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After the door closed with a snap, Yan Mingyang stood in front of the door in a daze.

It took him a while to realize that he probably said something wrong.

He felt annoyed that the battlefield in front of him was not one he was familiar with.

For someone like Yan Mingyang, realizing and admitting that he is not good at something is a strange and unacceptable thing.

He stood there for a while, then turned around and walked slowly towards the elevator door.He stroked his tie habitually, and suddenly realized that he had never been good at dealing with complex emotions and intimacy.

For example, he didn't know how to curry favor with Shen Zui, so that he turned the other way; another example, he didn't know how to face his father, so he fled to this day.

Yan Mingyang is a loner living among the crowd.He seems to have both sides, but in fact he has little friendship with the outside world and is extremely alienated.

The numbers on the elevator display decreased evenly, Yan Mingyang looked worried, and looked a little confused.

He knows himself so well that he can hardly understand the emotions of others.

After coming out of Shen Zui's house, Yan Mingyang belatedly remembered something.

About meeting A Xue in the cemetery that day, he should have told Shen Zui.

But Yan Mingyang forgot.

He thought about it all the way, and when he got home, he carefully chose to send Shen Zui a WeChat message.

Yan Mingyang: There is something that I forgot to mention tonight.

Not blocked, very good.

Yan Mingyang: The last time I passed by Qishi to visit my mother's grave, I ran into Axue.

Yan Mingyang: That day is your birthday.

Yan Mingyang looked and looked at these few lines on the screen, narrowing his eyes intently.It has been many years since he has explored a "new field" so meticulously, and it is nothing more than staying up late to revise his resume when he is looking for his first internship in college.

Based on the limited knowledge he had just acquired from practice tonight, after thinking about it, Yan Mingyang realized that this piece of news might have ulterior motives in Shen Zui's eyes, as if deliberately causing the next topic.

Yan Mingyang: Sang Li was there at that time.

He sent this "supplementary information" with regret and anxiety, the tattoo on his back was slightly warm.

Shen Zui didn't look at his phone tonight.He got out of the shower and meditated for 20 minutes in the living room.

Yan Mingyang's request for peace was not beyond Shen Zui's expectations; Yan Mingyang's performance was also quite "standard".

Regarding Qi Shi and "Brother Yan" at the age of 14, Shen Zui has been dreaming less and less recently.When meditating tonight, he closed his eyes and sat on an orange sandy beach, the sea in front of him was also warm, and the sky in his mind was blurry and low.

In Shen Zui's meditation, Yan Mingyang's figure appeared.He could feel that Yan Mingyang was standing behind him—alive, his eyes were breathing.

As with previous meditations, intoxication maintains mental comfort until the end of time.Yan Mingyang did not break this harmony and peace.

Shen Zui found regretfully that he had finally let go of Yan Mingyang completely.

Along with Yan Mingyang, there were many other people and things.However, Yan Mingyang is much more dangerous than them.

Yan Mingyang is difficult to control.

This is the fundamental reason why Shen Zui will not choose Yan Mingyang again, and it has nothing to do with morality, character or the past.When the meditation was over, he opened his eyes expressionlessly, with his hands hanging symmetrically on his lap.

A truly independent person has a spiritual or physical partner, in the final analysis, he wants to have one.He only cares about the part of his partner that he needs, and abandons everything else.

Shen Zui admits with peace of mind that he has many choices.Interesting soul, delicious body, sincere love...he doesn't blush about it, he wants to be in full control of his emotions, body and lucky creatures with whom he bonds.

Obviously, Yan Mingyang will never be a quiet lover.

Shen Zui didn't see the news of Yan Mingyang until he woke up the next day.

He was keenly aware of Yan Mingyang's deliberately restrained aggressiveness, and Yan Mingyang thoughtfully offered Sang Lili a neutral and neutral option.

Shen Zui woke up and took a shower, and only after breakfast did he think about whether to make a phone call.

