wake up from dream

"I didn't lie to myself! You lost your memory, but you can still hurt me if you lose your memory! Didn't you say before that you don't care how many women there are in my harem? As long as I am willing to be with you, you can always be a The woman behind me, why did you take back all the words you said to me in a blink of an eye? I have the responsibility to pass on the family to the royal family, which I cannot refuse. There is also the responsibility of unifying the country, is it true that since I am the Son of Heaven, I should abandon my emotions and desires and be a person who has no desires or desires? I ask myself, I still can’t do it!" Kangxi almost roared out his words , he must be very angry, right?An emperor, the more excellent an emperor is, the more he has to give up, whether it is material or spiritual, as long as an emperor has to sacrifice, he can only take care of the overall situation and give up what should be sacrificed. ...Even, a woman he loves...But Ziqing understands that Kangxi can't be that cruel to him, he still needs this little love from this person, and needs this little love to develop his love for the country and the people The great love of the people.

"Your Majesty, this is for Princess Roujia. I am Xia Ziqing. Please recognize me. I am Xia Ziqing, not the Roujia you have always loved. You have even misunderstood the woman you love. Your name is Roujia." How to firmly be the woman behind you? Besides, a woman is born to be the most repulsive and jealous of the third party in love. She loves you so much, how do you tell her to accept what will appear next to your pillow? So many women? Yes, she said that she doesn't care how many women you have in your harem, but when she said that she didn't care, did she really taste the feeling of being left out by the one she loves? She really tasted My husband never belonged to me, but only appeared beside other different women, and because of my embarrassing status, I had to wait, wait, wait for the taste of the lover she was willing to give up everything in the first place? You let A woman with a big belly is waiting for you alone, waiting for a man who is not completely her own, waiting for a man who belongs to the people of the Qing Dynasty, how can you make her survive? The body can survive, but what about the heart? Heart, you can always firmly believe that you love her, do you care about her? Does she dare? Does she even have the qualifications to say it?" Although Ziqing is not He Shuoroujia , but Xiaoju and Mammy also knew something about Roujia and Kangxi. Speaking of these, together with the matter of Moju, Ziqing also burst out.

As for Kangxi, after listening to Ziqing's words, he remained silent. I don't know what he was thinking, but he could see the remorse, sadness, and helplessness in his expression.The hall became quiet all of a sudden, and Ziqing breathed a sigh of relief. At least, Kangxi didn't force her to tell about Rong Ruo any more aggressively. It's just that this situation is only temporary, and I'm afraid it won't be so if I get Kangxi's understanding. easy thing now.After waiting for a long time, Kang Xifu said again: "You are right, I did neglect her. Although I hid her well, I still hurt her in the end. The person who was supposed to be cherished, in the end I was hurt the most by myself, it was my fault..." Kangxi sobbed and cried in front of Ziqing, and Ziqing couldn't bear to see him, a big man was like this to her, Tears fell in front of my face, is there a man who doesn't flick his tears easily, but he didn't reach the sad point.Presumably, Kangxi must be very upset now.If he and Roujia are separated forever, then this matter will be his regret for the rest of his life, right?I hope that Roujia is still alive, and that this relationship can have a happy ending...

"You said you are not Heshuo Roujia, so who are you? Why do you have a face exactly like hers?" Kangxi calmed down and asked.

"Are you still suspecting that I am Roujia? I have told you many times, I am not! As for why I have a face exactly like hers? Actually, I also want to know! Why did you give us a face?" The same face? Let me be involved in the love between you and Roujia? I also have someone I love, why should I bear the love between the two of you and make myself live so tired?" Ziqing said, thinking of I have left myself, a person from another world, and came here alone, but I can't be myself, do what I like, like who I like, everything must be done carefully, for fear of being known by this person or that person ... So, I couldn't help but shed tears.

"Isn't it? Then, where is my Jiaer?"

"Maybe, if there is fate, you will meet again."

