After the salted fish is married
Chapter 80
136. Secret
The sounds of frogs and cicadas were heard outside the house, but the room was so quiet that even the sound of silver needles falling to the ground could be heard. Ji Song was sitting in a wheelchair, and Ye Linfeng was administering needles to him.
Ye Linfeng gently twirled the silver needle on Ji Song's head. He had just been woken up from his sleep, and his voice was a little hoarse: "Rest now, don't think too much or worry. There may be some after-effects after using the black ghost umbrella, but it's not It's serious, just take it easy."
Just now the guards came to look for him in a hurry, saying that Ji Song had developed hysteria, and he was so frightened that he carried the medicine box and ran to Wenzhang Garden without shoes on.Fortunately, it was hot, and he didn't feel uncomfortable when his feet stepped on the ground.It was the stagnant atmosphere in the room that made him a little puzzled: "Are you... quarreling again?"
Ye Linfeng is not married, and he is not planning to marry a wife and have children in this life.But he has seen many couples who are sweet before marriage and have constant conflicts and conflicts after marriage. Seeing the reactions of Ji Song and Yan Xining, Ye Linfeng could only scratch his cheek helplessly: "Don't worry, what's on your mind? Let's sit down and have a good chat." , Just let it go."
Ji Song didn't respond, he looked at Yan Xining's face with complicated eyes.Yan Xining was sitting on a chair beside him, with his head down and his hands in front of him, like a child who has done something wrong.
Ji Song opened his mouth: "A-Ning, what did you mean just now?"
In fact, after saying the words, Yan Xining felt impulsive.He felt that he shouldn't tell the secret now, not to mention Yan Ke was there at the time.But the words had already been spoken, so he could only bite the bullet and continue talking.
Yan Xining took a deep breath, and when he raised his head again, he paused every word: "I'm not the Yan Xining you know, I'm a ghost from another world, my name is Yan Xining."
The corners of Ye Linfeng's mouth twitched, he silently opened the medicine box, pinched three silver needles and walked towards Yan Xining: "What's the situation? It's fine for Rong Chuan to be in a trance after taking the Heigong umbrella, but Xining is also like this."
Yan Xining said seriously: "The original owner's breath is the breath of peace, and my pity is the pity that is cherished. Although it sounds like we have the same name, we are two different people."
Before the words finished, Yan Xining felt a slight tingling pain on his forehead.Ye Linfeng had already stabbed three needles quickly on his forehead, and after turning the silver needle a few times in the acupuncture point, Ye Linfeng pulled out the silver needle.
Ye Linfeng frowned: "Eh?" If it was hysterical, black blood would come out after these three injections, but Xi Ning's forehead was clean.Could it be... not hysteria?
Yan Xining got angry, and his tone was firm: "My father is not Yan Boyong, his name is Yan Jianjun, and my mother is not Mannia, her name is Gu Xiaohong. I was born in an ordinary family in another world. I study and work there. I can tell you about my The names of all the schools I attended, I can also tell you where I work part-time, I am very sane now, I have no hysteria or nonsense."
"In my previous life, the cause of my death was sudden death from staying up late and working overtime. I was 25 years old when I died. I am not the illegitimate son of the Shangshu family you know. He and I are two completely different people."
Ye Linfeng looked surprised: "Upper body?"
In Chuliao, there was a group of people who believed in ghosts and gods.When encountering problems, they will pray to God and worship Buddha.There will also be some witches among the folks. It is said that they can communicate with ghosts and gods, allowing the dead to talk to the living.The dead person is attached to the living person, which is called the upper body.
Yan Xining nodded: "You can say that. Although I don't know why I came to Chu Liao, when I woke up, I was already in this body."
Having said this, Yan Xining slumped to the chair.He finally stopped being secretive, and as for what happened next, he left it to fate.
Ye Linfeng put his hand on Yan Xining's pulse, the pulse was steady and healthy, no matter how you look at it, this is a good body.Ye Linfeng was a little hesitant: "Xining, if you said you came from another world, where did the Xining in this body go?"
Yan Xining smiled wryly and said, "I think the original owner is gone. The day I came into this body, I was lying under the camphor tree. I think the original owner had already hanged himself to death."
After occupying the original owner's body for such a long time, except for the uncontrollable emotions in his body when facing the Yan family, he used it very smoothly at other times.If the original owner is still there, Yan Xining will feel somewhat.
Ye Linfeng's eyes brightened slightly, he looked Yan Xining up and down and said two words: "Interesting..." As a doctor, he has an instinctive interest in difficult and miscellaneous diseases.
However, Ji Song didn't think this was any interesting thing, he just thought it was too bizarre.If someone else told him about it, he would at most smile and put it behind him, but it was Aning who said it, so he couldn't believe it.
