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"Xiao Yi, come here and help me arrange this balloon."

"Okay." Zhou Buyi put down the things in his hands, and hurriedly walked towards Sister Hua.

Sister Hua saw that Zhou Buyi didn't go home to stay here to help take care of the shop during the holidays, she was very grateful and said, "Thank you for your hard work! I will treat you to a big meal when the work is over."

"It's okay." Zhou Yi smiled and took the balloon.

"I have to go over there to have a look. This is my good sister's wedding, and it's specially appointed for me! Don't dare to make a mistake."

"Well. You go."

Sister Hua smiled and left.Zhou Yi tied up the balloons one by one and put them together.

The order that Sister Hua took was just as she said, it was the wedding of her sister who played very well since she was a child.Sister Hua is already in her 40s, and her sister is naturally also in her [-]s, and she only got married at this time.

Zhou Buyi seldom sees someone getting married so late, after all, most people at this age have grown-up children.People who get married at this age really waited for their lover.

But Zhou Yi never thought about getting married before, after all, in his opinion, he is not worthy of marrying anyone.He is so bad, who would like him, why should he harm others?

For him, he may be single for the rest of his life.There will never be people who like each other in a lifetime.

A burst of siren sound broke Zhou Buyi's indulgent cranky thoughts.He has just tied up balloons and is distributing snacks to each table.

There was a commotion outside the door, and the people around hurriedly told Zhou Buyi to stop what he was doing, and dragged him out to see the new couple.

Zhou Buyi usually doesn't like to take part in this kind of excitement. He will be forced out and squeezed into the crowd, which immediately makes him a little nervous.

The bride was wearing a short white wedding dress, and beside her was the groom with flowers in a tuxedo arm in arm. When the two entered the door, two little doormen "Peng" released the colorful flowers, and the bride and groom were covered with flowers. ribbons.

The crowd cheered and booed, the bride grabbed a handful of candy and threw it into the air, and everyone rushed to catch the wedding candy that had been blessed by the bride.

Zhou Buyi didn't reach out to pick up the wedding candy, but was pushed by the crowd and felt a little unstable.

"Happy wedding!" Fang Weizhuang's voice sounded behind him, Zhou Yi turned his head to look, he stretched out his hand, and caught all the wedding candies that hit him, with a hearty smile on his face.

He also saw Zhou Buyi, hurriedly pulled Zhou Buyi out of the crowd, and gave him the wedding candy he received: "Here you are."

Zhou Buyi took it in a daze, and said, "Thank you."

Fang Weizhuang smiled, stroked Zhou Buyi's hair, and ran away: "I have to go to the back kitchen to prepare, you can find a place to play by yourself first."

"Okay..." Zhou Buyi held the red wrapped candy in his hand, looked at Fang Weizhuang's back and tried to calm down the turbulent heartbeat in his chest.

This is such a vivid heartbeat that he has never experienced before.

……

A lot of guests came to the wedding, Zhou Yi didn't know anyone, so he stuck in the back kitchen as usual.

The chefs in the back kitchen are very busy and don't have much time to take care of Zhou Yi. Fang Weizhuang is also busy running back and forth.Seeing how busy everyone was, Zhou Buyi really wanted to do something.

He walked up to Fang Weizhuang and asked, "Is there anything I can do for you?"

Fang Weizhuang was stir-frying the dishes in his hand, because of the heat of the cooking fumes, fine sweat broke out on his forehead.He looked around and said, "It seems nothing, nothing, you go out and sit."

Zhou Yi looked around, it seemed that there really was no place for him here.

"Hey, Rang Rang, don't stand here, go out and stand." A waiter serving food was blocked by Zhou Buyi, and said a little impatiently.

Zhou Buyi hurriedly backed away, and apologized several times, regardless of whether the waiter heard or not.

The world fell silent, Zhou Buyi recalled the waiter's tone over and over in his mind, and felt a familiar sense of disgust in his heart.

I really don't know what to do, what can I do standing in the kitchen?Obviously I don't know anything.Standing here is an eyesore, doing nothing, everyone is so busy, only I stand on the side easily like a fool.

