little beast

Shen Chengan is not a talkative person, the most practical skill he has mastered since he was a child is silence, and he doesn't even show his affection for Shaoqing in front of outsiders.

The less you talk, the harder it is to be noticed and bullied.

He never asked Shaoqing why he was so sad when he mentioned Teacher Sheng, and he didn't know the reason. Shaoqing didn't like to talk about his own affairs, and when he stayed with Shen Chengan, he just smoked and had fun—Shen Chengan should have asked earlier, Maybe he could save Shao Qing, but he only remembered that kiss until Shao Qing jumped off the stairs.

After Shaoqing died, Shaoqing's parents divorced early and had their own families, so this child became a redundant burden. They were terribly calm and quietly took away all traces of Shaoqing at school.

Shen Chengan was very unwilling, he wandered downstairs of Shaoqing's mother's house for a long time, and finally found Shaoqing's diary in the trash can.

Shaoqing's parents didn't care about Shaoqing, and they wouldn't go through their son's diary on purpose, so no one knew about Shaoqing's vague memories of Teacher Sheng.

Except for Shen Chengan.

He shouldn't have read Shaoqing's privacy, but Shaoqing is dead, except for Shen Chengan, no one in this world wants to know why he died.

Shaoqing's death is like a drop of water melting into the ocean, without splashing a little wave, it will be forgotten by everyone.

At the beginning, the diary didn't write much about Sheng Shuangxu, but occasionally mentioned it when it involved homework and exams. Shaoqing even nicknamed his head teacher. Sheng Shuangxu had a good temper and spoke slowly. He was afraid that students would listen to him I don't understand, a sentence has to be taken down and repeated many times, the clever Shaoqing thinks he is long-winded and calls him "a long-winded ghost".

All the turning point came after a certain midterm, when Shaoqing fell in love early.

Shaoqing is flamboyant and proud, but he is also the most deviant person in the class. He has been in this class for a long time and is not well received. However, he is good-looking, has money in his family, and has never been short of girls around him. child.

According to Shen Cheng'an's thinking later, Shao Qing's reason for getting a girlfriend was less like puppy love, and more like looking for a playmate.

Emotions are mutual, Shaoqing doesn't love them, he can't put his heart into his girlfriends, the relationship is doomed not to last long, no matter how many girlfriends he changes, he can't make up for his loneliness.

Shaoqing is not afraid of being isolated, and even takes the initiative to break away from his classmates, but he is still afraid of being alone subconsciously.

Shaoqing never avoids people when he is in love, he has the capital of being aboveboard, and he is used to living an unfettered life by relying on his grades.

The teachers saw that he had good grades, and as long as he didn't do anything out of the ordinary, they kept turning a blind eye.

This is just most of the teachers, Sheng Shuangxu is not in this list.

Sheng Shuangxu is a kind person. Growing up in a patriarchal family, Sheng Shuangxu has become submissive. He can be said to be too kind - it is not an exaggeration to say that he is useless and cowardly.

If there is one word that can properly measure him, it is good old man, he is a good old man who hardly ever gets angry with outsiders.

Until Sheng Shuangxu discovered Shaoqing's early love.

Sheng Shuangxu was very caring about his students, but he was too slow, otherwise he wouldn't have failed to notice Shaoqing's pain.

It was not easy for Sheng Shuangxu to discover that his student had a puppy love, so Shaoqing dared to do it.

At that time, Sheng Shuangxu considered himself a "normal person". He didn't allow his students to fall in love—it had nothing to do with their grades. In his eyes, they were too young. At this time, the romance was doomed to be fruitless, and they couldn't help themselves. responsibility for the choice.

Regardless of whether his ideas are extreme or not, whether the students can accept it or not, at least Sheng Shuangxu is really thinking about Shaoqing - the person concerned is probably not willing to claim such a consideration.

Shaoqing's diary was scribbled because of irritability: "When the nagging ghost is in a hurry, his face turns red, like a talking red parrot."

Sheng Shuangxu, the red parrot, insisted on opening his mouth and annoyed Shao Qing to the point of breaking up.

Most of the students in their class like Sheng Shuangxu very much, and because they like him so much, they are not afraid of him enough. This kind of character is not suitable to be a class teacher, but Sheng Shuangxu seldom can't control the students. He persuades others His writing skills are not superb, and he is best at repeating sentences mixed with sentences. If students don't correct them, he can talk until they correct them.

Shen Chengan has a low sense of existence, rarely causes trouble, and will correct mistakes in time. He never had a chance to experience such a preface to Sheng Shuang, and Shaoqing understood it first.

Sheng Shuangxu fell silent in Shaoqing's diary, but one day, the name of "long-winded ghost" suddenly appeared.

"The long-winded ghost is kind of cute when his face is red." Shen Chengan didn't know what kind of mood Shao Qing had in writing this sentence: "He is the best person I have ever met."

"Like the father in my dreams."

Even though he had been mentally prepared, when he read this, Shen Chengan inevitably suffered a cardiopulmonary arrest.

From then on, "long-winded ghosts" appeared more and more frequently in Shaoqing's diary, so much so that Shen Chengan was afraid.

Shaoqing's attitude towards the surrounding things is mostly indifferent, he has never seen Shaoqing treat someone so kindly.

In Shen Chengan's impression, excluding the last things Sheng Shuangxu did, he could be considered a good teacher, but no matter how good Sheng Shuangxu was, he still pushed Shaoqing to a tall building.

It will also push Shen Chengan, who deeply believes in Sheng Shuangxu, into the abyss.