Yan Xining looked at Ji Song with a wry smile: "You have been asking me before, where did I learn so many cooking methods, and where did I learn such exquisite arithmetic. In my original world, these things are not Strange. In our world, children go to school for enlightenment at the age of six, and even ordinary people will receive education."
The light in Ji Song's eyes flickered, and Aning's words touched his heart.He also had doubts before, Aning was raised by Yan Boyong in Zhuangzi, where did he learn such exquisite arithmetic skills?It must be known that Yan Xining was a poor student in the Imperial College, his arithmetic performance was very bad, and the master of the Imperial College gave him a headache every time he saw him.
But Aning was able to compete with Wu Zhu, the famous arithmetic master in Liaoxia at the banquet. It was only a few months from the time he left the Imperial College to the time he married into the palace.If it wasn't for the guidance of an expert or another adventure, how could he have such strength?
Besides, he had met the original owner once, on the wedding day, he had a face-to-face meeting with the original owner.Although the original owner tried to lift the blanket on his lap, his eyes were full of fear and cowardice.
When Ah Ning came to him for the first time, Ji Song felt that he was different from before.He is more confident and cheerful.It's just that Ji Song didn't know Yan Xining well, so he didn't take this matter to heart.
After getting acquainted with Aning, Ji Song would occasionally hear Bai Tao talk about Aning. Bai Tao said that the current young master and the young master in Yan's mansion are very different, and it feels like two people...
All the clues point to the truth of the matter: Aning is really a person from another world.
Ji Song's Tianling cover seemed to be hit hard by a stick, and his ears rang sharply.An inexplicable panic lingered in his heart. It turned out that his Aning was hiding such a big secret in his heart.He finally understood why Aning avoided him these days. As Aning said, a life was separated between them.
To be honest, he doesn't care if the Aning in front of him is a ghost, he is sure that he likes the gentle and smiling Aning in front of him, not the cowardly Yan Xining before.
Ji Song's eyes were flushed: "So, Ah Ning, is it because of the original Yan Xining that you didn't accept me?"
Aning is so kind, he has been kind to Bai Tao after taking over the original owner's body.But he caused the original owner to commit suicide... Ji Song felt a chill in his heart, and the chill swept from his heart to his limbs.Even though it was the dog days, he felt that it was extremely cold in the room.
Yan Xining shook her head: "No, it's not because of this reason." There are many people struggling in adversity, and he also had a moment when he couldn't bear to die, but not everyone will go to the end.The original owner's suicide was caused by various reasons, but it must have nothing to do with him. He had never done anything wrong to the original owner, so how could he reject Ji Song because of the original owner?
He took a deep breath: "I am a person who is very serious about relationships. I think the most important thing for two people to be together is honesty. If I always bear the identity of Yan Xining, I will never be able to be my true self. If My partner doesn't even know who I am, where I'm from, or what I want, so how can we be together?"
Yan Xining looked at Ji Song seriously: "Before today, I have been avoiding. I think the time has not come, so I can't tell you my true situation."
Ji Song straightened his body, and he looked at Yan Xining seriously: "Why?"
Yan Xining smiled wryly: "I know how much people reject other people. Chu Liao and Liao Xia fought because of their different cultures and races. Normal people would ridicule and reject some people because of their physical defects. But me, me and the people around me It's all different..."
Ji Song felt pain in his heart, no wonder Aning asked him before, if he knew that he was just a ghost from another world, would he drag him out and burn him.If Aning's situation is known to others, what awaits him will be endless torture and pain.If they change places, Ji Song will only be more cautious than Aning.
Yan Xining sighed softly: "Rong Chuan, I really didn't love you before. You are a high-ranking prince, and I'm just a salted fish who wants to lie flat. If you give me a piece of land so that I can live a peaceful life, I will give you a piece of land. I can't thank you enough."
Ji Song's eyes dimmed, and his heart sank.However, what Yan Xining said next made him hopeful. Yan Xining said with a wry smile: "However, people are greedy. If they have material things, they want spirituality. What you said to me before made me see another possibility."
"In my previous life, I worked hard to pay off debts and build a house, but I was exhausted at a young age. I had no chance to start a family, nor had the opportunity to have my own happiness. After I came to Chuliao, I met you, and I had an extra thought in my heart —Maybe it is possible for me to have my own happiness too?"
"The more I get in touch with you, the more I think you are good, but this kind of goodness is not what I want. What I want is a partner who has the same heart as me. In front of him, I can be myself unscrupulously. But I can't even I can't confess to anyone, so how can I pretend to be nothing to deceive you?"
Ji Song keenly grasped the meaning behind Yan Xining: "But Ah Ning, you told me now."
Ji Song said seriously: "Maybe I didn't know you before, but after today, as long as you want, you can tell me all the secrets in your heart. You are not alone, you still have me by your side. Maybe you haven't accepted me yet, But try to trust me."
