Xiu Erdai's daily essays

09668-Not sure I am right

In fact, Lian Yanyan herself couldn't explain why she insisted that she was a swordsman instead of a weapon cultivator. Anyway, she just thought that weapon cultivator should be her secondary profession instead of her main profession.

Lian Yanyan occasionally murmurs when she is making clothes by herself: "I make beautiful clothes to make myself feel good after wearing them. The focus is on my own mood, not on the clothes themselves. This is really not the way of repairing equipment. ?”

She also asked the Jindan seniors of the outer school and the teacher of the group class about this question, and also asked Pei Kong, and sent me a message.

Pei Kong replied to her: "If you only use the skills of tool repair, but do not use the tool as the core to improve your cultivation, then the tool repair profession is indeed just a tool for you, not the root. But is your root the sword? Cultivating a profession, since your current cultivation base is still low, and this low cultivation base is mainly based on your natural accumulation of spiritual roots, which does not reflect the direction of your cultivation efforts, so I can't say for sure, I can only follow The follow-up improvement of your cultivation base will be confirmed slowly."

I helped Lian Yanyan contact Zeng Qi, who was mistaken for a long time as a main profession more suitable for selecting equipment.

Zeng Qi answered Lian Yanyan: "If the clothes you make are just for collection, or you get tired of wearing them a few times and then throw them away, and when you make clothes, you are more imagining the beauty of the finished clothes, or imagining You are happy when you wear them, and you don’t care much about the production process itself, then maybe this production technology is really just your tool. As for whether sword repair is your main profession...you feel that every step in the process of making clothes Do you feel like you're swinging a sword?"

Zeng Qi: "Use a sword to cut cloth, use a sword to carve patterns, use a sword to embroider and decorate?"

Lian Yanyan: "I hope I can replace all the tools with a sword, so that I don't have to change tools frequently during the manufacturing process, but I can't do it yet. At present, I can only try to make the sword perform as much as possible. Sometimes I wish the sword could transform into an embroidery needle or something."

Zeng Qi: "Swords can indeed be deformed, but tool cultivators can refine tools that are more suitable for deformation than swords. Even if you are not a tool cultivator, why don't you choose that kind of deformable multi-functional clothing tool as your natal life What about utensils? Swords are not the only ones that can become the natal utensils of monks, in theory anything can be."

Zeng Qi: "Although you can't count as a sword cultivator if you use something other than a sword as a natal artifact, if you want, you can still continue to practice with reference to the skills of a sword cultivator. I don't know what kind of profession it should be called. But anyway, with this kind of cultivation method, the Yunxia Sect will definitely be able to teach it."

Lian Yanyan: "I... I don't know. Maybe it's because I think it's easier for a sword cultivator to raise a natal artifact that perfectly suits my own wishes... Is it because I raised my natal sword after thinking about it like this? The odds are very low?"

Zeng Qi: "You can be relatively sure of this only after you form the alchemy."

Lian Yanyan: "Is that so..."

Therefore, Lian Yanyan is still at the stage of "having ideas, but not sure that her ideas are right".

09669-Family

I also helped Lian Yanyan contact Elder Gao Yi once, and Elder Gao only said one sentence to Lian Yanyan: "If you can stick to your ideas to the end, you are right."

I helped Lian Yanyan translate: "If you can't persevere to the end, it's not your thoughts that are wrong, but your lack of perseverance. Theoretically, for monks, all thoughts can lead to enlightenment, but thoughts are just fleeting thoughts, but Tao must be down-to-earth .How to turn your vain thoughts into a solid path, this is what you will spend your whole life practicing as a monk.”

I don't know if my empty principles have inspired Lian Yanyan, anyway, after that exchange with me, Lian Yanyan still dresses up beautifully every day, and still practices swords every day, and continues to practice as much as possible. Let the sword participate in her work of making clothing accessories.

Lian Yanyan: "I don't know if I'm doing it right, but the things I'm doing are indeed what I want to do and can do for a long time. Anyway, let's just wait and see."

So just walking and walking like this, her heart gradually seemed to have really settled down, and her cultivation base also had an upward trend.

Then she ran out of money.

Lian Yanyan was born into a family that didn't know whether it was good or bad.The material conditions are absolutely favorable, and her parents love her very much, but Lian's father cheated on her, and she cheated on more than one person.

After Lian's mother endured and quarreled for several years, she completely lost affection for Lian's father, and then she was about to divorce.As a result, Lian's father's cheating partners fought over who could become the next Mrs. Lian, and in the end Lian's mother was inexplicably implicated, causing Lian's mother to have a car accident.Although Lian's mother managed to save her life in the end, she was very unconscious for quite a long time, and she was slightly better than a vegetable.

Originally, Lian Yanyan didn't get involved with her parents' relationship and marriage issues, because Lian's father and mother had already promised Lian Yanyan that no matter how their marriage went, she would undoubtedly be their most precious daughter.

