Osamu Dazai's fingers touched the surface of the book, his pupils trembled, and he was completely unaware that I appeared in front of him.

His voice was chaotic, and he said it was his own thinking, but in fact he just mechanically received a lot of information and was forced to read it. This state was very similar to when I used my mind to divination. I did not hesitate and rushed to the He snatched the book from his hand in front of him.

Osamu Dazai's figure flickered, and he was about to fall. I stretched out my hand and pulled him into my arms, then looked at the book with a frown, and opened the page with one hand.

No, it's still empty.

Obviously I also hold the book, but it is not affected, why?

[Dazai, Dazai? ] I patted Osamu Dazai on the back lightly, but the boy frowned tightly, and he didn't fall down because of my support. There was even a thin layer of cold sweat on his cheeks, and his body was trembling.

[are you cold? ]

But there was no cold signal coming from his heart. Is the trembling due to physical shock or psychological intolerance?

[Dazai? ] I called him again.

After a few seconds, Osamu Dazai seemed to finally be able to breathe under the huge amount of information. He straightened up abruptly, then stretched out his hand to the book, as if to grab it, "Give it to me."

I held up the book, [No, you were in such pain just now. ]

"give me!"

His voice was hoarse and heavy, like syllables squeezed out of his throat, carrying the vibrating emotions of his master,

Osamu Dazai tightened his grip on my clothes. He tried to use his tired brain to find a reason to convince me, "Saiki, even if you hold it, it won't be affected in any way, right? Just give me a minute, and let me see it again." 1 minute."

[One minute in this so-called reality is more than 1 years of that memory. ] My tone can't help becoming cold and hard. As long as Osamu Dazai is still thinking, I can know what he has learned. In such a short period of time when he came into contact with this book, he saw another version of himself in the parallel world. story.

He saw himself, chatting with two friends in a bar.

Seeing that the road ahead of one of his friends was covered in blood, but he has not seen the final outcome.

He was addicted to the peace and tranquility in his memory, and he was anxious and worried about the missing friend.

I grabbed Osamu Dazai's hand, his struggle was useless under my restraint, will all people with supernatural powers be like this when they come across this book?Or only Osamu Dazai is different.

I calmed him with a soft voice, [This book is put here first, it is important, I will deal with it. ]

"You handle it? What will you do with it, throw it away or destroy it? Only when my superhuman disqualification collides with this book can a wonderful singularity be produced. I can glimpse another parallel world, and these You can get information from my head at the same time." Osamu Dazai stared at my face, and pressed his hand on his chest, "You can completely regard me as a medium."

[I don't need to know the story of the parallel world. ] I held his hand, wanting to pass some strength to him who was crumbling, [That is the development line of the parallel world, not mine or yours.Did you see me in the parallel world?No, so that memory has no meaning. ]

Osamu Dazai smiled, this almost invisible smile was miserable and lonely,

"Qimu,"

"Nothing at all."

He said, as if he had exhausted all his strength, his voice became soft and sad,

"Even so close to death, nothing was found."

"Life is worthless."

He looked up at me blankly,

"What people pursue with all their efforts will be taken away by death in the end. A life of exhaustion, a life of mediocrity, and a life of glamor are all equivalent in essence."

His suppressed emotions seemed to be finally brought out by the book. The boy stood in front of me, staggering as if he would fall to the ground in a second.

"Qi Mu, you can see through people's hearts, right? You can do everything easily, and everything is as expected. The life you can see at a glance is nothing but breathing, eating, falling in love, excreting..."

[Breathing, eating, falling in love?Isn't that fun enough? ]

I said to him in an unbelievable rhetorical tone,

[Vision, taste, hearing, smell, and touch are only available to living people.Just having these, I feel extremely satisfied-I originally thought so. ]

If I return to my body, then I will cease to exist.

"You have more than one supernatural ability, and you are not bound by the rules. You are incompatible with the society composed of ordinary people, so Saiki..." Dazai Osamu sarcastically said, "Why do you To live as everyone desires?"

[Because I like being popular. ]

I said calmly.

This answer made Osamu Dazai slightly widen his eyes,

"Just because of this?"

[Yes. ]

I said in affirmation without a single pause.

[I want to breathe, I want to think, but this is not enough,] Because I want to see Kusuo has countless bonds and desire, [I want to not only breathe, not only to think, but also to have a connection with others , I hope I am needed and loved by others.But if not by now...]

As if I was touched inside, my words can’t help becoming more and more, [I will continue to live, live, maybe one day in the future, the person who needs me and loves me will appear in front of me, if I If you stop thinking and breathing, then none of this will happen. ]

Dazai Osamu murmured stagnantly, "Love you?"

[and I love. ] I added.

Emotion works both ways.

