little beast

Sheng Zongyu didn't expect the usually cowardly Sheng Shuangxu to say such things to him, and immediately said hypocritically: "No matter what, you are my son."

Sheng Zongyu was not their father when he sold their brothers and sisters to others and ignored them, but he became a father again when he asked for money, and now at his mother's funeral.

"Are you married again?" Sheng Shuangxu asked.

The topic of Sheng Shuangxu turned too quickly, causing Sheng Zongyu to pause, he swallowed, and said, "A man has to solve his needs."

"...Sheng Zongyu, why don't you die?" Sheng Shuangxu finally turned his head to look at Sheng Zongyu, and said calmly.

In the more than 30 years Sheng Shuangxu has spent, he has never said such foul language to others.

He will never forget the harm Sheng Zongyu caused to them in his whole life - on that painful and desperate night, Sheng Zongyu pushed him and Sheng Yuwei into the abyss.

At least at this moment, Sheng Zongyu wanted to be a decent person. He was already a little angry, and his pretended calm expression froze on his face. He wiped the corners of his eyes in embarrassment, and said, "Shuang Xu, I really feel sorry for your mother."

Sheng Shuangxu asked, "Where's Sheng Yuwei?"

Sheng Zongyu hesitated, and said, "It's not my fault, you should know—"

"Fuck you, did you hear that?" Sheng Shuangxu couldn't help trembling all over, he lowered his voice, even his lips were trembling, "Sheng Zongyu, I'll fuck you."

Shen Chengan stared dumbfounded at his teacher cursing, and didn't even have time to deal with Sheng Zongyu before his teacher.

The priest's prayer just ended, and when it was time for the family to give a speech, Sheng Shuangxu didn't follow the procedure. He grabbed Sheng Zongyu's collar and punched Sheng Zongyu amidst the exclamation of everyone.

Although Sheng Shuangxu is weak, he is a young man after all, Sheng Zongyu has been hollowed out by tobacco and alcohol, he still can't break free from Sheng Shuangxu's grip for a while, his glasses were shattered, and he shouted: "I will kill you! Let go of me, son of a bitch!"

Sheng Shuangxu didn't say a word, Sheng Zongyu wailed, and without caring about his dignity and demeanor, he grabbed Sheng Shuangxu's arm and opened his mouth to bite.

All this happened so quickly, Shen Chengan subconsciously wanted to stop his teacher, but seeing that Sheng Shuangxu had the upper hand, he immediately kicked Sheng Zongyu's cheek several times.

The scene was quite chaotic for a while, Sheng Shuangxu's forearm was bitten by Sheng Zongyu, and since Sheng Yuwei was mentioned, he seemed to have gone crazy, and he punched Sheng Zongyu one after another, venting out the pain and resentment accumulated over the years.

Sheng Zongyu wanted to stand up from the ground, and raised his foot to kick Sheng Shuangxu's lower abdomen. Shen Chengan quickly grabbed Sheng Zongyu's shoulders and dragged him out before he could hurt Sheng Shuangxu.

"I'm going to kill you! I'm going to kill you!"

Sheng Zongyu was beaten with blood all over his face, and kept yelling, and then he was stopped by other people, pushed and rushed to the outside of the church to tell them to calm down.

Sheng Zongyu scolded and shouted: "Sheng Shuangxu, you're gay! You're messing with Shen Chengan, you're going to die, you!"

Even with Shen Chengan's help, Sheng Shuangxu still had dots on his body. He stood up straight with difficulty, only feeling dizzy due to emotional agitation. All the relatives fought back in front of them: "What's wrong with me being gay? I won't hurt anyone because of my sexual orientation, Sheng Zongyu, it's better to pretend to be decent than borrowing money and debts everywhere, right?"

This sentence completely hit Sheng Zongyu's weakness. Of course, Sheng Shuangxu knew how to stimulate Sheng Zongyu. No amount of vicious words could beat Sheng Zongyu's hard-working "decentness". Cursing Sheng Shuangxu from a distance.

Sheng Shuangxu didn't fight back, and he didn't collapse because of it, maybe because he was too emotional, he actually fell into a numb nothingness - he lost all five senses, his mind was numb, he lost control of his body, he couldn't hear any sound, Everything around him also became illusory, the colorful glass of the church twisted and rotated in front of his eyes, he stared at the saint portrait on the window, and gradually saw the shadow of Sheng Yuwei.

