I just want to drop out of school after being attacked by a crying bag

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He still loves him very much.

The best doctor in the world, the best equipment, and the best medicine don't cost money, and they finally brought Mrs. Jiang back from hell for one night.

When Uncle Jiang Zhi asked how the situation was, the doctor just shook his head, telling them to prepare for the funeral as soon as possible.

Although they were mentally prepared, when they heard what the doctor said, the Jiang family still collapsed. Several female family members cried directly, and the men couldn't hide their sadness.

Three days later, Jiang Zhi's grandma finally woke up, regained some energy, and seemed to have a premonition of her physical condition. Ever since she woke up, she had been talking a lot, babbling about her funeral.

In fact, there is nothing to explain. In terms of property, a lawyer has already made a contract, which is nothing more than explaining some parents' shortcomings.

The thing that is on Jiang Zhi's heart is Jiang Zhi, repeatedly telling Jiang Zhi to find a girlfriend to marry as soon as possible, and spread the incense of Jiang's family, don't be like her and his uncle, marry and have children late, miss a lot, and regret it in his later years.

In the past, the Jiang family didn't know about Jiang Zhi, but now that they know about Jiang Zhi, the expressions on their faces are brilliant, especially Uncle Jiang, who strongly opposes Jiang Zhi's homosexuality. In his eyes, this is a kind of mental illness , it is best to go to treatment.

In the end, Aunt Jiang Zhi stayed and asked the old lady to rest early, because she couldn't bear talking too much.

On the way home, the atmosphere in the car was tense. Mr. Jiang didn't know what he was thinking, and his face was very gloomy.

Jiang Zhi didn't speak, just kept looking out the window, Jiang Meng slowly moved to Jiang Zhi's side, and asked in a low voice, "Brother, where is Cheng Li?"

Jiang Zhi froze and said, "He's in Lanshui."

"It's all on vacation, why didn't he come to accompany you?"

Mr. Jiang seemed to have finally found an opportunity, and said, "Why do you accompany me? Is it a glorious thing to be gay? Do you think any relative in the family seems to support your brother? Why is that kid here? Who will receive him?"

Before Jiang Meng could speak, Mrs. Jiang said first: "Say a few words, will the child feel better?"

Mr. Jiang held back his anger and said nothing more.

Jiang Zhi didn't seem to hear what they said, and kept looking out the window until the phone vibrated, and it was a message from Cheng Li.

- I'm in Guiwu, shall we meet?

Jiang Zhi's heart tightened, Cheng Li is here?

But he still doesn't know how to face him.

After a long time, he replied: Go back, we are not suitable to meet now.

-Fit, I figured it out, it won't make you angry.

Jiang Zhi still had those three words: go back.

He didn't think Cheng Li would figure it out, just like he couldn't figure it out himself, so he could only put this matter aside and let time solve it.

Later, Cheng Li didn't send any more messages. Jiang Zhi went to the hospital the next day, but saw Cheng Li outside the hospital gate. No one around Jiang Zhi saw him at that time.

Jiang Zhi clenched his fists, pretended not to see, lowered his head and followed the people in.

He didn't want others to know that Cheng Li had come to Guiwu.

At noon, everyone went to eat, and Jiang Zhi and his sister-in-law were left to watch Old Mrs. Jiang in the ward.

"I'm going to get some food, what do you want to eat?" the sister-in-law asked Jiang Zhi.

"I can do it, give grandma the pumpkin dumpling from last time, she likes it very much."

"Understood, brat." The aunt touched his head and went out with the lunch box.

Not long after my sister-in-law left, someone knocked on the door of the ward. Jiang Zhi thought she had forgotten something, and turned around and said, "The door is unlocked, just come in..."

His voice was stuck in his throat, because he saw Cheng Li appearing outside the ward.

Cheng Li's hair on his forehead grew a little, but it still couldn't cover those eyes that turned all sentient beings upside down. At this moment, he looked at Jiang Zhi through the glass of the door, with emotions in his eyes that he couldn't understand.

