Mentor and Friends

Wednesday January 1th is sunny

Leslie made a fuss all night, and since he could turn over, he has become more diligent at night. Although he no longer has to drink milk every hour or two after sleeping, he never sleeps peacefully at night. But even so, he didn't make a fuss last night. He only slept for an hour, and he was making a fuss the rest of the time.

The eight-month-old child is just climbing steadily. Tom occasionally likes to hold Leslie’s hand to make him stand up. I am terrified to see that such a small child does not know whether his body is suitable for standing. It is said that The child will crawl and stand up at a certain time. Tom and I have no experience in raising children. At the beginning, Lucius would walk wobbly when he was about one year old. I always think that eight months is too early. A little bit more, when he told Tom he didn't think there was anything wrong with his smile, it really made me want to beat him up.

But it was rare for Leslie to be so energetic today after having a rough night last night. He crawled around the room and bumped into the sofa a few times, but it didn't dampen his interest.

Tom is sleeping on the couch, after the baby is born and wakes up at night crying for milk, Tom has to wake up with me, he has dark circles under his own eyes, I think it's ok, but I know, Tom the guy Although he complained about the noise of the child, I saw him get up to check the child's diaper himself for several nights. Sometimes when I fell asleep, he also got up to feed the child.

Since Leslie could crawl, Tom really thought about wrapping the surrounding household, but old Mr. Malfoy said that this is not conducive to children's exploration of this house. If they hit it, it will hurt, and they will know that this place cannot pass .

Tom and I think it makes sense, but the hard edges and corners of the sofa can’t be protected without protection. Children are hippie and soft, so it’s not good if they hit their heads. After thinking about it, I replaced the furniture that is more likely to be injured. .

Sunny Tuesday, May 5

Today is Leslie's first birthday. It's rare that the light rain has stopped for two consecutive days. The sun is coming out and it feels good. I went out to buy some food, and I plan to be lively tonight.

Leslie can already stand up, but he will sit down after walking a few steps. After discussing with me, Tom and I laid a carpet on the ground, not to prevent him from falling, but to prevent him from walking and sitting desperately He hurt himself when he came down. The first time he let go of Tom’s hand and walked, he sat down on his butt because he didn’t have the strength. Wept so hard that Tom and I were dying.

But he seldom cries now. I went out to watch it once while I was cooking. Tom was sitting on the sofa reading the newspaper, and Leslie was half-walking and half-crawling in the empty living room by himself. After learning to walk, all the unnecessary things in the house were put into the corners, and some gadgets that were easy to enter were also put away.

This little guy is also stubborn. Tom sat on the sofa and ignored him. He walked on the carpet by himself. Seeing that tears were rolling in his eyes, but they still didn't fall after turning around for a long time. The little guy learned to stand up with his hands, but he was still young after all. After walking down a few steps, he half fell and half sat down on the ground.

I shook my head, I don't know who to learn from this little guy's stubbornness.

Thunderstorm on Monday, August 8

At one year and three months, Leslie was able to call.

In fact, his cry was very indistinct, and the unidentified "Papa" was almost drowned in the thunder. At first, Tom and I didn't pay attention to it, until he called again and wandered over. my pant leg.

He shouted again, this time it was much clearer than before, but maybe it was because there was no thunder to affect the cause this time.

"Tom, Leslie can talk!" I said pleasantly.

"Lucius was able to pronounce when he was one year and one month old. I was worried that Leslie would be later." Tom put away the book in his hand and moved over.

It is said that many children can produce some tones more or less after they are one year old, but it may take some time to really say clear words. Tom and I don't know what is going on with other children. The only way we can As a comparison, there is only Lucius who I helped bring. Although Leslie's pronunciation is later than Lucius, but he can speak today, which finally makes me feel relieved.

Wednesday, March 3, cloudy

It’s rare that Leslie likes to cling to me these few days. Since he started learning to walk, he doesn’t like me and Tom holding him anymore. After children learn to walk, they always like to explore the world around them by themselves. They don’t like adults. Holding hands, but recently he likes to cling to me abnormally.

Thinking back, Lucius was in the same situation at the time. After he learned to walk, Abraxas and I were not allowed to hug him. However, when he was almost two years old, he was very clingy to Lucius for a while, as long as Lucius appeared By his side, he must be the first to rush over.

Thinking about it, Leslie's situation should be similar to that of Lucius at that time.