The boulder in Yan Xining's heart fell to the ground with a bang, and his heart no longer felt dull pain, but a little joy grew: "Don't you think I'm a person from another world?"
Ji Song maneuvered the wheelchair to Yan Xining, and he looked deeply into Yan Xining's eyes: "I am grateful that you came to my side, and I regret that I didn't discover your emotions in time and listen to your real thoughts in time. I'm sorry. , obviously you are my princess, but I only got to know you today."
Yan Xining's eyes were a little red: "Rong Chuan, thank you."
After coming to Chuliao, he was actually very scared. He was like a clam, tightly wrapping himself in the shell.He was afraid that others would find out that he was different and drag him out as a different kind and burn him to death. He was afraid that the good days he had so hard to come by would be wiped out in an instant.
Now he need not be afraid, he is not alone in this world.There's another guy who knows where he's coming from and is good to himself.
Feeling the temperature on the back of her hand, tears finally welled up in Yan Xining's eyes.He is finally not alone, he can open his heart and be a man freely, and pursue his own happiness... It's great.
137. Secret
Ye Linfeng had exited the bedroom at some point, and he left the space for Ji Song and the others.It was late at night, but the two in the bedroom did not feel sleepy. They lay on the two beds and chatted wildly.
This is a very novel feeling, Yan Xining never thought that one day he would be able to introduce the world he lived in to people from another world.Ji Song is a good listener, and he will ask questions when he hears something he is interested in.
As a modern person, Yan Xining felt that he was basically studying during the modern period, so he was particularly impressed by his student days: "In our era, materials were abundant and technology was advanced, and even ordinary people had the right to education. .”
"Take me as an example. When I was four years old, I went to the kindergarten in the town. After three years of kindergarten, I went to elementary school. The problem raised by Ci Taifu about the chicken and the rabbit in the same cage is the content of primary school mathematics."
Ji Song was stunned: "It takes so long to study!" He calculated that Ah Ning had been studying for 19 years.No wonder he can easily solve such difficult arithmetic problems.
Moreover, one can be a child in Chuliao after graduating from elementary school, one can be a scholar after graduating from junior high school, and one can become a scholar after graduating from high school.Aning said that he still went to university, so isn't that... the number one scholar?
After realizing this, Ji Song was very proud: "It turns out that my family, Aning, is the number one scholar."
He was very fortunate that Aning had already married into the palace when he came to Chuliao. If he went abroad to take the imperial examination, he would no longer be able to protect him under his wings.
Yan Xining chuckled: "There is only one champion in an imperial examination, but there are many college students in modern times. I feel that with my knowledge, I am far from being the champion."
Ji Song was even more surprised: "A lot of college students?"
Yan Xining nodded: "Yes, there are still master and doctoral students in the university, and every year, countless people of insight enter all walks of life in society."
Ji Song's pupils shrank, and he exclaimed, "It's such an amazing world." He knew the power of knowledge. If a dynasty has many insightful people, they will play their light and heat in all walks of life.
If one day, Chu and Liao could also become such a dynasty, how great would it be?There was a hint of envy in Ji Song's tone: "The people living in modern times should be very happy."
Yan Xining responded: "Yes, at least food and clothing are worry-free. However, ordinary people's life is still very stressful. Everyone has to work hard to make money to support their families." Fearing that Ji Song would not understand, he added: "Money is a modern A currency is a piece of paper the size of a palm."
After thinking for a moment, Ji Song asked, "A bank note?"
Yan Xining said: "It's similar to silver bills, but the amount is very small. Although there are real gold and silver, but the gold and silver in the hands of the people are not too much." Except for investors, the people only buy some gold and silver jewelry to wear.Everyone's main goal is to make money, and only with money can we live better.
Ji Song understood: "It seems that living in any era is not easy. But if you can have enough food and clothing, and the people can live and work in peace and contentment, your king is very powerful."
Yan Xining couldn't answer this question, he didn't know how to explain to Ji Song why there is no king in modern times.Fortunately, Ji Song paid more attention to Yan Xining: "A-Ning, tell me about your past. You came to Chuliao suddenly, and your parents must be worried."
Hearing this, Yan Xining's eyes dimmed: "When I was freshman in high school, my father was not feeling well. After going to the hospital for an examination, he was found to be cancer of the esophagus. Cancer is a terminal disease. There is no specific medicine. The only way to prolong life is through treatment."
Ji Song had a bad premonition in his heart: "Then... Uncle, is he alright?"
Yan Xining shook her head regretfully: "No, it's only been more than a year since I was found out and my father left." During that year, earth-shaking changes took place in their family.
Ji Song said distressedly: "My condolences." He is well aware of the pain of losing a parent. If a child in an ordinary family loses a father, the life of orphans and widows will become very difficult.It must have been hard not knowing how Ah Ning and his mother got through those painful years.
