As a coser, I passed through before I finished my makeup

Osamu Dazai locked himself in Meursault.

This is the best conclusion reached after analyzing the current situation.He could also leave Dostoyevsky with a bit of a misleading message when the Hound shot him.

It made him think that Osamu Dazai used that fragment of pages for himself or for the detective agency.

And what was actually written on the "book" was indeed related to... "that person".Osamu Dazai predicted that after he was captured by Meursault, Dostoevsky would definitely give priority to recruiting "that person".

After all, judging from his deliberate guidance, the other party will inevitably rely on "that person"'s life experience to the "double black son aka safety device" made by "book" in another world.After all, the notebook that conveyed the key information had already been destroyed by Zhong Ye, and Dostoevsky had no chance to see it.

The weakness of "that person" is also obvious. The longer you live in another world, the easier it is to merge with the will of the world—so what is the will of the world?

In fact, it is a kind of world barrier composed of all people's unconsciousness, and it is also a self-protection mechanism of the world.

If we use the human body as an inappropriate metaphor, then "that person" is like a virus from outside the body, and the will of the world is the white blood cells.

Either kill him, or—make him part of the world.

For "that person" to be part of the world involves two necessary conditions.On the one hand, it is necessary to let "the will of the world", that is, all subjective cognitions, classify him into this world. This step has already been done by Osamu Dazai, which is very purposeful - such as the two fake paternity tests, such as The "big guy" he noted, such as the intimacy he and Zhong can show with "that person", these are all things he can show, because the process is complete enough, so Dostoevsky will not Adding superfluous things to one another will reduce the number of factors capable of sabotaging the plan; then another aspect becomes Dostoevsky's main target of attack, the will of "that person".

"That person" must believe that he belongs to this world, or must "belong to" this world. For this reason, he must abandon and forget his past self.

Osamu Dazai believed in Dostoyevsky's ability to demagogue people. It may be difficult to convince "that person" with his eloquence, but it will surely succeed.

He can't stop this process, he can only plant a seed in "that person" and use the "book" to bury the "self" of "that person" in the deepest part.

He will not describe the specific appearance of "that person" self, which will not be accepted, and he does not want to change anything, as long as "that person" knows what he looks like.He will write these things together with Edogawa Ranpo in the "book", as long as that moment is recorded forever, that's enough.

Osamu Dazai believed that even if he forgot everything, even if he was brainwashed by Dostoevsky, some things would not change.

In fact, the "book" cannot make "that person" forget himself at all. It can only be buried as a seed that may be irrigated and germinated, but it cannot objectively change a person's willpower.

But he is willing to take this risk. He believes that no matter where and when Chuya in the Central Plains is, it is absolutely impossible to be manipulated.

This is something that even Dazai Osamu failed to do, how could Dostoevsky do it.

He still has this confidence.

In the days of Meursault, he was quiet enough to paint a more complete picture of the other world.

There is no doubt that he in that world must be dead.

Ability is a part of the life of a person with a different ability, and its extraction cannot be accomplished through a painful process like childbirth.The release of supernatural powers means the demise of supernatural power users.

Osamu Dazai couldn't guess what happened in the other world, but he was sure that he would make such a choice only when it was absolutely irreversible.

Of course, Osamu Dazai is not afraid of death.He just knew that if it was not a last resort, he would not want Nakahara Chuya to bear the weight of his own life.

Even if that weight is as light as a feather to himself, to Nakahara Chuya, it must be heavier than Mount Tai.

The Central Plains is also too bright, like the sun at noon. It is obviously not a complete person, but it has a humanity that most people cannot have.

Although this is very weird in the mafia, Zhongyuanzhong can definitely be worthy of the words "innocent heart".The young Osamu Dazai was very jealous, that's why he teased and persecuted him in every possible way. In fact, he wanted to prove that no one can maintain such sincerity in the dark.

He just failed, but a hidden joy in his heart was telling the joy of failure.

Osamu Dazai sometimes thinks that if he himself is the kind of person Nakahara Chuya, Oda Sakunosuke might not die.

He is too jealous, and the one named "dirty" is also so bright, so bright that it makes people cry.

But while he was jealous of Nakaya in this world, he also hated..."that person" from another world.

Or maybe he hated himself.

