Burning fire

"When you fell in love with a mortal, I told you that he is a human, and you are a dragon. You have different life spans, and you will soon die. Second uncle knows that you have been wronged, but this is the end, you have to learn Just put it down."

When leaving the Dragon Clan, Guo Heng said this to her.

Guo Qingxuan understood.

She knew it from the beginning.She knew it from the day she was tempted by Lei Dongyang and agreed to be with him. —Even if Lei Dongyang didn't encounter an accident, mortals only have a few decades to live in their lifetime.

In contrast, the life of a dragon is too long, even up to tens of millions of years, and she will always lose this person soon.

She understands.But what is the use of understanding?She just can't let it go.She doesn't want to anyway.

"I really want to see you again." Guo Qingxuan picked up Nilin on her chest and said softly.

When leaving the Great Wilderness, the inverse scale she had given to Lei Dongyang inexplicably glowed.The Great Wilderness Secret Realm, the ancient Holy Spirit, Guo Qingxuan couldn't figure out what kind of omen this was.

She always had an uneasy hope in her heart, and when she asked Guo Heng, Guo Heng couldn't tell why.

The last voice of the gods is still echoing in my ears: "Fate is made by oneself, and life is born by the heart. The result of marriage is repeated again and again."

Guo Qingxuan couldn't understand this.Putting down Nilin, put it close to her heart again, Guo Qingxuan went to Gongzhuling again.

For more than half a year, Guo Qingxuan sent Guo Xiaotong's rabbit to the corpse clan.

Guo Xiaotong is still young in practice and has not yet experienced the taste of this world. It would be of great benefit to her to let her go to Yan Luo Temple with Lin Juan, travel more, learn more, and taste the ups and downs of the world.

So, without Guo Xiaotong making noises, Guo Qingxuan got leisure, and went to many places alone, especially to some borders, most of which were dangerous situations where Lei Dongyang performed his mission before.

She wanted to take a look, and wanted to walk more of the land that the man had stepped on.And Gongzhuling is Lei Dongyang's hometown, and Zhao Ting is there, so Guo Qingxuan goes there a lot.

The countryside at night was peaceful and gentle, Guo Qingxuan was sitting by the window, propping her chin with one hand, looking up at the stars in the sky, in a daze.

She went to the mental hospital in the afternoon and met Ma Boyuan - that poor boy who could draw.

When he left Jishou with Zhang Jueming and the others, Guo Qingxuan remembered that half of his soul was injured by the evil spirit, and he was so crazy that he didn't recognize anyone or know anything.Even Guo Heng said that the child will never get better.

He really couldn't recover.But Guo Qingxuan went to see him today, and was surprised to find that he started painting again.

Too bad it was poorly drawn.When Guo Qingxuan saw him, he was holding a pencil and leaning against the corner of the wall with his head down. There was a piece of white paper on the ground, and he was just scribbling and drawing on the white paper.

Guo Qingxuan was stunned for a long time, and couldn't help thinking——Is it possible for Ma Boyuan to paint a new sunset one day in the future?

Guo Qingxuan also heard that the female beggar died at that time.

Do not know how to die.She died in winter, when it was very cold.Villagers said she was pregnant with a child.The child is naturally a dead doll of unknown origin.The female beggar still wore the ragged padded jacket, curled up with the child in her womb forever, and died at the entrance of an inconspicuous alley.

As long as Guo Qingxuan thinks about these things, it feels like there is a pool of water in her heart.The still water can't stir up any waves, but it is slightly hot and suffering silently.

She sat by the window for too long, and Guo Qingxuan closed the window when the wind almost blew through the room, and stopped looking at the stars.

"Qingxuan." Zhao Ting walked into the room carrying a plate of washed fruit, and put the fruit plate on the window sill.

She looked at Guo Qingxuan and sighed in her heart.

This is the second time Guo Qingxuan has come here this month.

Zhao Ting likes Guo Qingxuan. Although she is still confused about ghosts and goblins, she loves Guo Qingxuan too much.

She was both distressed and resigned to her fate—it was Lei Dongyang who was unlucky, and she herself was unlucky.

