradually becomes clear when he sees it.
When you are tired from walking, you sit on the stone steps to rest. Ru Yan seldom does such a large amount of exercise, and his forehead is already covered with a thin layer of sweat.
Jingyuan: Don't move.
Ruyan was puzzled, and Jingyuan took out a cotton handkerchief and tapped her forehead a few times, feeling much refreshed.The cheeks of the young girl in front of her were dyed a layer of peach color, her earnest look was really pretty, as if she was attracted by something, Ru Yan slowly moved closer to her.
The girl in front of her closed her eyes.
boom!
Ru Yan: Ah!What's wrong with you this is!
Jing Yuan panicked when he saw Ru Yan, he staggered forward a few steps, but Ru Yan grabbed his arm.
Ru Yan: What are you running for?Is it bad?
After asking, she felt that something was wrong. She and her husband and wife were all fine, so why did Jingyuan vomit.
Jingyuan dodged his eyes, suddenly frowned and pushed Ruyan away, and spat out another mouthful of filth.
Jingyuan: If you stay far away, it will splash on you.
Ru Yan took out a handkerchief and wiped her mouth: What time do you care about this? ……What are you doing!
Jingyuan snatched the piece of cloth, turned his back to you and said: I will return it to you after I wash it.
Her thin back was undulating, although she no longer vomited, it still made Ru Yan feel distressed.
Want to touch her, want to hug her.
Ru Yan stretched out his hand.
Jingyuan: I am cold, and I am very cold, so don't touch me.
Ruyan paused.
Jing Yuan still turned his back to her: I can hear you, don't come over.Please, don't come near me again.
Ru Yan suddenly couldn't speak, feeling panic in his heart.
Go back to the room in a daze.
On the first day of work after the festival, Jingyuan put on the calico clothes when he first arrived, and his half-length hair was simply tied behind his head, losing his gorgeous attire. Jingyuan seemed to have returned to his former self. That silly girl has matured a lot in her words and deeds.
Ruyan found that if she didn't talk to Jingyuan, Jingyuan wouldn't take the initiative to stick to her.In the past, I always felt that Jingyuan was annoying like a child, but now that I really left her, there was a piece of me missing in my heart.
No one needs her anymore, depends on her.
The two eat lunch separately, and the husband is a little confused.
Mr.: What's the matter?
Ru Yan lowered his head and smiled: Jing Yuan is too old, and he doesn't want to be with my sister anymore.is a good thing.
The gentleman rubbed his chin: Jingyuan really knows how to handle things.But why do I feel awkward?Oh, by the way, Jingyuan entrusted me to give you this.
There was a flash of light in Ru Yan's eyes, and then went out in an instant.
Ru Yan: This is...
Her lips trembled, her fingers trembled, as if there was a force forcing her to stay away from her husband.
Mr.: What's wrong with this handkerchief?
It took Ru Yan a long time to calm down, and when he took it, the corners of his mouth were forced up: Mr. Lao.
But her heart was like a jack, forcing her to be out of breath.
Did Jingyuan even refuse to say a word in person?
Mr.
Ok?
If... I mean if, if there is a person who likes Mr., but Mr. is a married man, and the person who likes Mr. suddenly stays away from Mr. after knowing it, why is that?
Although she was puzzled by this question, the husband still answered her: self-restraint, restoration of propriety and benevolence.In other words, he realizes that this is not a proper thing to do, so he restrains himself from the other party.
Ru Yan fell into deep thought.
The husband continued: But there are other examples. Maybe he feels uncomfortable seeing the person he likes with others, forcing himself to stop paying attention to the other person, and hide when he can. It might not be a kind of protection for himself.how?Which boy do you like?
Ru Yan: ... Sir, don't make trouble.
The husband kept secret: which boy likes you?
Ru Yan: ...
Why is today's gentleman so gossip.
But now she still doesn't want her husband to know Jingyuan's feelings for her. This matter is too taboo, and she is really powerless to accept it.
But... Maybe it's okay to ask something inconsequential?
Ru Yan: When Mister was studying abroad, uh... have you ever seen that kind of man who likes each other as men?
