little beast

"Little gay, your eyes are so beautiful."

This compliment was like the devil's whisper, approaching Shen Chengan step by step.

The man approached Shen Chengan, who was trembling with fright, and took out a hood with Shao Qing's photo printed on it from his pocket——

This is also the "treatment" that Shen Chengan has endured for a long time. They obtained Shao Qing's information through Maria, and posted Shao Qing's photo in pictures and videos, forcing Shen Chengan to look at it, so as to make people conditioned reflex disgusting purpose.

Shao Qingren is dead, and no one will pursue the rights and interests of the photos for him, nor will his divorced and abandoned parents.

Nowadays, men put Shao Qing's headgear on their own heads.

Shen Chengan didn't know what he wanted to do, so he could only shrink back as much as possible, his back was already clinging to the edge of the iron bed, there was no way to retreat, the smell of cold rust mixed with the smell of disinfectant water, and the smell of accumulated dust surrounded him , Occupying his nasal cavity pervasively.

With one hand, Shen Chengan grabbed the chain that bound his neck, and with the other hand he groped around behind helplessly, and found a pair of scissors under the bed.Shen Chengan grabbed the blade of the scissors, and hid it behind his back—this pair of scissors had been kept here for an unknown amount of time. Shen Chengan touched the ashes in his hand, and it became muddy with the cold sweat in his palm, and the rust scraped against his face bluntly. finger belly.

"Little thing, why are you disobedient?" The man moved away the wooden chair in front of the bed, and the legs of the chair rubbed against the concrete floor, making a creepy rubbing sound, "You don't deserve the love and salvation of the heavenly father."

Shen Chengan didn't dare to speak, he could only hold the scissors tightly in his hands.

Shen Chengan knelt on the ground and looked up, only seeing the loose white uniform pants of the man tied to his beer belly.

"You need a good treatment, you have to listen to me."

In front of Shen Chengan, the man untied the knot of his trousers.

"For a moment, this treatment won't hurt you."

In order to survive, people will deliberately downplay the pain in memory, so that Shen Chengan doesn't quite remember what happened at that time, he only knows that the man approached him - when his senses returned, his scissors had already inserted into the man's belly.

Before the man could take off his trousers, he tripped over the trouser legs and fell to the ground. The bleeding from the cut artery was profuse, splashing all over Shen Chengan, and a pool of blood like a lake formed under his body.The man was furious because of the severe pain, he staggered up, grabbed Shen Chengan's neck with one hand and threw it on the ground, punching Shen Chengan's eye sockets fiercely.

The world in front of Shen Chengan was stained red, and the headgear with Shao Qing's photo printed on it was also soaked in blood, until he could no longer open his eyes, and he didn't know whether his blood was mixed with his own blood or a man's blood, so he could only hold on to his scissors tightly. , endured the sharp pain from the eyes, and poked at the man indiscriminately.

All he knew was that if he didn't resist he would be killed, he would be defiled, and he would never be able to escape from hell.

It was pitch black before Shen Chengan's eyes, and finally he only heard a nurse's scream, and completely lost consciousness.

When Shen Chengan was talking about these things, he subconsciously hugged Sheng Shuangxu's calf, so Sheng Shuangxu could clearly feel the trembling of Shen Chengan's arm muscles. neck.

Shen Chengan was taken aback by Sheng Shuangxu's actions, he was very sensitive now, and immediately wanted to dodge, but in the end he forcibly endured it for the sake of his teacher, and rubbed his cheek against Sheng Shuangxu's wrist as if to please him.

Shen Chengan's skin was cold, and cold sweat wrapped around Sheng Shuangxu's fingers stickily.

Sheng Shuangxu hesitated for a moment, but still asked the doubts in his heart: "Shen Chengan, did your eyes also break at that time?"

This is a very taboo and sensitive topic for Shen Chengan, but Shen Chengan didn't care about uncovering the scar in front of his teacher, saying: "After I woke up from the hospital, I couldn't see anything in my left eye. Prosthetic eye - but, I don't want you to see me take off the prosthetic eye, it's too ugly, I want to be more handsome in front of you."

"I was young, and it was counted as self-defense. My mother took me away from the same room immediately after the accident. Since then, I have never mentioned the incident of that day. I thought that the man was killed by me. ..."

Shen Chengan didn't say anything next.

Sheng Shuangxu had mixed feelings in his heart, and finally sighed softly, and said, "I'm sorry... I really shouldn't have told your mother at that time."

"I don't regret it, teacher," Shen Chengan whispered, "If going through all this can make me catch you, then everything is worth it."

Even after getting along for so long, Sheng Shuangxu was still shocked when he heard Shen Chengan's crazy words. He knew Shen Chengan's infatuation and persistence, but it was hard to imagine that he was willing to give to such a degree.

Sheng Shuangxu's hand stroking the back of Shen Chengan's neck paused for a moment, but Shen Chengan grabbed his finger and stuck it to his cheek.

"Don't dislike me, teacher." Seeing that Sheng Shuangxu was silent, Shen Chengan timidly and cautiously continued, "I have not been let down by him—"

He really couldn't say the following words, so he changed the wording: "I'm very clean, I've only had you since I was a child."

For a moment, Sheng Shuangxu didn't know whether to be shy or soft-hearted for Shen Chengan's humbleness, his heart churned together with the word "clean", filling his entire chest sourly.

Sheng Shuangxu couldn't tell whether he was happy or sad, so he calmed down without thinking, "Why would I mind these problems..."

As soon as these words were spoken, it seemed as if he wanted to establish a relationship with Shen Chengan in the open and in the dark. Sheng Shuangxu quickly realized this, but the words he said could not be taken back immediately, and the hidden meaning in his words was not a single word. The news of the landing reached Shen Chengan's ears.

Shen Chengan was pleasantly surprised by Sheng Shuangxu's ambiguous recognition of his love in Sheng Shuangxu's words. He pressed the teacher's finger on his face tightly, as if he wanted to integrate himself with Sheng Shuangxu , hot tears also seeped into Sheng Shuang Xu's fingers.

"Teacher, thank you," Shen Chengan was able to hold back tears when recalling the pain of the past, but finally wept because of the teacher's approval, "Even if you have only a slight liking for me, I still want to love you purely... "

In order to gain the hope of being loved, he wants to confess to his teacher.

"I have done too many wrong things. If I can make up for my mistakes, if I can make you feel even a little bit good for me-even if I am told to die, I am willing."

The palm against Shen Chengan's cheek seemed to be glued to death, Sheng Shuangxu couldn't move his palm away at this moment, Shen Chengan was very obedient and clingy, he turned his face to the side, and lightly pecked and kissed Sheng Shuangxu's wrist .

"Teacher, can I sit next to you?" Shen Chengan, as if he was afraid that his teacher would run away, with his other arm tightly wrapped around Sheng Shuangxu's calf, begged choked up, "I really want to hold you tight, I want to kiss you too."

"If you don't like it, just maintain the status quo. It's just, it's just that your fingers are so soft, can you continue to touch my cheeks and the back of my neck?"

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Shen: I don’t feel safe, I want to hang out with my teacher...