The person I don't care about loves me, so even if he loves me so much, I still don't care about him.

I also need things that I like. There are many storage points for my emotions. The most fundamental one has been said at the very beginning. I am fascinated by this world.

The "existence" of this world is [-] times better than the "nothing" that I returned to my body.

After a long time, Osamu Dazai trembled his pale lips, "You read that memory from my head in real time, why is there no you in that world."

[Simple because I am unique. ] I fixed my eyes on him,

[Life itself is worthless, all of us are but a speck of dust in the universe. ] Under the telepathy, Osamu Dazai’s emotions affected me, and I felt a fine and dense sour feeling spreading in my chest, which made me feel a little difficult to breathe. [Noble philosophers say that the value of life is dedication Perhaps most people are like this. They are willing to give for their father, children and friends. You don’t hate this kind of behavior, do you? ]

[But if you don’t find any words you can’t understand for the time being, you don’t need to understand. If understanding is painful, just appreciate others. ]

I and Osamu Dazai looked at each other, the boy's eyes were shining faintly, and a few strands of sweaty hair stuck to his eyelids, making him look a bit embarrassed and fragile,

[Look at me, haven't you always been attracted to me? ]

There seems to be some kind of power in my voice, which is my affirmation to myself and invitation to him,

[Because you think I am the same as you, but I have more maturity and courage than you. ]

[If you can’t do it, it’s up to me to do it. ]

[Because I love life the most, no one wants to live more than me, with me, you will never get information other than being obsessed with survival. ]

I put the book in my arms, gently brushed away Dazai Osamu's messy hair, and grabbed Dazai Osamu's wrist with the other hand,

I laughed, with a bit of provocation, and changed my voice,

[Also, life is not fun?How dare you say such things in front of me? ]

I snapped my fingers, and Osamu Dazai, who was in a daze, felt a blur in front of his eyes, and the temperature around him suddenly became as hot as a stove, and the air was full of the smell of weeds and rain. In a wandering dream.

[African savannah, you can interact with wild animals at any time. ]

My voice entered his brain.

Only then did Osamu Dazai realize that he was trapped in a pack of wolves, his pupils rolled quickly, and he was surprised by the environment in front of him, "Is this your ability? Teleportation?" He looked at his wrist that was being held by me, But there is a bandage on the wrist, so Disqualify from Human will not activate.Osamu Dazai clasped my hands instead, his bare fingertips pressed against my skin, "Do it again."

I used mind control, telepathy on him, Dazai knew that.

But these all happened on the premise that I didn't touch him.

I held his hand, the smile on my lips didn't diminish, [What's the hurry, you just came here. ]

My superpower reading time has not yet come.

"These wolves are staring at us who intrude into their territory." Dazai Osamu said quietly, but with some strength in his hand,

[They dare not. ]

I looked at the wolves sadly, and hooked my hands at them,

[What, do you want to attack us? ]

I used forced telepathy on Osamu Dazai.

This superpower allows him to be forced to hear the voices of others, and the same is true for wolves.

Osamu Dazai felt that the surroundings suddenly became noisy. It was obviously not a human language, but he was able to understand the rich meaning of that voice strangely.

(What creature? Twoleg talking?!)

(Damn it, how dare you look down on us!)

(What should I do, make it up? Bite his neck——! Yes, yes, the next wolf king is me who is brave and fearless!)

The pack of wolves bared their teeth and whined,

(Wow, how disgusting.) Osamu Dazai covered his ears, and found out that it didn't work, (I actually heard the wolf's thoughts, turn it off for me!)

His more secret heart was shocked by this phenomenon, I did not expose him, but released the coercion to the animals,

[What are you talking about, please be quiet. ]

They all lowered their ears, as if they had lost a battle, and whimpered like grievances,

(So ​​scary, so scary, so scary...)

Unaffected Osamu Dazai turned his eyes to me curiously, "...what did you do?"

In the next second, we appeared on Mount Everest,

[The highest mountain in the world, it is a good choice to watch the sunrise. ] I added insulation covers around us, and the sea of ​​clouds was dormant at our feet, [you have never seen such a scene with your own eyes. ]

Osamu Dazai stood in the comfortable breeze filtered by me, his mind went blank for a while.

he is amazed,

Amazed by the magnificence and beauty in front of me,

Even Osamu Dazai will be moved by the beating of the heart for beautiful things,

"I remember that the temperature here should be minus forty degrees."

[Well, you didn't freeze to death because of me. ]

Immediately afterwards, I took Osamu Dazai to a high altitude that was very suitable for skydiving.