Yan Xining pulled out a relieved smile: "It's okay, the matter is over. After my father left, I will have no family, so naturally I have nothing to worry about."
Ji Song was stunned for a moment: "Why? Where's Auntie?" Ah Ning said that his parents had a very good relationship. Could it be that Ah Ning's mother remarried later?
Yan Xining's eyes were painful, and he was breathing heavily: "Dad needs chemotherapy after being ill, and chemotherapy requires a lot of money. Mom put the house in the city up for sale, so our family can only live in the countryside. During the fifth chemotherapy, Dad Mom went to visit Dad in the hospital, it rained heavily on the way home, and Mom got into a car accident..."
This is the pain that Yan Xining doesn't want to recall, he will always remember the expressions of his elders coming to school to look for him in the rain.He can't remember what they said, he just remembers that he seemed to be stupid at that time, he was in a daze, and there was only one sentence in his mind: Mom is gone.
In order to save five yuan on the bus fare, his mother insisted on riding a bicycle home from the city after visiting his father in the hospital.As a result, there was a car accident on the way, and he was out of breath when he was discovered, but the driver who caused the accident escaped in the heavy rain...
Yan Xining took a deep breath, and said with a trembling voice: "I didn't get to see my mother for the last time, they stopped me, saying that I would leave a shadow if I saw it." He didn't dare to think about what his mother became at the last moment In this way, he can only piece together the cruel truth from the few words of his relatives.
Yan Xining remembered that there was a question on the Internet, the question was about feeling uncomfortable watching the elders wait to die, or feeling uncomfortable when the elders passed away suddenly?When he saw this question, he wanted to laugh, but the tears couldn't stop rolling in his eyes.
No matter which method the parents use to leave, it is an untouchable pain for the children.
Yan Xining's voice was hoarse: "My mother is so cute and beautiful. She has a red dress. Every time she wears that dress, she is prettier than the girls in the village. But when she left, she couldn't even wear the dress."
The perpetrator fled, and until Yan Xining died suddenly, he didn't know who hit and killed his mother.
"After burying my mother, my father's spirit collapsed, and within a few months, my father also left. I knew he missed his mother. The two of them have such a good relationship. One is gone, and the other is still alive. pain."
It's just that the two of them left themselves, and since then they have become helpless orphans, guarding the dilapidated old house and a pile of foreign debts.
Ji Song felt great pain in his heart, he didn't expect the calm Aning to have experienced such a tragic past.He struggled to get up from the bed, then rolled to Yan Xining's bedside in the wheelchair.
Yan Xijing lay quietly on his side on the pillow, his eye sockets were already red.Ji Song reached out and touched his face: "I'm sorry, I don't know..."
Yan Xining shook his head, his voice was hoarse: "It has been so many years, the two of them have met in the sky, maybe they have been reincarnated a long time ago. Why haven't I dreamed of them once?"
Ji Song didn't know how to comfort his princess, he could only hold Yan Xining's finger: "A Ning, you have suffered." If it were someone else who lost their parents when they were teenagers, they would definitely waste their studies.But Ah Ning finished high school and was admitted to university. Ji Song didn't dare to think about how much he suffered during this period.
Yan Xining sniffled: "My father said since I was a child that I am a little man in the family and cannot be defeated by difficulties. I am the crystallization of their love. No matter where I am in the future, they are my strong backing."
Although he is not yet an adult, his back has collapsed.But the love his parents gave him supported him along the way, so that he did not give up on himself even in the most painful moment.
It's just that he never expected that he worked too hard and rolled himself to death.But God treated him kindly, allowing him to do it all over again.This time he wanted to make up for all the regrets in his previous life.
Ji Song was stroking the back of Yan Xining's hand lightly: "Uncle and aunt are alive in heaven, I hope you will be happy."
Yan Xining nodded: "Yes, Dad couldn't stand up in the end. He said that after he left, I would be the only one left in the world. He hoped that I would be healthy and happy."
Thinking of this, Yan Xining suddenly smiled with tears in her eyes: "You know what? When I saw you for the first time, your appearance in a wheelchair was exactly the same as my father's appearance in a wheelchair."
Ji Song: ...
At that time, he lacked energy and blood, his face was haggard, and he must have looked unattractive.But Yan Xining didn't dislike him, and even fed him tangerine peel bean paste.Did Aning see the shadow of his father in him at that time?
Ji Song was in a complicated mood for a while, not knowing whether to cry or laugh.
He had hated his fate countless times, and once felt that being unable to stand was the greatest tragedy in the world.Compared with Aning, he found himself very lucky.At least Emperor Pingyuan was still alive and could still worry about him.He also has a group of brothers who follow him, not alone.He still has a place to stay, has enough money, and doesn't have to run around for a living.
Most importantly, he got to know Aning because of this.
The ancients were sincere and never deceived others. It really is a blessing and a curse.