Mr.: Yes.A lot, but half and half.Some people think that this is abnormal and sick love, while others think that love has nothing to do with gender, as long as you really like it.
Ruyan: What do you think, sir?
The husband pushed down his glasses: I am not sensitive, but love is their own business, and the choice is their right.I love my wife on it.Why are you asking this all of a sudden?
Ru Yan was taken aback, shook his head and smiled lightly: I just thought of seeing two men kissing on the street, and I was curious.
Mr.: Don't think too much, if you like it, you like it.It's a new era, you have to learn to choose your own love.
Do you choose your love...
Ru Yan still feels that it is not polite to fall in love with someone who is also a woman, but after being separated from Jing Yuan for a long time, the complicated feelings have gradually faded away.
In August, Jing Yuan went to other places to make a living, which Ru Yan never expected.
Ruyan locked herself in the room for half a month.
I heard my husband's voice through the door: Ruyan, are you feeling better?Is your heart still hurting?
Ru Yan wiped his face: It's okay for now.What's the matter, sir?
Mr.: Don't keep thinking about Jingyuan, the child should let go when he grows up, right?My wife stewed medicinal food for you to replenish your body, and left it at the door.
Hearing Ruyan's words, I felt very sorry, so I immediately got up and went out to meet my husband.
Ru Yan: Mrs. Lao's trouble is your fault, and you say you will go to work tomorrow.
The herbal diet is like a thousand catties, and it is faintly unstable in the hand, just like Ruyan's hesitant heart.Her slightly swaying body fell into the eyes of the husband, in exchange for a soft sigh.
Ru Yan changed back to the lively, clever and slightly pungent Ru Yan, but no one saw her wearing that lotus-colored cheongsam anymore.The years are like running water, and the New Year's Day slips by in the blink of an eye, but Ru Yan feels that this bookstore is too deserted.
The more tense the situation is, the more people need joy. The shopkeeper of Xilinmen held this year's New Year's Day competition again with this idea.Ru said that there was nothing to do around, so I thought it would be better to join in the fun and enjoy myself.
The prizes in the competition are rich, no wonder so many people participated, a year ago Ru Yan would probably be eager to try, but now that he has no thoughts in his mind, Ru Yan also lacks interest.
In the crowd of people, a familiar figure flashed past, Ru Yan immediately cheered up and squeezed in that direction.
Competition Yuan.
Jingyuan!
Jingyuan! ! !
Her feeble cry was drowned in the din of voices.
Jing Yuan just glanced at the stage, then left with nostalgia and indifference.Ruyan didn't understand the emotion in it, as if thousands of swords passed through her heart, she suddenly lost her strength and sat down on the cold green brick floor.
Tears fell to the ground and turned into ice.
Jingyuan's back became farther and farther away, and finally turned into a black spot, which was blocked by someone who came.
Ruyan girl?
is a student.
Ru Yan hurriedly lowered his head and wiped away his tears: Aren't you in Harbin?
The student smiled wryly: I won't follow the young marshal anymore.
Ru Yan immediately thought of the words of Mr. Back then: You can't be a young commander.She didn't want to ask more questions, she just nodded to show that she understood, and forced a smile: "Just came back?"I invite you to dinner?
The student waved his hands again and again: What does this look like? It’s nothing. Let me invite Miss Ruyan to sit in the coffee shop.
For Ruyan, coffee is a novelty but not a novelty. She has read about it in books and heard it mentioned by her husband, but she has never thought of trying it. Now that a student mentions it, she is a little curious.
The cafe on the corner of the street is shining with brown light, exuding a strong western elegance from inside to outside. Ru Yan is as nervous as her first perm, and follows closely behind the students: I am dressed so vulgarly, will they understand? Say something about me?
The student's face was inexplicably embarrassed: No, I won't if I'm here...Miss Ruyan, take it easy...
It was only then that Ru Yan realized that he was tightly holding onto the student's knuckle-knuckle hand.
Ru Yan: Sorry.
Without the accelerated heart rate when he was holding onto Jingyuan, there was only endless embarrassment and speechlessness.After all, Ru Yan is a woman who has just crossed the old era. Even if she receives a new education, the feudal ethics have already been engraved in her bones, and she is in a dilemma.
