little beast

Sheng Shuangxu looked quite sober, Shen Chengan rushed over to wrap his arms around his shoulders, but was not rejected, Sheng Shuangxu was docile and quiet, like a puppet at the mercy of others.

Seeing his appearance, Shen Chengan couldn't help worrying, but he was always clumsy in the face of the teacher, and he didn't even know how to say comforting words, so he took a taxi first and took him directly to Sheng Shuangxu downstairs.

Sheng Shuangxu was in a daze for a long time, groping in his pocket for the key to open the door, only then remembered that there was Shen Chengan by his side, and asked him blankly, "Why did you follow here?"

Shen Chengan was worried that he would live alone, so he said dryly: "Teacher, I... I will take care of you."

Afraid of annoying Sheng Shuangxu, he hurriedly added: "I'll be leaving in a while, Xiao Qiu will come to pick me up when I'm done."

Sheng Shuangxu didn't have any expression on his face, and I'm afraid he didn't have the mood to care about Shen Chengan, so he let out a blunt "Oh" and fell silent again.

Shen Chengan followed Sheng Shuangxu into the room, and Sheng Shuangxu turned his head to the bathroom as if he didn't exist.

Shen Chengan vaguely heard the sound of the shower water in the bathroom, and guessed in his heart that Sheng Shuangxu had gone to take a shower, so he looked around and began to think about how to talk to his teacher for a while.

Sheng Shuangxu left very early in the morning for this event, and he didn't have time to do the housework. Shen Chengan saw that there were still unwashed dishes and chopsticks piled up in the kitchen, so he cleaned them all. The sound of water in the bathroom was still there. stop.

Shen Chengan wanted Sheng Shuangxu to wash for a longer time, and he also wanted to calm down for a while.

Sheng Shuangxu spends time cleaning the room every day. Even though it hasn't been cleaned all day today, the room is still very tidy. Shen Chengan originally wanted to finish the housework, but Sheng Shuangxu left when he was fine. Everywhere, except for the bathroom, all the rooms were cleaned, but there was no sign of Sheng Shuangxu.

Shen Chengan was a little worried.

The bathroom door was not locked, Shen Chengan just touched it, and the door automatically opened a gap, he didn't want to scare Sheng Shuangxu, so he turned his back and didn't look inside, Shen Chengan tapped the door frame lightly with the back of his hand, and asked: " Teacher, have you finished washing?"

Sheng Shuangxu didn't speak, and the only response was the patter of water.

Shen Chengan was startled, and he didn't care about being careful at this moment, so he pushed the door open and went in, only to see Sheng Shuangxu leaning his head against the tiles on the wall, sitting on the floor with his legs crossed, his clothes hadn't changed, his shirt and trousers had been I was drenched by the shower above my head, stuck to my body tightly, and my body was soaked white.

Shen Chengan went to turn off the shower in a panic, and touched the cold water with his hands——Sheng Shuangxu didn't adjust the water temperature at all.

Sheng Shuangxu took a slow look at Shen Chengan, then turned his gaze back, and sat motionless on the same spot, his glasses were blurred by water droplets, making it difficult for Shen Chengan to see his expression clearly.

Shen Chengan said in a hoarse voice: "Teacher, you'll catch a cold this way, shall we go out?"

Sheng Shuangxu hugged her knees tightly, didn't speak, and only shrank into a corner.

Shen Chengan couldn't force him to take him out, so he took a towel, and he didn't care about the water all over the floor. He knelt down in front of Sheng Shuangxu, wiped his teacher's face first, and the overflowing water wet him The cold water made his skin numb.

Shen Chengan wanted to take off Sheng Shuangxu's glasses first, but he grabbed the legs of the glasses, and just as he moved his hands to Sheng Shuangxu's face, those wet and cold hands wrapped around his wrists softly.

"Shen Chengan," Sheng Shuangxu said with a strong nasal voice, "Why do you care about me?"

Shen Chengan's hands froze in place, and the glasses in his hand fell to the ground with a thud. He stammered, "Teacher, I..."

A steady stream of drops of water rolled down Sheng Shuangxu's cheeks, making it hard to tell whether it was waterdrops or teardrops, Sheng Shuangxu's voice became softer and softer: "I don't understand you, I don't understand what you want What do you want now? I have nothing left."

