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"Damn it, it's so hot." Fang Weizhuang ran back to the classroom before class, sweating profusely, and was pulling his clothes on his chest to cool off.

The weather is really hot today, as if suddenly returning to the hot summer.Zhou Buyi was still wearing long sleeves, but his body was already sweating, and the sweat flowed through the wound, leaving waves of painful pleasure.

"Zhou Yi, aren't you hot? You have to run 1200 meters later." Seeing that he was still wearing long-sleeved trousers on a hot day, Fang Weizhuang couldn't help talking.

"I'm not hot." Zhou Buyi said.

Fang Weizhuang didn't believe it, his face turned red and he said he wasn't hot, duplicity.However, Fang Weizhuang took a closer look at Zhou Buyi's profile, he hadn't followed him for two weeks, why did he feel that he was much thinner than before.It seems that he didn't eat well.But he can't care about these things anyway, as long as he doesn't die, he doesn't have that much energy and responsibility to take care of a person who doesn't want to do it well.

The second class in the afternoon is physical education class, and the teacher has to record the boys' 1200-meter running results.

Under the scorching sun, only Zhou Yi was wearing a black and white long-sleeved school uniform. Although the teacher gave him hesitant looks several times, he still didn't say anything.

The whistle sounded, and everyone ran hard.Zhou Buyi also ran, the scorching sun made the air dry and dry, and the surrounding air seemed to have no humidity at all.Zhou Buyi felt as if his throat was being burned on fire, he was thirsty and tight, his heart began to beat violently, and the blood in his whole body seemed to be protesting against himself.

His running speed became slower and slower, so slow that he was thrown to the last one. In the end, his footsteps were slow and heavy, as if filled with lead. In the end, he couldn't move at all, and fell straight to the hot rubber scorched by the sun. on the runway.

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Zhou Buyi wakes up very cool, and when he opens his eyes, he sees a vast expanse of white ceiling.

Turning his head, he saw Fang Weizhuang sitting beside him fanning him.His complexion was a little uncomfortable.

That's right, when he fell down, he always delayed his time and troubled him when he sent it.He must be unhappy.

Seeing that he woke up, Fang Weizhuang was silent for a moment, then frowned and said: "You said you don't want to die, how did you live like this?"

Um?Zhou Buyi didn't expect him to say this, and suddenly realized that the long-sleeved school uniform on his body had been taken off, and there were pure white short sleeves inside, and the two crossed scratches on his forearm were shockingly exposed to the sun.One was scarred, and the other was still bleeding.

Zhou Buyi subconsciously wanted to hide the scar.

"You can see it, so what's the use of hiding it?" Fang Weizhuang said.

Zhou Buyi pursed his lips, and a dull panic rose in his heart.He saw it, he saw it all, but he didn't want people to see that ugly scar, just like his ugly self, who was addicted to pain.

Seeing that he didn't say a word, Fang Weizhuang said again: "The school doctor said that you fainted because of other reasons besides heatstroke. Do you often not eat well and sleep well?"

It's not that I don't want to eat well and sleep well.Just can't eat and sleep well.

Still not speaking, Fang Weizhuang sighed helplessly, and said, "Sooner or later, your fate will be played to the end."

Zhou Buyi turned his head away, biting his lip tightly.Don't care about me, don't ask me like that, don't talk to me like that.

Seeing that he completely refused to communicate, Fang Weizhuang was even more helpless.He didn't know what to say.

"The medicine is here. You can apply it on him, I have other students to deal with." The school doctor handed Fang Weizhuang the medicine for treating the wound, and then just looked around the eyes and went out.

Fang Weizhuang grabbed Zhou Buyi's arm and applied medicine to him, Zhou Buyi remained motionless like a puppet.The medicine was applied to the wound as if it didn't feel anything.

"Put on your clothes and go out to dinner with me later." Fang Weizhuang said, as if there was no room for discussion.

Zhou Yi's eyes fluctuated when he heard this: "Why? You don't have to be with me."

