I turned out to be beautiful and miserable?

The boy was silent for a while.

He didn't answer Matsuda Jinpei's words until the staff cleaned up the pile of broken residue in doubt and left muttering: "No, no."

Matsuda Jinpei stared at him suspiciously, apparently not believing it.

Jiu Chuan Xingmu also somewhat regretted what he blurted out—it was obviously trembling, and it is better to find another reason to say the past than subconsciously denying it.

Just when he was nervous and thought that his illness was going to be discovered, Matsuda Jinpei patted him on the shoulder: "It's fine even if he is discovered, don't be so nervous."

He didn't think about other aspects at all. After all, they are all students of the police academy, and this disease is not so common.

Hearing this, Jiu Chuan Xingmu felt relieved, took a long breath and patted his chest, smiled and showed his canine teeth, and said to Matsuda Jinping: "This is the first time I encounter this kind of thing, I must be somewhat nervous. "

"It's okay, don't worry." Matsuda Jinpei stood up and stretched his waist, then stretched out his hand to him and let him stand up: "It's a big deal that credits will be deducted together, I don't mind."

"But……"

"It's okay, you don't have to blame yourself. We are all friends, aren't we?" Matsuda Jinhei said seriously, looking into Jiuchuan Xingmu's eyes.

"But I don't want to have credits deducted." The young man listened to him quietly, put the murder weapon into the sealed bag he carried with him, and then turned to look at him: "So don't worry, we will only add the case because we successfully solve the case." credit!"

The boy's expression is flamboyant and serious, which makes people trust him unconsciously.

Matsuda Zhenping was stunned for a long time before turning his head with blushing ears: "Let's talk about it when your hands stop shaking."

"Don't be in a hurry to tear down my platform at this time!!" Jiuchuan Xingmu paused, and then protested dissatisfied to Matsuda Jinpei.

After finding the murder weapon, everything became much easier. Several people found the boss and took the photos of the suspects and asked them one by one, and the murderer was quickly identified.

——It was the classmate of the victim.Because the subsidy was robbed by the victim, the money could not be sent home, and the best treatment time for the mother was missed, which indirectly caused the death of the mother.

Therefore, he felt resentful and brutally killed the victim after asking him out.

After joining Jiang Gu Ling and the others, they quickly sent the murderer to the police station.

Although the murderer was successfully caught, the few people were not happy, and the atmosphere was even a bit heavy.

Because, the murderer didn't seem to be as vicious as they thought.

He was just an ordinary student with poor family conditions. He finally came to this private school but met such a person. In the end, his mother died and he was imprisoned.

No matter how you look at it, it is a tragedy full of helplessness.

"That's how the police are, isn't it?" Jiuchuan Xingmu sighed helplessly, strode in front of them and looked at them: "We are not complete messengers of justice, what we can protect is most people Interests.

There may even be misunderstood and disgusted in the process.

But the stability of this society and the laws of this country are indeed guarded by us, and there is only so much we can do.

But it is precisely because of these prerequisites that most people can find their own happiness.So even if we encounter helpless things, there is nothing we can do, because everything we do is meaningful. "

His eyes were brightened by the setting sun: "In this way, he is already a good policeman!"

Everyone has a different definition of the police, but since they entered the police school and chose this profession, they must accept its cruelty frankly.

What Jiu Chuan Xingmu said may sound like a second grader, but it is just right for young people who are new to society.

So the group quickly regained their spirits and decided to celebrate the successful resolution of this difficult case.

-

The six-person team ranked first in this mission without any surprises, got the highest points reward and even had a rare rest day.Matsuda Jinpei and Hagiwara Kenji proposed to play, and they all agreed, but there was something wrong with Jiuchuan Xingmu.

"I'm sorry, can I do it next time?" The boy with slightly raised eyes put his palms together and raised his hands above his head, looking at the five of them, he said cautiously, "I need to go home and have a look today."

