Hold His Hand

The village where Lu Yanzhou went to the countryside is not far from the town, but it takes an hour to walk.

Xie Chengze was sent to the hospital. After a fuss, the doctor finally finished the examination on Xie Chengze who was groggy, woke up and fainted again.

He hit Xie Chengze's leg, but Xie Chengze didn't respond at all... The doctor looked at the village chief and Lu Yanzhou with an ugly face: "He has a spinal problem!"

A problem with the spine is very serious, it will compress the nerves!The final diagnosis given by the doctor was that Xie Chengze would most likely be paralyzed in the future, with no sensation below the waist.

Of course, if it is an operation, there may be a chance to be cured, but the hospital in their town does not have the conditions for spinal surgery.

Such an operation may not be performed in a big hospital, and even if it is done, it may not be good. The most important thing is... Looking at Xie Chengze's clothes, you can tell that he cannot afford the medical expenses.

This result, Lu Yanzhou had guessed before, was not surprising, but his heart still sank.

Xie Chengze in this world was born with a disabled leg, but at that time he could still walk with a cane and do some light work.

But now that Xie Chengze is paralyzed, he will not be able to stand up in a short time.

How is he going to face all this?

"Little Lu, what should we do now?" the village head asked Lu Yanzhou.

Lu Yanzhou said: "Village chief, ask the doctor to treat Xie Chengze's trauma. Let's go back after a day of rest. When we go back, I will take care of him."

Xie Chengze not only had a spinal injury, but also had some trauma that needed to be dealt with, which is why he asked the village chief to send Xie Chengze to the hospital - he had no medicine.

As for Xie Chengze's spine... he can only wait for him to accumulate enough merits to heal Xie Chengze's legs together.

"That's it!" The village chief was relieved to see that Lu Yanzhou didn't ask him to pay for Xie Chengze's spinal treatment, and then he was stunned: "Wait, you take care of him?"

The village chief was worried about who to find to take care of Xie Chengze, but Lu Yanzhou took over the most troublesome job?

"Well, he has no relatives. I'll move in and take care of him by the way." Lu Yanzhou said.

The original owner lived with other educated youths, but he...he will definitely live with Xie Chengze in the future, and it will be convenient for him to take care of Xie Chengze.

He was worried about letting others take care of Xie Chengze. In the original plot, the village chief actually arranged for someone to take care of Xie Chengze, but that person went to feed Xie Chengze at night.

Xie Chengze's grandparents are far away, and grandparents are not too young to live with his uncle, probably because they are afraid of being entangled by him, and they don't even bother to look at him.

When he died, many people breathed a sigh of relief.

Just as he was recalling, Lu Yanzhou saw Xie Chengze's eyelashes trembling on the hospital bed.

In the previous world, Xie Chengze's skin was particularly fair, but in this world, Xie Chengze's complexion was dark and rough due to prolonged exposure to the sun.

Lu Yanzhou walked to the side of the bed in a few steps, and met his opened eyes with a bit of bewilderment.

Slowly, Xie Chengze's eyes became clear.

"Aze, you're awake!" Lu Yanzhou turned to call the doctor, "Doctor, he's awake."

The doctor who was setting someone else's bone heard this and said, "Just wake up, give him something to eat."

Xie Chengze, a physical doctor, can't cure him at all, and Xie Chengze would go into a coma before... In fact, part of the reason is malnutrition.

Lu Yanzhou also knew about this. He asked the doctor to write a note for him before, and asked the village chief to help him buy a pack of brown sugar. This thing needs a ticket to buy. They don't have a ticket. Fortunately, the hospital issued a note. Works too.

Lu Yanzhou soaked very thick brown sugar water in advance, now he added some hot water and brought it to Xie Chengze's mouth.

Xie Chengze didn't open his mouth, as if he still didn't understand the situation.

"Ah Ze, come, drink some water." Lu Yanzhou supported Xie Chengze, and handed the bowl to his mouth.

Xie Chengze took a sip, then turned his head and refused to drink any more: "I'll just drink water."

Lu Yanzhou has the memory of the original owner and knows why Xie Chengze behaved like this.

Xie Chengze in this world is not doing well, but he is still unwilling to accept other people's kindness, because he can't afford it.

Before the original owner gave him food, he refused to accept it, but the original owner insisted on giving it, so he washed the original owner's clothes.

The original owner also knew that Xie Chengze had such a personality, so he chose Xie Chengze as the object of "help". How good is it that he can have a good reputation without paying too much?

"You are sick, drink quickly," Lu Yanzhou sighed, "You were hit by a pig, this is given to you by the village."