"...Maybe all this can only end if I die."

Shen Chengan's heart felt as if a knife had cut him, his teacher was right in front of him, but it seemed that he was already far away, Shen Chengan could only grasp Sheng Shuangxu's shoulder in vain, trying to pull him back to his side.

"No, no! It's really going to end soon," Shen Chengan hugged Sheng Shuangxu's body tightly, he didn't know if it was Sheng Shuangxu in his arms who was shaking or he was shaking, "I'm sorry, teacher, You don't need to understand me, as long as you live a good life, I will never appear in front of you again and make you angry."

Shen Chengan was extremely flustered, he no longer knew what he was talking about, he just said all the words he thought of, wanting to save his teacher.

Shen Cheng'an said: "Teacher, don't be too hard on yourself. This will only satisfy the wishes of those people. You still have a lawsuit to fight, and we are only one step away. You still have... Think about your daughter, she cannot live without her father... ..."

I can't live without you either - Shen Chengan thought in his heart, but he didn't dare to say these words.

If his teacher was gone, he didn't dare to imagine what he would look like, just because he couldn't see Sheng Shuangxu normally, Shen Chengan would go crazy.

Upon hearing his daughter's name, Sheng Shuangxu finally came to his senses. He leaned on Shen Chengan's shoulder, and after a while, tears seeped into Shen Chengan's shoulder.

Shen Chengan realized that the only way to restore Sheng Shuangxu's energy was in this way, so he hurriedly continued: "Teacher, we must at least survive to prove to my daughter that her father did nothing wrong."

Shen Chengan felt the warmth in his shoulders, his throat was sore, all he could do was hug his teacher tightly.

After an unknown amount of time, even Shen Chengan's shirt was soaked, before Sheng Shuangxu finally raised his head from his embrace, looking into his eyes with red eyes.

Those beautiful green eyes were also covered with mist, and under Sheng Shuangxu's focused gaze, they gradually became erratic.

Shen Chengan didn't know where to put his eyes.

Sheng Shuangxu kept staring at him, and suddenly said: "I told you not to beat him, why didn't you listen to me? He will always depend on you."

Shen Chengan knew that he was talking about Sheng Zongyu, and said: "Just give him some money - this old bastard, I want to beat him up a few more times."

"That's not the case," Sheng Shuangxu sighed, "He lost too much money in business, and even helped students to cheat academically for the sake of money, and now he has lost all his jobs because of academic misconduct, and one of them is at the end of his rope. People who are rich will do everything they can to amass money.”

Sheng Zongyu didn't even put on that hypocritical "Professor Sheng" disguise anymore. In the past, he still wanted to maintain the decency of the so-called "cultural man" and the so-called "scholarly family" and make himself look brighter, even if his son and daughter were with him. To sever the relationship, he also had to pretend to be disdainful on the surface, but now he is overwhelmed by debts, and all the etiquette, righteousness and shame are wasted in front of money.

Sheng Shuangxu thought of Sheng Zongyu, and couldn't help but choked up again: "I won't give him a penny, no matter how he wants to make trouble, even if I die."

Shen Chengan touched the tears on Sheng Shuangxu's face with his fingers.

Painful memories of the past flooded Sheng Shuangxu's heart, and he couldn't help but shake off Shen Chengan's hand, lowered his head and sobbed softly.

"When I was young, he faced us like this," Sheng Shuangxu said, "And I couldn't do anything well. I couldn't protect my sister when I was young. I just kept running away, thinking that leaving home would make me better." It turned out that there is nothing we can do about him now.”

Shen Chengan clumsily inserted his finger again, wiping the tears on Sheng Shuangxu's face.

"If he still pesters you like this next time, I'll kill him," Shen Chengan murmured, "...No, I will never let him pester you again."

After this commotion, Sheng Shuangxu calmed down at any rate, and he was much more energetic. He was able to raise his eyes and stare at Shen Chengan, crying and saying, "Murder? Are you crazy?"

Sheng Shuangxu took Shen Chengan's words as foolish, but after all, Sheng Shuangxu himself had nothing left now, no matter how much trouble Sheng Zongyu made in the future, he had nothing to be afraid of - he could only comfort himself like this Own.

