Slag Gong accuses Bai Yueguang of being chaotic and abandoned

All those unrealistic fantasies, all those jealous and angry annoyances were all left behind by him.

In front of his eyes was only Mo Xiaofeng who was crying in a mess, only his face full of tears, the tears dripping on his body were like magma, burning a hole in his soul.

He made Mo Xiaofeng cry!

Hong Tingyun: "Xiaofeng...Xiaofeng...don't do this! Please don't do this...I was wrong, don't cry! I won't move you, I won't touch you! Please don't cry, please! I'm... sorry, sorry..."

Hong Tingyun rushed forward and pulled Mo Xiaofeng into his arms, but the corner was too small, Mo Xiaofeng curled his feet together, and kept pushing and shoving him with his bound hands, as if he wanted to draw himself in. Go into smaller crevices.

"Why are you doing this...I said no...you said you wouldn't..."

The sobbing sound was too small, it seemed that these words were also spoken just now, but were ignored by Hong Tingyun.

His face was flushed abnormally, his whole body was shaking, and his clothes were soaked in sweat, as if he had been lifted out of the water.

Mo Xiaofeng who was so embarrassed and helpless was something Hong Tingyun had never seen before, and such a strange Mo Xiaofeng also made him afraid.

A person who is usually unsmiling and always uses force to cover up himself, at the moment of emotional breakdown, all the camouflage was completely shattered.

Mo Xiaofeng was like a broken doll, completely damaged, and the culprit was Hong Tingyun himself.

The taste, only self-knowledge.

Hong Tingyun: "I'm afraid of losing you, afraid that you don't care about me, afraid that you will leave me at any time... I don't understand, there are too many things around you that I don't know, I feel like I won't know where you are going in the next second What's wrong, I can't find you... I didn't think you would make you cry..."

Obviously the one who should be angry is himself, but at this moment Hong Tingyun is occupied by the deep self-blame in his heart.

Fearing that Mo Xiaofeng would do something to hurt him again, Hong Tingyun grabbed the man from the corner and forcibly picked him up and put him into his arms.

Mo Xiaofeng knelt on both sides of Hong Tingyun's thighs, just sat on his lap, and Hong Tingyun held him in his arms and rubbed him into his chest, leaving only those three words " sorry".

Mo Xiaofeng...how can you cry...

Mo Xiaofeng lowered his head, his forehead rested on Hong Tingyun's shoulder. From the initial silence to the later venting, there was actually not much difference.

He was just sad, very sad.

The whimpers turned into small sobs, and that was all.But this was enough to break Hong Tingyun's heart and want to slap himself hard.

Hong Tingyun's mouth was full of words of apology.

He wanted to explain, but after thinking about it, the source of everything was just because he was jealous.

He hates that those people can get close to Mo Xiaofeng, he hates that Mo Xiaofeng treats those people better than himself, and hates that Mo Xiaofeng doesn't smile much when he is with him, but he can fuck with those people laugh.

And he didn't even know who those people were!

After venting his emotions, besides being tired, Mo Xiaofeng's crazy thoughts of wanting to die seemed to fade a little along with his tears.

But this feeling didn't get much better, his heart was empty, just like the Three Views had been refreshed, the whole world was different from what he thought!

This is the collapse of faith.

Mo Xiaofeng knew, but he never thought that he would experience such a situation.

The tears gradually stopped, and his mood became much more stable.

He knew that Hong Tingyun was so afraid because he had no sense of security, but Mo Xiaofeng never gave him this, and he himself lacked this thing even more.

He thought that trusting each other could solve this problem, but he didn't know that such a small matter could make Hong Tingyun so suspicious of him.

Even the only thing that can be squeezed out of him is through conquest, which is something that Mo Xiaofeng can't lose even if he dies.

his dignity.

He wears a crown on his head, Mo Xiaofeng is someone who never bows his head.

Mo Xiaofeng straightened up and raised his head, raised his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, it was really inconvenient to tie his wrists with a tie.Hong Tingyun also found out, and raised his hand to untie him, but Mo Xiaofeng avoided him.

Bringing his wrist to his mouth, Mo Xiaofeng bit the knot with his teeth and untied it by himself.

His head was dizzy for a while, Mo Xiaofeng knew that his sickness period would not be over for a while, but at this moment he didn't want to be exposed in front of Hong Tingyun.

He just raised his arms, supported the back of the chair to stabilize his figure, but his eyes couldn't restore the indifference before, but there was a touch of indecipherable emotion.

He looked directly into Hong Tingyun's eyes. Although he was so close at this time, the face in front of him was already blurred.

He opened his mouth softly, his voice almost hoarse.

"Hong Tingyun, in fact, I told you from the very beginning that we are people from two worlds. If you don't believe me, you have to give it a try. But you are not 24, you are still 14 years old, you don't need to hesitate, no Need to weigh, the whole world you think you can get the same.

And I'm not 24, I'm afraid my heart is already 34 or 44, I have to think too much, and the first thing is that you and I are in two worlds.I can try to think from your perspective, but you can't think and understand from my perspective, and this is the biggest problem between us. "

Hong Tingyun opened his mouth, subconsciously wanting to refute.

What annoyed him the most was that Mo Xiaofeng used his age to talk about things. Obviously, the difference between the two is only a few months, and he always said that he was immature.

