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Xiao Zuo stared blankly at the calm expression of the woman in the red dress, feeling sick for some reason.

He pushed her away and ran home as if about to vomit.

The dirt road is uneven, and the sky is dark in the evening.Xiao Zuoyi accidentally fell on the street in front of his house.He didn't stand up for a long time, his face was ashamed, and his eyes were trembling with fear.

"What's wrong with you?" After a while, Lan Xiang came out of the house and saw Xiao Zuo.She stepped forward, "Why are you sitting on the ground, my mother called you to come to my house for dinner."

Xiaozuo's breathing was obvious, and he put his hands on the ground, as if he was in a daze.

Only then did Lan Xiang realize something was wrong.She knelt down and frowned, "What's the matter with you?"

"You really don't want to study anymore?" Xiao Zuo's chapped lips turned white and trembled slightly.

Lan Xiang hummed indifferently, "What's the use of studying."

Xiao Zuo got up silently and walked home.His palm seemed to be pierced, so he could only hold the salt.

"Oh," Lan Xiang's expression seemed to hate Xiao Zuo.She followed, "The elder sister who just came back to our village a while ago, she always wears a red dress, do you remember her?"

Xiao Zuo kept walking, and hummed expressionlessly.

"She said she would take me to work." Lan Xiang walked briskly, kicking up the stones on the dirt road, "She said she was admitted to high school back then, but didn't go on to study."

It didn't rain the day after work was over, and the sunset glow was crimson.

Tonight the crew has a dinner party, and everyone is practicing for the old actor who plays the grandpa. He wrapped up not long ago.

Intoxicated also went.When he was in the crowd, he was very quiet, with a soft smile on his face all the time, and he didn't talk much.

The exhortations of the summer insects under the window reminded Shen Zui of the days after returning to the village alone from Qi City.At that time, he was still called Shen Xiaotu, and he had no one to rely on and needed to farm and fish by himself.

Without Xia Rusen, maybe he would have dropped out of school too.

Yan Mingyang, who I met during the summer vacation, is dreamy like an untouchable bubble.

...

"Mr. Shen, Mr. Shen!"

Intoxicated and dazed, he found that everyone at the wine table was looking at him.

Luan winked slightly.Shen Zui quickly picked up the teacup in front of him, stood up and smiled apologetically, "I'm sorry."

After the dinner, Shen Zui said goodbye to everyone one by one.

Lu Qian and his residence were not far away, so the two of them were on the way.

Shen Zui originally thought that after last night, Lu Qian would no longer have any unnecessary contact with her.But on the way back, she still took the initiative to follow.

"Mr. Shen, you tonight..." Lu Qian raised her head slightly as she walked, her eyes seemed to fall on the sky, "It's so ethereal."

Intoxicated: "......"

"I wasn't in the right shape today," he said. "I shouldn't be distracted."

"Are you bothering about that investor?" Lu Qian asked, "His surname seems to be Yan."

"Forget it," Feng casually brushed up his intoxicated and long hair.He put his hands behind his ears and snorted softly, "I never bother him."

Lu Qian tilted her head to look at Shen Zui, and suddenly giggled.

"What are you laughing at?" Shen Zui was somewhat puzzled.

"Now I believe that the two of you are in a normal relationship." Lu Qian covered her mouth and smiled, "I have been in the group for so long, and you are only the most popular in that sentence just now."

"........."

Lucy couldn't stop laughing.Shen Zui opened his mouth, but he couldn't bear to refute seriously.

After a while, he said dryly, "Didn't I tell you that we have already broken up."

"I called you at night after we broke up?" Lu Qian didn't believe it at all, "Elementary school students wouldn't believe it."

"Mr. Shen, you are usually like a translucent angel or a phantom. You feel like you will float away when the wind blows. You are not as real as you in the play."

Shen Zui pursed his lips.Similar words have been said by others before.He is always dazed in real life, making it hard for people to figure out what he is thinking.

"Why did you suddenly run away yesterday?" Shen Zui asked Lu Qian back.

"Yesterday I thought you were taken care of by him. When I saw you calling on the phone at night, I thought there was some shameful 'private matter'." Lu Qian said, "I didn't realize until I got back that the phone call was voice. Not on video."

"???"

"......"

Back in the yard, Shen Zui sat on a chair and sulked childishly for 5 minutes.

Of course, he was not angry with Lu Qian, but angry with Yan Mingyang.

Whether the anger is logical or not is not important.

Electricity was restored in the village today.After getting angry, Shen Zui opened WeChat without hesitation.

He poked into Yan Mingyang's dialog box, entered and sent in one go.

Yan Mingyang was on the highway at this time.He just went to the cemetery with Yan Ting today, and before he had time to enter the mountain, he was hit by unavoidable work and had to return to Shanghai overnight.

A new message popped up on the phone, Yan Mingyang clicked on it.

Shen Xiaozui:!

Yan Mingyang was at a loss.

He sent the almighty six points plus a tentative question mark.

[The other party is typing...]

Shen Xiaozui:! .

Even Yan Mingyang must objectively admit that the operation of intoxication at certain times is indeed very confusing.

Confused to the point of Yan Mingyang's IQ is hard to understand.

In order to get rid of this punctuation battle, Yan Mingyang called Shen Zui.

It's probably a first-time novice and second-time familiarity. Before the intoxication had time to think of an excuse, the finger had already pressed the connection.

"Hello." His tone was filled with sulking anger.

"What's wrong?" Yan Mingyang's first reaction was that something happened to the intoxicated filming, "Did the filming go well today?"

"It's okay." Shen Zui pouted, "Lan Xiang completely decided not to go to school after taking pictures."

Yan Mingyang remembered this episode, and he was silent for a moment.

Yan Mingyang never discussed with Shen Zui how Xiaotu lived alone before Xia Rusen went.

"... Oh." Yan Mingyang bit his upper lip, thinking that Shen Zui was angry about the past.

"Where are you?" Shen Zui didn't realize this.He heard the wind on the phone, "Why is the background sound so noisy."

"I'm on the expressway back to Shanghai, and I have a meeting tomorrow." Yan Mingyang realized after finishing speaking, Shen Zui probably didn't know that he was on a business trip.

"Do you have something to tell me?"

"No." Shen Zui responded casually, "I just got a little angry just now."

From Lanxiang dropping out of school in "Zuo Liu" to Xiaotu's tragic experience, and then to Xia Rusen who seems to have recreated his parents, the reason for Shenzui's sudden anger is explained: "Spring Dwelling".

Reasonable and logical.

"Go ahead, hang up first." Shen Zui said.

Yan Mingyang held up his mobile phone and blurted out: "Is it because of "Spring Dwelling"?"

Shen Zui just stood up and planned to enter the room, but was startled when he heard this.

It took him a while to sort out Yan Mingyang's possible thoughts.

Both ends of the phone went silent, except for the rustling of the wind under the same sky.

"I'm sorry." Yan Mingyang said these three words as if his mouth was burning, and then hung up the phone quickly.

Shen Zui held the phone and stood in front of the door in a daze.

Under the eaves, the swallows have built a new nest, in a place where the moonlight can't reach.

Intoxicated and sat down on the threshold.Since filming "Zuo Liu", he hasn't thought about "Spring Rest" for a long time.

Regarding "Spring Rest", was it Xia Rusen who couldn't forgive Yan Mingyang at the beginning, or was he intoxicated?

Now it seems that he is actually intoxicated with himself.

As an investor, Yan Mingyang did nothing wrong, and it was "Brother Yan" who did wrong.

The sky is a dark gray misty blue, Shen Zui hugged his knees in a daze, and a single tear ran across his peaceful face.