"But we're going to fly a kite. It's a rare opportunity. Can't we go home next time?" Hagiwara Kenji pursed his lips in regret, and couldn't help asking.

The weather is getting hotter and the cherry blossoms are at their peak. It’s a little early to go to the beach, but the wind is just right, and the kites can fly high and far. It would be a pity not to go.

After all, the right time may only be these few days, and I don’t know when the next holiday will be.

"Fly a kite! Where are you going?" The boy's eyes lit up, and he asked subconsciously, but his expression fell down again in the next second: "It probably won't work this time, uncle said I have to go back."

"Why don't you tell me the location, and I will go there immediately after the matter is over?" Jiuchuan Xingmu thought for a while, and then said.

"Forget it, it's hard to go home and spend time with your family." Zhu Fu Jingguang shook his head disapprovingly, "There are still many opportunities to fly kites."

It’s okay in autumn, and next year too.

Hagiwara Kenji and Matsuda Jinpei also nodded in agreement with Zhu Fujingguang's statement. In the end, Jiuchuan Xingmu went home obediently, and they agreed to meet again next time.

The next day, Jiu Chuan Xingmu, who was carrying a white canvas bag, did not get on the tram home, but instead got on the train going in the opposite direction.

—He lied, and his uncle didn't urge him to go home.No matter how good the relationship between the adopter and his parents is, no matter how kind-hearted they are, there will be some estrangement.

For example, he never made strict demands on Jiu Chuan Xingmu like he did to his own child, and whether to go home or not depends entirely on Jiu Chuan Xingmu's own decision.

Of course, he rarely came home.

After all, my uncle also has his own wife and son, so it's always a little awkward for him to squeeze in, so Jiuchuan Xingmu stays outside unless necessary.

But Jiu Chuan Xingmu really has something to do this time.

Although he stopped shaking after the case ended two days ago, there are still some physical things that he can't overcome.

The smell of gunpowder and burnt things permeated the nostrils all the time, and the scorching breath of the beating flames could not go away. Of course... there was also insomnia. Even if you finally fell asleep, you would definitely have nightmares.

These things have affected not only his mental state, but his body has also become a lot tired.

Let alone becoming a good policeman if this continues, even the training at the police academy is difficult to sustain.

So during the rare vacation, he decided to see a psychiatrist.Even if it is a drug with side effects, let's get rid of the current state as soon as possible.

Looking at the street scene, Jiuchuan Xingmu sighed softly, and walked into this psychological counseling room he often came to.

"Ah, it's Xingmu! Long time no see!" The boy at the front desk held him back at a glance, and waved his hands enthusiastically.

"Sakata-kun, long time no see." The young man walked quickly, grabbing his backpack, and narrowed his eyes in distaste: "Didn't you say last time that you don't want to see me again?"

"I said that because I hope your illness will recover soon, but if you don't come to the consultation room, there will be one less scenery in an instant, and I will be bored." The boy at the front desk spread his hands, his voice slightly frivolous.

Jiu Chuan Xingmu was already used to his tone. He first posted an emoji among the six people saying that he had arrived home, and then raised his head and asked, "I have an appointment with Dr. Yamamoto, can I go in now?"

"I'm sorry, unfortunately, Dr. Yamamoto has an urgent matter at home and just left." The guy at the front desk put a thick folder on it, opened it, pointed to the man on it, and said, "He entrusted you to his student for the time being." , if you mind, you can come back next time."

Because he was too hasty, he didn't even have time to notify Jiu Chuan Xingmu.

This is actually a breach of contract, and he could even sue Dr. Yamamoto if he wanted to.But the two of them have been together for many years, so it is naturally impossible for him to sue him because of this matter.

Jiu Chuan Xingmu glanced down - the man in the photo looks gentle, wears gold-rimmed glasses and has a gentle smile, he looks like the type who is easy to get along with.

Think about your next unknown vacation time.

