There is no warmth in the room, no window.The lights are dim and may go out at any moment.
Tsukishiro Reiji covered himself in the cold blanket for a while, feeling the cold gradually fade away, but Dazai Osamu did not come back for a long time.
There were no slippers in the room, and the floor was icy cold, Tsukishiro Reiji dared to tap lightly with his toes, his back stretched.
squeak-
He pushed open the bedroom door.
There is no light in the passage, and to the right is the room where his coffin was placed when he woke up.
The sound of water flowing faintly came from the other end, and Reiji Tsukishiro walked over cautiously.
The door was ajar, and Reiji Tsukishiro saw Osamu Dazai with his back turned to him, washing something in front of the sink.
Rolls and rolls of bandages are piled in a mess on the right side.
Tsukishiro Reiji didn't want to disturb him at first, and was about to retreat quietly, but saw a large roll of bandages that had been removed from the trash can, stained with blood, bright and glaring.
The blood soaked the entire roll of bandage, leaving only a long mark, and then a large red patch.
Tsukishiro Reiji didn't know how he pushed the door in, "Dazai."
he called out.
Osamu Dazai stopped when he heard his difficult ending, without turning around.
"You wait first."
The water from the faucet rushes against the ceramics, rushing, rushing and loud.
Reiji Tsukishiro saw that Osamu Dazai took a towel, but his elbow did not move, not a wiping action.
In about three or four seconds, the towel was folded and thrown into the trash.
Folding, Osamu Dazai would never make such an extra effort.
Seeing that the other party is about to reach for the bandage again, instead of using the right hand to take the bandage on the right, he uses the left hand awkwardly.
Tsukishiro Reiji completely forgot the beauty between the two of them before, he couldn't bear this resistance and dead silence, and walked towards Dazai Osamu quickly.
Wounds, hideous and twisted wounds, were scattered all over Dazai Osamu's right forearm.
The knife wound is extremely smooth, from shallow to deep, it is not difficult to imagine how neatly Osamu Dazai struck.
"Why..." Reiji Tsukishiro gritted his teeth, trying to squeeze out a few words.
He stretched out his hand but dared not touch it.
Osamu Dazai saw the emotion in the young man's eyes, and it was unbearable. For this reason, he actually felt a thrill of excitement.
The subcutaneous blood vessels dilated due to his excitement, the wound seemed to be secreting dopamine, and he smelled happiness from the smell of blood.
He licked away the pain in Tsukishiro Reiji's blue eyes with his eyes - all for his pain.
Tastes like chewing tobacco.Osamu Dazai thought.
No, it sucks, he can't be addicted to it.
Osamu Dazai slowly bent down, noticing that the young man was just staring at his arm in panic, without moving back, which gave him the courage to continue approaching.
Resting his chin on Reiji Tsukishiro's shoulder, Osamu Dazai hugged him lightly, carefully avoiding his right arm to prevent the blood from staining his clothes.
"I'm sick." Osamu Dazai buried himself in his neck and murmured softly.
Tsukishiro Reiji's heart suddenly tightened. Of course he knew how difficult it is to recover from mental illness. What is terrible is not not treating it, but getting used to it.
Dazai Osamu, including everyone who knew Dazai Osamu, has long been used to the other party's self-harm.
Everyone is pushing him into the abyss, it's horrible...
Lack of language, the only thing Tsukishiro Reiji could do was stand on tiptoe, trying to hug him tightly and respond to him.
Maybe Osamu Dazai's previous action was to ask for help... Tsukishiro Reiji found a reason for him, trying to convince himself.
So when Osamu Dazai's lips touched his earlobe hesitantly, Reiji Tsukishiro flinched slightly, suppressing the desire to escape and waiting for Osamu Dazai to calm down.
didn't hide...
Before the kite-colored pupils darkened, Osamu Dazai let go of him, turned around and handed over a roll of bandages.
Tsukishiro Reiji took the bandage, and saw that Osamu Dazai was going to let himself wrap it up.
He frowned and said stubbornly, "I need to take medicine."
Osamu Dazai did not accept the suggestion of the Supernatural Secret Service Division, so he could not wash the files.
Now he is not suitable to show up in Yokohama.
