To the eternal you

Do you hate it...?

Sometimes she really feels that the general is very annoying, no... It should be said that from the earliest time, she was taken here by force, teased as if she was her toy, and finally became a fiancée in a daze, and then at a very fast speed Be a real wife.

It was as if something was chasing the general, and she was chasing herself, unable to breathe for a moment.

Qi tilted his head, under the slightly longer eyelashes, the eyelids were slightly lowered, his lake-like eyes looked at the silent lake water without a single ripple.

Even Ying, who was eating the dried fish, calmed down at this moment, looking at her nervously, as if he was hesitant to speak, but in the end it seemed that he had made up his mind and kept silent.

After a long time, the girl whispered.

"...the general intends to listen to the truth or lies?"

"As long as Qi tells me, I will accept it."

The general still maintains a hugging posture, and the overly heavy emotion makes Qi feel more and more at a loss.

Why, why did you ask her such a question that she didn't know where to start.

If the general had been more violent, or felt indifferent, just because of this body, Qi might have felt better, at least he would not have been deeply involved in emotional choices.

"Huh—" She exhaled lightly, the general had the fragrance of a mature woman, and the two mountain peaks were squeezed into irregular shapes on the back, giving the girl a feeling that the coolness was driven away by the warmth.

"Before I came here, I thought about what it would be like to meet the memories of the past, whether I would be mistaken, whether I would be treated as a fake in the coat of Raidenqi, but no matter what the ending is, the flower of the heart is the existence In the same way, I will eventually return to this land, and continue to have dreams that are not waking up."

The girl stretched out her slender and soft hand and held the general's hand holding her back, whispering softly.

"When I saw the general slashing at Ying with a knife that day, I also made a plan in my heart to resist until it dissipated, but in the end I was brought back to Dao's wife. I shaped my body with divine power and experienced the concept of being alive again."

"But at that time, I hated it... I hated this feeling. I was restrained and restricted everything. I could only accept the love that only existed in memory. I couldn't even tell whether it was for me or the memory. The Thunder and Lightning Prayer in the sky."

Qi's expression was a little lost and gloomy, and he looked at her with eyes that made Ying feel strange.

"Especially when I secretly listened to other people's voices, and kept silent until the end to speak out. At that time, I thought my mother and the general were very cunning..."

The strength in the general's hand was a bit heavier, although it still maintained a level that would not make the girl feel uncomfortable.

"But...it is undeniable that at those times, I also saw the other side of the general and Yingmama, who was annoying but wanted to stay by my side, and I hope that as this identity, I will continue to watch the future stories. What did it become?"

"At that time, I somewhat understood in my heart why those friends who were treated tenderly by me were like that, even if I didn't want to think about it, but... Maybe it was because I was such a bad boy, when I found out that I was chosen Definitely happy inside.”

Qi thought that such a self was inferior, like a liar.

"So... I don't dislike you. Compared with the mother and general who have an incomparably deep love for the past Raidenqi in my heart, I am indulging in the identity of Raidenqi, and I am also happy because of this special one that belongs to me. , it’s really more annoying.”

The girl took the general's hands and folded them back and forth to hold the slender and fair neck, as if strangling his throat.

"That's my answer."

Ying stared at the determined girl in bewilderment. This was the second time she made such a move, and it was also one of the first interactions between Qi and her who were ignorant.

The mother strangled her daughter's throat, and the latter held her head high just to make her effortless, waiting for the former's next move.

That tenderness finally responded to her in cruel ways.

It also seems to have traveled through a hundred years and reenacted it again.

But what it meant after that was so different that it frightened her.

Qi always seems to have such an almost indifferent attitude towards his own death.

Why is that?

"...Pray, why did you do this..."

The general could feel the strength that Qi exerted on his hand, without hesitation, this decisiveness was like disposing of a toy that was about to be discarded.

"Because I was wrong... the child that should not have been born."

Her expression was always trapped by haze.

"Didn't my mother and the general bring me here to talk about this?"

The girl's words made the two of them feel puzzled and at a loss.

The picnic, which was originally intended to be a heart-to-heart chat, suddenly turned into a life-or-death situation because of the girl's actions.

"I did a lot of things wrong, and I failed everyone's expectations. I was an annoying child who did wrong and bad things."

Tears dripped down on the back of the general's hands, and the girl couldn't help sobbing softly.

"So please punish me..."

What on earth is this kid thinking...that he thinks he is hated.

The heart-wrenching pain swept through the general's power furnace, and even Ying showed an extremely sad expression, but the girl didn't stop talking.

"If... I hadn't been born in this world... These sad things wouldn't have happened..."

At that moment, Ying finally understood how this person named Qi viewed himself with an inferiority complex and a sensitive heart.

Because in all the narrations, the girl named Raiden Qi is always displayed in front of everyone in a perfect posture, as long as she exists, she will feel anxious because of this specialness.

And the tenderness that belongs to a girl makes her never reveal these words and emotions, but hides them carefully, and feels sad alone. Perhaps in her opinion, if it is not because of her wish, the traveler will not set foot on the journey to Daozuma, nor will she. You will not encounter those subsequent things.

Miss Gan Yu, who was wandering alone in the world in Liyue, also subconsciously got close to her because of the beauty in her memory, and finally made the longing that should have lasted come to an end on her. .

Did the many beautiful things encountered in this process leave a completely opposite side in the girl's memory?

Maybe it was an ordinary conversation, a meeting.

The general hugged her silently, and the hand that strangled her neck slipped to her waist, clinging to her as if to rub the girl into his body.

"I don't think Chi is annoying..."

Instead of letting this stupid little guy blame herself for all the faults, Ying chose a way that was more full of her character.

In the girl's tearful eyes, she first gently kissed the teardrops at the corners of her eyes, and then fell on those pale lips like winter cherry blossoms.

It seems to want to engrave something, and it seems to want to prove something.

In between gently biting the girl's lips, Ying murmured in a low voice.

"Please...please forgive me..."

This love is too deep, even if time blocks the wear and tear.

She never forgot half a point.

It was a night after she expressed her heart to Qi Shu.

A girl who blooms like a summer flower and her small promise.