Lian's mother said to Lian Yanyan: "How many illegitimate children does your father have now, how many will he have in the future, and whether he will favor those children is his business. Anyway, I will only have you as the only child. The property will undoubtedly belong to you in the future. After I divorce your father, you are my only heir. I will take all precautions and never let that ex-husband have a chance to touch even a penny of your money. In the future, you Even if you use the money to play for nothing, don't give it to him."

09670-Slag

Lian's father said to Lian Yanyan: "If I have to say that I love you far more than I love my other children, I may be wrong, because I have to admit that I actually like my son more. But You have three spiritual roots, and there is no doubt that you will become an immortal in the future, at least you can enter the second-rate sect, and none of my other children have spiritual roots, not even five spiritual roots. So, I will focus on your future immortal status , Immortal resources, it is impossible for me to treat you harshly and take away what you should have."

Father Lian: "All I can offer you is money and materials from the mortal world, and what you can give back to me in the future is the treasures of the immortal family. Among other things, a few pills of life-prolonging pills, the ones I put on your body Isn’t it easy to return the investment? I’m a businessman, I may be ruthless, but I can’t be against the benefits. I like you as much as I like the benefits. Maybe my love for you is profit-seeking , but this is also my favorite from the bottom of my heart.”

Lian Yanyan's feelings for Lian's father are complicated.

On the one hand, before Lian's father said that his love for Lian Yanyan was an investment, this man was indeed impeccable as a father.Even after breaking the news, Lian's father continued to carefully prepare birthday gifts, holiday gifts, and occasional small surprises for Lian Yanyan. Every gift was in line with Lian Yanyan's preferences at the time.

Lian Yanyan: "Yes, my dad is always very careful and sincere when making investments."

But on the other hand, Lian Yanyan's family will be destroyed, which is Lian's father's full responsibility.Even though Lian's father and mother never quarreled in front of Lian Yanyan, even though Lian's father never let his cheating partners and illegitimate children appear in front of Lian Yanyan to disturb her, Lian Yanyan still knew about each other from various channels. This kind of thing makes sure that his father is a scumbag.

What kind of marriage is this kind of scum?Isn't it bad to be single all the time with someone who is willing to bear him a child?

Mother Lian: "Oh."

Father Lian: "Yes, Yanyan, if you want to find a marriage partner in the future, you must keep your eyes open and don't pick a scum like me. If you want to, I will be happy to help you check the one you choose. Object. If he is a well-hidden scum, then I, who is also a scum, will definitely be able to see it."

Lian's mother: "Your father is a scumbag, but he is magnanimous and has a bottom line. He is really good-looking, has a strong ability to make money, and is good at talking sweet words. If I can never fall in love with him, In fact, he can be regarded as a good husband. He even suggested that I cheat on him too, and play with him separately, and he is willing to pay for me to raise Xiao Xianrou."

Lian's mother: "It's a pity, why did I fall in love?"

Lian Yanyan: "..."

09671 - Accident

Lian's mother stroked her daughter's hair that felt so good to the touch, and said with a smile: "It's okay, don't be afraid of Yanyan, anyway, it is said that after becoming a fairy, she hardly falls in love, so she doesn't have to fall into the quagmire of feelings. We don't apply for the Yuelao line."

Lian Yanyan: "Well, I don't take the exam. If I don't pass the exam, I will go to Nishangyu."

Lian's mother: "Hey, right, dress yourself up and be in a good mood. The scumbag go away."

Before Lian Yanyan's school entrance examination, she managed to position her relationship with Lian's father as a "interested partner", but Lian's mother had an almost fatal accident, and Lian Yanyan's mentality collapsed instantly.

She and Lian's father don't need to talk about their family relationship, but the mother-daughter relationship between her and Lian's mother is really close.What Lian Yanyan likes the most is when she dresses up beautifully, Lian's mother's eyes are bright and she says: "Yanyan is the most beautiful."

Lian Yanyan had already thought about dressing up her mother more beautifully after she had practiced her dressing skills on her body, so that father Lian would regret for the rest of her life how she had such a complete quarrel with such a beautiful woman—although That scum may not regret it, but if the regret is long enough, it can be regarded as torture.

When Lian's mother was still being rescued after the car accident, Lian Yan, who was only 15 years old at the time, said to Lian's father with red eyes but a very calm tone: "If something happens to my mother, you will never get any benefit from me for the rest of your life. I won’t let go of any of the little threes and fours who hurt my mother.”

Lian's father's face was also ugly, but it was not because of his daughter's declaration, but: "It's my inability to control. I didn't expect them to dare to involve your mother who has no interest in arguing with them for the sake of a false name. It’s still going on like this. I’ll give you an account of this matter. I won’t let them go without your help. "

Lian Yanyan glared at Father Lian.

Father Lian: "First, I can't say that I love your mother very much, but we must have feelings after being together for so many years. In fact, if I didn't have feelings for her, we really wouldn't be divorced."

Father Lian: "Secondly, a group of people who I thought I controlled well did things that were beyond my control and offended the most important investment object in my life. This is laughing at my self-righteousness and right My humiliation."

Father Lian: "Thirdly, you are my important investment object and my daughter. When you were just born and before you found out that you have the three spiritual roots, my love for you was not based on the calculation of interests. ?”