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One of Yan Mingyang’s secrets to maintaining extremely high learning and work efficiency is to try to do what he wants to do most and in the best state at the moment.

With his tenacious willpower and self-regulation ability, he has been in a habitually maintained "best state" for many years; for him, there is nothing in the world that is too difficult to advance.

If there is, it is only because the cost performance is too low, Yan Mingyang voluntarily chooses to give up.

Except intoxicated.

Yan Mingyang felt heartbroken that the existence of Shen Zui seriously affected his career.

He Yan Mingyang has been extremely smart and ambitious since he was a child; he is proud of his youth, and all difficulties and obstacles are just his stepping up to a higher level;

He has a strong net worth and a unique business empire; he enjoys power and fame that most people can hardly match in their lifetime, and he is awe-inspiring and almost omnipotent.

Yan Mingyang like this is absolutely unwilling to admit that he has nothing to do with intoxication.

He is angry with intoxication and disappointed in himself; he cannot accept that he cannot control intoxication, let alone accept that intoxication can easily control his emotions.

This is a question that Yan Mingyang strictly forbids himself to think about when playing the mixed cut in a loop every night.

But now, the ruthless sky is bright, and Yan Mingyang is holding an intoxicated magazine in his hand.

perhaps...

Can I go and see him?

Yes, I can go and see him.

I have the right to see him.

Yes, I have that right.

I'm just exercising my rights, it doesn't mean anything.

I will not give in to intoxication.

will not.

When Sang Lili came in to report work again, Yan Mingyang remembered that she seemed to be an intoxicated fan.

"Is that box of magazines ready?" Yan Mingyang asked casually.

"Put it away." Sang Li, who knew nothing, said concisely.

Yan Mingyang raised his head and looked at Sang Lili for a few seconds.

Sang Lili was puzzled and didn't say anything superfluous.

Yan Mingyang was slightly displeased that he couldn't find the steps.But this is not important.

He is a person who does his own thing by nature, and he will still exercise his "right to exercise".

"How is Shen Zui recently?" Yan Mingyang glanced at his watch casually, "There's not much to do today, so go and see him later."

Sang Lili: "........."

Liang Ce followed Shen Zui not too far away, and didn't speak on the way until the door of the unit.

"Are you going to come up?" Shen Zui swiped open the unit door, turned his head to look at Liang Ce, and asked casually.

"Uh..." Liang Ce was a little dazed.He subconsciously took half a step back, his eyebrows tightened slightly, "I,"

"Don't be nervous." Seeing this, Shen Zui smiled, "Just wait for me in the living room, and I won't force you into prostitution."

"...Oh, okay." Liang Ce nodded, feeling a little embarrassed.He is not a person who has never seen the world, and he has been in contact with both the same sex and the opposite sex when he was studying.

Liang Ce really likes Shenzui, is willing to pay for Shenzui, and will be happy for Shenzui's sweet smile;

But he never seems to have any "evil thoughts" about intoxication, and he even feels awkward and unnatural.

It's really weird.

Intoxicated, she knows she is beautiful, but she is never shy.He arranged for Liang Ce to sit down in the living room, took some change of clothes and went into the bathroom.

Liang Ce stayed alone in the living room, listening to the sound of water in the bathroom, feeling restless.He turned on the smart TV, and found that Shen Zui was watching a short play called "Lemon Cool" when he fumbled around.

When Shen Zui came out of the bathroom wiping his hair, he saw Liang Ce sitting on the sofa staring at "Lemon Cool".His back is straight, his legs are stretched at 90 degrees, and his hands are on his thighs, as if he is in a meeting.

Shen Zui squinted his eyes, as if he had noticed something from Liang Ce's state.He stepped forward, pretending that everything was as usual, "Didn't you say you want to invite me to dinner? Is it a Japanese grocery store?"

A familiar and controllable topic was brought up, and Liang Ce seemed to have grasped at straws.

"Yes." Liang Ce hurriedly said, "Their sushi rolls are very delicious."

He moved to the side and let Shen Jiu sit down on the sofa.

"You can order meals in advance, so you don't have to wait when you go."

Shen Zui hummed, sat down and wiped his hair, his eyes fell on "Lemon Cool".

This is a short play directed by Zhou Dafei, and this is the second time Shen Zui has watched it.

The story is generally an ordinary youth love triangle, but intoxication can be seen Zhou Dafei's efforts on the script within a limited range: he is trying his best to make this story unconventional, and explore some valuable things, free, impulsive and young vague emotions etc.

When I watched it for the second time, Shen Zui mainly focused on the language of the film.He was thinking, what would happen if Zhou Dafei was allowed to shoot himself.

"Do you like this drama very much?" Liang Ce didn't watch it seriously just now, and he didn't know what the drama was about.

On the TV, a boy and a girl stood in the corridor at night, the dim light was dim, and they had an argument.