He finally nodded and decided to let the doctor take a look at it for the time being.

Even if you just prescribe some medicine.Jiu Chuan Xingmu thought of giving up on himself in his heart.

The doctor's surname is Taocheng. Although he didn't introduce himself specifically, it's not difficult to see from the fact that he works here and has his own office. He is definitely a young and promising person in the industry.

Strength shouldn't be bad either.After all, the guy at the front desk really praised him for a long time just now.

After seeing him, Jiuchuan Xingmu felt relieved, and briefly stated his current state.

"What does Mr. Xingmu do?" Doctor Taocheng asked softly with a gentle smile in his eyes while holding a pen.

"I'm still studying at the police academy... If nothing else happens, I should become a policeman." Jiuchuan Xingmu hesitated for a while, but finally told the truth.

As for what kind of accident will happen, both of them know it well-there is no way to overcome the current situation, and they were ruthlessly rejected by every police station when they were employed.

"Then you have to work hard." Dr. Taocheng closed the cap of his pen, took off his glasses, and his eyes curled up: "To tell you the truth, I happen to be researching this topic recently, and I have made some progress. If you don't mind, I hope you can come to see me once a week, maybe the condition will improve."

"Eh?" Jiu Chuan Xingmu frowned suspiciously: "But, my attending doctor should be Mr. Yamamoto."

"You haven't changed doctors for so many years?" Doctor Taocheng didn't answer Jiuchuan Xingmu's words directly, but raised his eyebrows and asked in shock.

"Yes."

Psychiatrists cannot be changed all the time, because in most cases, when they accept new patients, they need a long time to understand the patient's situation, plus the running-in period, it will only be a waste of time.

Besides, in the end, the doctor may not necessarily be suitable.

[Tong, why do I think this person has bad intentions? 】Xing Mu pretended to be innocent and well-behaved on the surface, but he couldn't help complaining to the system in his heart.

Although he didn't appear to be very purposeful, it was impossible to deceive Xing Mu who had gone through so many worlds.

How could someone happen to be researching this subject by such a coincidence, and happen to be so enthusiastic.

If he is really interested in this disease, he should know that there is such a patient just by chatting with his master, Jiu Chuan Xingmu's doctor, so why wait until now?

The system doesn't understand it very well, but experience tells it that the host must be right, so he said with some concern: [Be careful. 】

[Don't worry, if he dares to make a bad idea, I will give him two punches. ] Jiuchuan Xingmu said confidently.

The body host of the original owner of this world is a bit better than the previous world, but it's not too simple to beat someone.

system:……

Well, anyway, the source of all fear is lack of force.

It is much better for the host to have this self-confidence than to always worry about him dying in the previous world.

"Then have you ever thought that maybe the teacher's treatment is not suitable for you at all?" Dr. Taocheng added water to Jiuchuan Xingmu's teacup, and said seriously and sincerely: "There has been no progress for so many years, change your mind. A doctor may be fine, no matter how you think about it, you won’t suffer, right?”

"Besides, you don't want to be unable to graduate from the police academy, do you?"

Jiuchuan Xingmu was stunned for a moment, then lowered his head.

I have to admit that what Dr. Taocheng said hit his itchy spot. If he was finally stopped by his illness, he would be very, very unwilling. Obviously he worked so hard, and he was indeed much better than most of the people around him.

"Okay, I can let you see a doctor for me temporarily." The young man thought for a long time, and finally made a decision: "But I will not change psychologists here, and I can't see you as frequently as once a week."

Not to mention that the police academy didn't say that at all during the holidays. The most important thing was that he didn't want people around him to know about his illness.

Because Jiu Chuan Xingmu never felt any difference between himself and others from the bottom of his heart.

"Okay, can it be once every two weeks?"

"..."

Jiu Chuan Xingmu wanted to extend the time, but this time he was directly interrupted by Doctor Taocheng: "If the treatment cycle is too short, the effect will be weakened a lot, and we also need a period of running-in, don't we?"

