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When Lu Zhansheng woke up again, he was in the hospital ward. He opened his eyes and moved a little, and the incision on his stomach immediately felt severe pain.

Zheng Yan was lying on the side of the hospital bed and fell asleep, but woke up immediately after hearing the movement. "Lu Zhansheng, how do you feel?"

Lu Zhansheng didn't answer, because the movement just now seemed to be on the knife's edge, the pain was so severe that he couldn't speak for a while.

Seeing his frowning painful expression, Zheng Yan sighed.

"It's okay, the doctor said, your incision is not deep, you didn't hurt your internal organs, but it's just..."

In the middle of speaking, Zheng Yan paused, after all, he also knew what the appearance of the incision meant to Lu Zhansheng.

After omitting the phrase "the incision is a bit long", Zheng Yancai continued: "After the anesthesia has passed, it hurts for a while, there is no other way, just take a painkiller and bear it."

Zheng Yan couldn't bear to look at Lu Zhansheng's face full of pain, so he went to pour half a glass of water.

Lu Zhansheng took the painkiller, and after a while, he felt that the pain had eased, and he was able to say: "How is Zhou Mingliang?"

"He is out of danger, and his family is watching over him," Zheng Yan said.

"Ah."

Lu Zhansheng nodded, and then stopped talking.

Zheng Yan knew what he wanted to ask when he saw him like that, and said helplessly: "Don't worry, those people from the square were sent here later, the hospital is very busy now, and Aunt Luo hasn't got off work yet, so I don't have time to tell He Zhi."

That's good.

However, Lu Zhansheng frowned and thought for a while, then said, "Don't let those people know."

"It's up to you to say." Zheng Yandao: "Just see Song, he went to his grandparents' house in Nancheng yesterday, and only heard about it when he came back. He didn't find us at home, so he came here directly, but He's the only one who knows."

Hearing this, Lu Zhansheng breathed a sigh of relief, but it was only for a moment before he raised his tone again.

He looked up and looked out the window, then at the clock on the wall.

It was dark outside, and the clock showed the time: [-]:[-].

Lu Zhansheng blinked a few times, and suddenly pulled out the infusion needle in his hand and was about to struggle to sit up.

Zheng Yan was taken aback for a moment, and then he came to his senses and immediately got up and held him down: "What are you doing?"

What not to do, go home.

It was already very late, and Lu Zhansheng felt that if he didn't go home after this hour, it might arouse He Zhi's suspicion.

After all, since Song Jian could think of coming to the hospital to look for him when he was not at home after hearing about this, then He Zhi should also be able to think of it.

"Zheng Yan, go and get discharged from the hospital."

"what?"

Zheng Yan almost thought he heard it wrong, seeing Lu Zhansheng continued to struggle, he pushed him back.

Now Lu Zhansheng's wound hurts, he lost a lot of blood and is very weak. At that time, Zheng Yan couldn't hold back, so he stared anxiously: "Let go! I want to go home!"

"Go home to your ass!"

Zheng Yan was also in a hurry: "Do you know how long the incision on my stomach is? It's just fucking stitched up, and it may be infected and inflamed at any time!"

"Let's talk about it after posting, anyway, I won't be hospitalized!"

"reason!"

"No reason, don't want to live!"

"Fuck! What's wrong with you boy! You're looking for smoke, right?"

Seeing Lu Zhansheng's inexplicable energy, Zheng Yan was so angry that he almost couldn't hold back to beat him.

But this did not threaten Lu Zhansheng. After the two stalemate for a while, he gathered his strength, pushed Zheng Yan away again, and insisted on struggling to get out of bed.

Just standing up from lying down, the incision will fall, and the pain of the fall is tantamount to tearing the wound directly. In addition, there is too much blood loss on the front, and he feels dizzy after getting up suddenly. Lu Zhansheng was hit at that time Reeling, he managed to hold on to the bedside table so as not to fall down.