Look, Osamu Dazai is indeed a mud-like life that cannot see the light. As long as this darkness is imposed on others, even people like Nakaya will become what they are now.

The unfocused and unfocused eyes that "that person" often showed made him extremely angry-but hidden behind this anger was endless self-loathing.

No one hates Osamu Dazai more than Osamu Dazai.

He is like an insulator of love. The "love" for his partner, the "love" for his friends, and the "love" for his disciples will all become the shackles of others.

He is doomed to lose.

So he won't take another step - Osamu Dazai thought, repeating the same thing every day, following the same routine as yesterday, if he can avoid the violent ecstasy, naturally there will be no pain* .

What a coward he is.

But there's nothing to say about that, because the world is full of unhappy people, literally—the world is full of unfortunate people*.

Just like Oda Saku said, there will be nothing beyond his expectations.

— there shouldn’t have been.

In that dark afternoon, the sea trembled and the sky hissed—the sharp gun that appeared in the previous book appeared on the port mafia building.

"Doujian Desolate Spit".

Osamu Dazai jumped from the hanging tree, ordinary people in Yokohama fainted without warning, and cars collided with each other on the street.

Almost in an instant, the lively Yokohama turned into a dead city.

Osamu Dazai knew that this incident finally happened.

What he hadn't been able to speculate specifically was the event that Osamu Dazai from another world gave his life to Chuya in the Central Plains.

There was no reason, no sign, it was like a natural disaster that was bound to happen, just like what was vaguely described in that book, it struggled and rushed in front of him.

With a little luck, he rushed to the five iconic buildings.

When "that person" almost subconsciously pushed Osamu Dazai away and he was attacked by a spirit body, Osamu Dazai knew it—the person in front of him probably remembered it.

He knows who he is and what he wants to do.

Because only those who have experienced these things will know that "disqualification in the world" is useless for these things.

His heart sank, as if irreversible things would never be reversed no matter how many possibilities he went through.

But Osamu Dazai wanted to make one last effort.

"Hey, you are absolutely, absolutely not allowed to go near the sea, remember! No matter what happens, absolutely not!"

Dazai said so.

Judging from the current situation in Yokohama, the "Doujian Arakuba spit" on the side of Nakaya, the port mafia, is just a projection, and the real body must be in the sea of ​​visions.

The process of separation of abilities that he had previously prepared for an accident in the future might really work.

Osamu Dazai stood downstairs and looked back at the sky. He should have given Akutagawa some encouragement just now. The child couldn't live without a clear light.

There is also a crab restaurant in Chinatown. He finally got the number after queuing in a serious manner. It seems that he can't wait for the day to eat it.

Also, he recently got a set of squirrel-gray pinstriped linen kimonos, which are suitable for summer. Originally, he planned to live seriously until summer before trying other methods of suicide. *

Osamu Dazai sighed, this should be the best ending.

Oh, by the way, how can he let it go!

Suddenly awakened from the black mud-like mood, Osamu Dazai hurriedly picked the lock and drove out Nakaya's recently precious motorcycle.

He is going to die, he can be forgiven for anything he does!

Osamu Dazai rarely rode a motorcycle, and the freedom to expose himself to the wind terrified him, as if all his camouflage would be blown away.

It's just that he failed to reach the beach in the first time, a bullet pierced the tire, causing the moving motorcycle to lose control, and Osamu Dazai flew out.

It hurts, it hurts so much—

Probably two ribs were broken, and a wound of at least ten centimeters was cut on the leg. There were soft tissue bruises all over the body, and the excessive impact made Osamu Dazai's brain go crazy.

But soon, the physical pain was nothing.

Osamu Dazai limped up from the ground, and the moment he stood firm while leaning on the wall, a murderous aura came straight to his front.Osamu Dazai, who had been on the verge of life and death for many years, tilted his head almost instinctively, and the bullet finally scraped past his cheek.

He raised his head and looked in the direction of the ballistic trajectory.

A chill suddenly hit him like this, rushing from the soles of his feet all the way to the back of his head, his whole body seemed to have been violently hit by something, and he even forgot the pain on his body.

"Oda Saku..." Dazai Osamu's voice was hoarse, and his tone was full of unbelievable, unexpected but reasonable, and imperceptible sourness.