"If I don't go with you, I'm afraid you'll starve to death." Fang Weizhuang said angrily.

Listening to his tone, Zhou Buyi felt that he was bothering himself and causing him trouble, and he was really sorry.sorry!I'm so sorry!In fact, he can completely ignore himself, in fact, he can completely let himself fend for himself.But he is not like himself, he is too kind, he is too kind, but he has to care about his own life and death.

After applying the medicine and making sure that Zhou Buyi was fine, Fang Weizhuang took Zhou Buyi out of the school.

The moment he walked out of the school gate, Zhou Buyi was a little confused, he thought he was going to the cafeteria to eat, why did he come out.Although he didn't understand, he didn't ask. After all, he didn't want to bother him anymore.

Fang Weizhuang took him to a restaurant near the school and found a place for him to sit down.

"Xiaozhuang, here we come!" The proprietress warmly greeted Fang Weizhuang when she saw Fang Weizhuang.The proprietress is about 40 years old, she is slightly fat, and she looks quite kind.

"I brought my friends." The proprietress looked at Zhou Buyi and said with a smile.

"Well, Sister Hua, I'm going in to cook. Please entertain him for me." Fang Weizhuang walked into the restaurant and disappeared after speaking.

Zhou Buyi didn't know how to communicate with others, so he sat on the bench with his knees propped up, a little uneasy.At this time, it was time for dinner, and there were many people sitting in the restaurant one after another. He didn't like this kind of crowded place.

Sister Hua poured Zhou Buyi a glass of drink, handed it to him with a smile, and said, "Drink first, Xiao Zhuang is going to cook."

"Yeah." Zhou Buyi took a sip of the drink, it was too sweet, he didn't like the taste, but he couldn't show that he didn't like it, so he took a few more sips.

"You sit here, I'll entertain other guests." Sister Hua said.

"Okay." Zhou Buyi saw Sister Hua shaking her body and went to another table, breathed a sigh of relief, and finally left.It feels so good not to be watched.

But there was still noise all around, he didn't dare to look left and right, and he didn't dare to see if anyone was looking at him, he just lowered his head, letting the gray-brown wooden table fill his vision.

"Peng" accompanied by the aroma and the impact of visual color, Fang Weizhuang served a dish.

"This is my specialty, you can try it." Fang Weizhuang was wearing a white apron, looking very energetic, very different from what he was in school.

Zhou Yi looked at the dish on the table, it was scrambled eggs with tomatoes.In Zhou Buyi's cognition, this is a very simple dish, so how did it become a good dish.

He glanced at Fang Weizhuang, pulled out the chopsticks next to him, and took a piece into his mouth.

"How is it?" Fang Weizhuang looked at him curiously and expectantly.

It is very strange, although the ingredients of this dish are simple and the method is simple, but there is a perfect sense of coordination in the mouth, and there is nothing wrong with it, even Zhou Buyi, who usually has no favorite dishes, thinks this dish is good .

Zhou Buyi nodded, yes.The tongue told him it was a delicious dish, but he still had no appetite.

Fang Weizhuang smiled smugly, leaned down and looked directly into Zhou Buyi's eyes, and said, "Do you know what the meaning of food is?"

Zhou Yi shook his head.have no idea.

Fang Weizhuang said: "The whole value of food is to make people happy. If you eat happily, they will fulfill their value and mission. I also gain value because the guests eat happily."

Zhou Buyi was stunned, forgot that he was looking Fang Weizhuang straight in the eyes, and when he came back to his senses, he moved his eyes away and silently took another piece into his mouth.

Fang Weizhuang smiled and said, "You have to help them realize their value. The implication is, finish it for me."

Ok……

Zhou Buyi was deprived of his right to choose by his tough decision.He lowered his head and did not look at Fang Weizhuang.

Fang Weizhuang served him a bowl of rice, followed by a dish of stir-fried pork with tomato.Zhou Buyi looked at the two dishes in front of him. Although the portions were not large, it was still a bit difficult to finish them with his own appetite.

