Take the ghost monster to catch the monster

And three hundred miles to the east, it is called Qingqiu Mountain.

Its yang is full of jade, and its yin is full of green malls.

[PS: Tushanchi Perspective] ——————————

My surname is Tu Shan, and my name is Chi. A person's life is like a pool of water. It should be clear and stable like a mirror, but it is also the easiest to change.

When the wind passes through the waves, sometimes the water moves, sometimes it rises, sometimes it bottoms out, ups and downs, ups and downs, ups and downs, ups and downs, moving together, stirring up a puddle of muddy water, muddy water.

Once changed, can't it come back?Can't the beautiful scenery in my heart be realized?

"Pool" is the name my mother gave me. At first, my mother hoped that my state of mind would be like a pool of water, bright and clear, reflecting all the beautiful original features of this world, but she didn't know that the pool water would sometimes become muddy.

After all, it is not the so-called vast ocean. Thousands of rivers flow into it and surround it. Even if there is a trace of filth, it will be purified after a long process. But I am just a shallow pool of water. Who will purify me? ?

I was born in Qingqiu, which is the hometown of the fox clan. My name is Tushan, and I have nine tails. I am the most noble existence of the fox clan, and also the most humble existence among this nobility.

My mother was not born in the royal family, she did not have a background as vast as the ocean, she was alone, she was too small, if I didn't dig it carefully, maybe in the hot summer, when the sun shines, she will be like a bottom The shallow water in the depression is normal, and there is no trace of evaporation.

Although the father dotes on his mother, he can't give her the protection she deserves. The father doesn't mind the worldly eyes, regardless of the status and dignity, and thinks that he married his mother into the Qingqiu royal family, gave her a title, and bestowed His gold, silver and jewelry, wealth and glory, is the greatest love for his mother.

But he didn't know that when his mother married his father, all the tragedies would begin.

My mother has nothing to do with the world in her life. Her world is only my father and me, but others don't think so.

The courtiers in Qingqiu thought that if my mother married into the royal family of Qingqiu, it would dirty the blood of the royal family, and I would be nothing more than a bastard.

And my father's other concubines thought that my mother was a lowly woman who was following the crowd, just a whore who used a little bit of charm to seduce my father and wanted to turn a sparrow into a phoenix, and the me he gave birth to was just a key for my mother to marry into the royal family.

Although my father always tried his best to protect me and my mother when I was very young, the friendship in the world seems to have a shelf life. After a long time, I can't see my father's doting on my mother, and even I seem to be affected by it. Generally implicated.

I didn't know until later that some courtiers reported to my father that they revealed that my mother's true identity was the orphan of the former Qingqiu Fox King. Once the truth was revealed, all the bloody tragedies would begin.

All the people in Qingqiu, they played together and wanted to put their mother to death. I don't know what my father is thinking, but I have thought that although there are conflicts between their identities, the relationship between husband and wife has always existed these years. Maybe it is because my father really Soft-hearted, maybe he just wanted to maintain his benevolent personality. He didn't give his mother the death penalty, but his father gave her a more terrible punishment than death. He imprisoned her in a dungeon that saw no light.

In this dungeon, there is no so-called light. When I open my eyes and look around, I can only see four walls, all of which are cold and damp. The disgusting smell of decay is everywhere, and maggots and mice are wandering underground.

This is a place where death row prisoners are held, a corner forgotten by the world, your hands and feet are tied with iron chains, you will never get out, your mother is a demon, and he has a longer lifespan than humans, here , what he locked in the lock was not decades, but hundreds of years of day and night.

The sour and rotten smell erodes the mother's mind, and the gloomy and lonely night penetrates into the mother's heart. She is just a poor woman. No matter how strong he is, all the fear and despair will permeate bit by bit. Wear her psychology.

I remember how hard I begged my father for the opportunity I found after my mother was imprisoned for several years, I begged him to let me visit my mother.

When I stepped into the dungeon, I saw my mother, whom I barely recognized.

I wanted to reach out and touch it through the railing. Her hair was disheveled, and in the dim light, I couldn't see her appearance.

I tried to call my mother, but she didn't seem to recognize me anymore.

Suddenly! ! !

All I heard was the sound of tinkling bells and iron chains being pulled, fierce! !She roared like a ghost, and I could hear the grievance in my mother's heart.

She pulled on the railing and opened her bloody mouth towards me. I can't imagine that this terrifying, crazy monster in front of me is my mother, the mother who used to hug me, sing me songs, and dance.

My mother coaxed me madly, I'm not afraid, I tried to touch her claws, which sank deeply into my flesh and blood, did my hands hurt?

No, I don't feel any pain at all, compared to these, my heart is even more piercing.

My mother's cries pierced my eardrums. At this moment, he pulled my heart into the darkness together.

I can't bear to let her continue to suffer. Instead, I am willing to be a villain.

My mother's sharp claws grabbed my arm, her eyes were red, and I followed her, and I put my hand through the railing to grab his neck.The nails slowly grow longer and become sharper, and finally, they penetrate deeply into the mother's flesh.

Yes, it was the last time I saw my mother, because I killed her with my own hands.

I hate myself, and I don't hate myself, because I killed my mother and I saved her.

After my mother died, maybe my soul went to the place of Wangchuan Huangquan, crossed the bridge on the other side, drank Meng Po's soup, and could forget the hardships of the past, maybe in the next reincarnation, my mother would never meet my father, nor would I give birth to me .

I am willing to fall into endless hell, and I pray that my mother will be happy in the next life.

I killed my mother, I was charged with the crime of killing my parents, and I became a villain in this Qingqiu country.

From the moment I stepped out of the dungeon, I couldn't walk into the world, I couldn't see the light, and the world was no longer bright.

From then on, maybe there won't be a ray of light for me again, and it will only become my obstacle, for those who want to kill me, looking for my trace.

In fact, there was a moment when I wanted to die with my mother, but I remember my mother once said that there are three realms outside of Qingqiu, and there are too many beautiful things in this world that I have not seen. I have never seen it before, I thought, now that the country of Qingqiu has no mother, I have no delusions and sustenance, not to mention, there is no place for me here.

The whole family hunted me down, I lost one of my tails, I lost my nine tails, I lost the blood of the royal family, and my name was lost in this piece of Qingqiu Kingdom.

Tu Shan Pond.

Since then, I have been separated from this vast ocean and become a small pool of water, Tushan Pond.