I was still sighing while holding this baby.

I haven't held Leslie since he learned to walk, most of the time Tom just comes home after he's tired and I hold him and put him to sleep.

Now when I hold this child well, I still think that this child was actually very light a few months ago, but I didn't expect that it was only a few months, and this child grew up very fast.

Heavy snow on Sunday, November 11

The snow that stopped yesterday evening continued again at noon today. Lucius and the others came to play at home, saying they wanted to build a snowman.

Although Lucius remained calm, his eyes betrayed him. This child, but a child, naturally didn't grasp his emotions well enough.

Now that the children are all here, I simply went to pick up Severus. He has gotten along well with Roy these years. It is said that he has already called Roy "Daddy". It is good.

When a group of people were making snowmen outside, I made refreshments for them inside, thinking that Leslie would wake up and want to eat something, but at the time I just felt that Leslie took a long nap today until Sirius Said that Leslie's body was so hot that I didn't realize it was wrong.

Leslie didn't know when he had a fever. It wasn't the first time he had a fever, but every time I saw him flushed with fever, it always made me feel like a knife was piercing my heart.

Such a small child, why should he be attacked by serious diseases?

I used to live in the medical wing for various reasons, and I had more fevers than my peers. I don't know how uncomfortable the fever is, and I don't know how bad the potion is.

After a busy afternoon, the child’s fever finally subsided. When writing a diary, I always felt that my hands were still shaking. It’s not that I don’t understand the reason why I care about it, but when it happens, how can I control my thinking? What about?

Sunny Friday, February 2

When Leslie was almost three years old, I started teaching him to use a spoon to scoop food.

His hands are still weak, and sometimes he can't hold the spoon, although I gave him the smallest one.

"Dad...I won't." When he couldn't hold the spoon, he would look at me wrongedly, as if he wanted to give up.

"It's okay baby," I whispered to him, "Come on, let's see what Daddy does, you see, it's very simple, isn't it?"

I demonstrated it to him several times. Although he wanted to give up, he was a stubborn character. After working hard several times, he finally scooped up the beef that I cut into small pieces in the small bowl and put it in his mouth.

"Liles is awesome." I encouraged him generously.

He laughed.

Maybe he has tasted the sweetness of success. He has been working hard to learn to eat with a spoon all night. Put it in his bowl.

But the amount of beef is very small, the little guy has been studying persistently for two hours, and he is not full when the beef is eaten by him. I give him some milk before going to bed, so I can rest assured to hold him to sleep.

It's just a pity for Tom. He originally wanted to go to Valentine's Day with me, but it's a pity that Leslie took up our time at night, but watching this little guy grow up is one of the joys in life. Bar.

Sunny Friday, February 5

It was Leslie's fourth birthday, and I was terrified by the worst magical riot he'd ever had.

His magic violence started suddenly, and the process was short, but the effect produced cannot be ignored.

Nearly everything around was destroyed, and Leslie burst into tears as he saw the devastation he had wrought.

It took me a long time to comfort him before he stopped crying. To be honest, it was not good for him to be so emotionally fluctuating after the magic violence, but there was no other way but to comfort me. He cried so much that I panicked.

Maybe it was the magic violence at noon that caused mental exhaustion, and he fell asleep after dinner at night.

Tom looked strange, and it occurred to me to tell him about it.

After thinking about it, we decided to let Leslie start contacting potions. In the past, it was because we were worried that it would damage the magic cycle that he was forming. Unless he was sick, we would not let him touch potions, but now the magic power The riots are so serious, I think he needs some potions to sort out the magic.

Heavy Snow on Wednesday, December 12

Lucius is back from school for the holidays, and we've got an invitation from Abraxas.

Leslie is very interested in everything about Hogwarts, pestering Lucius to ask questions all the time, he is just the age of five who is curious about everything around him, sometimes when I tell him a bedtime story However, he was full of energy because of all the unimaginable things in the story, and he kept asking me. I was worried that he would be a Ravenclaw in the future because of his curiosity.

It’s not that there is anything wrong with Ravenclaw, but Tom and I, one Gryffindor and one Slytherin, Leslie would always feel awkward if he entered Ravenclaw. Now that I think about it, I think I It seems to understand why his parents reacted so badly after the cold entered Gryffindor.

I have experienced that kind of complicated mood now.

But Tom said that this kind of personality who is so inquisitive about a matter and wants to know the truth is similar to that of Slytherin. Is he trying to comfort me that Leslie is very likely to be a Slytherin?

