wake up from dream

Chapter 150 IX Sharing Secrets

"I have something to talk to Ziqing alone, you go to rest first!" Ning Runyi said to the poisonous ghost and Geng Juzhong.

"Okay, let's chat!" said the poisonous ghost, and left the room with Geng Juzhong.

"what happened?"

"I think you know, the 24th year of Kangxi..." Ning Runyi said.

"I know, but I still don't dare to imagine that day will come..." Zi Qing felt sad, no matter how afraid she was, that day would still come!

"What are your plans?"

Ziqing pulled a smile, "Don't ask me what my plan is, if Rong Ruo is gone, I have no plan at all..."

Ning Runyi frowned, and wanted to say something, Ziqing said first: "I know you must be talking about me, but I really haven't thought that far for the time being, and I will think about it later! Anyway, I think about it now. Maybe you can live according to your own ideas.”

"You think like this again, didn't I just say that I want you to live well? To be honest, who is missing in this world, you can't live? You don't live by Rong Ruo. Besides, if you are like this, Rong Ruo can leave at ease. Is it?" Ning Runyi was a little angry, he couldn't see Ziqing's life attitude of self-destruction.

Ziqing listened to Ning Runyi's words, sat for a while, and then said: "I'm not pessimistic, but I don't want to think too much now... If it's possible... Can Rong Ruo survive incognito?" Ning Runyi asked, his eyes full of expectations.

"I don't know about this. You also know the history. Rong Ruo died after seven days without sweating. No one knows why it happened so suddenly?"

"Can we use fake death medicine? Maybe it is possible?" Maybe it is only at this moment that I realize that I am not reconciled!I didn't dare to think about it before, but now Ning Runyi is forcing Ziqing to think, Ziqing has no choice but to accept such a result, if she is not willing to accept it, she must change after a long time!

"Are you still saying you don't want to?" Ning Runyi shook his head helplessly, "If you want Rongruo to survive like this, you can indeed give it a try, but this is a matter of fate, if we work hard, the result will still be the same, you What should I do?"

"Then I have no choice but to accept my fate..." Zi Qing gritted her teeth, her eyes turned red.

"Okay, I see, I will try my best to arrange it, but I can't guarantee success."

"Thank you! Although this thank you is very light." Zi Qing said with a smile.

"We don't need to say thank you, because we are 'like'." Ning Runyi replied with a smile.

"Yes! The same kind." Zi Qing looked up at Ning Runyi, with a smile on her lips.

"Shen Wan is Rong Ruo's last woman, do you know that?"

"I know." Zi Qing remained expressionless, maybe she didn't know what expression to use?

"When I knew that Shen Wan was the poisonous ghost's cousin, I arranged her in the Shen residence on purpose." Seeing Ziqing's puzzled expression, Ning Runyi explained: "Let you and Shen Wan be friends, tell her The story of you and Rong Ruo..."

"and then?"

"I think if she knows the story between you and Rong Ruo, she shouldn't intervene between you, so that things won't happen..."

"However, it is rumored that Shen Wan will have a posthumous child. This child can't disappear out of thin air, right?"

"Then you and Rong Ruo will have another one..." Ning Runyi's eyes were teasing.

Zi Qing looked at Ning Runyi helplessly, "Do you think this will work? As long as Shen Wan knows the story between me and Rong Ruo, she will keep her distance from Rong Ruo? What if it backfires?"

"Try it, always try."

"Well, okay, the same kind. I understand." Ziqing said with a sigh of relief.

"I'm going back to Beijing tomorrow. You have to be careful about the rest, and you can't let Kangxi catch you back. Otherwise, we won't have the chance to bring you out again."

"I know, this time is the last chance. If I'm caught again, I'll just wait in the death palace..."

"Be careful what you say, Beijing accent is easy to attract attention here, try not to talk to strangers."

"Well, I didn't speak a Beijing accent, but after living in Beijing for so many years, I almost forgot where I was from." Ziqing sighed.

"Okay, anyway, be careful, go back and rest!" Ning Runyi looked at Ziqing and sighed, probably not feeling well in his heart!So I decided to keep quiet.

"Ah."

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The next day.

After seeing off Geng Juzhong, Ziqing went back to the house to pack her luggage. When she first came yesterday, she just did some simple packing. Shen Wan followed Ziqing and helped to pack.Shen Wan is very enthusiastic and always stays by Ziqing's side, probably because she thinks that the poisonous ghost is a man and is not suitable to be with Ziqing, and she is afraid that Ziqing will panic when she is idle?

Ning Runyi left after talking with Ziqing last night, he had to go back to the hidden guard.

"Zi Qing, I can take you to meet your friends tomorrow." Shen Wan said while folding her clothes.