Finding a corner to sit down, Ru Yan lowered his head and said nothing, and could not hear what the students ordered.A pot of coffee was served, and the student poured it into the cup for her, seeming to be talking at the same time, but Ru Yan couldn't hear a word.
My mind was full of: what would Jingyuan think if he saw it.
Student: Wait a minute!
Ru Yan picked up the cup without knowing why, and took a sip of coffee into his throat, and the next moment it seemed to be raining coffee.
Ru Yan: It’s so bitter, cough cough.
The student was helpless, and asked the waiter to clean it up, and then said to Ruyan: Miss Ruyan, why are you so preoccupied? Just now I asked the girl if she would like to add some sugar cubes, and the girl seemed to have lost her soul. To drink.
What are you thinking?Naturally, he was thinking about Jingyuan.Speaking of which, he probably didn't know that Jing Yuan had quit, so it's okay to tell him, Ru Yan thought to himself.
Ruyan just said her word, but student Fu interrupted her again.
Student: Actually, I came back this time for two reasons.
Ru Yan: Huh?
The student put down the white porcelain cup in his hand, and rubbed his thumbs against the mouth of the cup anxiously: The young commander failed to regain the privilege of the Middle East Railway, and the Soviet Union was still arrogant in Harbin. This incident made me think that the young commander may not be able to achieve great things, so I resigned. Going to teach in school like Mr.This is one of them.
Ruyan suddenly had a bad feeling: What about the second one?
The student was silent, and it took a long time before he mustered up the courage to look directly into Ruyan's eyes.
My family has undergone tremendous changes, if it wasn't for Miss Ruyan's help, I'm afraid I'm still living on the streets.For me, Miss Ruyan is like a guiding light, helping me at the turning point in my life.My parents are both dead, so I don't need to get up early to serve tea, and I don't need to look at people's faces. Girl Ruyan, are you willing to marry me and be the mistress of my Xu family?
In an instant, Ru Yan's face turned pale.Seeing something from the corner of her eye, Ru Yan turned her head, and under the streetlight across the street, Jing Yuan was staring at her quietly, and then smiled as if she heard it.
Ru Yan suddenly shot up at the police station. It was a coincidence that the tram separated the two with two big braids. After passing by, Jing Yuan could no longer be seen under the street lights.
The student didn't quite understand, and was also very nervous because of life-long events, so he was taken aback immediately and almost knocked over the white porcelain cup.The thought of escaping has never been so strong and clear from the heart to the brain. Ru Yan hurriedly found an excuse, ignoring the students who hadn't finished speaking, and rushed out the door.
The sky was getting late, and the snow was falling, drifting in the orange halo of the lights, and melting when it landed.Running along the street facing the cafe's main entrance, Ru Yan didn't miss any corner, but found that there was no one on the street.
It was as if the whole world had abandoned her, as if she was the only one left in the world.
Her limp body slid down against the wall, Ru Yan couldn't make a sound, and couldn't tell whether it was snow or tears that wet her skirt.
why are you crying
Jing Yuan's puzzled and sad voice sounded behind him, and Ru Yan suddenly turned his head, and saw the ignorant Jing Yuan standing quietly at the corner, with half-length black hair tied sideways on his chest.
She looks mature and quiet, she doesn't cry or yell, which makes Ru Yan feel that she is the one who makes trouble for no reason.
But isn't it?Isn't it just that I have been making trouble for no reason?Ru Yan asked himself.Being dependent on her for a long time, her sudden departure made her unacceptable and made her unable to find a future.
Isn't she relying on Jingyuan, living on the feeling of being depended on? It's because she can't see the reality and her own heart clearly.The longer Jing Yuan left, the more Ru Yan felt empty inside, and he made mistakes at work from time to time.
The authorities are obsessed, and the husband can see clearly, but she is the only one who refuses to admit it.
Ruyan suddenly remembered the question she asked herself on New Year's Eve last year: If you like it, shouldn't you cry when you are alone?
Yes, as long as I think of Jingyuan, don't I just cry.
What a fool.
Ru Yan rushed into Jing Yuan's arms and wept silently, all grievances and doubts were forcibly suppressed, she didn't want Jing Yuan to think that she was making trouble for no reason.It was originally my fault, how could I let Jingyuan bear it.