Just looking at his terrific nonsense like that, Zheng Yan suddenly understood something, and immediately became even angrier. "Lu Zhansheng! Are you bloody and stupid! What are you afraid of! Even if He Zhi finds out, so what, isn't it just that you can't be a soldier? Forget it, what else can he do to you? ah!"

A layer of sweat broke out on Lu Zhan's aching forehead, and he stood up again with the bedside table supported. "He won't do anything to me."

"That's right!" Zheng Yan said angrily, "Then what are you afraid of!"

Lu Zhansheng barely stood still, grabbed his coat, his eyes fell on the blood stains on it, and after a while, he said, "He will look down on me."

"... "

Zheng Yan was taken aback for a moment, and immediately felt speechless.

In fact, Zheng Yan also knows that although Lu Zhansheng always had conflicts with He Zhi, choked up every day, and always said that He Zhi was bad or bad, but in fact, Lu Zhansheng cared about He Zhi's opinion of him in his heart. .

Lu Zhansheng didn't care about anyone's evaluation since he was a child, only He Zhi's could make him feel a little bit better.

But Zheng Yan didn't expect, and never felt before, that Lu Zhansheng could care about He Zhi's opinion of him to this extent.

To be honest, Lu Zhansheng's state in the afternoon, especially the moment when he rushed to Aunt Luo was almost crying, which gave people a particularly heroic and sad feeling, as if the sky above his head had collapsed. To be honest, everyone who showed Zheng Yan was a little shocked.

Zheng Yan didn't understand it very much, as for what?Are you still alive if you don't serve as a soldier?Can't survive being looked down upon by He Zhi?

When Zheng Yan was distracted, Lu Zhansheng had already put on his clothes with difficulty, buttoned them up and turned around. Aunt Luo walked into the ward with a few lunch boxes.

Lu Zhansheng stopped in his tracks, feeling a little confused.

Aunt Luo usually doesn't like him when she sees him, but seeing his unlucky appearance now is probably even more angry. If he refuses to listen to dissuasion and insists on leaving the hospital, Aunt Luo will definitely punish him.

Given his current state, he probably couldn't bear it.

"Aunt Luo."

Lu Zhansheng's brain was running fast, and he came up with an explanation that he thought was reasonable, so he hesitated and said: "I...recognize the bed, it's not my bed, I can't sleep, I can't rest well, I have to go home .”

Upon hearing this, Aunt Luo's stern eyes immediately stared at her: "Recognize the bed? When did you have a new problem? Why don't you just say that you recognize the air in your home, and just say that you can give it to you if you take a breath outside?" If you can suffocate to death, isn’t that a better reason?”

"... "

Lu Zhansheng lowered his head and did not speak.

Zheng Yan didn't move, trying to minimize his sense of existence, but unexpectedly, Aunt Luo still didn't let him go: "Why are you in a daze! Did you wink!"

"... "

Zheng Yan had no choice but to walk over silently, took the lunch boxes from Aunt Luo, and walked away silently, hiding as far as he could.

Aunt Luo suppressed her anger, turned around and asked Lu Zhansheng, "Are you dizzy now?"

Lu Zhansheng shook his head.

"Do you have a fever?"

Lu Zhansheng shook his head again.

As if she didn't believe him, Aunt Luo approached him and put the back of her hand on his forehead for a while, and took it away when she found it didn't burn.

After a while, after thinking about it, he still felt angry, so he poked his forehead with his finger again without cursing. "You say you are unlucky! Don't do such useless things! Aren't you capable! How can someone cut you with a knife! What's your ability! Just shout! It's over, you!"

Lu Zhansheng poked and scolded without saying a word, and Zheng Yan didn't dare to take a breath when he was next to him. After all, they all knew that once they spoke, it was difficult for Aunt Luo to stop.

After cursing a few words, Aunt Luo rubbed her temples angrily, and said, "I'll bring you the medicine you need later."

Ok?