But Fang Weizhuang said that he had to finish eating.He didn't want to trouble him, and he didn't want his cooking to go to waste.As long as I eat well today, this kind of thing won't happen again.

Yes, no more.Never again.Thinking of this, I felt a sense of loss in my heart.He knew, always knew, and he shouldn't have hoped for anything.Once he has hope, infinite loss will engulf him and take him to a deeper hell.

After eating obediently, this is Zhou Yi's first CD.Sister Hua even came over to praise him for not wasting food.

Fang Weizhuang hasn't come out yet, probably busy in the kitchen, Zhou Buyi wondered if he should wait for him.However, he looked at the people coming and going, and felt that it was not good for him to occupy a seat to himself, so he left the table and stood outside the door.

Do you want to wait for him to go back together?What is his plan?He didn't tell himself to wait for him.But what if he wants to wait for him to go back to school with him?Then he asked why he left first, what should I do?But what if he didn't need him to wait?Could it be too self-indulgent, he may not want to go back with him, what if he has other private matters?

He hesitated and hesitated, and finally decided to wait at the door.He didn't tell himself that he could leave first, or not to leave easily.

Standing at the door was too conspicuous, so Zhou Buyi found a corner and stood there, looking at the door of the hotel, paying attention to Fang Weizhuang's whereabouts.

I don't know how long it has passed, it seems to be a long time, the sky has changed from light to dark, and it is time for evening self-study.Only then did Zhou Buyi see Fang Weizhuang come out, he said goodbye to Sister Hua with a smile, it seemed that he didn't care about his whereabouts.

Zhou Yi paused, it seemed that Fang Weizhuang didn't plan to go back with him, it was because he thought too much.He dared not go out.He was so happy, if he suddenly saw himself appearing in front of him, he would definitely feel uncomfortable.

So Zhou Buyi hid in the corner, and waited for Fang Weizhuang to leave before quietly stepping forward to follow.Fang Weizhuang returned to the classroom, Zhou Buyi was late.

Being late is a terrible thing.Zhou Buyi walked in under the quiet gaze of the whole class, fortunately the teacher was not there, otherwise he would have to accept the teacher's questioning gaze.

"Didn't you come back first? Why are you here now? Classes are over." Fang Weizhuang asked.

Zhou Buyi didn't speak, just opened the book and sat upright as usual.

"With your personality, you won't be late. You won't be waiting for me somewhere, right?" Fang Weizhuang said again.

Zhou Buyi was stabbed, and his heart was overwhelmed, a little wronged, a little lost, and there were countless blames on himself.What is there to feel wronged about?What is there to lose?Obviously it wasn't Fang Weizhuang's fault.I'm really hypocritical to the end, no wonder everyone doesn't like him, and everyone avoids him.How ridiculous!

Looking at Zhou Buyi's mixed expression, Fang Weizhuang knew that he probably hit the point, and asked again: "Where are you waiting for me? Why didn't I see you?"

Zhou Buyi actually didn't want to admit it, admitting that he was waiting for him was equivalent to showing him his ridiculous self-indulgence, which was too shameful and terrifying.

"Why don't you talk again?" Fang Weizhuang was a little helpless, and felt that it was more difficult to pry Zhou Buyi's mouth open than anything else.

"Aren't you angry?" Fang Weizhuang asked.

How could he be angry?He has no right to be angry.Zhou Buyi shook his head, wanting to end his question: "I just went to the toilet."

Fang Weizhuang had a look of disbelief, he didn't believe that this person who was never late for class would make an exception because of this.Just lying.

"Well, next time I'll ask Sister Hua to find you a place to wait for me, so don't run around." Fang Weizhuang said.

Zhou Yi was taken aback for a moment, a lot of information exploded in his head.

after?Will he eat there again in the future?How could he be so sure that he was indeed waiting for him?

do not understand.not understand.Zhou Buyi was panicked, he only hoped that these days would pass quickly, he only hoped that Fang Weizhuang would stop paying so much attention to himself, and the days would soon return to a state of no fluctuations.