The sounds of frogs and cicadas were heard outside the house, but the room was so quiet that even the sound of silver needles falling to the ground could be heard. Ji Song was sitting in a wheelchair, and Ye Linfeng was administering needles to him.
Ye Linfeng gently twirled the silver needle on Ji Song's head. He had just been woken up from his sleep, and his voice was a little hoarse: "Rest now, don't think too much or worry. There may be some after-effects after using the black ghost umbrella, but it's not It's serious, just take it easy."
Just now the guards came to look for him in a hurry, saying that Ji Song had developed hysteria, and he was so frightened that he carried the medicine box and ran to Wenzhang Garden without shoes on.Fortunately, it was hot, and he didn't feel uncomfortable when his feet stepped on the ground.It was the stagnant atmosphere in the room that made him a little puzzled: "Are you... quarreling again?"
Ye Linfeng is not married, and he is not planning to marry a wife and have children in this life.But he has seen many couples who are sweet before marriage and have constant conflicts and conflicts after marriage. Seeing the reactions of Ji Song and Yan Xining, Ye Linfeng could only scratch his cheek helplessly: "Don't worry, what's on your mind? Let's sit down and have a good chat." , Just let it go."
Ji Song didn't respond, he looked at Yan Xining's face with complicated eyes.Yan Xining was sitting on a chair beside him, with his head down and his hands in front of him, like a child who has done something wrong.
Ji Song opened his mouth: "A-Ning, what did you mean just now?"
In fact, after saying the words, Yan Xining felt impulsive.He felt that he shouldn't tell the secret now, not to mention Yan Ke was there at the time.But the words had already been spoken, so he could only bite the bullet and continue talking.
Yan Xining took a deep breath, and when he raised his head again, he paused every word: "I'm not the Yan Xining you know, I'm a ghost from another world, my name is Yan Xining."
The corners of Ye Linfeng's mouth twitched, he silently opened the medicine box, pinched three silver needles and walked towards Yan Xining: "What's the situation? It's fine for Rong Chuan to be in a trance after taking the Heigong umbrella, but Xining is also like this."
Yan Xining said seriously: "The original owner's breath is the breath of peace, and my pity is the pity that is cherished. Although it sounds like we have the same name, we are two different people."
Before the words finished, Yan Xining felt a slight tingling pain on his forehead.Ye Linfeng had already stabbed three needles quickly on his forehead, and after turning the silver needle a few times in the acupuncture point, Ye Linfeng pulled out the silver needle.
Ye Linfeng frowned: "Eh?" If it was hysterical, black blood would come out after these three injections, but Xi Ning's forehead was clean.Could it be... not hysteria?
Yan Xining got angry, and his tone was firm: "My father is not Yan Boyong, his name is Yan Jianjun, and my mother is not Mannia, her name is Gu Xiaohong. I was born in an ordinary family in another world. I study and work there. I can tell you about my The names of all the schools I attended, I can also tell you where I work part-time, I am very sane now, I have no hysteria or nonsense."
"In my previous life, the cause of my death was sudden death from staying up late and working overtime. I was 25 years old when I died. I am not the illegitimate son of the Shangshu family you know. He and I are two completely different people."
Ye Linfeng looked surprised: "Upper body?"
In Chuliao, there was a group of people who believed in ghosts and gods.When encountering problems, they will pray to God and worship Buddha.There will also be some witches among the folks. It is said that they can communicate with ghosts and gods, allowing the dead to talk to the living.The dead person is attached to the living person, which is called the upper body.
Yan Xining nodded: "You can say that. Although I don't know why I came to Chu Liao, when I woke up, I was already in this body."
Having said this, Yan Xining slumped to the chair.He finally stopped being secretive, and as for what happened next, he left it to fate.
Ye Linfeng put his hand on Yan Xining's pulse, the pulse was steady and healthy, no matter how you look at it, this is a good body.Ye Linfeng was a little hesitant: "Xining, if you said you came from another world, where did the Xining in this body go?"
Yan Xining smiled wryly and said, "I think the original owner is gone. The day I came into this body, I was lying under the camphor tree. I think the original owner had already hanged himself to death."
After occupying the original owner's body for such a long time, except for the uncontrollable emotions in his body when facing the Yan family, he used it very smoothly at other times.If the original owner is still there, Yan Xining will feel somewhat.
Ye Linfeng's eyes brightened slightly, he looked Yan Xining up and down and said two words: "Interesting..." As a doctor, he has an instinctive interest in difficult and miscellaneous diseases.
However, Ji Song didn't think this was any interesting thing, he just thought it was too bizarre.If someone else told him about it, he would at most smile and put it behind him, but it was Aning who said it, so he couldn't believe it.