Jingyuan's gentleness was the same as before, he didn't care about the tears rubbing on his clothes, and he had to complete the task of making her laugh: don't cry, your crying hurts me.
She put Ru Yan's hand on her heart, with a steady heartbeat, warm temperature, slender fingers, and round nails, it was the first time Ru Yan knew that everything about Jing Yuan would make her so interested, and she regretted Jing Yuan's departure , annoyed at his dullness, ashamed of his cowardice.As Jing Yuan said, liking is liking, no matter whether you are friends or lovers, no matter how you refute, your heartbeat will not lie.
What her finger touches is all that she dared not admit and regretted after losing it.Ruyan wiped away tears, looked up at Jingyuan,
The once round face that only belonged to a girl has long since disappeared. The clear facial features indicate the girl's growth. Her lips trembled with tension: I...
But was interrupted by Jing Yuan.
Jingyuan: I regret it.I regretted it, I regretted it from the moment I left the bookshop.I thought I could forget you when I left, but I didn't.The longing is increasing day by day, and every day that passes, the pain will be doubled as the repayment of love.At first I didn't understand, I thought I was sick and was even taken to see a doctor by my employer, but the doctor told me it was a knot in my heart.I'm a simple person, I don't know what else to have in my heart besides you.I walked on the road you took me again, only to find that the past is as vivid as if it happened yesterday.I read a lot of books and learned a lot while I was away, but I was still unhappy.Books only taught me the truth, but did not teach me how to understand you.
I have to say, these words touched your heart.The mature girl was staring at her seriously, her thumb slowly brushed her brows, eyes, nose, and soft lips one by one. Every touch made her heart beat faster, and the voice from the bottom of her heart went from blurred to clear, making her eardrums vibrate again and again: You Say, admit it, you like her.
The girl's peach-colored lips are plump, Ru Yan has never noticed how attractive they are, so she unconsciously leans towards them.
want to kiss.
Ru Yan: I like... oops.
Damn it, it hit Jingyuan's nose bone.it hurts.
Looking at Jing Yuan again, the girl covered her nose with tears streaming down her face, her eyes were red with grievance: why did you bump into me, just say it if you don't like it.
Ru Yan was terribly embarrassed, she really wanted to kiss Jing Yuan, but she didn't have much experience, so she bumped into her right away.
The atmosphere was gone, but it didn't prevent Ru Yan's mood from getting better. Both of them had red noses, like snowmen with carrot noses. Ru Yan endured it for a while, and finally burst out laughing.
Jingyuan: What are you laughing at? Do you feel pain?show me.
Ru Yan pressed her raised hand down and placed it in his own.
Competition Yuan.
Ok?
Come home with me, okay?
The girl didn't know why: Go back...home?
Ru Yan touched the tip of his nose, but he was very solemn: Well, go back to our home in Shudian.
Jingyuan couldn't believe it, and his eyes widened. Ruyan was embarrassed by her, so he took a few steps forward: What are you looking at, let's go. ……Huh?Why are you here.
It was only when Ru Yan saw the student standing at the entrance of the alley that he remembered that he left him still in the cafe and ran out by himself. I don't know if he saw what happened just now.However, Ru Yan's mind can only quickly think of excuses to deal with the water splashed by what he said.
Probably because the marriage proposal failed but was put on the air, and the students were also very embarrassed. The smile on their faces was so stiff that they couldn’t hold back. After a hasty greeting, they didn’t know what to say. The hem of the Chinese tunic suit was a little wrinkled. For the sake of wearing.
Suddenly the hand tightened, Ru Yan felt the pain, but instead of blaming Jing Yuan, he pulled him over: I just saw Jing Yuan being embarrassed by someone, so I ran after him in a moment of impatience.Sorry.You know, I have always regarded Jingyuan as my own younger sister. She was so awkward and ran away for half a year, and I finally saw her again, so I was worried.
Hey, my hands hurt even more.Now Ru Yan really scolded Jing Yuan in his heart.
Little heartless.
She also had to beware of Jingyuan's rebuttal.