No, such consolation is not good, in fact, I would rather treat Leslie as a Gryffindor.

Saturday, July 7, sunny

Leslie was very curious about Tina, but Tina was only three days old, and she slept soundly when I carried her home, but now she moved in my brother's arms and felt uncomfortable.

"Sister is so small." Leslie stared at me with wide eyes.

"Yeah, my sister is very young and she cries easily. Leslie is already six years old. She is an adult and needs to protect her." I said to him with a smile.

Leslie nodded gravely, and Tom and I could only chuckle at the sight of him as a grown-up.

Speaking of which, giving birth to Tina was much smoother than giving birth to Leslie. I still remember the pain when Leslie was born. Maybe it was because Tina was alone, while Leslie took his brother with him. ——or younger sister——the reason why the life of my sister was born together,

I've always felt that Leslie carried a second life on her body. Whether I was bewildered, whimsical, or crazy, I always felt that that child would not leave me so easily.

I didn't even tell Tom about these thoughts, but he might be able to see that I wanted to pamper Leslie into a Gryffindor. Even if he becomes impulsive in the future, he is carefree after all.

Although Leslie's personality has become more and more stable over the years, I know that he is getting closer and closer to Slytherin.

It's strange to say that we didn't give him any education on etiquette, and we didn't even let him watch Lucius in class. Last time Abraxas kept his aristocratic demeanor in front of him, I drove him back, which caused Abu Every time Laxus looks at me with a trace of contempt.

But even so, he still looks more and more like Tom, and I can't help thinking whether it would be better to drive Tom out for a while.

Tuesday 2th August sunny

Tina was much more active than Leslie when she was young. She wanted to roll over and roll before she was six months old. Now she is only seven months old, and she wants to learn to crawl even more. At that time, Leslie was nearly eight months old. It took nine months to climb steadily, and Tina was almost two months earlier. Girls' bodies are much softer than boys'. But even so, I am also worried that this will not be good for her body.

Maybe it's because Leslie and Tina are the only ones I can compare, and that worries me somehow, who knows.

But Tina is more noisy than Leslie. She often wakes up three or four times at night, and sometimes she won't sleep for an hour when she gets excited.

Even I get sleepy during this time because of her, not to mention Tom, who has been helping me take care of Tina for several nights. I put a silence spell on my side, probably because I was afraid that I would be woken up, so I did it.

This guy always likes to do all kinds of things when I don't know, as if it would be embarrassing if I find out, and I don't know where he learned so much... Sigh...

Sunny Monday, June 6

Ron and Moody's first son was born. I happened to be visiting their house with Leslie. I was terrified by Ron's sudden labor pains. En sent to St. Mungo's, and Moody's face turned pale when he came back. It's hard to imagine that such a calm guy would have such an emotional change. It's not without reason that Ron chose to stay here in the first place. Love is not it?

But it reminds me of when Tom gave birth to Leslie, he rushed directly to my side. He looked like he really didn't know who gave birth. His face was paler than mine, but this guy's skin itself belongs to The pale type, I never thought of laughing at him, but now that I think about it, I really only have to be worried to the extreme, that would be the case.

Leslie was by my side, he watched as I escorted Ron into the ward, he looked startled, stuck to my side, even clutched my hand, he hadn't trimmed his nails for a few days , his fingernails pierced the palm of my hand.

"What's the matter, Leslie," I picked him up and sat on the seat in the hallway, he is seven years old now, I have to sit down if I hold him, otherwise I can't stand for too long, "Scared ?”

Leslie buried his head in my arms. He hadn't been so intimate with me since he was four years old. It was Tom who spoiled him.

"What's the matter honey?" His silence scared me a little.

"Dad." He grabbed my robe. "Does it hurt you too?" he asked me.

It took me a long time to realize that he was asking me if it hurt so much when I gave birth to him. He went to Abraxas on the day Tina was born, and Tom and I did it on purpose. There wasn’t much at the time. He didn't experience the panic of Tina's birth. It can be said that he only went as a guest once, and when he came back, he had an extra sister.

"Father." He grabbed my robe and looked like he was going to cry, at least I could clearly see his tears rolling, "I don't want any more brothers and sisters, I don't want any more."

Seeing him like this, I suddenly wanted to cry too. Back then, the soft child, the one who would eat when he woke up, and the little dumpling who would cry loudly to remind me of his existence when he was unhappy, already knew he cared about me. I know it hurts me.