Yes, Oda Saku was buried by him in the cemetery by the sea.

Very close to here.

It was as if fate had brought them to meet again, only this time they were on opposite sides.

Osamu Dazai suddenly felt that everything was absurd, and his reason and emotion seemed to be separated. The strong sense of separation made it difficult for people like him to breathe.

It is difficult for him to analyze whether these spirit bodies have no self-awareness at all, or whether they have some thoughts from their previous lives.

Would Odasaku wish him dead?

Mr. Mori's fear of him indirectly caused Odasaku's death, and his arrogance made mimic's harm to the children a reality. He clearly knew Ango's identity, knew many clues, and had the opportunity to stop everything.

But in the end, he could only watch the tragic ending erupt.

Odasaku should have wanted to kill him. After stripping off the filter of his friend and leaving only an instinctive soul, he should have wanted to kill him.

You see - Oda Saku didn't shoot anyone on the way here, except him.

Osamu Dazai closed his eyes in relief, it's actually not bad to die under Odasaku's gun like this.

It's just... a little bit unsatisfactory.

At this moment, there was a sudden loud noise in the sky, and the tearing flash almost split the world in half.

Osamu Dazai's pupils constricted, and he saw a black dot hanging in the air open his hands, welcoming the lightning with a gesture of embracing death.

For some reason, he felt that everything in his vision was so clear. "That person" seems to carry dauntless fear, joyful sadness, joyful pain-these contradictory words can appear on the same person.

The bright white light turns into chains, which are obviously also "disqualified in the world". Why is the one in the sky so gentle?

Osamu Dazai thought, he has already made a wrong choice once, he has always been a coward, should he make such a terrible decision in the end?

He suddenly felt really disgusted, talking to himself—so disgusting that he vomited himself.

Dazai Osamu looked at the light of Oda Saku's spirit body shaking for a moment——the seal of "Disqualification in the World" was taking effect.

With trembling hands, he took out a gun—before today, Osamu Dazai never thought that he would point the bullet at Oda Sakunosuke one day.

Even if it's just a phantom.

He peeled off a part of himself and calculated mechanically—after being sealed, "Dou Jian Huang Ba Tu" was no longer able to give these spirits the characteristics of immortality, and his anti-natural ability could take effect.

According to Odasaku's habit, he would hide to the right in the next step, move forward in the next step, and then detour to the left—yes, that's it, until the two of them were close enough.

Osamu Dazai stretched out his hand without hesitation, and grabbed him with a curse-like ability that could cause the death of this "Oda Tsukuru".

Sure enough, Odasaku turned into a spot of light.

Dazai Osamu didn't look too much, but immediately raised his head to confirm the movement of "that person".

He is moving towards the sea.

don't, don't—

As if Osamu Dazai could not feel the pain in his body, he ran towards the beach at an unprecedented speed.

Don't let his momentary hesitation lead to subsequent consequences, don't let him always stop at No.90 and nine steps when he is only one step away from walking a hundred steps.

"What are you doing?" His tone was bad, but he was actually not asking others, but asking himself—what was he doing, "Didn't I tell you not to come over?"

"That person" glanced here blankly. A deep wound on his abdomen was still bleeding. It was like eroding his life, like burning his life.

"There's still a 'Doujianhuangba spit' down there, if we don't deal with it, then—" He said in such a hurry, as if he wanted to sacrifice himself right away.

That sense of powerlessness enveloped Osamu Dazai, he reached out and grabbed his cheek, "Don't you look at what you look like now, who do you think you are, do you think you can save everything!"

--who do you think You Are.If you die like this, no matter how good this world is, it has nothing to do with you.

Osamu Dazai thought, unlike himself, this person in front of him loves this world, and he wants to live.

"That person" seemed to have thought of something, the roots of his ears turned red suddenly, and he didn't dare to look into Osamu Dazai's eyes.

See, this man's feelings are so sincere, he loves this place and the people here, this kind of feeling cannot be hidden.

If the world is better, "that person" will be genuinely happy, just like he is now.

"...No one will appreciate you." Osamu Dazai looked at the blood on his face, and suddenly felt that it was so annoying, and when he came to his senses, he was already wiping the wet blood.