I saw Jing Yuan chuckled, turned around and hugged Ru Yan not to let go, rubbing the melon seeds of her hairy head against her neck: Sister, I know I was wrong.
Ru Yanti's heart fell to the ground, and she took advantage of the hugging posture to kiss Jingyuan's neck where the students could not see.
good.she said softly.
Jingyuan's fair-skinned nape instantly became pimple, and it was still stained with thin red. Only Ruyan could see this scenery, and couldn't help sighing in his heart: I found a treasure.
This explanation seemed to reassure the students, but some outsiders could only suggest to send them back because the students couldn't continue what happened before, but Ru Yan politely rejected it.
When passing by the students, Jing Yuan and him looked at each other, trying to make himself look cute and harmless, and he didn't know if he conveyed it to the students' hearts.
The student actually laughed at her, in Ru Yan's opinion, how embarrassing it was.
The husband is surprised and gratified by Jingyuan's return. When talking, his eyes always fall on Ruyan meaningfully. Seeing Ruyan feels like sitting on pins and needles, he wishes that the husband can finish speaking quickly and let her take Jingyuan away.
After the meal, Jing Yuan lay on the bed, touched his chubby belly and sighed: Alas.
Jingyuan seldom sighed, because she used to be a silly girl who didn't know what to worry about, so Ru Yan was a little curious, and when she sat on the side of the bed, she began to touch Jingyuan's belly and make fun of her: Why do you sigh?
That place feels so good, after touching Ru Yan for a while, I can't put it down.
Jingyuan: You brought me back, but I still don't understand you.
Ru Yan's hand paused, and just now he felt that Jing Yuan's idea of becoming smarter disappeared, and he was angry and laughed. After thinking for a long time, he didn't know how to deal with it, so he took off his shoes and socks and lay down beside Jing Yuan.
Jingyuan was taken aback. She had read a lot during the days she went out, including some obscure things, so she was a little nervous now.She never thought about sharing the same bed, but she also couldn't figure out what to do with two women.
She just watched Ru Yan lying on her side with her head propped up, a pair of bright eyes fell on her body, making her afraid to breathe, so she had to carefully observe Ru Yan's movements.
But it is true that she is overthinking. Although Ru Yan has read more books than Jing Yuan, she has never thought about those things because she is too conservative. She just thinks that as long as she looks at Jing Yuan, she will be very happy.
Going a step further means wanting to kiss Jingyuan, nothing more.
After all, in Ruyan's eyes, I don't know why Jingyuan is so delicious.Ru Yan kissed Jingyuan's cheek, it wasn't even a kiss, but his lips touched Jingyuan's face lightly, but it was enough for both of them to blush.
Ru Yan, who was educated in feudalism since childhood, is ashamed, but Jing Yuan, who has not had much experience in this area, is excited.
Ru Yan's eyes dodged. It was the first time she did this kind of thing. She was really shy. After the kiss, she sat up from the bed and wanted to leave, but Jing Yuan rolled over and pushed her back on the bed.
Jingyuan: You like me, right?
For Ru Yan, liking is still an unspeakable thing, no matter how hard she tries, she can't do it, she can only nod her head slightly.
He turned his face sideways and didn't dare to look at Jing Yuan.
Jingyuan: Really?
Ru Yan nodded again.
Jingyuan: Then I won’t be polite.
Before Ru Yan could carefully taste the meaning of this sentence, Jing Yuan kissed her.Same as before, this time it can't be called a kiss, and neither can Jingyuan, they just bumped into each other.
Ru Yan tasted the bloody taste in his mouth, and wanted to push away the giant dog on his body, but Jingyuan's two arms were fine and strong, and he held her without letting go, and his lips stuck to hers motionlessly. After thinking for a while, Ru Yan decided to give up.
It took Jing Yuan a while to get up from her body, sat there obediently, and suddenly let out a gasp: Why are you bleeding.
Ru Yan didn't know whether to tell her or not.
Forget it.
Ru Yan: It's okay, the weather is dry.
She came down to open the drawer, took out something from it and handed it to Jingyuan.It was the handkerchief Jing Yuan used to wipe his mouth last time. After Jing Yuan washed it, Ru Yan never used it again and kept it in the drawer.