A beam of light fell down the colorful window, illuminating Sheng Shuangxu's fingertips. He lowered his head to look at his fingers. He had worn out his finger bones during the fight, and blood drops were sliding down his palm. Under the light, the blood seemed to turn golden.

Sheng Shuangxu found himself little by little from nothingness, oh, at his mother's funeral, he had a fight with Sheng Zongyu because of Sheng Yuwei.

Sheng Yuwei, who merged with the statue of the saint, suddenly shattered, like a golden butterfly swaying in the air, turning into countless bubbles the moment she touched Sheng Shuangxu's fingertips, and the broken light particles wrapped around Sheng Shuangxu's fingertips. Died away in silence.

Sheng Shuangxu, who had lost consciousness of everything, suddenly became dizzy, and the dizziness eroded him again. It seemed that there were countless hands wrapped around his shoulders, trying to pull him back into despair and guilt. He wanted to move My own body, but I can't even lift my fingers.

——so painful.

——He wants to live, he wants to live with heavy memories.

—Who will save him.

In a trance, someone grasped his hand tightly, and the warm body temperature passed through Sheng Shuangxu's icy palm. At this moment, the noisy discussions in the church and Sheng Zongyu's chattering curses rushed into his ears, and the pain on his body The soreness and pain almost overwhelmed him at the same time, and his perception was so clear that he could hardly support his body, and almost fell to the floor.

The person holding his palm hugged him tightly.

"I ruined my mother's funeral, this is my mother's funeral," Sheng Shuangxu said blankly, he didn't know where to throw his glasses, and Shen Chengan only had a blurry face in front of him, "How can I How can you do something like this?"

"It's okay, teacher, it's okay," Shen Chengan hugged his teacher tightly, his tone was gentle and peaceful, "I can take care of it in a while."

"I made a fuss like this, I don't have the face to address my mother in front of the priest anymore."

Shen Chengan said: "Then we won't give a speech."

Only then did Sheng Shuangxu realize that his face was covered with tears. He cried in Shen Chengan's arms and said, "I just said that I am gay in front of everyone."

Sheng Shuangxu didn't care that he was curling up in Shen Chengan's arms in full view.

"I let everyone know I'm gay."

Shen Chengan said: "If they don't accept it, we'll leave. I'll walk with you. Teacher, I'll be gay with you. Whoever dares to accuse you in person, I'll beat him up."

Sheng Shuangxu couldn't stop crying: "But I'm so scared, what should I do if I let my daughter know? I haven't explained to them at all... What should I do?"

"I'll explain," Shen Chengan said firmly, "Teacher, I'll explain to them, I'll explain to everyone, and I'll take care of everything——I seduced you, and I'll let them scold me."

Sheng Shuangxu cried and said "I'm scared" so many times, and Shen Chengan resolutely comforted him with "It's okay", until he gradually calmed down, and tremblingly wiped his tears with a tissue.

Originally, the people in the church had already taken the initiative to run outside, waiting for Sheng Shuangxu inside to calm down.

Shen Chengan found Sheng Shuangxu's glasses and put them back on for his teacher.

Sheng Shuangxu sat on the pew in the church with his knees in his arms, and said with sobs, "I've calmed down."

Shen Chengan looked down at Sheng Shuangxu's red and swollen eyes, and said, "Teacher, do you want to go home? Why don't we leave here."

"No," Sheng Shuangxu refused, "I have to apologize to my uncle first. Leaving at this time is causing him trouble. I have to do something to try to make up for the mistake I made just now."

"And then?" Shen Chengan said.

"Then continue to attend the funeral. Unless they drive me away, I have to attend this funeral. Anyway, there will be nothing more embarrassing than this in the future."

Sheng Shuangxu stretched out his hand, actively entangled Shen Chengan's fingers, and stood up with his strength.

Shen Chengan didn't ask him any more, Sheng Shuangxu continued: "Then we'll go home...you take me home."

Shen Chengan blinked, his emerald green pupils sparkled, and he suddenly said: "I love you so much, teacher."

His teacher redeemed him and taught him how to love, and he will use this life to redeem his insecure teacher.

Sheng Shuangxu sniffed his nose.

"It was you who seduced me, and you are responsible," he heard himself say, his heart beating like a drum, "It was you who led me to ruin."

No matter how much pain he has to experience in the future, someone will accompany him to continue walking.

"—I love you too, Shen Chengan."