But Osamu Dazai didn't say anything, he just responded, "Okay, I'll go buy it."
The wound on his right arm was exposed to the air, but Osamu Dazai didn't cover it, and turned around to leave.
"I'll go." Tsukishiro Reiji grabbed his left arm.
This time, Osamu Dazai did not agree.
He stared at Tsukishiro Reiji, and answered after a while: "We are together."
Osamu Dazai brought him shoes and socks.
There was no suitable coat for the young man, so Osamu Dazai gave him his own coat.
The long brown windbreaker, Tsukishiro Reiji vaguely felt familiar, but couldn't remember it for a while.
Walking out of the house, Tsukishiro Reiji realized that this place is very close to Tomoeda Town, which is more remote in comparison.
The pharmacy is not big, and you can only buy some basic wound medicine.
After Tsukishiro Reiji bandaged Dazai Osamu, he heard the other party suddenly ask: "Are you going back?"
Osamu Dazai paused, and added: "Back to Tokyo?"
Tsukishiro Reiji nodded, he glanced at the slanting sun, it was getting late: "I promise my brother to go back to see him tonight."
Mentioning the snow rabbit, the young man's eyes softened, but Osamu Dazai felt that his soul was split into two petals, blue sullen and rose-colored joy.
He's leaving, he's always leaving.
Osamu Dazai deliberately softened his brows and eyes, learning to say to him—"Goodbye."
The wound on the arm started to hurt.
The pain came on so slowly, like a soft knife cutting flesh, deadly.
Reiji Tsukishiro was a little surprised, as if he didn't expect Osamu Dazai to be so straightforward.
He waved to the other party briskly: "Goodbye, Dazai."
……
Before the sun completely set, Yukito waited until Reiji Tsukishiro.
"Brother, I'll send a message first!" Tsukishiro Reiji got the new phone, and quickly reported Amuro Toru, Oda Sakunosuke, and the mentor that they were safe.
Amuro replied with a solitary "OK".
Oda Sakunosuke promised him that he could find him no matter what, even if he had to break the principle of not killing.
Tsukishiro Reiji gasped, and quickly refused.
Because Snow Rabbit asked for leave in advance for him, the instructor asked him to take good care of his body and let the subject go first, as if he thought his health was in serious condition.
Reiji Tsukishiro hastily sent over the dozen or so pages of literature reviews summarized earlier.
He really likes academic research and doesn't want to be kicked out of the group.
Until the next day, Reiji Tsukishiro went back to his apartment and saw Toru Amuro——
"Osamu Dazai defected." Toru Amuro said, and then he discovered the change in Reiji Tsukishiro's body this time, "Did you... go back to a year ago?"
Wait, who defected?
What a year ago?
Tsukishiro Reiji wondered which one was better for a while.
"Osamu Dazai defected from the Port Mafia." Toru Amuro explained to him, "On the fourth day after you (death).... The Port Mafia issued a warrant for Osamu Dazai."
"Did he--" Dazai Osamu was so crazy that day, Toru Amuro was worried about what the other party would do to the young man, but seeing Tsukishiro Reiji's clear blue eyes, he reckoned he shouldn't have.
"What?" Tsukishiro Reiji asked without hearing what Toru Amuro said behind him.
So Osamu Dazai is in the suburbs of Yokohama, not his own apartment?
Wanted by the port mafia... Isn't Dazai's current situation very dangerous?
"Osamu Dazai has been with Mori Ogai for so long, and he knows a lot of secrets, and the gangsters dare not really touch him." Toru Amuro said briefly.
"The organization revoked the surveillance on you." It was obviously a good thing, but Toru Amuro felt regretful.
This means he will leave Tokyo, leave Japan, leave... Tsukishiro Reiji.
In fact, Toru Amuro should have evacuated a few days ago, he just dragged his feet to meet the young man to confirm that he was safe and sound.
"I'm leaving today."
Seeing Tsukishiro Reiji stunned for a second, Amuro smiled, and stepped forward to hug him.
He didn't even meet the young man, but was subconsciously avoided by him.
Seeing the panic and resistance in Tsukishiro Reiji's eyes, the smile in Toru Amuro's eyes faded away.