Before his grandma found out, Jiang Zhi said, "Grandma, I'm going to the bathroom."

Mrs. Jiang didn't know if she heard it, and said "ah".

Jiang Zhi hurried out.

After going out, he slammed the door behind him, "What are you doing here, didn't I tell you to go back?"

Cheng Li concealed his grievance, and said in a low voice, "Is that why you don't want to see me?"

"I don't want to think about it," Jiang Zhi said, "We all need time for each other, do you understand Cheng Li, I've been so upset recently, please let me take a breath."

Cheng Li's eyes slowly turned red again, he held back his tears, and suddenly bent down to hug Jiang Zhi, "Brother Jiang, I made you breathe last time, but in the end, you were so sad after you came back, this time you let me I'll be by your side, what happened yesterday was my mistake, I apologize to you, I won't do that in the future, and I won't make you angry, I..."

"Cough..." A cough suddenly came from behind the two of them, Jiang Zhi suddenly pushed Cheng Li away, and saw the embarrassed sister-in-law behind him.

Sister-in-law knows about him and has seen those photos and videos. This is the first time she has seen Cheng Li in person.

Cheng Li wiped away the tears on his face. Although he didn't know who the person in front of him was, he could guess that it was Jiang Zhi's relative, so he gave Jiang Zhi a helpless look.

But Jiang Zhi turned pale abnormally, extremely embarrassed.

Cheng Xin's heart sank.

My sister didn't pay attention to Jiang Zhi, but she couldn't bear to see Cheng Li like this. She is not old, and she has a strong ability to accept these things, not to mention the two children's affection just now, so she cleared her throat, "Come in and sit down." In a while."

After speaking, he opened the door and went in first.

Cheng Li walked to Jiang Zhi's side, "Brother Jiang, are you alright?"

The moment Jiang Zhi heard someone behind him, cold sweat broke out on his back, and the panic of the fig leaf being suddenly removed overwhelmed him again, but soon he realized that his reaction was too strong, shook his head, and went in first up.

After the two went in, the sister-in-law helped the grandma up to eat, and the grandma saw someone more in a trance, and asked with difficulty: "Who is this?"

Jiang Zhi bent down to move the stool, "It's my classmate," he added, "Come and see you."

The moment he straightened up, he saw grandma and Cheng Li in the room, and suddenly his heart skipped a beat. What would grandma ask, and would he find out about their relationship?

Jiang Zhi couldn't tell what was going on in his heart. While he was terrified, he hoped to find out, so that he could be relieved as soon as possible, so he wouldn't have to worry about it every day.

But if he really found out, Jiang Zhi felt that he couldn't face what would happen afterwards.

Sure enough, grandma asked Cheng Li to come closer. The old man had been talking a lot lately, as if he knew that he didn't have much time and wanted to finish what he hadn't said.

"You are Jiang Zhi's good friend. I seem to have met you before. In the future, you will spend more time with Jiang Zhi and urge him to find a girlfriend earlier..."

When Mrs. Jiang said this, the three people in the room were silent. Cheng Li bent down slightly while she held one hand.

Mrs. Jiang caught something in this fleeting moment. Her old and muddy eyes were fixed on a ring hanging around Cheng Li's neck—it was a simple plain ring that was a bit worn out. Unfamiliar, yet familiar—it was something she had worn all her life and just gave to Jiang Zhi a few days ago.

The old man's almost numb heart gradually woke up, and her rusty brain hadn't worked so fast for a long time.

She is old, but not stupid. Some time ago, the atmosphere at home was dull and strange. Although she was dull, she still felt it, but no one told her when she asked.

She vaguely heard that it seemed to be related to Jiang Zhi, and it was serious, but she didn't know what it was.

The woman's intuition, which had been keen all her life, burned to the extreme at the end of her life, her words got stuck in her throat, and she began to falter and yell.

The sister-in-law hurried over to check and call the doctor, and the two went out first.