"Well, yes! By the way, Shen Wan, what do you do on weekdays?"

"Me? It's nothing special just reading poems and writing." Shen Wan said.

"That's all?" Zi Qing thought, isn't it said that Shen Wan is a singer in history?But Shen Wan is not at all now!

"Yeah, but...sometimes I also go to help the demon..." Shen Wan spoke in a low voice, but Zi Qing still heard clearly.elf?Isn't the sprite in charge of a brothel?

"Where are you going? To sing?"

"Well, in fact, before my cousin came to pick me up, I was a maid, because I really couldn't get rid of it, and my mother was also sick at that time, so I finally asked the old bustard."

"Why? In fact, there are many other jobs? Why did you choose this job?" Volunteering to be a servant?But in ancient times, a woman's reputation was so important, why would Shen Wan ignore these things?

"My mother was very ill at the time, I really had no choice but to go... other jobs... the money never came as quickly as this job..."

"Then why are you still singing now? Don't you have your cousin to help you?" Zi Qing was puzzled.

"I'm singing in disguise now. In the past, I had to. Now that my cousin is here, I just sing to help solicit business. I also have an addiction to singing. Anyway, no one knows me now. Who is it. Ziqing, you have to keep this secret for me."

"Of course I won't say it, but..." But what about when you sang as Shen Wan before?Does Shen Wan not mind that kind of past?Ziqing thought.

"What's wrong? You look down on me?" Shen Wan was a little disappointed, she thought that Zi Qing wouldn't mind her past, so she didn't hide it.

"No, that's not what I meant." Ziqing hurriedly explained, "Now that you have your cousin here, you don't have to suffer that kind of suffering, but why does the demon need you to solicit business?" Where is Shen Wan going?Zi Qing was full of doubts.

"I sang at Elf's place before, and later, I met my cousin...Actually, he disagreed, but I don't think there's anything wrong with it. Anyway, I sang before. I know what you're worried about. In fact, I think very clearly, if the person who likes me in the future will care about my past, then it can only mean that he loves not the real me, since he loves not the real me, then why should I care?" Shen Wan said.

"From what you say, you must be a woman who dares to pursue true love. I have to learn from you." Zi Qing said with a smile. She had some sympathy for Shen Wan's experience, but Shen Wan said this. After those words, Zi Qing only had admiration in her eyes.

"Hehe, Ziqing, don't laugh at me."

"Why would I laugh at you?" Ziqing said with a smile, "Since you shared your secret with me, let me tell you my secret too!"

"Your secret? Okay!" Shen Wan looked at Zi Qing curiously.

Ziqing briefly told Shen Wan about Ziqing's encounter with Rongruo and what happened with Rongruo. Of course, Ziqing didn't say anything about the time travel. It was still the same sentence. Having said that, believe it or not, Ziqing has to explain something, and she may not be able to explain things clearly.

"Actually, you are also brave." Shen Wan only said one sentence after listening.

"In fact, I have been avoiding until I have to face up to my own feelings for Rong Ruo before forcing myself to make a decision. In fact, I am not brave, just like now, I am not brave..." Because I have to let you I was moved by the relationship between me and Rong Ruo, because I had to prevent you from falling in love with Rong Ruo, so this time, I seemed to be a villain, and I was scheming...Zi Qing thought in her heart.

"Even though you were not brave at the beginning, you were still with him in the end!" Shen Wan's eyes were a little complicated, and the sparkle in his eyes flowed, and she said, "I'm actually very curious about Mr. Nalan. My wife is actually sitting next to me..." Shen Wan's words were a bit bitter.

"Well, I remember that you also wrote poems, right?" As a woman, Zi Qing could feel the pity in Shen Wan's heart, pity for her own secret heart, and pity for Rong Ruo who already had a true love. Sorry, sorry for being one step late...

"My skills are just small things, how can I show them to others?" Shen Wan forced a smile.

"Where is it? Your poems have already spread to the capital? How could it be a trivial skill?"

"Ziqing, you are really happy to be with someone as tall as Mr. Nalan..." Shen Wan looked into Ziqing's eyes sincerely, not hiding her frustration in her heart, nor did she hide her love for Ziqing. Envy of love with Rong Ruo...

"You..." Seeing such undisguised love, Zi Qing couldn't pretend she didn't know...

"Yes, actually, I like Mr. Nalan very much, but now I know, I'm a bit late..." Shen Wan still smiled generously.

"I'm sorry..." Zi Qing blamed herself deeply. If she hadn't said these words to Shen Wan... at least she would have let Shen Wan think about it, but now, she seems to have broken Shen Wan's dream with her own hands, maybe Is this a dream that will come true?

"You didn't feel sorry for me, thank you for telling me your story...Actually, I understand..." Shen Wan nodded and went out...