"He still did something to you, didn't he?"
Tsukishiro Reiji covered himself in the cold blanket for a while, feeling the cold gradually fade away, but Dazai Osamu did not come back for a long time.
There were no slippers in the room, and the floor was icy cold, Tsukishiro Reiji dared to tap lightly with his toes, his back stretched.
squeak-
He pushed open the bedroom door.
There is no light in the passage, and to the right is the room where his coffin was placed when he woke up.
The sound of water flowing faintly came from the other end, and Reiji Tsukishiro walked over cautiously.
The door was ajar, and Reiji Tsukishiro saw Osamu Dazai with his back turned to him, washing something in front of the sink.
Rolls and rolls of bandages are piled in a mess on the right side.
Tsukishiro Reiji didn't want to disturb him at first, and was about to retreat quietly, but saw a large roll of bandages that had been removed from the trash can, stained with blood, bright and glaring.
The blood soaked the entire roll of bandage, leaving only a long mark, and then a large red patch.
Tsukishiro Reiji didn't know how he pushed the door in, "Dazai."
he called out.
Osamu Dazai stopped when he heard his difficult ending, without turning around.
"You wait first."
The water from the faucet rushes against the ceramics, rushing, rushing and loud.
Reiji Tsukishiro saw that Osamu Dazai took a towel, but his elbow did not move, not a wiping action.
In about three or four seconds, the towel was folded and thrown into the trash.
Folding, Osamu Dazai would never make such an extra effort.
Seeing that the other party is about to reach for the bandage again, instead of using the right hand to take the bandage on the right, he uses the left hand awkwardly.
Tsukishiro Reiji completely forgot the beauty between the two of them before, he couldn't bear this resistance and dead silence, and walked towards Dazai Osamu quickly.
Wounds, hideous and twisted wounds, were scattered all over Dazai Osamu's right forearm.
The knife wound is extremely smooth, from shallow to deep, it is not difficult to imagine how neatly Osamu Dazai struck.
"Why..." Reiji Tsukishiro gritted his teeth, trying to squeeze out a few words.
He stretched out his hand but dared not touch it.
Osamu Dazai saw the emotion in the young man's eyes, and it was unbearable. For this reason, he actually felt a thrill of excitement.
The subcutaneous blood vessels dilated due to his excitement, the wound seemed to be secreting dopamine, and he smelled happiness from the smell of blood.
He licked away the pain in Tsukishiro Reiji's blue eyes with his eyes - all for his pain.
Tastes like chewing tobacco.Osamu Dazai thought.
No, it sucks, he can't be addicted to it.
Osamu Dazai slowly bent down, noticing that the young man was just staring at his arm in panic, without moving back, which gave him the courage to continue approaching.
Resting his chin on Reiji Tsukishiro's shoulder, Osamu Dazai hugged him lightly, carefully avoiding his right arm to prevent the blood from staining his clothes.
"I'm sick." Osamu Dazai buried himself in his neck and murmured softly.
Tsukishiro Reiji's heart suddenly tightened. Of course he knew how difficult it is to recover from mental illness. What is terrible is not not treating it, but getting used to it.
Dazai Osamu, including everyone who knew Dazai Osamu, has long been used to the other party's self-harm.
Everyone is pushing him into the abyss, it's horrible...
Lack of language, the only thing Tsukishiro Reiji could do was stand on tiptoe, trying to hug him tightly and respond to him.
Maybe Osamu Dazai's previous action was to ask for help... Tsukishiro Reiji found a reason for him, trying to convince himself.
So when Osamu Dazai's lips touched his earlobe hesitantly, Reiji Tsukishiro flinched slightly, suppressing the desire to escape and waiting for Osamu Dazai to calm down.
didn't hide...
Before the kite-colored pupils darkened, Osamu Dazai let go of him, turned around and handed over a roll of bandages.
Tsukishiro Reiji took the bandage, and saw that Osamu Dazai was going to let himself wrap it up.
He frowned and said stubbornly, "I need to take medicine."
Osamu Dazai did not accept the suggestion of the Supernatural Secret Service Division, so he could not wash the files.
Now he is not suitable to show up in Yokohama.
