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"Go to sleep."

"Ah."

The conversation that night ended like this. The two of them had their own concerns and neither spoke again.

Zhou Buyi was so disgusted with his dirty thoughts, he didn't even dare to look at Fang Weizhuang, and was obviously avoiding Fang Weizhuang.

Fang Weizhuang should have noticed it, but he didn't ask Zhou Buyi what was going on, even he himself was conniving at this deliberate avoidance.

Although he escaped first, Fang Weizhuang's neglect of him made Zhou Buyi anxious and painful.Why does he seem to be avoiding himself too?

wrong!Obviously, she was the one who avoided him first.What right did he have to blame him for avoiding himself?Fang Weizhuang is not his vassal, why should he spoil himself in everything?Why should he bear his own fault?I am too mean.

He must be bored.You must be starting to hate yourself.sorry Sorry.It was all his fault, that he was too cowardly, too dirty.It was he who only considered his own emotions, but never considered him.I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.

Maybe it's time for everything to end?But, it's so sad, I don't want it to end yet.He still wants to continue to be friends with Fang Weizhuang, and wants to be with him all the time.I want to listen to him all the time, I want him to hug me, touch me, all the time...

However, he dare not.He didn't dare to take the initiative to persuade him to stay.He didn't dare to explain to him why he did this, he was afraid, he was afraid that once he said it, the thin paper in front of them would be torn apart, and then he would see his extremely ugly true face.He will leave himself forever and hate himself forever.

Zhou Yi didn't know what to do?He had never been so afraid of losing someone.In the past, he separated everyone and never gave anyone a chance to approach him.But this time, Fang Weizhuang broke in forcefully, and once he entered, he left a deep mark in his heart.

If not, find a chance to say hello.Although he is afraid of being hated, Zhou Buyi is really more afraid of being abandoned.

But in the remaining two days of the holiday, Zhou Buyi didn't find any opportunities. In fact, it can't be said that he couldn't find opportunities, it can only be said that Zhou Buyi was cowardly.Every time the words came to my lips, but I couldn't say a word.Sometimes when I look at Fang Weizhuang, I am so scared that I run away.

I'm still too useless!

For two days, the two spent in a tacit silence.The holidays are over, and everyone returns to school one after another.

It's time for Zhou Buyi to go back to his dark bed hole.Although sleeping with Fang Weizhuang is often silent, but I always feel warm and at ease.Obviously, she is always prone to insomnia, but she always sleeps well when she is by his side.

Zhou Buyi didn't want to go back to the dormitory. He didn't think so before, but now that he thought about it, he felt that the bed seemed cold and damp, like a cold ditch.

He hung his head, dragged his body, and walked to the door of the dormitory a little weakly.The dormitory door is ajar.He was a little puzzled: strange, he seemed to have closed the door before.Maybe someone came back.

Zhou Buyi pushed open the door, and as soon as he walked in, his eyes met, and then there was a crisp sound of lipstick falling on the ground.

"Shen Qing..." Zhou Buyi couldn't believe his eyes.Is this person in front of you Shen Qing?

However, he was obviously wearing a short skirt, with long hair, shiny eye makeup and bright lipstick.

Shen Qing was also stunned, he froze in place, looking stiff and terrified.

But for a moment, he seemed to come back to his senses, or fell into another kind of bewilderment. He took off his skirt and wig, took out makeup remover and paper towels from the bed, and frantically wiped off the marks on his face.

His face was black and red, and he looked unrecognizable. He cried, and his tears flowed down numbly, but there was no sound in his throat.

After watching it for so long, Zhou Yi probably realized it.But people like Zhou Buyi are the least likely to discriminate against others, because in his heart, there is no one worse than himself.

Zhou Buyi saw Shen Qing's numbness, he would look at him secretly from time to time, his eyes showed fear and helplessness.

Zhou Buyi understood that look best, he was so afraid day after day.

"I won't tell others." Zhou Buyi said, he backed out and closed the door of the dormitory.

Shen Qing looked at the closed door and breathed a sigh of relief, but the fear of being discovered and self-loathing still made him extremely painful, and his legs slumped and sat on the ground.Wept uncontrollably.

Zhou Buyi stood in front of the dormitory door, listening to Shen Qing's cries, he thought of his own sadness, his self-deprecation and self-loathing all the time, the pain buried deep in his heart.

The same is true for Shen Qing, he must be suffering in the same way.

……

Fang Weizhuang dare not look directly at Zhou Buyi these days, whenever he sees him, he always thinks of what happened that day, and then slaps himself in the heart.

How could he react like that to a boy?Is it because I have a lot of energy in adolescence and have nowhere to vent?still……

Could it be that you are bent? !

Fang Weizhuang has never been hit so hard at his age.How can it be? !

He had to test his idea.

Back at the dormitory at night, Fang Weizhuang stared at Gou Xun and went to the bathroom.

As soon as Gou Xun entered the shower room, Fang Weizhuang rushed in.Gou Xun, who had just hung up the towel, turned around and was about to take off his clothes when he saw a large person standing behind him, and hurried back a few steps in fright.