Lu Zhansheng was a little surprised when he heard this, because he didn't expect Aunt Luo to let him go so easily. He raised his head and opened his mouth, but before he could say anything, Aunt Luo immediately said to him: "Not yet. Get out now!"

"... "

Lu Zhansheng lowered his head again, pouted his lips, hesitated for a long time, and reminded him again: "Don't tell He Zhi."

"You need to say it! Is this something glorious and long-faced? Is it worth me to use a loudspeaker to promote it to you everywhere!"

"... "

Lu Zhansheng hesitated for a moment, bypassed Aunt Luo, and walked out.

When she walked to the door, Aunt Luo suddenly said again: "Little bastard, remember, if you want others to think highly of you, you have to do something that makes others think highly of you!"

Lu Zhansheng suddenly felt as if he had been slapped hard on the face.

He can no longer do things that make He Zhi look up to him.

After returning to the compound, Lu Zhansheng took a look inside when he passed the door of He Zhi's house.

The light in the living room was on, probably for Aunt Luo, but the light in He Zhi's room was off.

I forgot exactly when it started, probably in the past two years, Lu Zhansheng used to go to He Zhi’s house to take a look after returning home, and almost every day when he came home, no matter it was morning or evening, the lights in He Zhi’s house were always on. with.

Before, Lu Zhansheng wasn't sure if He Zhi was waiting for him, but today, he seemed to be sure.

It seems to be.

It was after hearing the news of his return every day that He Zhi would turn off the lights.

When returning to his home, Lu Zhansheng deliberately slammed the door loudly, making a lot of noise.

Zheng Yan didn't understand what he meant by that, and angrily called him crazy. Lu Zhansheng took advantage of the situation to fight back.

Zheng Yan was not at ease, and planned to stay at Lu Zhansheng's place at night, but Lu Zhansheng didn't agree, so he just drove him back to his home.

After Zheng Yan left, Lu Zhansheng went to change the bloody clothes, filled them in the stove and burned them. Then, he stood in his yard for a long time, doing a lot of mental construction for himself.

Finally, the mental construction was finally done, so he went out and took a detour.

Walking to the door of He Zhi's room, Lu Zhansheng collected himself, and then endured the pain of the wound, kicked towards the door.

However, after slamming down, the door didn't open.

He froze for a moment, then pushed again, only to find that the door seemed to be locked from the inside.

He was stunned again, and then, the mental construction that he had finally made for himself collapsed almost immediately.

Because he suddenly realized that it seemed that He Zhi didn't have the habit of locking the door while sleeping, but because he knew that he might kick the door in at any time, so he didn't lock it.

But in the future, it will probably be locked.

The night after returning home in despair, Lu Zhansheng could barely close his eyes.

When he heard movement in the yard in the morning, he immediately got up and looked outside, but was disappointed to find that it was Aunt Luo who came to change his dressing.

Until noon, He Zhi didn't come to clean and wash his clothes.

Probably in the future, will not come again.

After realizing this, Lu Zhansheng lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze for a long time.

He thought a lot about He Zhi and about his own future.

In the end, I made a very important decision.

He may be a bit young and frivolous in Lu Zhansheng, but he has always had his own persistence. He thinks he is firm-willed, tenacious and unyielding. Since he grew up, he has never admitted defeat in a struggle with anyone.

Including He Zhi.

Under certain circumstances, he can succumb to He Zhi, but he will never admit defeat.

Since he can't become a soldier, he will find another way out. He must complete the goals he has set, and he must make He Zhi look at him with admiration again.

The vast world has a lot to do.

Lu Zhansheng didn't quite know how vast the places shown in this slogan were, and how much they could do.

But he believes in himself.

No matter where he is, as long as Lu Zhansheng is willing, he can overcome all obstacles and walk out of a broad road that belongs to him.

So, he decided to go there.

He wants to go to that vast expanse without fear of the distant and the unknown, to embark on a greater career and seek a more glorious future.