"Okay, Dad promises you." I kissed his forehead and sniffed.

April 4th, Sunday light rain

Leslie has read all the enlightenment books I bought for him, and he has started to practice writing. In order to prevent him from being influenced by Tom, the fonts he writes will be cursive, so I prevent Tom from teaching him to write.

Tom's papers were locked away in my study, and I even told Abraxas that if Leslie learned their annoying swashbuckling, one or two of them would be kicked out by me, Didn't let them in until I turned Leslie's habits around.

Both of them were extremely helpless about this.

Although I tried my best to avoid Leslie learning their coquettish/coquettish fonts, but I have to say, he seems to be born with no teacher for these, and it can even be said that blue is better than blue, even if I put an end to Tom Dare, even if I don't let Abraxas participate in Leslie's education, there are many things that he can learn quickly even if I don't teach him.

I don't know whether it's good or bad, Tom said, Leslie is destined to be a Slytherin, and I gave him a hard elbow.

Sunny Thursday, November 11

Tom hesitated as soon as he entered the door today. I know he must have something to say, but it should be something I don't like, otherwise he wouldn't hesitate like this.

I finally couldn't resist asking him after dinner.

What he said took me by surprise for a moment.

He asked if Leslie should be allowed to try the dark arts.

That's what stopped me.

Although I have never had a good impression of black magic, but strictly speaking, I do not reject him, maybe it has something to do with my previous life, after all, I used to use black magic for a while, and for me, If you want to learn Defense Against the Dark Arts well, you have to know black magic.

"Harry, maybe you don't like to hear these words, but I still want to tell you that Leslie is destined to be a Slytherin. He will come into contact with more things in Slytherin in the future. Black magic is Slytherin The most common topic is that instead of letting him be misled later, we should teach him from the beginning." Tom told me so.

To be honest, my perception of black magic is still affected by my surrounding environment when I was a child, but I know that it is imperative to let Leslie get in touch with black magic. Don't accept the fact that Leslie has become more mature and stable, he is a Slytherin at all, and will be a good Slytherin.

I finally agreed to Tom and allowed him to teach Leslie about the dark arts. Leslie can't use magic now, but it would be good for him to understand the dark arts correctly in theory. He will go to Hogwarts in the future, I think He himself was able to distinguish these correctly.

It's just that I told Tom that the enlightenment taught to Leslie must be strictly controlled by me, well, I'm just worrying, Tom has a criminal record, I just don't feel relieved, I have to keep an eye on him, stare at them, So that I can allow him to teach my son.

But I think, maybe even if he grows up in the future, I still can't rest assured.

Heavy rain on Friday, March 3

For a whole year, Leslie no longer had magic power riots. He is ten years old, and his magic power is gradually stabilizing. He will be able to receive a notice from Hogwarts next year, and then he can buy belonging His wand is gone, and I think he is happy too.

However, during this period of time, he started to change his teeth, which made him dislike talking even more. For him, the current situation is hard for him to accept.

Tina also started enlightenment. This guy is more active than Leslie, and the whole person is very energetic. He will not go to bed until he is exhausted from playing at night. James will help me take the belt when he is on vacation. She, even people as energetic as James and Sirius would be afraid of Tina, but the little girl is more energetic than them.

I am looking forward to maybe I can train Tina to be a Gryffindor, so I am 12 points in favor of her staying with James. It is a good thing to maintain a lot of energy. If I can, I hope she can Becoming the second Hermione does not mean being as studious as Hermione, but like Hermione, although in Gryffindor, she does things more than me and Ron likes to think about it, and likes to plan for the future, but it's a pity that Hermione is not here Here, don't affect her.

Sunny Monday, June 7

Leslie has been waiting for his notification letter since his birthday, and today the notification letter finally arrived. Although he has no expression, I can see the excitement in his eyes. Since he was three years old, we have said to him Speaking of everything about Hogwarts, he has been longing for that place since he was a child, and now that the notice finally arrived, he himself is very excited.

"How about we go get what you need tomorrow?" I said to him.

He nodded.

I know that he longs for textbooks, a new life, and his own magic wand.