Cheng Li also felt something at that moment just now, but he couldn't tell. Looking at the hospital bed through the glass, he frowned slightly.

The two retreated to the other end of the corridor, Jiang Zhi looked at Cheng Li again, not knowing what to do with him, "You tonight..."

Now, apart from the walking patients and doctors and nurses, no one knows them.

Cheng Li raised his hand and touched Jiang Zhi's face, with distressed eyes, "You have lost a lot of weight, and you promised me to make up after the college entrance examination, have you eaten well?"

At the corner of the hidden corridor, there are people coming and going on the other side, and in this quiet corner, Cheng Li asked him if he had a good meal.

After a while, Jiang Zhi ignored this sentence and asked, "What are you doing at night?"

Cheng Li said: "I've already booked the hotel, you don't have to worry about me."

Jiang Zhi nodded, "Don't come to the hospital during this time, I will go to you if I have time."

"When?" Cheng Li asked cautiously.

"I don't know either. Grandma is very ill. The doctor has told... to prepare for the funeral."

Cheng Li squeezed his shoulder, "Brother Jiang..."

"It's okay," Jiang Zhi waved his hand, "I'm mentally prepared, you go back, my uncle and the others will be here in a while."

Cheng Li didn't move, he kept looking at Jiang Zhi, finally smiled, and put his face in front of Jiang Zhi, "A kiss?"

Jiang Zhi was helpless, "Cheng Li."

"Here, Brother Jiang." Cheng Li looked at him with beautiful eyes, and only him was reflected in his black pearl-like pupils.

Jiang Zhi put his mouth on his lips for a moment, but when he left, Cheng Li grabbed the back of his head and stuck his tongue in.

Jiang Zhi closed his eyes and kissed the person in front of him, his heart was full of sourness, but in the midst of the sourness, there was still unavoidable sweetness, he realized so deeply that he loved the person in front of him very much.

In the end, Cheng Li returned to the hotel, and Mrs. Jiang's situation fell into instability again.

Jiang Zhi went home, he knew that lack of time was an excuse, he just didn't know how to face Cheng Li.

But before he could figure it out, another accident happened at the hospital.

Ever since Mrs. Jiang saw the ring that day, she woke up and began to ask her sister-in-law what happened to Jiang Zhi a few days ago, what did Cheng Li have to do with him, and why the ring that Jiang Zhi gave his daughter-in-law was on him.

Sister-in-law didn't hold back after all, she said everything.

The old lady Jiang was very angry that day. No one had ever seen such an explosive power in a dying person, and this kind of explosion was undoubtedly fatal.

Jiang Zhi was called to the hospital that night and became the target of public criticism.

This day finally came, and the relief Jiang Zhi wanted also came. His heart was fried, and even when he was sober, the important people in his life knew that he was gay, and his grandma knew it, not Tell her through a tombstone later.

Although it is not a glorious thing, Jiang Zhi has no regrets.

"How can you get together with a man! What are you talking about? What are you talking about?" Mrs. Jiang shouted hoarsely. Her consciousness had been tortured by the illness and she had lost everything in her mind, only the concept of furniture. , the incense of the Jiang family must be endless.

"Separate, separate for me! Otherwise, I will die without regret. Why did such a thing happen to my Jiang family? What kind of evil did this do? My old woman has never done anything wrong in her life. Why, why did she treat me like this— —”

Mrs. Jiang's voice was indistinct, but everyone present knew what she was talking about.

Jiang Zhi didn't have a heart of stone. He only felt heartbroken when he heard such words. The other relatives in the ward were all accusing him, and the uncle even said angrily: "Take advantage of this opportunity to break up quickly! Don't you think it's embarrassing enough! You When do you want to make trouble?"

Jiang Zhi couldn't hear these people's words clearly, Jiang Meng burst into tears and yelled something loudly, while Mr. Jiang stood aside with a sullen face, and Mrs. Jiang saw that Jiang Zhi's condition was not right, so she covered his ears and didn't want him to hear those words again .

why?