Jingyuan looked at the veil, then looked up at Ruyan, not understanding what she was going to do.
Ru Yan: I think it is better to give jewelry, but this is more memorable for you and me, so...
Jingyuan remembers last year's Lantern Festival, this commemorative significance is not a good thing for her, but since Ruyan said so, she has no objection.
She was looking forward to what to say later, but unfortunately Ru Yan didn't say anything, so Jingyuan could only ask herself: So, this is Ru Yan's token of love for me?
Ru Yan: ... um... Oh, anyway, you don't want to buy cheap stuff, so I won't give it to you. I'll buy other things another day. You give it to me after I've chosen... Cough cough... …
It's over, why is she nervous, speaking in this tone is almost suffocating.
Jingyuan's little face was flushed, and she kept staring at her after she finished coughing, blinking her moist eyes and whispering: As long as it is given to me by Ruyan, I like it.
You said it so embarrassingly, your fingers unconsciously curled Jingyuan's hair, and when you found out, you had already braided it.
Jingyuan: Wow.
Ru Yan didn't know what to think, two braided hair from behind the ears and around the bun behind the head, with the tips of the hair tucked into the center of the bun and coiled up, not to mention pretty.This suddenly made Jingyuan very excited, and wanted to make up everything for Ruyan. Ruyan had never seen her craftsmanship, and was chased all over the room, which eventually turned into a chasing game for no reason. They forgot their original purpose, and played like a child in a daze, until they fell down on the deck chair together when they were tired from running.
Jing Yuan just nestled in her arms obediently, sniffing the smell of her body, Ru Yan enjoyed this moment very much.There was no tension and excitement during the confession, the two just cuddled quietly and listened to the sound of the clock together.
One second, another second.
Competition Yuan.
Ru Yan suddenly called her name, and lowered her head to meet those beautiful eyes: Let's go to school.
Going to school was a luxury for girls in the past, and it was also a rare opportunity for Ru Yan and Jing Yuan. After two years of part-time jobs, both of them have some savings, enough to go to school.The new era is advancing, and Ruyan is not willing to be left behind. She also wants to go to school, and she also wants to sit at the school desk with other peers and cry out in the wave of revolution.
Jingyuan has a simple mind, she doesn't know what Ruyan is thinking in her heart, she is simply following Ruyan, as long as Ruyan thinks it is good, then it is good.
Sir was not surprised to hear the news.Ru Yan is born smart, he knew that sooner or later he would break out of the cage and fly outside, but now he just waited for this day.The school is not very far from the bookstore, so there is no need to prepare dormitory supplies. You have the final say, the places that need money are books, stationery, school uniforms and tuition fees.
When the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming, Ru Yan and Jing Yuan finally wait for the day when school starts.The husband once taught in the school, and with this relationship, they walked into the dream campus as transfer students.
Ru Yan stopped at the school gate.
The spring breeze blew past, bringing up peach petals all over the sky, and Ru Yan was so amazed that he couldn't speak.Standing beside her, Jingyuan quietly put his hand into Ruyan's, pretending not to care, and looked at the teaching building at the end of the road with her.
She understands Ru Yan's mood, and she doesn't want to break this tranquility.
Although they were also wearing blue jackets and long black skirts, Ru Yan and Jing Yuan just stood there and were a sight to behold.
On the first day of school, he was in a hurry, and by chance, he met a student. Now the student has become a teacher, but in Ru Yan's eyes, he is still a student of his husband.But Ru Yan was relieved because of this. After all, it is not easy to develop a relationship between a student and a teacher, so he should not pester him again.
The students with sharp eyes and ears probably guessed the people behind them, but there were also some young masters who thought they were born superior and came to trouble them. Neither of them was a strong person, but when it happened to Ru Yan, Jing Yuan became fearless He is not afraid of the ground, and drives people away like an angry cub.
After such an incident happened, the student decided to send them back after school, but the student was a weak scholar after all, with two fists and four hands, the student quickly lost the wind and was thrown aside.Jing Yuan protected Ru Yan and retreated step by step until there was no way to retreat.
What are you doing!
An angry cry woke up a group of people. Ru Yan saw her husband's eyes light up, and then began to worry about him again.
Mr. is also a weak scholar.