The village chief only paid for the medical expenses, and Lu Yanzhou paid the village chief to buy the brown sugar, but Xie Chengze was willing to drink it because he said so...

Sure enough, after hearing what he said, Xie Chengze began to drink slowly. While drinking, he still looked at him from time to time, timidly.

Qinglong, whom he has known for many years, is a strong and ruthless man, but the two worlds are connected, and the Xie Chengze he knows is completely different from Qinglong.

After Xie Chengze finished drinking the sugar water, Lu Yanzhou took out a pack of Yunpian Cake, tore off a piece and fed it to him.

This cake was also bought by Lu Yanzhou before the village chief, but he said, "This is also given by the village."

Xie Chengze took a bite of Yunpian Cake and held it in his mouth, reluctant to swallow it—not to mention him, those favored children in the village usually don't have much chance to eat Yunpian Cake.

Both brown sugar and Yunpian Cake are sweet, suitable for Xie Chengze who urgently needs to replenish energy, Lu Yanzhou said: "Eat it quickly."

Xie Chengze swallowed the melted Yunpian cake into his stomach, and ate the half piece of Yunpian cake left in Lu Yanzhou's hand.

Lu Yanzhou tore off another piece of cloud cake and handed it over.

Xie Chengze looked at the torn Yunpian Cake, his eyes were full of distress: "I'm enough... Lu Zhiqing, you can eat."

"This is for patients." Lu Yanzhou said.

Hearing this, Xie Chengze was about to sit up immediately: "I have nothing to do..."

Lu Yanzhou hurriedly stopped Xie Chengze, but Xie Chengze, who was halfway up, had already realized something was wrong.

He tried to move his legs, but his legs couldn't move.

Before he only had one leg like this, now he has both legs like this!

As soon as he woke up, he drank sugar water and ate Yunpian Cake, which was fed by Lu Yanzhou... Xie Chengze originally felt that he was very happy, but at this moment...

His lips trembled, and a "咴咴" sound came out of his throat, and he lost his voice for a while.

Immediately afterwards, his body also began to shake.

Lu Yanzhou quickly hugged him: "It's okay, it's okay, it'll be fine..."

He patted Xie Chengze's shoulder while talking, finally calming down Xie Chengze.

Xie Chengze asked, "What happened to me?"

Lu Yanzhou said: "You fell and hurt your leg, and now you can't move your leg. You should take care of it. It's fine, it will be fine."

The hospitals in the town are not so formal, this ward is very big, there are several beds in it, there is not only one patient Xie Chengze living in, the doctor is not far away, but no one refute Lu Yanzhou's words.

Xie Chengze looked young, only seventeen or eighteen years old, if he knew that he would not be able to stand up in the future... maybe he would not want to live.

Xie Chengze withdrew from Lu Yanzhou's arms, and looked sympathetically at the people around him.

He fell into an ice cave.

He has no feeling in both legs and may never be able to stand up again. How will he live in the future?

No wonder they gave him sugar water and cloud cakes.

Xie Chengze grabbed Lu Yanzhou's clothes tightly and looked up at Lu Yanzhou.

He bears the name of keqin, and is disabled. The villagers don't like him. After his mother passed away, Lu Yanzhou was the only one who treated him well.

Before Lu Yanzhou took the initiative to contact him, he had already paid attention to Lu Yanzhou, thinking that Lu Yanzhou was a good person.

Lu Yanzhou suddenly took the initiative to talk to him, helping him with work and giving him food. He was flattered, but also very disturbed. After all, he was very useless and could not help Lu Yanzhou at all.

When Lu Yanzhou confessed to him, he was even more taken aback.

He has never thought about such a thing, and he is a cripple, how can he be worthy of Lu Yanzhou?

He refused without thinking.

But at this moment, he regretted it.

When Lu Yanzhou fed him sugar water before, his heart beat very fast, and he really wanted to kiss Lu Yanzhou, but he suddenly realized that he liked Lu Yanzhou.

He should have agreed to Lu Yanzhou back then, so that he could get close to Lu Yanzhou for a few days.

Now that both of his legs are useless, Lu Yanzhou will definitely not like him anymore.

Xie Chengze was stunned. Seeing him like this, Lu Yanzhou knew that he didn't believe what he said.

This is not surprising, Xie Chengze can feel his physical condition.

Lu Yanzhou said: "Aze, don't worry, I will take care of you."

"No need." Xie Chengze lowered his head, his voice was very soft.

Why did he let Lu Yanzhou take care of him?They don't matter at all.

