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In the end, she pushed Rong Ruo away, and the astonishment on Rong Ruo's face immediately turned into sadness.

"Ziqing..." After being stunned for a while, he smiled again and said, "Ziqing, I was the one who was abrupt..." Then he carefully looked into Ziqing's eyes, as if a child who had done something wrong was waiting for an adult's forgiveness , It makes people feel unbearable to watch.It's just that Zi Qing understands that she and the man in front of her will have no future at all, and Rong Ruo is a man who values ​​love and righteousness, once she gets involved, it's as hard to quit as poppies, just like his love for Lu Shi. Like love, he has been following in Lu's footsteps throughout his life. If he gets it, he loves it very much, and if he loses it, he mourns deeply, until the moment they meet...

"Rong Ruo, I...we can't be together!" No, it's the only word in Ziqing's mind right now, she can't fall in love with Rong Ruo, she can't have any vows with Rong Ruo, she can't make a private life, she can't do anything, she can only be friends!How firm he is, all the inability stems from one reason: Rongruo and I will not have any results, and his favorite is Lu Shi, not Xia Ziqing.

"Why?" The hands on Zi Qing's shoulders tightened a little, Rong Ruo's brows were tightly wrinkled, and a pair of dark eyes were covered with a layer of sadness.

"I, we won't have any results. Don't you know about the matter between me and the emperor? So...you should understand..." The more Zi Qing spoke, the more she lost her confidence, and finally buried her head deeply, not daring to Look at Rong Ruo's eyes again.

"Understood? What do you want me to understand? You know that my opponent is the emperor, so you want me to retreat? Ziqing, why, every time I take a brave step, you have to take a step back? You like me too Yes, isn't it?" Rong Ruo raised Ziqing's face and looked deeply at Ziqing, as if wanting to look into Ziqing's heart.

"I'm sorry, Chengde, I... am not what you said, the emperor... why did you bring me into the palace, do you know?"

"I know, because you look similar to Princess Heshuo..."

"It's not similar, it's exactly the same! Although I'm not Princess Heshuo, the existence of this face will make me bear the debt of love between Princess Heshuo and the emperor, and I will not be able to get rid of it." Zi Qing said, and suddenly felt very sad. Powerless and hesitant, he shed tears.

"But you are just Ziqing, I know, the emperor refuses to admit it now, just because the emperor can't let go, as long as you are not Princess Heshuo, I think one day, the emperor will let you go. Then you will be free It's gone, isn't it?"

"But that day, how long will it take?" Will it be so long that you have already met Lu Shi?Then what will our love be?

"I will protect you, believe me, Ziqing, I will definitely wait for that day to come, then we can be together in a fair manner!" Rong Ruo's vision is really beautiful, but will such a day appear?It turns out that prophets can make people so powerless, if I didn't know that Rong Ruo would marry Lu Shi, if I didn't know that Rong Ruo would love Lu Shi forever, if I didn't know that the love between Rong Ruo and Lu Shi is so unforgettable, I would I won't be a little bit brave, and I also hope that we will have a future, we can wait, wait for the time when the emperor puts everything down...

"Chengde, the future you imagined is really beautiful. I really hope that there will be such a day, but I can't believe it. I know something that you don't know, so..."

"What do you know? Are you willing to tell me? I just hope that you will think of me at the first moment if you have something you can't solve. Let's face it together."

"I'm sorry, I can't say. Even if I know something, I still have to treat it as if I don't know it, but I just know it. I can't lie to my heart and say I don't know it. Do you know? I'm really entangled and painful! I You can’t do it knowing you can’t do it. You can’t.” She shook her head vigorously to show her determination.

"Okay, since you don't want to say it, then don't say it. I won't force you, but, Ziqing, I believe we can do it, as long as we work together and wait for that day to come."

"Rong Ruo, I have to think about it, give me some time!" There is no relative here, who would not want to have someone who is sympathetic to accompany him, Zi Qing also hesitated for a while, she will not deserve to die Give yourself a chance?Shouldn't it be a time to be desperate?

"Okay. I have to go, the palace is about to get a spoon." There was reluctance in his eyes.

"Well, let's go back quickly!" Ziqing was relieved when she no longer had to bear the shadow of others and didn't have to worry about things that didn't happen in the future, she was no longer so depressed, and no longer so afraid. Cowardly... maybe, there should be one time, for love, regardless of the consequences.