"Fuck you, uncle! Fang Weizhuang, is there something wrong with you?!" Gou Xun reacted and cursed.

"Fuck, why are you fucking my uncle? Is there something wrong with your orientation?"

"Fuck..."

"Where is your fucking focus here? You stand behind me fucking silently, everyone will be scared to death by you!" Gou Xun was so angry that he couldn't speak.After he calmed down, he took off the towel and said, "Come on, come on, I'll give you this place, I'm leaving."

Fang Weizhuang hurriedly stopped him and said, "Wait, I didn't come to compete with you for a seat. You took off your clothes."

Gou Xun was puzzled when he heard this: "Huh? Why did I take off my clothes in front of you?"

"Master? Are you still afraid that I will take advantage of you?"

"..." Gou Xun looked at him suspiciously. If he wanted to take advantage, he really couldn't take advantage of it, but he still felt a little strange compared to being asked to take off his clothes in front of a man and taking his own initiative in front of a man.

"What the hell are you doing?" Gou Xun looked at Fang Weizhuang's seriousness, as if he was trying to make a joke.

"Don't worry so much, take off quickly." Fang Weizhuang said.

"..." Although Gou Xun didn't understand very much, he still took off his upper body clothes.

"No, just watch it if you want. How is it? Your figure is good." Gou Xun is still very proud of his figure. After all, he works out every day and has six-pack abs on his body.

Fang Weizhuang looked it over again, and said again: "The trousers are also taken off."

"...What are you doing? Why does my back feel cold." Gou Xun said.

"Anyway, I don't want to do bad things. What are you afraid of?" Fang Weizhuang said.

Gou Xun shook his head, took off his pants and said, "I always think you're weird."

"And underwear!" Fang Weizhuang said.

"Fuck me." Although Gou Xun was cursing, he still took off his clothes.

"Brother? What are you doing?" Gou Xun asked.

Fang Weizhuang looked at his body carefully, turned him over again, and took a closer look.

Hmm... nothing.It's just an ordinary man's body.

"What are you doing? Give me a physical examination?" Gou Xun couldn't help asking when he saw him turning himself over.

Fang Weizhuang didn't speak, still thinking about the question just now.Need a butt pinch?But his ass seemed to have no desire to pinch it.

But Zhou Yi is different, his skin looks soft and feels soft...

Depend on!Fang Weizhuang came back to his senses suddenly, and found that he had reacted again, how could this happen?Seeing that no one responded, how can I rely on memory...

Fang Weizhuang ran away quickly before Gou Xun could react. If he found out, it would be a big misunderstanding.

Fang Weizhuang went back to the dormitory and lay on the bed, always feeling that he couldn't figure it out.

The roommate was making noise and asking him why he went to bed so early.Fang Weizhuang didn't answer their questions. Instead, he poked his head out of the bed and asked, "You said, if a woman is not interested in other men's bodies, she is interested in a man's body. What do you think is this?" Condition?"

"Huh? How do you ask this? Is there something wrong?" The roommate looked at him with a gossip smile, as if wanting to inquire.

"No! I just want to know." Fang Weizhuang said.

"It's very simple. That woman likes that man. And she must like it so much that she can't see other men in her eyes."

"Like it? But..." Fang Weizhuang didn't continue. If the protagonist becomes a man, the roommate might make some fuss.

He lay back on the bed and looked at the cracked ceiling.

Could it be that he likes Fang Weizhuang?But, but they are all men.Why do I fall in love with a man?Why do you like last week is not easy!

It's not that it's not easy to like last week, it's just that everything was too sudden.Although he will subconsciously want him to be good, subconsciously want to care about him, and subconsciously try to appease his emotions, seeing him sad, his heart will hang.I can't help but look at him and care about him.

But to be honest, Zhou Buyi sometimes looks really cute. When he is wronged, when he apologizes to himself, when he confesses his feelings to himself, he is so cute that he explodes!

wrong!How did I come up with this idea?I'm afraid I can't be saved!

Fang Weizhuang turned over and faced the wall.Could it be that this is love?Can't help but want to care about a person, can't help but want to use all of my own to warm a person, is this love?

Fang Weizhuang has never liked anyone before, but he can be sure that he has never wanted to care about someone as much as he does now. His selfless dedication seems to be pure and free of impurities only when facing difficulties.

If this is love, it seems that there is nothing wrong with it.

Fang Weizhuang turned over again and looked at the ceiling again.But he likes Zhou Yi, will they have a future?He had only planned for a future with women.

He wants to save money, save enough money to open a restaurant by himself, and when the restaurant is ready, probably when he is about [-], marry a woman, have a child, run his own restaurant well, and then take good care of the elderly at home , this life went on so uneventfully.

But what would their future look like if they were replaced by Zhou Yi?

No, Fang Weizhuang smiled mockingly.All of this is just self-indulgence, it's hard to say whether Zhou Yi likes him or not.

If he wasn't gay, then I would have to live a life of unrequited love in the future...

Fang Weizhuang had never been so distressed. When he thought of this possibility, he was like riding a roller coaster, falling all the way.Falling down to the dark ground where there is no light.