Seeing Xie Chengze's appearance, Lu Yanzhou knew what Xie Chengze was thinking.

There are some people in this world who long for someone to treat them well unconditionally, but Xie Chengze is not such a person.

He wanted to take care of Xie Chengze, but Xie Chengze might not agree.

Lu Yanzhou wanted to have a good talk with Xie Chengze, but there were so many people here that it was hard to talk.

Lu Yanzhou took out the cloud cake: "Eat something else?"

Xie Chengze shook his head: "No need, I want to go back..."

"Rest here for one night before leaving." Lu Yanzhou said, it's getting dark now...

"I want to go back..."

Xie Chengze insisted on going back, Lu Yanzhou thought about it, and finally agreed.

With his care, it is better for Xie Chengze to rest at home than in a noisy hospital.

Xie Chengze didn't bring anything with him when he came to the hospital. Lu Yanzhou simply packed up, took the medicine prescribed by the doctor, carried him to the cart, and dragged him back.

Xie Chengze remained silent.

When he got to a place where no one was around, Lu Yanzhou said: "Ah Ze, you are injured, I will move to live with you in the future and take care of you by the way."

"I can live by myself." Xie Chengze said.

Although his legs could no longer move, his hands were still there and he was able to survive.

Xie Chengze has experienced too many hardships, so he quickly accepted his current situation.

"No, I have to take care of you." Lu Yanzhou said.

Xie Chengze opened his mouth.

Lu Yanzhou probably didn't know how hard it is to take care of a paralyzed patient, so he said that, but he couldn't agree.

He didn't want to trouble Lu Yanzhou, and he didn't want Lu Yanzhou to see his crippled leg, or see him in a mess.

The leg he hadn't used since he was a child was shriveled and looked particularly ugly, and now he has no feeling in his legs, and it will definitely be worse in the future.

Lu Yanzhou said again: "Ah Ze, you need someone to take care of you."

Xie Chengze still didn't speak.

When the two returned to Xie Chengze's residence, it was already dark.

The original owner used to come to Xie Chengze often, and he was very familiar with Xie Chengze's house, plus Xie Chengze didn't close the door... He opened the door first, carried Xie Chengze in in the dark, put him on the bed, and lit the oil lamp: "I'll go and burn it for you. Some water."

"You go." Xie Chengze said.

"Aze..."

"you go."

"I'm not going."

"Do you want me to come down and drive you away?" Xie Chengze propped himself up and was about to get out of bed.

Xie Chengze's spinal problem could not be cured by the hospital, but Xie Chengze had to stay in bed to recuperate.

Lu Yanzhou immediately stepped forward and hugged him, not letting him move.

"You go." Xie Chengze looked at Lu Yanzhou seriously.

Under the faint light of the oil lamp, his eyes shone with determination.

Xie Chengze made up his mind to drive him away!

Xie Chengze didn't want to accept his help!

Many thoughts flashed through Lu Yanzhou's mind, and he finally said, "I won't leave, I like you, and I won't leave you alone."

As soon as Lu Yanzhou said this, it was easy to say the following: "Xie Chengze, I like you very much, very much, without you, I would not be able to live... Please, let me take care of you."

Xie Chengze was dumbfounded.

Lu Yanzhou said again: "If you drive me away again, I'll tell others that I like men, and then let them arrest me!"

In the last world, Lu Yanzhou was with Xie Chengze by mistake. Before he came to this world, he had already made up his mind not to repeat the same mistakes.

Firstly, loving a soul fragment after seeing a soul fragment seems a bit scumbag, and secondly... Occasionally, an accident happened, he fell in love with one of Xie Chengze's soul fragments, and the situation was not too bad.

But if he kidnapped Xie Chengze's soul fragments again and again, Xie Chengze might kill him in the future.

However, when he came to this world, the original owner had already confessed his love.

Forget it, Xie Chengze won't let him take care of him now.

He and Xie Chengze have no relatives and no reason, so what reason does he have to take care of Xie Chengze?He can only use the reason that he likes Xie Chengze.

The Xie Chengze of this world once rejected the original owner, so he probably doesn't like men. In the future, he can guide Xie Chengze so that he doesn't go astray.

There is also... Xie Chengze's current physical condition, they can't do anything, they can get along like friends first, and when Xie Chengze recovers and has a new life, they will separate naturally.

Thinking of this, Lu Yanzhou said again: "Ah Ze, don't drive me away."

Xie Chengze looked at Lu Yanzhou and opened his mouth.

He did not speak, but burst into tears.

He hadn't cried since finding out how bad his situation was, but now he couldn't take it anymore.