Unexpectedly, the master had the time to get close to him, and he knocked those unworthy children to the ground in two or three strokes, and watched them run away indifferently.
The student stood up holding his stomach with one hand and supporting the wall with the other: Thank you sir...
The master carried him on his shoulders and let Ru Yan and Jing Yuan go home first.Jingyuan was silent along the way, and Ruyan didn't know what to say, he hesitated to speak several times, the two of them still had their own thoughts at the dinner table, and his wife was so delicate that she left them behind after the meal.
The wife's voice was very soft and pleasant to listen to: Did something happen?
Ru Yan wondered whether I should tell my wife that there was no support behind those young masters, if it wasn't for them, my husband wouldn't make a move, what if, what if my husband is retaliated against?
On the contrary, Jingyuan was blunt and expressed his thoughts: I don't think I should go to school, I should practice martial arts.
The wife glanced at Ruyan, and then asked Jingyuan: Why?
Jingyuan: This will protect Ruyan.
Paper can't hold fire, Jingyuan has said this, and Ruyan doesn't intend to hide it anymore: In fact, Jingyuan and I were envied by others when we were transferred to school, and we were surrounded at night. My husband fought for us, I am worried Sir he...
The wife understood, and said with a smile: Don't worry, they dare not do anything to the outsider, they have people to back them up, and so do we.Little Jingyuan doesn't need to practice martial arts either, don't be afraid if you have a husband to protect you.
Hearing what his wife said, Ru Yan was relieved, but he thought of the injured student again.The students were bleeding from the corners of their eyes and on their foreheads, and they must have bruises on their stomachs, probably seriously injured. I don't know if they will be able to teach tomorrow.Thinking of it this way, Ru Yan felt guilty in his heart.
Ugh.
Ru Yan lay on the bed and sighed.
Is it right or wrong to decide to go to school?She wants to save the country, what's wrong?
Before Jing Yuan came to her bed, Ru Yan knew she must be sulking, so she simply ran to Jing Yuan's bed.
Putting his hands around Jingyuan's slender waist, Ru Yan realized that he seldom took the initiative to get close to Jingyuan, and usually Jingyuan clung to him.Lying on Jingyuan's not-so-full chest, listening to the strong heartbeat in his chest, Ru Yan suddenly felt very at ease.
Ru Yan: Jing Yuan.
Jingyuan hummed sullenly.
Ruyan called again: Jingyuan.
Jingyuan also hummed again.
Ru Yan suddenly thought it was very funny, and called her name again: Jing Yuan.
Jingyuan was a little dissatisfied this time, so he stopped talking, but hugged her tightly in his arms.Ru Yan was so stuffy that she couldn't breathe, and stretched out her hand to push her soft chest.
Jingyuan suddenly snorted.
Both of them were stunned, especially Jing Yuan, his face turned red.
Ru Yan withdrew his hand and didn't know where to put it. After hesitating for a while, he squeezed out two words: Sorry.
Too bad she's belittled Jingyuan, will Jingyuan hate her?If you hate her, how can she get it back?
Ru Yan, who has lived for almost 19 years, knows for the first time what panic is.
The sound of the heartbeat mixed with the ticking of the clock was very clear, but Ru Yan felt that time stood still, as if Jing Yuan would never forgive her.
What to do, women's chastity is very important, Jingyuan must be very sad.
Ru Yan.
Why!Ru Yan stood up reflexively.
Under the orange light, Jing Yuan looked very well-behaved, and I don't know if it was the effect of the light, Ru Yan felt that Jing Yuan's eyes seemed to be burning with raging fire today, as if, as if...
She suddenly understood that it was the girl Hanchun's eyes.
Jingyuan had a desire for her, it was the fire of desire.
But should she respond to Jingyuan?
I don't know, I don't know, my mind is muddled, Ru Yan is muddled, she can hear Jing Yuan's shortness of breath, and she can also hear her own heartbeat speeding up.Then what to do?
Ru Yan leaned over and pushed Jing Yuan down on the bed.
The next day.
Opening his eyes, life is no different, the swallows outside the window are still chirping happily, and Jing Yuan is sleeping on the same bed as himself again.