Shen Chengan's fingers were still wrapped around the side of Sheng Shuangxu's face, his free hand tightened around Sheng Shuangxu's waist, and with a light movement, he brought Sheng Shuangxu into his arms again.

Both of Shen Chengan's hands were like pliers, almost strangling Sheng Shuangxu so hard that he couldn't breathe.

Shen Chengan whispered in his ear, "Teacher, don't cry, how can I leave with peace of mind when you look like this."

Sheng Shuangxu turned his face away with difficulty, Shen Chengan was too close to him, and the breaths of the two were entangled hotly.

Sheng Shuangxu saw many things in those fluctuating green eyes, fear, panic, sadness... and the shadow of Sheng Shuangxu himself.

Sheng Shuangxu was about to be sucked in by these eyes.

Once Shen Chengan was stared at by him for a long time, he couldn't help moving his eyes elsewhere, and finally couldn't help but say: "Teacher, don't look at me like this."

Sheng Shuangxu didn't know what was wrong with him, perhaps it was because the bathroom was too stuffy, he cried until his mind became confused, he pulled out his hand, grabbed Shen Chengan's face, and told him to look at him.

"Why don't you dare to look at me?" Sheng Shuangxu asked.

Shen Chengan was forced to retreat steadily by him, even with impulsive energy, he unknowingly let go of Sheng Shuangxu's hand, and supported the floor helplessly, but Shen Chengan didn't dare to hold Sheng Shuangxu's hand With all the strength, he moved his eyes back stiffly.

Shen Chengan said: "I..."

Sheng Shuangxu said: "You've been staring at me before, but I think you can't do it?"

Shen Chengan hurriedly said: "No, it's not impossible if you want to see me, it's just..."

All the unhappiness in Sheng Shuangxu's heart was vented on Shen Chengan, and he wanted to chase after Shen Chengan to pick a thorn and bite him: "Do you care if I cry or not? Well, even the teacher will cry, you are not right now. My student is now, you are already this old, I won't spoil you..."

Tears fell down again, and Sheng Shuangxu said: "You used to bully me like that, but now you talk about worry and guilt, and you don't let me look at you, and you don't let me cry when you cry, what else do you want to do?" ?”

Shen Chengan had never seen Sheng Shuangxu like this, so... aggressive.

It's like a kitten scratching someone.

Sheng Shuangxu's words made no sense, Shen Chengan was flustered by Sheng Shuangxu's accusation, and said, "Teacher, that's not what I meant!"

Sheng Shuangxu stopped talking, and just stared at Shen Chengan, as if he wanted to stare a hole in his face.

"You look at me like this—" Shen Chengan's mouth became dry all of a sudden, "I like you, I...I really love you, teacher."

Sheng Shuangxu's eyes widened.

Shen Chengan, who had lost his memory, had said similar words countless times, but in front of him, after all, he had returned to normal, Sheng Shuangxu was still taken aback, his heart beating like a drumbeat, and said: "You, why are you crazy?"

"I don't want to lie to you, teacher," Shen Chengan's fingers passed through Sheng Shuangxu's waist, and wrapped them up quietly, "As soon as you stare at me, I really want to kiss you."

Sheng Shuangxu pushed him too hard, forcing Shen Chengan's courage.

Shen Chengan's breath became hotter and hotter, sweeping towards Sheng Shuangxu's cheek.

Whenever Sheng Shuangxu was in tears, Shen Chengan wanted to kiss all of Sheng Shuangxu's tears back, so that he would never cry again, and never say anything lightly to seek death, but could only be hugged in his arms inside.

"Teacher, I'm a man, you want to treat me like a useless man who can't control himself," Shen Chengan's gaze was firmly glued to Sheng Shuangxu's face, and his fingers trembling against Sheng Shuangxu's flesh, said, "Please You, stop staring at me."

"Slap me now, or push me away, and I will let you go immediately."

Sheng Shuangxu uncontrollably recalled the kiss with Shen Chengan in the past, and felt a tingle in his spine.

Even though he didn't want to admit it, he was no longer what he thought was normal. He liked kisses from men, hugs from men, and...

At the very least, he could be distracted from the painful reality for a while.

——But what if it’s just indulgence and sinking this time?