little beast

Shen Chengan was taken aback by his sudden thought, of course he couldn't allow himself to kiss him, he moved his gaze from Sheng Shuangxu's face to the cigarette held between his fingers with difficulty, and couldn't help but to kiss him. Hold the hand holding the cigarette.

Sheng Shuangxu was taken aback for a moment, and instinctively wanted to hide again, but Shen Chengan tightly held his wrist, not telling him to run around.

Shen Chengan's fingers clenched tighter and tighter, making Sheng Shuangxu a little painful.

A blush spread from the corners of Shen Chengan's eyes, his green eyes were filled with undisguised, passionate longing, and his gaze was naked and hot.

His eyes are really beautiful, Rao Shengshuangxu, at first glance his jewel-like eyes, it's hard not to be addicted to them.

But when he thought that the person in front of him was Shen Chengan, his heart turned cold.

Sheng Shuangxu is not gay, he is even quite homophobic, if Shen Chengan did not persecute him, he would never be under others in this life.

Nor does it have any weird thoughts about men's eyes.

After being impulsive, Shen Chengan regretted it. He found an unwise reason for himself and explained: "Teacher, I also want to smoke."

Sheng Shuangxu didn't understand what he was going to do, and wanted to get him a new one, but Shen Chengan didn't allow him to move, twisted his wrist, and bit his half-smoked cigarette holder.

Sheng Shuangxu was so frightened that he almost couldn't hold the cigarette.

Shen Chengan took his arm firmly, took a sharp breath, and immediately coughed from choking, he obviously couldn't inhale, he could only inhale like Sheng Shuangxu, and was squeezed by the smoky tears come out.

Shen Chengan's beautiful eyes were covered with mist, he covered his mouth and nose and coughed lightly, and after coughing, he remembered Teacher Sheng's moist eyes, bright red lips, and itchy and dry throat, which made him cough more violently.

In the white smoke, he instantly saw Shao Qing's appearance. The appearance of Shao Qing and the treating doctor intertwined, causing Shen Chengan to feel the familiar numbness of electric current.

It is desire, the very existence of desire that causes him pain.

Sheng Shuangxu's attraction made him contradictory, and he had to suffer in the conflict.

Electric shocks, a man wearing a hood that imprinted Shaoqing's appearance, and the scissors that Shen Chengan took in his hands in a hurry to defend himself.

He was a little sick, and as soon as that memory popped up, it made him retch uncontrollably facing the appearance of Sheng Frost Order in his mind.

He's about to throw up his lungs.

This choking made both of them more energetic, Sheng Shuangxu woke up from his grief, and Shen Chengan temporarily forgot his uncontrollable obsession with his teacher.

Sheng Shuangxu lost the interest in smoking, and always felt that something was wrong with Shen Chengan, he murmured for a while, but finally didn't say anything, suddenly feeling full of awkwardness.

Shen Chengan coughed and started to vomit again, Sheng Shuangxu couldn't imagine what happened to him.

He just smoked Sheng Shuangxu's cigarettes, and he became so uncomfortable.

Sheng Shuangxu raised his finger and hesitated for a while, and finally patted Shen Chengan's violently trembling shoulder, trying to relieve his lingering pain.

Shen Chengan paused, and subconsciously blocked Sheng Shuangxu's hand stroking his back, he pinched his wrist, and bounced it away as if surprised.

"You, don't touch me," Shen Chengan's eyes revealed an expression of uncontrollable horror. Sheng Shuangxu had only seen Shen Chengan so frightened that night when he had a nightmare, "I..."

When Shen Chengan was in a daze, his eyes finally came into focus slowly, and there were still a few drops of physiological tears from the corners of his eyes, which were glistening and clinging to his green pupils.

Under normal light, it was difficult to see the difference between Shen Chengan's two eyes. Shen Chengan seldom shed tears, and it was only then that Sheng Shuangxu realized that the difference between the two eyes could be vaguely seen through the tears.

Even though Sheng Shuangxu didn't want to care about it anymore, and wouldn't take the initiative to talk about it, but it was hard not to care about the abnormality in Shen Chengan's pupil color, so he subconsciously stared at his eyes——Shen Chengan's left eye glowed blue-yellow again, Reflecting the dim sky, there is a kind of crystal clear glass feeling, but at the same time it is lifeless.

His left eye is beautiful, but not like that of a living person.Sheng Shuangxu was taken aback by his own thoughts.

He didn't dare to think about it anymore, his thoughts crossed the line.

Sheng Shuangxu averted his eyes on purpose, he didn't want to interfere too much with Shen Chengan who was feeling uncomfortable, he looked over the tombstones around him, and saw the familiar name engraved on it.

In the column of people erecting the stele, first is Song Lingya's father, then Song Lingya's two older brothers, and finally Song Lingya, who is the daughter.

Her mother was also buried here, not far from Sheng Yuwei's tomb.

According to Sheng Shuangxu's understanding, Song Lingya's family is not rich, it can be said that it is quite poor. Her father is unemployed, and when she was in high school, her mother was already seriously ill in bed.

Song Lingya is beautiful, smart, and eager to learn. Her father almost took her back to give up her studies to support her family. Sheng Shuangxu did a lot of work in the middle to win her the opportunity to continue studying.

When Sheng Shuangxu brought his younger sister to live alone, he suffered too much. His only regret was that he couldn't make Sheng Yuwei study normally like ordinary people, so he didn't want Song Lingya to give up the opportunity to study, so he took special care of her a lot.

Song Lingya was so poor that she couldn't afford food at that time, and Sheng Shuangxu even paid for her food expenses for the entire third year of high school.

The Song family has not returned the food he paid in advance, and his kindness to Song Lingya has finally become a deliberate preparation before abducting the girl. Everything has turned into ulterior motives and evil intentions, and Song Lingya has not been able to do what he wished, continue reading After finishing high school, he dropped out of school and went home because of that incident.

During the period when he was fired, he was not in the mood to pursue these things. Looking back now, everything he wanted to do ended up going to the extreme of tragedy.

It's just that Song Lingya's mother had passed away unexpectedly.

Sheng Shuangxu had mixed feelings in his heart.

The non-stop burning cigarette butt scorched Sheng Shuangxu's fingertips, scalding his wits, and he threw the cigarette butt burning into the cigarette holder into the snow, snowflakes fell, and the hot cigarette butt quickly melted into the snow. In snow water.

Sheng Shuangxu picked up the cigarette butt, only to realize that it was snowing again.

The snowy weather turns sunny and cloudy quickly, and such weather is rare. The snow flutters in the sky, and the shoulders of Frost Order are covered like goose feathers, and it seems to be getting bigger and bigger.

Shen Chengan was finally freed from the pain of choking on the smoke. He wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, but he didn't notice Sheng Shuangxu's gaze. He stood up and said, "Teacher, it's getting late, let's go."

Sheng Shuangxu's eyes were swollen and he took a last look at Sheng Yuwei on the tombstone, and made an agreement with his dead sister in his heart that he would come back to see her again after the contract ended.

He will clean himself up, remove all the filth that he doesn't want his sister to see, and - he will never bring Shen Chengan with him again.

One day, he would completely sever contact with Shen Chengan, and remove this person from his life.