It's useless.Everyone will hate themselves as much as that waiter.He couldn't bear himself either.

Looking back at the scene in the kitchen, everyone is coming in and out, busy, yelling a few words from time to time, this scene looks noisy but harmonious, only you are out of place, only you will destroy such a good landscape.

With such a gloomy mood, Zhou Buyi walked out, and the outside world was also different from him. Everyone sat around the round table, talking and laughing at topics he could not understand. The bride and groom held The wine was toasted one by one, everyone was talking and laughing, only myself, like a weeping withered puppet, just standing in place would destroy the good scenery.

"Let's go, you don't belong here, no one will like you. You will ruin everyone's mood." This sentence repeated in his mind, constantly driving Zhou Yi into a darker well.

"Xiao Yi!" Zhou Buyi was about to step out the door when Sister Hua stopped him from behind.

Sister Hua looked at him with a smile, took his hand and stuffed a few hundred dollars, and said, "Go and buy a bottle of wine for me first, and someone wants to drink this wine. There is a supermarket on the same street, and last time I saw it was sold there."

Zhou Buyi was just caught in a sleepy mood, and was pulled back all of a sudden, still a little confused, his eyes were a little confused, and he said: "Okay."

Sister Hua looked at Zhou Buyi, smiled again, stretched out her hand to caress his shoulder, and said, "You don't know anyone here, so I can't make you sit down and eat casually. After the guests finish eating, I will And you, and Xiao Zhuang, why don't we sit together and eat."

Zhou Buyi was slightly stunned, the hand of Sister Hua caressing his shoulder seemed to reveal warmth, which penetrated to his cold heart.

Zhou Buyi's eyes were slightly red, he quickly lowered his head, hiding his tears, and said, "Okay..."

Sister Hua finally patted him on the shoulder and said, "Okay, then I will go to work first, thank you for your hard work."

"It's not hard." Zhou Yi said.

……

On the way to buy wine, Zhou Buyi was holding the several hundred dollars in his hand, and his heart was as warm as the palm of his hand.

There was a strange feeling in his heart, which made him feel that his thoughts just now seemed too naive.He has never had such an experience, such a way to deny his negative thoughts and feel the warm experience.

He doesn't seem to be out of place, and he still seems to be useful.Maybe... someone cared about him and put him in their life...

No no no!What are you thinking?This should... be the most impossible thing.No one will like him.It's better not to be passionate about yourself, and it's good not to cause trouble in other people's lives.

……

After buying the wine, Zhou Buyi found a corner and sat down.The crowd was still lively, but they were not so lonely in their hearts.

After most of the guests had left, the back kitchen was finally free, and the first thing Fang Weizhuang did when he came out was to drink water, gurgling, drinking very happily.

Fang Weizhuang sat down beside Zhou Buyi and asked, "Are you hungry? How long have you been waiting?"

"I'm not hungry. I haven't waited long." Zhou Buyi said.He really didn't do anything, Fang Weizhuang should be the one who should be hungry.

Fang Weizhuang didn't quite believe it. After all, it was already three o'clock, and he usually had lunch at 12:30.

Fang Weizhuang said: "Wait a minute, I'll go and serve the dishes."

"Ah."

After the dishes were served, the chefs also sat at the same table with Zhou Buyi and the others. Sister Hua poured a glass of wine for everyone, and then poured drinks for Fang Weizhuang and Zhou Buyi, and said, "Thank you for your hard work, we will wait for the leftovers. Everyone took all the snacks and drinks home, and there was no place to put them in the store.”

"You don't need to tell me about it, we will never see you outside." An old master said.

Sister Hua giggled and said, "All right, all right, I think your skin is too thin."

Everyone laughed again.

Fang Weizhuang glanced at the wine in the cup of the master beside him, and asked, "How is it? Is the wine good?"

"Hey, you can taste it yourself if you want to drink." Said the master handed him the wine.

Sister Hua hurriedly slapped the master's hand away, and said, "He's not yet an adult, what kind of wine should he drink. Don't drink, don't break the precept with me."