Yan Xining looked at Ji Song with a wry smile: "You have been asking me before, where did I learn so many cooking methods, and where did I learn such exquisite arithmetic. In my original world, these things are not Strange. In our world, children go to school for enlightenment at the age of six, and even ordinary people will receive education."
The light in Ji Song's eyes flickered, and Aning's words touched his heart.He also had doubts before, Aning was raised by Yan Boyong in Zhuangzi, where did he learn such exquisite arithmetic skills?It must be known that Yan Xining was a poor student in the Imperial College, his arithmetic performance was very bad, and the master of the Imperial College gave him a headache every time he saw him.
But Aning was able to compete with Wu Zhu, the famous arithmetic master in Liaoxia at the banquet. It was only a few months from the time he left the Imperial College to the time he married into the palace.If it wasn't for the guidance of an expert or another adventure, how could he have such strength?
Besides, he had met the original owner once, on the wedding day, he had a face-to-face meeting with the original owner.Although the original owner tried to lift the blanket on his lap, his eyes were full of fear and cowardice.
When Ah Ning came to him for the first time, Ji Song felt that he was different from before.He is more confident and cheerful.It's just that Ji Song didn't know Yan Xining well, so he didn't take this matter to heart.
After getting acquainted with Aning, Ji Song would occasionally hear Bai Tao talk about Aning. Bai Tao said that the current young master and the young master in Yan's mansion are very different, and it feels like two people...
All the clues point to the truth of the matter: Aning is really a person from another world.
Ji Song's Tianling cover seemed to be hit hard by a stick, and his ears rang sharply.An inexplicable panic lingered in his heart. It turned out that his Aning was hiding such a big secret in his heart.He finally understood why Aning avoided him these days. As Aning said, a life was separated between them.
To be honest, he doesn't care if the Aning in front of him is a ghost, he is sure that he likes the gentle and smiling Aning in front of him, not the cowardly Yan Xining before.
Ji Song's eyes were flushed: "So, Ah Ning, is it because of the original Yan Xining that you didn't accept me?"
Aning is so kind, he has been kind to Bai Tao after taking over the original owner's body.But he caused the original owner to commit suicide... Ji Song felt a chill in his heart, and the chill swept from his heart to his limbs.Even though it was the dog days, he felt that it was extremely cold in the room.
Yan Xining shook her head: "No, it's not because of this reason." There are many people struggling in adversity, and he also had a moment when he couldn't bear to die, but not everyone will go to the end.The original owner's suicide was caused by various reasons, but it must have nothing to do with him. He had never done anything wrong to the original owner, so how could he reject Ji Song because of the original owner?
He took a deep breath: "I am a person who is very serious about relationships. I think the most important thing for two people to be together is honesty. If I always bear the identity of Yan Xining, I will never be able to be my true self. If My partner doesn't even know who I am, where I'm from, or what I want, so how can we be together?"
Yan Xining looked at Ji Song seriously: "Before today, I have been avoiding. I think the time has not come, so I can't tell you my true situation."
Ji Song straightened his body, and he looked at Yan Xining seriously: "Why?"
Yan Xining smiled wryly: "I know how much people reject other people. Chu Liao and Liao Xia fought because of their different cultures and races. Normal people would ridicule and reject some people because of their physical defects. But me, me and the people around me It's all different..."
Ji Song felt pain in his heart, no wonder Aning asked him before, if he knew that he was just a ghost from another world, would he drag him out and burn him.If Aning's situation is known to others, what awaits him will be endless torture and pain.If they change places, Ji Song will only be more cautious than Aning.
Yan Xining sighed softly: "Rong Chuan, I really didn't love you before. You are a high-ranking prince, and I'm just a salted fish who wants to lie flat. If you give me a piece of land so that I can live a peaceful life, I will give you a piece of land. I can't thank you enough."
Ji Song's eyes dimmed, and his heart sank.However, what Yan Xining said next made him hopeful. Yan Xining said with a wry smile: "However, people are greedy. If they have material things, they want spirituality. What you said to me before made me see another possibility."
"In my previous life, I worked hard to pay off debts and build a house, but I was exhausted at a young age. I had no chance to start a family, nor had the opportunity to have my own happiness. After I came to Chuliao, I met you, and I had an extra thought in my heart —Maybe it is possible for me to have my own happiness too?"
"The more I get in touch with you, the more I think you are good, but this kind of goodness is not what I want. What I want is a partner who has the same heart as me. In front of him, I can be myself unscrupulously. But I can't even I can't confess to anyone, so how can I pretend to be nothing to deceive you?"
Ji Song keenly grasped the meaning behind Yan Xining: "But Ah Ning, you told me now."
Ji Song said seriously: "Maybe I didn't know you before, but after today, as long as you want, you can tell me all the secrets in your heart. You are not alone, you still have me by your side. Maybe you haven't accepted me yet, But try to trust me."