Ru Yan always feels as if he has forgotten something, patting his head to pull yesterday's events out of the abyss of memory.
what.
She remembered, she threw Jingyuan down, but did nothing.Not on the one hand, mainly because she thinks it's not the time yet.The students were beaten up because of them, and the teacher gave those bastards a lesson. It was only the second day of school, and there were a lot of messy things, which was really inappropriate.
Why did you suddenly have such an idea yesterday, Ru Yan was very puzzled.You can ask your husband about things in the book, and you can talk to your wife about your troubles in life, but that kind of thing is hard to tell anyone.
Ru Yan ate in a daze, got dressed in a daze, walked to school in a daze,...
A few people suddenly jumped out from some corner and bowed ninety degrees to her and Jingyuan.
Jing Yuan subconsciously blocked Ru Yan behind him, and he was alert and obedient, and it was only then that Ru Yan realized that they were some brats from yesterday.The decision to go to school between her and Jing Yuan was relatively sudden, so she was a little older than them, but it was still weird to hear them talk about each other.
The boys talked for a long time before Ru Yan finally understood. It turned out that the husband went directly to other people's homes. They were scolded by the elders before they knew that the husband should not be messed with, and only then did they know that they were almost expelled from school.There is a rule in the family that if they fail to graduate smoothly, they will be disinherited. It is absolutely impossible for them to hand over such a huge family business as the first son. Therefore, compared with face, they really care more about family competition.
The person who was arrogant yesterday is respectful today, Ruyan sighed in his heart that the status of Mr. is not ordinary.
However, as time passed, Ru Yan gradually discovered that unnecessary troubles had increased.For example, someone picks them up at school, someone acts as a bodyguard at school, and someone escorts them after school. These boys seem to be acting as a group of loyal subordinates, which makes Ru Yan feel a little uncomfortable.
Jingyuan is more uncomfortable than her: with them around, she can't act like a baby in Ruyan's arms, let alone kiss Ruyan secretly. This is definitely a cruel and inhuman torture for Jingyuan who is very dependent on Ruyan.
Oh my god, Jing Yuan felt like he was going to collapse.
Jing Yuan is not bad, he can still spend time with Ru Yan at night, but the student came back after recovering from his injury, and he saw that he was on the third floor, and he had no chance to propose to Ru Yan again.
When the husband saw the three of them together again, they all looked so dejected, and they couldn't laugh or cry.
Ru Yan was listless with two thick dark circles under his eyes: Sir, can you tell them not to follow us anymore?I don't get enough sleep just thinking about seeing a bunch of meat walls the next day, look here, here, and here...
Some students didn't dare to tell the truth to her. The dark circles under their eyes were actually the result of Jing Yuan being able to get close to her at night because of the time being occupied by others during the day.People from Jingyuan are stupid, but they have a quick brain, and they can master what they listen to in class after reviewing it at night, and then they like to cling to Ruyan until bedtime.
You said that my heart is bitter.
Students are also suffering.
In contrast, the most energetic person is Jing Yuan, the child is simply angry and resentful.
However, the influence of the husband does not seem to be as great as Ruyan imagined. He can only correct the students when they do something wrong, and cannot interfere with other people's private life.This situation lasted until July. After the holidays, the boys returned home and began to participate in family affairs. There was no time to hang out. Ru Yan and Jing Yuan finally put on the same lotus-colored cheongsam again, and went to relax hand in hand.
The weather in Fengtian in July is hot, and it seems that there is steam everywhere. The witty Jingyuan took Ruyan to the tree-lined mountain to listen to the cicadas and the breeze.The fish in the mountain spring are happy, and Ruyan's mood gradually becomes clear when he sees it.
When you are tired from walking, you sit on the stone steps to rest. Ru Yan seldom does such a large amount of exercise, and his forehead is already covered with a thin layer of sweat.
Jingyuan: Don't move.
Ruyan was puzzled, and Jingyuan took out a cotton handkerchief and tapped her forehead a few times, feeling much refreshed.The cheeks of the young girl in front of her were dyed a layer of peach color, her earnest look was really pretty, as if she was attracted by something, Ru Yan slowly moved closer to her.
The girl in front of her closed her eyes.
boom!
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