"Meet? Haha..." Kangxi burst into laughter suddenly, "Fate? Do you know? This is the most unbelievable word. When fate comes, maybe the end of fate will also come." Zi Qing I can't figure it out, what made Kangxi so pessimistic?How can fate end when fate comes?Perhaps, only Kangxi can know the answer!Just like Ziqing has always believed that Kangxi can't find the difference between herself and Roujia, only Kangxi knows the answer. Is it because she is evading and lying to herself?Or is it another reason?

"Your Majesty, don't you think you're too pessimistic? I've heard that there is a destiny for origin and extinction. If this is fate, then the fate you mentioned is even more cowardly than accepting fate! We should all hope for tomorrow, shouldn't we?"

"Put hope on tomorrow? So, what do you want your tomorrow to be like? Who will you be with?" Kangxi looked straight at Ziqing, without any emotion in his eyes. This discovery first made Ziqing's heart thump "It jumped a few times, but still pretended to be calm and said: "I naturally hope to live happily tomorrow. As for who to live with, will it come true if I say it?" Not to mention, the king's head is not something we ordinary people can see through or guess.

"You can tell me, is this Rong Ruo?" Kangxi raised the letter in his hand and asked coldly.

"So what? Will the emperor help us?"

"You know I can't?" Is this sentence a question, or a rhetorical question?Ziqing couldn't hear Kangxi's tone, maybe this was the test Kangxi wanted to give her!

"The emperor asked this, can I decide this matter by myself?" Since I'm not sure, then Tai Chi can always be done!

"It's okay if I let you go, but you can only go to one place, are you willing?" Kangxi's eyes flashed a glint, which gave Zi Qing an ominous premonition.

"Where?"

"Geng Mansion, no, it should be the princess mansion I bestowed upon you."

"What? What if I don't want to? Why do I want to do this? Is it so difficult for the emperor to really set me free?" Ziqing really couldn't guess what Kangxi was thinking?Or, are you planning something?

"It is easy for me to set anyone free, but it is difficult for me to set you free. If you are willing, I will immediately issue an order..."

"I don't want to! I don't want to! No matter what you want to arrange, Your Majesty, I don't want to do anything!" If you want me to marry Geng Juzhong instead of Roujia, I am even more unwilling. I am so good, if we are friends, we will be good friends for a lifetime, but if we become his wife, then Zi Qing can never guarantee that she will be a qualified good wife, after all, the heart has been given to Rong Ruo, so I can't give anything to others anymore...

"If you don't want to, you can stay in the palace first! I can give you an identity..."

"What is the emperor doing? You want to give me an identity? You know that I am not Heshuo Roujia, why do you still hold me like this?"

"No, you are Roujia!" Kangxi left after saying this.Without any explanation, without any order, he just left this slightly gunpowder-smelling Hall of Mental Cultivation.Ziqing stood there alone, with a long figure pulled away by the sunlight behind her, she looked so lonely, so helpless, as if everything in this world had forgotten her, forgotten in this different world, forgotten in this world In the cold palace, even, forgotten in this unknown corner!

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"What a vicious girl, the emperor is so fascinated..." A 50-[-]-year-old woman squinted her eyes at Zi Qing and said viciously.And Ziqing couldn't see anything, her eyes were being covered by a black cloth, she could only hear the silence of the night, and the rustling sound of leaves blown by the autumn wind, however, she was in such darkness , and heard another vicious voice, which made Ziqing break out in a cold sweat.where is thishave no idea.Who just spoke?have no idea.Why did that man arrest himself here?have no idea.Zi Qing, who doesn't know everything about her current situation, feels nothing but anxiety.I wanted to ask, but my mouth was blocked by a cloth...

Thinking back to what happened before I was arrested, I walked back from the Hall of Mental Cultivation, walking halfway, suddenly found someone following behind me, but when I turned around, I could only feel a pain and numbness on my neck, followed by Lost consciousness.It seems that I was brought here premeditatedly, but I have never made enemies in this palace, who is going to arrest me?And why did you arrest yourself?Ziqing calmed down and analyzed the whole matter...