What Doctor Taocheng said was unreasonable, Jiuchuan Xingmu thought about it for a while, and finally nodded in agreement.

——The school knows their situation, so it's not too difficult to have a holiday every two weeks.

As for the missed training, the big deal is that I usually get up early and train a little more.

In any case, you can't fall behind.

"Then leave a contact information first." Doctor Taocheng handed over the pen, gracefully put on the glasses again, stared at Jiu Chuan Xingmu's exquisite face for a long time, sighed and said: "It's a pity , If this appearance is not due to illness, you should have made many boyfriends and girlfriends, right?"

But... that's the cleanest way.

Jiuchuan Xingmu stood up suddenly, as if a wild animal sensed danger, and pulled the distance between the two uncomfortable: "For me, becoming an excellent policeman is the most important thing right now."

"That's it..." Doctor Taocheng sat up straight without any trace, and said with a smile: "Then please rest assured, you will definitely become a very good policeman."

"Thank you, then if there's nothing wrong, I'll go back first." Jiuchuan Xingmu grabbed the prescription he had prescribed on the table and ran out as if fleeing. After closing the door, he said to the system in shock:

[So that person is greedy for my body? 】

system:【? ?Where did you learn this sentence! ! 】

It was so shocked that it even forgot to use the word "host" - if I remember correctly, Xing Mu should be a pure idiot in this regard!

[Listen to what others said. 】Xing Mu answered the system while walking towards the pharmacy.

He had overheard the conversation between the suitor and others by accident, and most likely they were talking about "greeding up his body", so there should be a reason for that, right?

[Okay...so that's the case. 】The system breathed a sigh of relief. It seems that Xingmu probably didn't understand the deeper meaning, which also made him feel relieved.

Very well, the host is still that pure host.

Xing Mu actually doesn't understand why the system is so excited, but because it's level is too low, he is often surprised by it and he no longer finds it strange.

Hmm... If my goal of 100 billion is reached, the rest of the money will be reserved for system upgrades.It's rare for Xingmu, who is swishing, to be willing to spend money.

The days after the release were no different from normal days. A group of police school students were either training or patrolling around the school. As the weather got hotter and hotter, a few of them even got tanned, except Jiuchuan Xingmu.

"Hey, did you put on sunscreen behind our backs?" Matsuda Jinhei said with some doubts as he looked at Jiuchuan Xingmu, who was so white and glowing in the sun, during the break after training.

"...You just put on sunscreen." Jiuchuan Xingmu stopped drinking water, and his exquisite eyes were burning with anger.

——Come on, he really wants to get a tan, too! !

Jiu Chuan Xingmu has never been tanned since he was very young, even if he and his friends go to the sun all day in summer to catch unicorns, he will not get tanned.The naked skin and under the clothes of the children in the same company are black and white, it looks cool, isn't it! !

But I can only bear this skin, even if I put my strength on the beach, I will only get sunburned and red, and I will recover in two days.

So don't mention being envious of Hei Pi, that's why he had full marks for Jiang Gu Ling in the beginning.

So, I don’t wear sunscreen at all!

But in the same class, he didn't get tanned, and coupled with his own good looks, Jiuchuan Xingmu looked even better.

Especially the way the hair on the forehead was slightly wet with sweat after training, everyone couldn't help but take a second look.

But if you get along with the same class for a long time, no one will hand you a love letter—please, angels should belong to everyone, okay?Let's watch it together!

Otherwise, Jiuchuan Xingmu would be very embarrassed.

After resting for a while, a few people talked and laughed and went to the locker room to change clothes.

"ah?!"

As soon as Jiu Chuan Xingmu opened the closet, a strong fragrance wafted out. The small closet was stuffed with roses by someone.

The bright red petals are still stained with dew, and they are clustered together in the dark and narrow wardrobe, looking weird and wonderful.