"Do you have to leave? To leave everything you have, the people you love, the life you enjoy and the great future you have, just for a vain...freedom?"

Shen Zui stared intently, his gaze became focused.

"That's not illusory." The man on the screen moved his intoxicated lips at the same frequency, "Life is short, and I didn't realize until today that I have to explore myself: explore what I want, or what I don't want .”

"I have to go. Otherwise the day I die, it will be a sign that I never lived."

Liang Ce, who never thought about such "high ambitions" and "unrealistic" issues, was stunned. It was the first time he saw such intoxication.

The intoxicated eyes are like the blade of a knife that can learn from the cold light.

The actor in "Lemon Cool" is no longer negligent, but when Shen Zui recited his lines, Liang Ce, like any ordinary audience in the world, couldn't help but be attracted by the most glamorous performer on the stage——

It took him a while to realize that at least at this moment, that character, the spirit that the creator tried to portray, that fearless soul that pursues freedom endlessly, lives in Shen Zui.

"I like the director of this show very much." After reading that line, he leaned back on the sofa leisurely and drunk, and then answered Liang Ce's question, "To speak arrogantly and offend people, he is rare and truly worthy. to my director."

This episode is over.Shen Zui looked at the director's name rolling out on the screen, and said calmly, "Zhou Dafei."

"Zhou Dafei?!" Liang Ce suddenly came out of the confused state just now.He looked shocked.

"What's wrong?" Shen Zui said.

"........."

Liang Ce pursed his lips inexplicably, "This Zhou Dafei, is he old?"

"It's about the same as the two of us." Shen Zui was a little strange, "Do you know him?"

"He," Liang Ce hesitated the moment he was about to speak.If Zhou Dafei is brought out, Shen Zui will soon be able to figure out his family situation and the relationship between their family and Yan Mingyang.

"He might be the deskmate of my school bully." Liang Ce's eyes flickered, but he confessed honestly.

Shen Zui frowned, revealing a moment of surprise.

"Oh..." But soon, Shen Zui calmed down.He understood everything, and smiled, "No wonder you told me not to be afraid of Yan Mingyang."

"Zhou Dafei's father may be the only person in the world Yan Mingyang is afraid of."

Liang Ce listened quietly without speaking.He suddenly thought, intoxication is wrong.

At the very least, Yan Mingyang was somewhat afraid of the existence of intoxication.

"Zhou Dafei..." Liang Ce didn't want to discuss Yan Mingyang any more.He tentatively asked, "How about now?"

"I haven't been in touch since graduation."

"It depends on how you look at it." Shen Zui got up and threw the towel on his shoulders into the washing machine, "From the point of view of some people—such as Yan Mingyang and Zhou Dafei's father, Zhou Dafei is simply a good hand Beat shit, have a terrible time."

"Then what about you?" Liang Ce was suddenly curious about Intoxicated's attitude towards life.His knowledge of intoxication has always been superficial.

"Me?" Shen Zui restrained the smile on his face, only a chilling sneer appeared on his lips, "I'm jealous of him."

"I'm jealous that he burns his life in the most passionate and free, sane and sober, blind-eyed but respectable way, and I can only do nothing."

Liang Ce looked at Shen Zui and remained silent for a long time.He suddenly realized that he couldn't really help Shen Zui.

Comfortable and generous life, prominent fame and fortune, these intoxication do not care.

He cares about being free and independent, and realizing value in his own way.

"Hello, hello." Liang Ce dialed the order number of the Japanese food store.He said, "Tonight, two people."

"Please order me a sunset."

Intoxicated after listening to Liang Ce carefully ordering all the meals, he said, "Sunset?"

"The name of a type of sushi roll." Liang Ce smiled.Getting along with Shen Zui in a way closer to friends made him feel a lot more natural, "Raw tuna is served with stimulating jalapeños, cucumbers are refreshing, and cilantro is refreshing—everything is flourishing and crazy when a rainstorm first breaks in the rainforest .”

Shen Zui listened with some interest, and asked in confusion, "Then why is it called Sunset?"

"Isn't sunrise more appropriate?"

"Everyone's definition of sunrise and sunset is different." Liang Ce said, "It's like Yan Mingyang thinks Zhou Dafei's life is bleak, but you embrace it like a new life."

At five or six o'clock, it is the time when the sunset plays the leading role.

Shen Zui and Liang Ce went downstairs together.On the flat ground at the entrance of the unit, the dark gray shadows coexist intensely with the bright sunset.

"You just took a shower, will you catch a cold when the wind blows?" Liang Ce worried.

"I'm wearing a thin coat, I'm fine." Shen Zui put his hands in his pockets, and when he looked up, he found that Yan Mingyang was standing by the flower bed two meters away.

The setting sun was just right, and Yan Mingyang's expression seemed to be embracing death.

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Next week is my final week, and I'm about to "embrace death" (Yuyo crying