It's just that the bandage on his body was also soaked in dirty dust and sticky blood, and the more he rubbed it, the more dirty his face became.

Osamu Dazai couldn't help thinking about it, the so-called "inch good ruler demon" is true. If one inch of happiness is obtained, there will be a one-foot monster accompanying him. *

He really doesn't deserve anything.

"If you go, you will never come back." Osamu Dazai warned him.

——You are a little selfish, if it is for yourself, you should push me out.

"It's okay, I will always go back to where I should go." "That person" replied.

Osamu Dazai couldn't hold back, and eagerly said those words, "What you can keep is just like sealing the original body, just like what you did just now, my "disqualification in the world" is separated After that, it has the ability to seal "Dou Jian Huang Ba Tu".The "disqualification in the world" after coming into contact with his body will change, just like when you lifted Dostoevsky's "brain hell" back then. "

See, you ain't without the means to be happy.

——You don't need a new name, you just need to take over everything from me.

The world will recognize this identity, and the name is just a code name.

"I still can't, who said that 'Tai Zai Da Ren' is a 'coward' who is afraid of pain?" He laughed, just like Zhong Yuan when he was young, with the same mocking and helpless tone.

"The real 'cowards are afraid of happiness, they will be hurt when they touch cotton, and sometimes they will be hurt by happiness'*—but, if you keep standing still, you will not even be able to grasp the happiness in front of you. Don't be afraid, Osamu Dazai."

These words hit his heart like a stone.

"Do you really know what you're doing?"

"know."

"Did you get what you wanted?"

"of course."

Then what exactly do you want—Osamu Dazai asked in his heart.

"That person" suddenly rushed over and hugged him. It was a very Chuya-style bear hug. He avoided his wound very hard but gently, and patted him with the style of finding fault with each other when he was young. his ass.

In the end, "that person" pursed his lips as if remembering something, then blew on the wound on his face, and then said "Painful Feifei" to coax the child.

At this moment, Osamu Dazai's eyes were sore, and the wound on his body began to scream in pain, so painful that he wanted to grin his teeth and cry bitterly—because of the simple words of "that person" just now , as if blowing away the pain in his chest all at once.

When the heart no longer hurts, naturally it will no longer be able to overwhelm the physical pain.

Another "Doujian Huangbatu" jumped out of the sea suddenly, and the sea water poured back like a huge wave. Dazai realized that he closed his eyes and held his head, waiting for the impact.

He has too much experience in the water and knows how to protect himself to the greatest extent in this situation.

There was a loud noise in his ears, but he seemed to be fine.

Osamu Dazai opened his eyes somewhat unexpectedly, and there was a golden spot of light in front of him, which was clearly a thin layer, but formed a barrier that seemed indestructible.

He realized in an instant that this was the spirit body of Oda Tsukuru, the spirit body of Oda Tsukuru that he had eliminated just now!

The unconscious attack on the supernatural power user and others is to revive their will of "Dou Jian Huang Ba Tu", but Odasaku's spirit body leaps over countless people who should attack, and finds him directly in front of him.

Stripped of the imposed order and will, Odasaku came here under such circumstances, and he was indeed influenced by the strong "missing" during his lifetime.

At the last moment of his life, he didn't have time to give this friend in the abyss a good hug. He blamed himself for not being able to pull his friend into the world.

Therefore, the spirit body after death also wants to protect its friends for the last time.

He can't hug a friend who has "disqualification in the world", but at least for the last time, let him establish a color for Osamu Dazai that can protect him.

Osamu Dazai began to tremble, he covered his face with his hands, a suppressed voice flowed out of his throat, but it was quickly covered by the noise around him.

In this empty protection, Osamu Dazai cried—not the kind of silent tears, but roaring, as if he wanted to vent his emotions for so many years, he no longer needed to hide, and he didn’t have to worry about being discovered cry bitterly.

In the distance, the violent energy collision made a hole in the dark clouds in the sky, and the sea water in the sky evaporated and turned into a torrential rain.

The sea water receded, and golden spots of light covered his head, as warm as if he had been touched on the head.

Soybean-like raindrops hit his wound, and the sunlight from the blue sky didn't hit Osamu Dazai's body, but it was imprinted in his eyes, bright enough to live in them forever.

Look, it's dawn.