The boulder in Yan Xining's heart fell to the ground with a bang, and his heart no longer felt dull pain, but a little joy grew: "Don't you think I'm a person from another world?"
Ji Song maneuvered the wheelchair to Yan Xining, and he looked deeply into Yan Xining's eyes: "I am grateful that you came to my side, and I regret that I didn't discover your emotions in time and listen to your real thoughts in time. I'm sorry. , obviously you are my princess, but I only got to know you today."
Yan Xining's eyes were a little red: "Rong Chuan, thank you."
After coming to Chuliao, he was actually very scared. He was like a clam, tightly wrapping himself in the shell.He was afraid that others would find out that he was different and drag him out as a different kind and burn him to death. He was afraid that the good days he had so hard to come by would be wiped out in an instant.
Now he need not be afraid, he is not alone in this world.There's another guy who knows where he's coming from and is good to himself.
Feeling the temperature on the back of her hand, tears finally welled up in Yan Xining's eyes.He is finally not alone, he can open his heart and be a man freely, and pursue his own happiness... It's great.
137. Secret
Ye Linfeng had exited the bedroom at some point, and he left the space for Ji Song and the others.It was late at night, but the two in the bedroom did not feel sleepy. They lay on the two beds and chatted wildly.
This is a very novel feeling, Yan Xining never thought that one day he would be able to introduce the world he lived in to people from another world.Ji Song is a good listener, and he will ask questions when he hears something he is interested in.
As a modern person, Yan Xining felt that he was basically studying during the modern period, so he was particularly impressed by his student days: "In our era, materials were abundant and technology was advanced, and even ordinary people had the right to education. .”
"Take me as an example. When I was four years old, I went to the kindergarten in the town. After three years of kindergarten, I went to elementary school. The problem raised by Ci Taifu about the chicken and the rabbit in the same cage is the content of primary school mathematics."
Ji Song was stunned: "It takes so long to study!" He calculated that Ah Ning had been studying for 19 years.No wonder he can easily solve such difficult arithmetic problems.
Moreover, one can be a child in Chuliao after graduating from elementary school, one can be a scholar after graduating from junior high school, and one can become a scholar after graduating from high school.Aning said that he still went to university, so isn't that... the number one scholar?
After realizing this, Ji Song was very proud: "It turns out that my family, Aning, is the number one scholar."
He was very fortunate that Aning had already married into the palace when he came to Chuliao. If he went abroad to take the imperial examination, he would no longer be able to protect him under his wings.
Yan Xining chuckled: "There is only one champion in an imperial examination, but there are many college students in modern times. I feel that with my knowledge, I am far from being the champion."
Ji Song was even more surprised: "A lot of college students?"
Yan Xining nodded: "Yes, there are still master and doctoral students in the university, and every year, countless people of insight enter all walks of life in society."
Ji Song's pupils shrank, and he exclaimed, "It's such an amazing world." He knew the power of knowledge. If a dynasty has many insightful people, they will play their light and heat in all walks of life.
If one day, Chu and Liao could also become such a dynasty, how great would it be?There was a hint of envy in Ji Song's tone: "The people living in modern times should be very happy."
Yan Xining responded: "Yes, at least food and clothing are worry-free. However, ordinary people's life is still very stressful. Everyone has to work hard to make money to support their families." Fearing that Ji Song would not understand, he added: "Money is a modern A currency is a piece of paper the size of a palm."
After thinking for a moment, Ji Song asked, "A bank note?"
Yan Xining said: "It's similar to silver bills, but the amount is very small. Although there are real gold and silver, but the gold and silver in the hands of the people are not too much." Except for investors, the people only buy some gold and silver jewelry to wear.Everyone's main goal is to make money, and only with money can we live better.
Ji Song understood: "It seems that living in any era is not easy. But if you can have enough food and clothing, and the people can live and work in peace and contentment, your king is very powerful."
Yan Xining couldn't answer this question, he didn't know how to explain to Ji Song why there is no king in modern times.Fortunately, Ji Song paid more attention to Yan Xining: "A-Ning, tell me about your past. You came to Chuliao suddenly, and your parents must be worried."
Hearing this, Yan Xining's eyes dimmed: "When I was freshman in high school, my father was not feeling well. After going to the hospital for an examination, he was found to be cancer of the esophagus. Cancer is a terminal disease. There is no specific medicine. The only way to prolong life is through treatment."
Ji Song had a bad premonition in his heart: "Then... Uncle, is he alright?"
Yan Xining shook her head regretfully: "No, it's only been more than a year since I was found out and my father left." During that year, earth-shaking changes took place in their family.
Ji Song said distressedly: "My condolences." He is well aware of the pain of losing a parent. If a child in an ordinary family loses a father, the life of orphans and widows will become very difficult.It must have been hard not knowing how Ah Ning and his mother got through those painful years.