Even with the list given by the school, he still took me back to the room and wrote down the things that he would buy tomorrow, stroke by stroke. He listed several books, which he saw in the newspaper, Not in Tom's study room. Over the years Leslie has gained the right to come and go freely and take Tom's books. He may think that there are no books on the shelf because we think he is not yet that age. He tentatively asked me tomorrow Can he buy these books? I told him yes, and he seemed very happy.

At night when I go to bed, I have to give him a bottle of dreamless potion, he looks so happy, I know, when I look at him, he will pretend to be peacefully asleep, but as long as I As soon as he left, he would definitely open his eyes. He was so excited, he would definitely not be able to fall asleep without the help of the dreamless potion.

September 9st, Monday light rain

I waited at home all day, and I felt restless no matter what I did all day. I knew that Leslie would not be as worried as I was when I first entered Hogwarts. If the Sorting Hat didn't choose me Then I have to go home, such a messy idea, but I know that every freshman will always be worried, nervous, and excited when he first goes to Hogwarts.

I brought him some snacks and then gave him some Galleons, maybe he can buy some snacks on the train and share them with his new friends, that's what I thought at the time, after he got on the train I thought, James and Severus will take care of him, what am I so anxious about.

I didn't feel relieved until Leslie's letter got home, he wrote me after the chief contest, I think it was Tom guy who encouraged him to fight for the chief, but whatever, even if he In his letter, he was a little cautious about his entry into Slytherin. He knew that I always hoped that he would enter Gryffindor. Presumably he was worried about disappointing my hopes.

In fact, no matter where he goes, I just want him to be happy.

Tom took the letter from my hand. I have read it three or four times. It was already 12 o'clock in the middle of the night when the letter arrived. It was almost two o'clock.

I was really excited today, but when I thought about that child leaving home for the first time, and about to have his own life and friends, I had to sigh.

Before writing the diary, I went to Leslie's room. The kid cleaned up the room very well before leaving. I stayed in his room for a while, and all the gadgets I pasted on the bed back then were gone.

At the beginning, he was irritated by his crying, and even Tom felt that such a day would be a head, but in the blink of an eye, the child who needed to be hugged by me had his own independent thinking and matured day by day. I was worried about his growth in those years, afraid that he would be sick and uncomfortable, afraid that we would not teach him well and let him learn bad things, afraid that he would panic after the magic riot, afraid of this and that, in the future, afraid of Such a day is also good.

He's grown up and is no longer the kid who would ask me for a goodnight kiss and want me to tell him stories by the bedside.

……

Leslie closed the thick diary in his hand, sat on the chair and did not speak.

He slowly closed his eyes, trying to think of his mischievous days, but those days were already blurred to him. What impressed him most in his memory were his father's warm hands and his father's cool With a caring voice.

Many things that he has long forgotten were written down by his father in his diary.

After he went to school, Dad’s diary has decreased, even if he writes about Tina, he can almost imagine that in those days when he went to school, except for his letters, Dad would probably flip through these thick days , Recalling everything about his childhood over and over again.

Those things that he has long forgotten are the most precious days of Dad.

"Your father called you several times down there." Tom didn't know when he appeared at the door of the study, and there was a hint of a smile in his always cold eyes. Over the years, not only Harry, but also the indifferent He, "Changed to eat, this pile of books is here, and I won't run away."

Then he saw the diary in front of Leslie.

"Father." Leslie put away the diary with a look of embarrassment on his face.

"Go on." Tom patted his head without saying a word, "Your father took it out to read a few days ago, but forgot to take it back."

A few days ago... when he was still in school.

Leslie walked downstairs, and Harry was busy putting the dinner plate on the table: "What books are you reading so fascinated by? The summer vacation is so long. You have plenty of time to read slowly. Now let's eat first."

Harry smiled at him.

"Dad." He leaned over slowly.

"What's wrong?" Harry looked at him as if something was wrong, "Your eyes are red."

"No dad, I'm so hungry, what shall we have for dinner tonight?"

"Let's see." Harry rubbed his head, smiling softly, "Tina has been yelling for a long time, go and absorb it before eating."

"it is good……"

He responded softly, watching Harry go to work again, and smiled slightly.

The author has something to say: I don’t know if everyone is satisfied with Xiaobaozi’s episode. In fact, Yueyue was in a complicated mood when writing this chapter. I thought of my parents, and I called back halfway through writing. My family and my father are chatting.

Ahem, as a young girl, it is really difficult for me to figure out the mood of my parents. The shortcomings are definitely that as a child, I can't guess my parents enough, so I can't write them.