But Osamu Dazai didn't say anything, he just responded, "Okay, I'll go buy it."
The wound on his right arm was exposed to the air, but Osamu Dazai didn't cover it, and turned around to leave.
"I'll go." Tsukishiro Reiji grabbed his left arm.
This time, Osamu Dazai did not agree.
He stared at Tsukishiro Reiji, and answered after a while: "We are together."
Osamu Dazai brought him shoes and socks.
There was no suitable coat for the young man, so Osamu Dazai gave him his own coat.
The long brown windbreaker, Tsukishiro Reiji vaguely felt familiar, but couldn't remember it for a while.
Walking out of the house, Tsukishiro Reiji realized that this place is very close to Tomoeda Town, which is more remote in comparison.
The pharmacy is not big, and you can only buy some basic wound medicine.
After Tsukishiro Reiji bandaged Dazai Osamu, he heard the other party suddenly ask: "Are you going back?"
Osamu Dazai paused, and added: "Back to Tokyo?"
Tsukishiro Reiji nodded, he glanced at the slanting sun, it was getting late: "I promise my brother to go back to see him tonight."
Mentioning the snow rabbit, the young man's eyes softened, but Osamu Dazai felt that his soul was split into two petals, blue sullen and rose-colored joy.
He's leaving, he's always leaving.
Osamu Dazai deliberately softened his brows and eyes, learning to say to him—"Goodbye."
The wound on the arm started to hurt.
The pain came on so slowly, like a soft knife cutting flesh, deadly.
Reiji Tsukishiro was a little surprised, as if he didn't expect Osamu Dazai to be so straightforward.
He waved to the other party briskly: "Goodbye, Dazai."
……
Before the sun completely set, Yukito waited until Reiji Tsukishiro.
"Brother, I'll send a message first!" Tsukishiro Reiji got the new phone, and quickly reported Amuro Toru, Oda Sakunosuke, and the mentor that they were safe.
Amuro replied with a solitary "OK".
Oda Sakunosuke promised him that he could find him no matter what, even if he had to break the principle of not killing.
Tsukishiro Reiji gasped, and quickly refused.
Because Snow Rabbit asked for leave in advance for him, the instructor asked him to take good care of his body and let the subject go first, as if he thought his health was in serious condition.
Reiji Tsukishiro hastily sent over the dozen or so pages of literature reviews summarized earlier.
He really likes academic research and doesn't want to be kicked out of the group.
Until the next day, Reiji Tsukishiro went back to his apartment and saw Toru Amuro——
"Osamu Dazai defected." Toru Amuro said, and then he discovered the change in Reiji Tsukishiro's body this time, "Did you... go back to a year ago?"
Wait, who defected?
What a year ago?
Tsukishiro Reiji wondered which one was better for a while.
"Osamu Dazai defected from the Port Mafia." Toru Amuro explained to him, "On the fourth day after you (death).... The Port Mafia issued a warrant for Osamu Dazai."
"Did he--" Dazai Osamu was so crazy that day, Toru Amuro was worried about what the other party would do to the young man, but seeing Tsukishiro Reiji's clear blue eyes, he reckoned he shouldn't have.
"What?" Tsukishiro Reiji asked without hearing what Toru Amuro said behind him.
So Osamu Dazai is in the suburbs of Yokohama, not his own apartment?
Wanted by the port mafia... Isn't Dazai's current situation very dangerous?
"Osamu Dazai has been with Mori Ogai for so long, and he knows a lot of secrets, and the gangsters dare not really touch him." Toru Amuro said briefly.
"The organization revoked the surveillance on you." It was obviously a good thing, but Toru Amuro felt regretful.
This means he will leave Tokyo, leave Japan, leave... Tsukishiro Reiji.
In fact, Toru Amuro should have evacuated a few days ago, he just dragged his feet to meet the young man to confirm that he was safe and sound.
"I'm leaving today."
Seeing Tsukishiro Reiji stunned for a second, Amuro smiled, and stepped forward to hug him.
He didn't even meet the young man, but was subconsciously avoided by him.
Seeing the panic and resistance in Tsukishiro Reiji's eyes, the smile in Toru Amuro's eyes faded away.
"He still did something to you, didn't he?"
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