Yan Xining pulled out a relieved smile: "It's okay, the matter is over. After my father left, I will have no family, so naturally I have nothing to worry about."
Ji Song was stunned for a moment: "Why? Where's Auntie?" Ah Ning said that his parents had a very good relationship. Could it be that Ah Ning's mother remarried later?
Yan Xining's eyes were painful, and he was breathing heavily: "Dad needs chemotherapy after being ill, and chemotherapy requires a lot of money. Mom put the house in the city up for sale, so our family can only live in the countryside. During the fifth chemotherapy, Dad Mom went to visit Dad in the hospital, it rained heavily on the way home, and Mom got into a car accident..."
This is the pain that Yan Xining doesn't want to recall, he will always remember the expressions of his elders coming to school to look for him in the rain.He can't remember what they said, he just remembers that he seemed to be stupid at that time, he was in a daze, and there was only one sentence in his mind: Mom is gone.
In order to save five yuan on the bus fare, his mother insisted on riding a bicycle home from the city after visiting his father in the hospital.As a result, there was a car accident on the way, and he was out of breath when he was discovered, but the driver who caused the accident escaped in the heavy rain...
Yan Xining took a deep breath, and said with a trembling voice: "I didn't get to see my mother for the last time, they stopped me, saying that I would leave a shadow if I saw it." He didn't dare to think about what his mother became at the last moment In this way, he can only piece together the cruel truth from the few words of his relatives.
Yan Xining remembered that there was a question on the Internet, the question was about feeling uncomfortable watching the elders wait to die, or feeling uncomfortable when the elders passed away suddenly?When he saw this question, he wanted to laugh, but the tears couldn't stop rolling in his eyes.
No matter which method the parents use to leave, it is an untouchable pain for the children.
Yan Xining's voice was hoarse: "My mother is so cute and beautiful. She has a red dress. Every time she wears that dress, she is prettier than the girls in the village. But when she left, she couldn't even wear the dress."
The perpetrator fled, and until Yan Xining died suddenly, he didn't know who hit and killed his mother.
"After burying my mother, my father's spirit collapsed, and within a few months, my father also left. I knew he missed his mother. The two of them have such a good relationship. One is gone, and the other is still alive. pain."
It's just that the two of them left themselves, and since then they have become helpless orphans, guarding the dilapidated old house and a pile of foreign debts.
Ji Song felt great pain in his heart, he didn't expect the calm Aning to have experienced such a tragic past.He struggled to get up from the bed, then rolled to Yan Xining's bedside in the wheelchair.
Yan Xijing lay quietly on his side on the pillow, his eye sockets were already red.Ji Song reached out and touched his face: "I'm sorry, I don't know..."
Yan Xining shook his head, his voice was hoarse: "It has been so many years, the two of them have met in the sky, maybe they have been reincarnated a long time ago. Why haven't I dreamed of them once?"
Ji Song didn't know how to comfort his princess, he could only hold Yan Xining's finger: "A Ning, you have suffered." If it were someone else who lost their parents when they were teenagers, they would definitely waste their studies.But Ah Ning finished high school and was admitted to university. Ji Song didn't dare to think about how much he suffered during this period.
Yan Xining sniffled: "My father said since I was a child that I am a little man in the family and cannot be defeated by difficulties. I am the crystallization of their love. No matter where I am in the future, they are my strong backing."
Although he is not yet an adult, his back has collapsed.But the love his parents gave him supported him along the way, so that he did not give up on himself even in the most painful moment.
It's just that he never expected that he worked too hard and rolled himself to death.But God treated him kindly, allowing him to do it all over again.This time he wanted to make up for all the regrets in his previous life.
Ji Song was stroking the back of Yan Xining's hand lightly: "Uncle and aunt are alive in heaven, I hope you will be happy."
Yan Xining nodded: "Yes, Dad couldn't stand up in the end. He said that after he left, I would be the only one left in the world. He hoped that I would be healthy and happy."
Thinking of this, Yan Xining suddenly smiled with tears in her eyes: "You know what? When I saw you for the first time, your appearance in a wheelchair was exactly the same as my father's appearance in a wheelchair."
Ji Song: ...
At that time, he lacked energy and blood, his face was haggard, and he must have looked unattractive.But Yan Xining didn't dislike him, and even fed him tangerine peel bean paste.Did Aning see the shadow of his father in him at that time?
Ji Song was in a complicated mood for a while, not knowing whether to cry or laugh.
He had hated his fate countless times, and once felt that being unable to stand was the greatest tragedy in the world.Compared with Aning, he found himself very lucky.At least Emperor Pingyuan was still alive and could still worry about him.He also has a group of brothers who follow him, not alone.He still has a place to stay, has enough money, and doesn't have to run around for a living.
Most importantly, he got to know Aning because of this.
The ancients were sincere and never deceived others. It really is a blessing and a curse.
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