Osamu Dazai was suspended because of my telekinetic power, he immediately guessed what I was going to do

[One of your wishes, falling from a height without pain. ]

I let go of Osamu Dazai's hand, and then withdrew my telekinetic power,

The boy was immediately pulled down by gravity, his face turned pale due to physical discomfort, and his brows frowned.The moment the pain comes, the human heart will have an irresistible desire to survive, so Osamu Dazai hates pain, because the body is instinctively longing to survive.

But Osamu Dazai had good adaptability and balance. He quickly stabilized his figure. The strong wind whipped his clothes and bangs upwards. He couldn't open his eyes, but kept his body light and upright in the air.

I have the same shape as him, standing in front of him, relatively still with him,

[How about it? ]

He heard my voice,

[If you fall from this height, you will die without feeling anything. ]

Osamu Dazai didn't open his mouth, because opening his mouth would cause the air to flow into his mouth. He answered me from the bottom of his heart with his excellent learning ability,

(If I die now...)

[If you die now, you will never understand me. ]

I said,

[You will not know who I am, what else I can do, and what surprises I can give you. ]

Isn't that fun enough?

I took Osamu Dazai's hand that was getting cold in the bad weather, and took him back to the place where we started.

Osamu Dazai, whose heels were on the ground, held on to the wall on one side as though he had lost all his strength.

In just a few minutes, he felt that he had experienced too much.

(I feel like vomiting...)

His heart told me so.

[Well, generally speaking, teleportation will not cause dizziness, but you are going to a hot area, a severe cold highland, and a high-altitude skydiving...]

Osamu Dazai covered his mouth, feeling a convulsion in his stomach,

(Why does my disqualification in the world not work...)

He has proficiently started to chat with me with his heart,

[Simple, because I use superpowers. ] I went up, reached out and touched him, and rewinded the time of his body by 24 hours, [Is it better now? ]

(What is the super power...) Osamu Dazai once again covered his convulsed stomach, (feeling...very hungry.)

[Um? ]

Feeling wrong, I looked through his stomach,

[Ah, so you didn’t eat at this time yesterday, and your stomach was empty. ]

The corners of Dazai Osamu's mouth twitched slightly, "What kind of perverted ability is this?" He gave me a difficult look, (Superpowers, it's really hard work.)

I am noncommittal.

[Going to eat?I can take you to eat the most authentic crab dishes. ]

"What's your telepathic range?"

[I won't tell you, you guess it yourself. ]

"Even if it's such a small thing, do you want to have fun with me?"

[Not only for you, I also want to play with myself. ] I pursed my lips, [Trouble wise Mr. Dazai to add fun to my life. ]

"Are you still trapped by yourself as the leader of a small organization even though you're bored...?"

[Yes, but I am quite satisfied. ] I said, [If I abdicate now, then those subordinates who are loyal to me will immediately transfer the favor towards me to the next leader, just like the country I laid down is handed over to others. ]

"..."

Dazai paused for a moment.

"Did you think so?"

[......]

"..."

His inner voice told me that many people would not abandon me because of the replacement of the leader.

Forget it, you can still believe what Mr. Xin Cao said in his heart.

***

After the showdown with Osamu Dazai, I clearly felt the subtle changes in the relationship between him and me.

That’s why people still need to communicate to understand each other. Language is not only the function of information transmission, but also the interaction between languages. I saw the inside of Osamu Dazai when he collapsed, and he also heard what I said personally. With purpose and desire, we also took a round-the-world trip together.

It is simply the perfect solution to the conflict, just like the conflicting little sisters had an earth-shattering quarrel, and then reconciled as before or even closer.

Because we both hold each other's secrets, the intimacy is invisible but profound.

Osamu Dazai began to be more keen on finding my flaws, when did I use superpowers, and what kind of superpowers did I use.

"The room smells like steak...so you sneaked out to eat?"

"Writing with your left hand and flipping through books with your right hand, no wonder you are so efficient... Ah, even so, you still have to assign the task to Mr. Mori. You are really a loyal fan of fishing."

"Telepathy, teleportation, time travel, clairvoyance, communication with animals, strange power, levitation, temperature adjustment... What else is there besides these?" Osamu Dazai said to himself in a low voice, "How do meteor showers do it? , Gravity? Summoning? Creating illusions?"

Besides, Osamu Dazai's method of observing my telepathic range was much simpler.

He first tentatively called my name on the ground floor of the mafia building, (Qi Mu, Qi Mu?)

[What are you doing? ]

(As expected, you can hear it.)

Osamu Dazai roughly calculated the number of people in the entire building, and the number of people in the horizontal direction,

(There are so many people, how do you know my voice?)

[You can hear it when you get used to it. ]

Dazai stopped.

He stood outside the building again, calling again from his heart, (Qimu?)

[Don't distract me. ] I responded to him immediately.

(...You still have the attribute of being upright.)

?

He was thinking of something impossible.Saiki Kusuo is the one who thinks he is upright, not Saiki Ryuo.