Why is it so difficult to love someone? The whole world can't tolerate him and Cheng Li. Cheng Li is still waiting for him in the hotel, and he hasn't looked for him yet.

Cheng Li, Cheng Li...

"Ah—" A scream pierced the sky, "Mom, Mom!"

"Doctor, call the doctor!"

Jiang Zhi came back to his senses with panic on his face, "Grandma, grandma?"

That night was a real hell, and Mrs. Jiang had only one breath left after she came out of the operating room, a real breath.

In the middle of the night, the funeral home had been contacted. In the early morning, Mrs. Jiang opened her eyes and looked more energetic than usual, and her state was also awake.

The room was full of children and grandchildren sitting around, looking at the person on the bed with concern, the first words that Mrs. Jiang opened her eyes, her old hand patted the back of Jiang Zhi's hand, "Here, separate from that child."

Jiang Zhi's eyes were dry and sore, and his throat seemed to be blocked. He held Mrs. Jiang's hand and opened his mouth, but he couldn't speak.

The eyes of the whole family focused on Jiang Zhi, with condemnation, silence, and pain.

Someone started talking, "Jiang Zhi..."

"The..."

It seemed as long as a century, Jiang Zhi finally spoke, his voice was not hoarse like him, "Okay, grandma, I'm breaking up."

Grandma closed her eyes, as if letting go of something on her mind, and turned to talking to others.

Jiang Zhi lost all his senses, seeing that what happened in front of him was unreal, so he just sat there quietly.

Until the crying began to sound in the ward.

Mrs. Jiang is gone.

He walked out of the ward, mechanically took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and found Cheng Li's dialog box. The last message was good night from Cheng Li last night, but he didn't reply.

He mechanically pressed three words: Let's break up.

The moment he clicked send, many people poured in and out of the ward, and the bed covered with white cloth was pushed out. Jiang Zhi finally got out of the numb state, and he burst into grief, weeping uncontrollably.

……

Mrs. Jiang's funeral was arranged in an orderly manner, and no one was busy in those few days, including her eldest grandson Jiang Zhi.

It was already ten o'clock in the evening when he got home today. He took out his mobile phone with a broken screen and opened it to read the news.

Jiang Meng said next to him: "Brother, what's the matter with your screen, just change your phone, it's too unpleasant."

Jiang Zhi ignored her.

Jiang Zhi still feels that he was an idiot on the day of the breakup. After typing those words, he threw the phone out of the window on the seventh floor like a hot potato.

Afterwards, the whole person seemed to have died and came back to life. He kept thinking about Cheng Li's reaction and the chat records on the phone, so he took a taxi back to the hospital that night to find the phone.

Fortunately, he threw the mobile phone into a landscape grass ball. Except for the cracked and scratched screen, there were no other problems. He has not experienced changing the screen in the past few days.

Jiang Zhi blocked all of Cheng Li's contact information. He sealed himself into a small box and filled his head with busy things, otherwise he would think about Cheng Li uncontrollably.

He returned to the room, took a shower and was going to sleep when the phone vibrated suddenly, it was a message from Xue Song.

This person seems to have performed well in the college entrance examination. In the past few days, he has posted updates on Moments every day, and the whole capital is in a state of being rich and young.

-Damn it, what's going on with you and Cheng Li? Did you read his post on the school forum? I was shocked.

Jiang Zhi suddenly saw the name, and instantly clenched the bed sheet under him. After a while, he typed:

- What's the matter, please repeat it.

-He has been posting for several days. I only heard about it today, and everyone was stunned.

Jiang Zhi looked at the display on the opposite side and said "typing in progress", he suddenly said: Stop talking, I don't want to know.

The other side stopped, and after a while Xue Song asked:

- what's the matter with you guys

-broke up.

3 minute later.

? ?

-Why? ?

Jiang Zhi looked at the words on the screen, and said for a while:

- I'm sorry for him.

The author says:

Just wait until this summer vacation is over, soon, soon, bottoming out