"Hey, tell me, what's wrong with this boy drinking? Do you have to wait until he is an adult? I have been drinking with my grandfather since I was six years old."

"There are some things that have to be done at a specific time to be interesting. How do you understand this old thing?" Sister Hua said.

"What do you mean, what's more exciting when you're 18 years old or when you're underage?" A master chef probably drank too much, and couldn't help but say something nasty.

After hearing this, Sister Hua slapped the person on the head, and said, "If you want to say this, talk elsewhere, don't dirty the ears of my two children."

The master saw that Sister Hua was really angry, so he quickly stopped talking.

Zhou Buyi listened to them quietly. To be honest, he was very afraid of seeing other people angry. No matter who they were, he would be terrified by other people's anger.

Sister Hua's angry appearance just now made his heart tremble, even though he knew that the anger was not directed at him.

But luckily the topic just now didn't continue, Sister Hua went on to talk about other things.Everyone talked and laughed again.Although Zhou Buyi didn't participate in it, fortunately Fang Weizhuang was by his side, so that even if he was silent, he would feel at ease and not feel too lonely.

After eating, I stayed in the restaurant to clean up all afternoon. When I returned to the dormitory, it was already dark.

There was no one on the way back, the students had gone back for the holidays, only the camphor trees on both sides stood unabated for a long time, the two of them walked on the somewhat dim road, and neither of them spoke for a while.

"Sleep with me at night?" Fang Weizhuang asked.

"Ah!" Zhou Buyi was a little surprised and a little confused.He hasn't slept with anyone yet.

"What's the matter? Aren't you afraid of being alone in the dormitory? It's such a big place."

"It shouldn't matter." Zhou Yi said, he usually sleeps alone at home, facing such a big villa.Therefore, if you are in the dormitory, you should not be afraid.

Fang Weizhuang fell silent after listening to his answer, not knowing what he was thinking.

Seeing that Fang Weizhuang had been silent all this time, Zhou Buyi secretly glanced at him, but the night was a bit dark, so he couldn't see the expression on his face clearly.

"Are you afraid?" Although Zhou Yi didn't dare to speculate on his thoughts at will, he was a little anxious because of the silence.

Fang Weizhuang looked at Zhou Buyi, and jumped in front of him.Zhou Buyi was unprepared and jumped in fright. Their faces were very close, and their breathing seemed to be entangled.

"Do you want to sleep with me?" Fang Weizhuang asked.

Want to?If you ask me this way...that should be what I thought.However, the beds in the dormitory are so small, it will be very crowded for two people, and what if Fang Weizhuang can't sleep well because of this?Besides, wouldn't he hate sleeping with him?

Zhou Buyi looked at Fang Weizhuang, very entangled, he thought, but he didn't dare.

Seeing that he didn't answer for a long time, Fang Weizhuang sighed and said, "Forget it. I won't force you. If you want to sleep alone, you can sleep alone."

After Fang Weizhuang finished speaking, he walked forward, Zhou Buyi looked at Fang Weizhuang's back, his heart was in a mess.Is he mad?Why only leave him with a back view?In the past, he would feel at ease looking at other people's backs, but now, he felt extremely anxious. What was he thinking?Does he hate himself?

Zhou Buyi became more and more anxious, he looked at Fang Weizhuang, he didn't want to make him angry!I don't want him to hate me!In the past, he could let others hate him, and then frantically find reasons on himself, and finally he would not repent.

He thought he was used to being lost, but at this moment he couldn't restrain the loss of Fang Weizhuang, the loss he hated.

Are people repeatedly falling into the trap?And what about the moment when the mood is never stable?

He doesn't like to keep them, because he knows that no matter how hard he tries, those who can't be kept can't stay, but...he wants to keep Fang Weizhuang.Even if he couldn't keep him in the end, even if he had to experience the pain of falling from a high heaven to hell in the end, he was not afraid anymore, because there was nothing more terrifying than this moment.

Unprecedentedly determined, Zhou Buyi caught up with Fang Weizhuang, his voice was a little eager: "No. I think, I want to sleep with you."