I carried the book with me. It was originally a small and thin book, so it was not troublesome to carry it with me.

I haven't lost touch with Officer Matsuda, although I often use the excuse that I'm busy at work to prevaricate him.

Until a certain working day, Officer Matsuda gave me a warning,

He texted me and said: I got on the train to Yokohama, do you want to pick me up?

I didn't go to him, he came to me instead.

I stared at this text for a long time, slightly surprised.

I have obvious empathy for Officer Matsuda.People I like will be infinitely beautified in my heart because I haven't seen each other for a long time. Now I basically only remember the kindness of my initial friends. This feeling of nostalgia increases every day after meeting Officer Matsuda, and now it makes me want to move again.

"Want to go? Just go if you want to go."

Dazai Osamu's eyes were blocked by my restless appearance, "Anyway, it's not like you haven't done this kind of thing before."

I was surprised, [You monitored Matsuda? ]

"After all, he is someone who can haunt the dreams of the leader of the port mafia." Osamu Dazai didn't think there was anything wrong with this, "I investigated his past. His father was a professional boxer. He was mistaken for a murderer and killed him. Being arrested by the police and missing an important game, so wanting to change the Metropolitan Police Department or something is a very obvious motivation to join the job.”

[and then? ]

"He is called a cold and arrogant criminal policeman by the outside world. Most of it is because of the death of his friend four years ago. Such a life experience and personality change are not outstanding."

[so? ]

"So, in the eyes of him who was deprived of the rest of his life by his friends, you are completely absent."

Osamu Dazai dropped this sentence.

"Are you dissatisfied with this?"

[......]

Osamu Dazai thought I was jealous.

He thought that I found out that the person I liked belonged to me on the way of pursuing love, and it was Bai Yueguang who had passed away. He thought that I was decadent because of my late appearance, so I was worried about my relationship with Police Officer Matsuda.

[It's a little bit too much to say that I am dissatisfied. ]

But this mood is too complicated and subtle.

[Just pretend that everything is different from what I originally thought, so you will be discouraged. ]

In the end, I decided to pick up Officer Matsuda.

Just looking at his face is enough, since Matsuda Jinpei is also the same body anyway, it's not bad.

"Let's call a few people." Osamu Dazai said, "The leader travels without protection personnel. What does it look like?"

[In that case, Matsuda will be in danger. ] I carefully took off the scarf, [be low-key, don't let others know that I'm out. ]

I am a criminal policeman fighting against evil forces. If I am targeted by my hostile organization, I may be caught as a hostage who threatens me, and my future career will definitely be full of thorns.

"Do you want to act alone again?" Osamu Dazai watched my every move silently, without stopping, he elongated his tone in a sense of regret, "The omnipotent superpower just has no sense of awe."

[Awe?To whom? ]

***

Although I said so confidently.

But when I received Police Officer Matsuda at the drink shop next to the station, my mood index dropped uncontrollably.

I made a simple disguise, but I didn't dress up too fancy. I felt that I looked like Saiki Kusuo in the mirror—it turned out that as long as I relaxed my facial expressions and dressed plainly and restrainedly, I would be indistinguishable from Saiki Kusuo.

Officer Matsuda was sitting in a very emotionally decorated coffee shop. The light in the shop was ambiguous and dim. Because the station was full of passers-by and it was a working day, there was no one else in the shop at this time.

"haven't seen you for a long time."

Officer Matsuda, wearing sunglasses, said to me with a smile,

When did he develop the habit of wearing sunglasses indoors?

"I was on vacation because I solved a bunch of major incidents. Then I found out that I was indispensable in the blast disposal squad, so I applied for a transfer back. I was given three days off." Officer Matsuda looked excitedly with the I said, he beckoned me to sit beside him, and simply brought a backpack, "The last time I came to Yokohama was because of work, and I left in a hurry, this time I will stay for two days."

[Yokohama is not as fun as Sendai and Osaka. ]

"But Yokohama has you."

Officer Matsuda pulled down his dark glasses, revealing bright black eyes to me.

"I see you're not wearing a suit, so you're finally not busy today?" He hinted pointedly, and then pushed me a cup of coffee, "Actually, if you want to talk about travel, you have been there many times when you were young. Most of the vacations are to have dinner with friends, chat and connect with each other.”

[......]

I left that cup of coffee untouched.

[Matsuda,]

"Ok?"

Officer Matsuda stirred his drink, and turned to look at me upon hearing this,

My eyes are so calm that they are a little dead silent,

[Are you really going to do this? ]

Threatening to be on vacation, he had a gun under his coat.

And in this coffee shop, an entire mobile team was ambushed.

I knew it a long time ago.

I think,

But I stepped in anyway.

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