Compared to holding Guo Qingxuan here and always thinking about a dead person sullenly, Zhao Ting hopes that she can come out and face a new life.

——Guo Qingxuan is still young.She is old, and she wants to spend her remaining life thinking about her son, but Guo Qingxuan shouldn't.Guo Qingxuan still has thousands of years to live, so she should live well.

"Qingxuan, eat something." Zhao Ting picked up an apple and handed it to Guo Qingxuan.

Guo Qingxuan took it and smiled at Zhao Ting: "Thank you, Auntie."

"How many days are you going to stay at home this time?" Zhao Ting asked casually.

"Three or five days." Guo Qingxuan paused, took a bite of the apple, swallowed it and said, "Maybe a few more days. I don't know where else to go."

Zhao Ting glanced at Guo Qingxuan, and said after a moment of silence: "Qingxuan, don't be so stubborn."

"Auntie, I know what you mean." Guo Qingxuan answered quickly.She answered too quickly, and really didn't want to hear what Zhao Ting had to say.

"Go and rest, it's getting late." Guo Qingxuan said.

Zhao Ting had no choice but to turn around and go back to her room to sleep.

After Zhao Ting left, Guo Qingxuan ate an apple slowly, and then lay down on the bed.

She closed her eyes, and in the darkness, she tightly clenched the Ni Lin on her chest.

After a long time, Guo Qingxuan fell asleep.

In the darkness, her clenched scales glowed blue again!

is a dream.

Guo Qingxuan knew very well that this was a dream.

There was a man with his back to her in the dream.

Seeing this figure from behind, Guo Qingxuan's heartbeat suddenly accelerated.She couldn't help pressing her chest.She stepped forward and took the man's hand.

When Lei Dongyang turned his head, Guo Qingxuan held his breath.

"Ah Xuan." Lei Dongyang smiled at Guo Qingxuan, "I finally see you again."

"Why did you come to my dream?" Guo Qingxuan couldn't bear to blink, her eyes hurt.

Lei Dongyang took a step forward and hugged Guo Qingxuan into his arms: "Your nilin has been on me for many years, even if I died, I never left it. My friendship with you is formed on it, and I have my love for you." Your thoughts."

"With the help of the Holy Spirit of the Great Wilderness, I can meet you in my dream only when this longing becomes a shadow." Lei Dongyang gently kissed Guo Qingxuan, "I said, I will always love you."

……

Guo Qingxuan opened her eyes suddenly, she sat up from the bed, tears streaming down her face.

Still holding Ni Lin in his hand.

The shadow in the dream is nothing but an illusion grown by absorbing the Holy Spirit.

But that yearning was left to her by Lei Dongyang.This dream was left to her by Lei Dongyang.

He is in her dream.

"Dongyang..." Nilin's blue light gradually extinguished, Guo Qingxuan couldn't hold back anymore, and cried loudly.

She cried Lei Dongyang's name, she lost all pretense and strength.

Zhao Ting in the other room heard the crying, hurriedly put on a coat and pushed the door open.

She didn't have time to light the lamp, so she quickly sat beside Guo Qingxuan's bed and held Guo Qingxuan's hand: "What's the matter? Ah? What's the matter?"

"Auntie." Guo Qingxuan's face was covered with tears, she looked at Zhao Ting, her eyes were crying hard, and there was a smile on the corner of her mouth.

Zhao Ting was frightened by her crying and laughing. Rubbing her hands, she hurriedly asked again: "Did you have a nightmare? What's wrong?"

Guo Qingxuan quickly shook her head.She actually hugged Zhao Ting.

"It's Dongyang! It's Dongyang!" Guo Qingxuan leaned on Zhao Ting's shoulder, crying with a smile, "Auntie, I really miss Dongyang."

Zhao Ting's eyes were hot, and she also burst into tears in the blink of an eye.

In the middle of the night, they hugged each other in the dark and cried for a long time.

I can't stay together anymore, and it's good to have a dream.

She would like to meet her in her dream for thousands of years.They have no day, they return together by night.

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