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Shen Zui said that he wanted to eat fish, and Yan Mingyang's first reaction was to ask his favorite restaurant to prepare and deliver it.

"Let me do it." Liu Heng glanced at the time, "There should be fresh fish and shrimp for sale right now."

It was only then that Yan Mingyang remembered that Shen Zui had said that Liu Heng was good at cooking.He was not particularly comfortable in his heart, but there was nothing he could do.

"There's a fish market nearby." Shen Zui yawned softly, got up and walked towards the bedroom, "I'm sleepy, please call me."

The door of the bedroom was closed, and the intoxication might have fallen asleep.

"Will you buy fish?" Liu Heng asked.

When Yan Mingyang was a child, he saw someone picking fish by the river.But obviously, this does not belong to the knowledge that he will take the initiative to master.

For Yan Mingyang, buying fish is like many other things that are not worth the effort, and the way he is most familiar with is to pay.

"Not really." Yan Mingyang said frankly.

Not far from Shen Zui's home, there is an aquatic market selling fresh fish and shrimp.Out of the shadow of childhood, intoxication never set foot.

"The first criterion for serving intoxicated fish is that there should be no fishy smell." Liu Heng walked among the aquatic product stalls, and looked back at Yan Mingyang, "You're wearing a suit jacket, that's good."

"It is recommended to take it off after going back, the coat is easy to be stained with fish smell."

Yan Mingyang's high-end leather shoes and suits look out of place here.He wasn't walking smoothly, but he didn't notice it at all.

"Xiao..." Yan Mingyang paid attention to the fish on the stalls on both sides, "What kind of fish does Shen Zui like to eat?"

Liu Heng frowned before reacting.He said nonchalantly, "When I knew Shen Zui, he was still called Shen Xiaotu."

Yan Mingyang was a little surprised, more unhappy for no reason.He has always regarded "Little Tu" as his own, in various senses.

"It's just that Shen Zui doesn't want us to mention the past." Liu Heng turned back and continued to pick fish, "He doesn't like the name Xiaotu, just like he doesn't like the smell of fish."

Yan Mingyang's face changed slightly, but overall he was quite calm.

What Shenzui really hates is neither the "little dodder" nor the fishy smell, but the painful memories that were repeatedly abandoned.

"Shen Zui has no requirement on the number of fish bones, but it is better to choose the one with fewer bones." Liu Heng said while choosing, "He has an obsession with the way of picking fish bones."

Yan Mingyang paid attention to Liu Heng's method and standard of picking fish all the way.He has a good memory, and he has an idea quickly.

In the end they bought a Songjiang perch, caught fresh from the water.

The eldest sister who sells fish seems to have recognized Liu Heng as a celebrity, and said she would give it to them.Yan Mingyang didn't say anything, and paid the money directly, without even asking for change.

"Why bother?" Liu Heng was holding the fish, and seemed to be critical of Yan Mingyang's behavior, "It's just a fish, how can I still go to Shen Zui to take credit from you."

"Free things are the most expensive." Yan Mingyang smiled unconcernedly, "Speaking of which, why are you so kind to Shen Zui?"

The smile on his face faded a little, and there was unconcealed peeping in his casual tone.

Liu Heng was not displeased either, he seemed to have expected that Yan Mingyang would ask this question sooner or later.

The hustle and bustle of the aquatic product market faded away behind him.Liu Heng stood by the side of the road, the shadow of the tree was reflected in his eyes, which was dim and unclear.

"Ordinary people would not be so kind to their ex," Yan Mingyang glanced at Liu Heng, with a slight conceit in his tone, "unless there is still something to do."

"The first time I broke up with Shen Zui," Liu Heng calmed down, "he almost swallowed half a bottle of sleeping pills."

Yan Mingyang's pupils dilated, and he blurted out in a trembling voice, "What?!"

"I was terrified and surprised at the time, but I was not moved." Liu Heng said, "Because I know very well that he didn't take sleeping pills for me."

Yan Mingyang felt as if someone had grabbed his heart.He was terrified to even breathe.

"Intoxicated..." Liu Heng closed his eyes, pursed his lips and smiled in relief, "He is a ruthless person who seems to have a lot of affection. From the point of view of love, he has never liked me."

"It's just that when we first met, he was like a cute and pitiful little rabbit. He stuck to me and called him brother. Anyone would like it."

"It was only after getting along for a period of time that I realized that intoxicated nature is a completely different person."

"The real him is neither weak nor like me."

Yan Mingyang's heart was complicated and confused.He realized that he had opened Pandora's box, and what burst out of it might be too much for him to bear.

"Fortunately, our friendship was still shallow at that time. I broke up in order to stop the loss in time." Liu Heng sneered and looked at Yan Mingyang, "As for why he took sleeping pills because he was afraid of being abandoned,"

The more frightened Yan Mingyang was, the less he would avoid it.