Shen Zui was not very surprised that Ah Xue went to visit Yang Ling's grave.In his impression, Ah Xue's courage to accept herself should be related to Yang Ling's help and enlightenment.She was both grateful and ashamed.

Unlike more than half a year ago, now Intoxicated no longer escapes from A Xue, and is even mature enough to pity her ignorance, faults and pity.

As if caring about an ordinary person who had met many years ago, Shen Zui called Sang Lili and asked about A Xue's condition that day.

He explained bluntly, "That woman is my biological mother. It's just that she abandoned me and went to jail because of it."

Sang Li Li pupil earthquake that received the call.She was sitting in the car beside Yan Mingyang.

"How is she..." Shen Zui said flatly, making it hard to figure out whether he was looking forward to seeing Ah Xue good or bad.

Sang Lili subconsciously looked at Yan Mingyang tentatively.She pointed to the word intoxicated on the screen of the phone, and mouthed silently: Mom.

Yan Mingyang waited until one o'clock in the morning last night before finally making sure that Shen Zui would not reply again.He nodded slightly, motioning Sang Lili to speak in a good direction.

"She...looks okay." Sang Lili has an amazing memory, and can still recall some of the conversation between Axue and Yan Mingyang at that time, "It seems, it seems that I talked a few words about you."

"Oh." Shen Zui said, "Thank you."

"Mr. Yan," after hanging up the phone, Sang Lili looked suspiciously at Yan Mingyang, who was pretending to be indifferent, "Will you still deduct the bonus if you mention Teacher Shen in the future?"

"........."

Yan Mingyang rubbed the space between his eyebrows, and almost didn't think about it.

"You are so concerned about his movements, tell me if you have anything to do." Yan Mingyang thought for a while, and then added, "Also, call the intoxicated manager."

"Let him start acting for Mr. Shen?" Sang Lili said with uncontrollable excitement.

"Hmm..." Yan Mingyang just wanted to nod, but he seemed to feel that something was wrong.He analyzed it in his mind for a long time, writing out the first simple program like a person who just learned programming, trying his best to eliminate all known errors, but he was not sure about the output result.

"You told Hu Tu that you should give full play to your enthusiasm for work," Yan Mingyang's output speed is not too fast, "but you can't be reckless, you need to find Shen Zui to communicate more. No matter how big or small, whether you accept or not, you must first figure out what Shen Zui is doing. mean."

Sang Lili: "......"

"Do you want to say, let Teacher Shen decide the intensity of the work and what kind of drama to take." Sang Lili mechanically ended Yan Mingyang's indescribable statement.

"Yes." Yan Mingyang supported him with one hand, "In any case... don't force him, and don't care about making money or losing money."

Sang Lili: "......"

Liang Ce, a "relationship household", had a good attitude on the first day of work.When Yan Mingyang arrived at the company, he was already on standby at his workstation.

Liang Ce did not stay in a separate office, but sat in a cubicle with a large crowd, and even bought coffee for his colleagues.

As if not being seen, Liang Ce's going to work on time is meaningless.

Before Yan Mingyang entered the office, he caught sight of Liang Ce who was sitting upright and ostentatiously.

Sure enough, childish.

If I can't even win the fight with you, wouldn't I be in vain for so many years.

Yan Mingyang sneered and didn't stop in his footsteps.

"You remember to assign tasks to Liang Ce later," Yan Mingyang sat down at the desk and told Sang Lili, "Don't worry about Mr. Tan."

"Then Shen..." Sang Lili swallowed halfway through her words.

"I didn't let you abuse Liang Ce." Yan Mingyang clicked his tongue, "I just let him take on the difficulty and intensity of the work that our company's employees should have."

"Shen Zui won't like a cowardly and incompetent person who is crying and complaining to me." Speaking of Shen Zui, Yan Mingyang's eyes became soft and firm, and he couldn't help showing a smile, "Sang Lili, do you think someone like Shen Zui Such a tough, tenacious, stubborn and proud person, what kind of person would he like?"

Sang Lili: "I don't know."

Sang Lili OS: Anyway, it's not you.