It's just that he can't tell Mo Xiaofeng about some things. If he had known that this would cause Mo Xiaofeng to misunderstand and make this guy cry so sadly, then he would be willing to tell all about his kindness and grudges, as well as what he has to do. other side.

Because he knew that Mo Xiaofeng would not betray him!

But Mo Xiaofeng didn't want to hear this right now, he raised his hand to cover Hong Tingyun's mouth, and buried all the words he wanted to say in his throat.

Mo Xiaofeng put his index finger on his lips lightly, and made a silent gesture, but he didn't let go of Hong Tingyun.

He looked at the sad and pleading person at this moment, and he really had mixed feelings in his heart.

But even so, he didn't hate Hong Tingyun, and he couldn't do anything to hurt him.

Just like the first time he saw each other in the dark alley that night, he was deeply attracted by the other party and fell into the pair of dark eyes.

Mo Xiaofeng smiled slowly, love at first sight is fate, it seems that there are some things you really can't help but accept fate.

Hong Tingyun was afraid that he would leave him, he was afraid that he would leave him inexplicably, so he was also afraid.

I'm afraid that I will lose it after I love it, and I'm even more afraid that I won't be able to return to the beginning after getting used to it.

All Hong Tingyun wanted was his own life, and Mo Xiaofeng was willing to give it to him.

"Hong Tingyun, I will answer your promise right now!"

Mo Xiaofeng grabbed Hong Tingyun's hand and pressed it to his heart.Through the thin fabric of the shirt, Hong Tingyun could feel the heart beating violently under his skin.

Mo Xiaofeng stared into his eyes loudly.

"I, Mo Xiaofeng, hereby swear to you, Hong Tingyun. I will be loyal in this life, and my heart is only for you. No matter the past or the future, no matter whether you live...or die!"

This is the highest promise that Mo Xiaofeng can give Hong Tingyun in this life. This is an atheist's last sustenance for faith, and Mo Xiaofeng is willing to dedicate his soul!

Mo Xiaofeng covered his mouth, Hong Tingyun couldn't utter a single sound, in fact he didn't know what to say at this moment.

His pupils constricted in shock, and his wide-open eyes were full of disbelief.

Hong Tingyun didn't know what it meant, but when the other party swore an oath to the king he was loyal to like a knight, this feeling filled his heart, but there was also an unspeakable weirdness.

Obviously he is the follower, and he is the one who promises and says "I love you" over and over again, why does he feel that he is the one being protected?

But at this moment, Hong Tingyun didn't understand Mo Xiaofeng's intentions. He should be happy that he got Mo Xiaofeng's promise, but he felt that he seemed to have lost something extremely important.

The way Mo Xiaofeng looked at him frightened him, and he felt that everything he did today was wrong.He shouldn't be in the car, shouldn't come to the reception, shouldn't even leave Longchi Mountain...

After saying this, Mo Xiaofeng was still smiling.

Hong Tingyun seemed to see something else in his eyes, but he couldn't read it.

Mo Xiaofeng looked at Hong Tingyun and sighed silently.

He actually said some words earlier, "I love you" [-] million times, sad and desperate, desperate but affectionate.

But he is Mo Xiaofeng, those three words are too scary, he will never be able to say them, he can only express them in his own way, that's all.

It's just that Mo Xiaofeng doesn't know how long Hong Tingyun's interest in him can last, but he has completely sunk into it, and he is willing to enjoy it.

Mo Xiaofeng raised his head, as if tears were falling again, he wiped it away, but his face was dry, maybe the tears had already been drained.

"That's it, are you satisfied? Are you still afraid?"

Mo Xiaofeng turned the remaining arrogance in his bones into his feelings, and handed it to Hong Tingyun. He just wanted to ask, is it enough now...

Hong Tingyun wanted to grab Mo Xiaofeng's hand, but Mo Xiaofeng let go of his mouth, and at the same time broke free from the hand that was holding his wrist.

"Xiaofeng, I didn't mean that, I didn't want you to do this... I'm sorry... Please don't do this..."

Hong Tingyun was terrified, obviously he had already got the promise, but he felt that Mo Xiaofeng was being pushed further away by him at this moment.

"Hong Tingyun, you asked me to trust you, but in the end, did you trust me?"

Mo Xiaofeng shook his head and didn't want Hong Tingyun to touch him. In fact, sometimes knowing too clearly is painful.

When Mo Xiaofeng said such a sentence suddenly, Hong Tingyun nodded subconsciously, but immediately realized that the other party seemed to have something in his words, full of traps.

His heartbeat suddenly missed two beats, and he thought of a possibility.Seeing Mo Xiaofeng raised his slender neck, revealing a large expanse of fair skin, his raised face was full of sarcasm.

He stretched out his slender fingers to grab the first collar button on his shirt, pulled it off as if he had exhausted all his strength, then he gently stuffed it into the front pocket of Hong Tingyun's suit, and He patted lightly without saying a word.

If you like someone, just keep it in your heart, and you don't have to be with him.Sometimes when you look too close and wear too much, everything is exposed in front of you. The sober person is always the most painful.

Maybe he still said that he couldn't afford it.

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The author has something to say:

Hey, why are you crying?I didn't work hard, I'm sorry.