"I know that." Yan Mingyang met Liu Heng's gaze and interrupted him, "What happened later."

"Later, I promised him that I would never abandon him." Liu Heng raised his eyebrows, "Shen Zui said that in this world, only Teacher Xia and I fought for him, so he can't lose us."

"Fortunately, Shen Zui and I are not suitable to be together, so we are always on and off. Later, he grew up and no longer needs me as much as before."

"Are you willing?" Yan Mingyang watched Liu Heng calmly, and said word by word.

"To me, intoxication is my friends and family." Liu Heng handed the black plastic bag containing the fish to Yan Mingyang, "We have known each other for a long time, filmed together, debuted together, and spent a long time together. "

"For various reasons, he is very unloved. I just want him to be better, no matter who he is with."

Yan Mingyang took the plastic bag.It was heavy and wobbly.

"Would you also tell Liang Ce about these things?" He said in a heavy tone, "I have to tell you first, I, Yan Mingyang, are different from you, I am a person who lacks moral concepts."

"I will not abide by public order and good customs, let alone give Liang Ce the intoxication."

Liu Heng was puzzled.He frowned, and there was a trace of disgust in his tone, "Shen Zui broke up with Liang Ce a long time ago, don't you know?"

"........."

Sent Yan Mingyang to buy fish with Liu Heng, drunk on the bed and took a nap for a while.

He was dizzy in the afternoon, and there was a strange tranquility after waking up.

There are 38 missed calls on the mobile phone.

Time to work.

"Hello." Shen Zui went back in a daze.

"Ancestor, where did you go this afternoon!" Hutu on the other end of the phone was very frantic, "I asked Mr. Yan to find you, but Mr. Yan couldn't get in touch either!"

Shen Zui took the phone a little further away, "It's a long story."

"Then are you in the mood to say it now?" Hu Tu asked.

"I won't act in "Under the Blue Sky" anymore." Shen Zui thought for a while, and a thousand thoughts came to his lips, "I'm sorry, I know you have done a lot for me."

Hu Tu seemed to have taken a deep breath, and managed not to die of anger.

"I work for you, it's my job, so there's no need to say sorry." Hutu said, "But what about your own job?"

"Director Pei's project currently only has an outline of the script that is more than the outline. Yang Tian said a few words to me, but I didn't understand anything."

"At the meeting tomorrow, Pei Yan should explain it in detail." Shen Zui remained calm, "I'll make a decision after listening."

Hu Tu: "Then if Director Pei can't do this project..."

"Then I won't shoot "Under the Blue Sky" either." Shen Zui immediately understood what Hu Tu meant.

"Why?!" Hu Tu was puzzled.

Shen Zui breathed out, his eyes flickering in the air.

The sunshine in early autumn is apricot yellow.Shen Zui looked out the window and murmured, "What was the purpose of me shooting "Under the Blue Sky"?"

Hu Tu seemed to be stunned.There can be many answers to this question, but none of them seem to be suitable for intoxication.

"Food, it may seem unrealistic for me to tell you these words now." Shen Zui sighed.He grabbed another pillow and put it behind his waist, "But the truth is, I have spent many years in a state of confusion, aimlessness, and drifting with the flow, just like most people in this world."

After talking on the phone with Hutu, Shenzui fell asleep on his stomach for a while.When he woke up again, it was already dark.

The sound of people walking in the living room and kitchen outside the door, and the aroma of boiling.

Shen Zui tiptoed, and quietly opened the door a crack.

He saw Yan Mingyang seemed to be learning how to stew fish from Liu Heng.Like doing many things, Yan Mingyang is methodical, and his ability to collect and digest knowledge is very strong.

Liu Heng took out the cleaned cutting board and wanted to cut a seasoning.He cut it twice and replaced it with Yan Mingyang.

Being far away, Shen Zui couldn't see clearly what was on the cutting board.He hid behind the door and found that Yan Mingyang was quick to use, and Qie's posture was not too rigid.

Liu Heng regards food as an art.He handles any ingredients with leisurely enjoyment, just like making perfume.

Yan Mingyang is not the case.Shen Zui could see clearly that Yan Mingyang's expression when cutting vegetables was the same as when he was working.

Well-organized, cold and result-oriented.

Shen Zui suspects that it doesn't make any difference whether he asks Yan Mingyang to butcher a pig or paint a picture.

Yan Mingyang will process the required materials into the way he wants after mastering the exact knowledge.

Shen Zui's heart is both contradictory and peaceful.He closed the door softly and crawled back into bed.

A few minutes later, Shen Zui clicked on the search engine and found "Xia Ke Xing".

He didn't want to take revenge on Yan Mingyang again, and hoped that they could be well with each other.