I am in love with Sliced ​​Dazai

After leaving the orphanage, he and Dazai went to the station to wait for the tram.

He told Dazai about the kid all the way, and Dazai listened absently, seemingly not interested at all.

"The kid is finally eating, and he seems to like crab roe bread."

At this moment, Dazai complained suddenly: "Mr. Terao, didn't you buy those crab roe bread for me? Why did you share it with that child?"

"I just gave him one."

"No."

"Hey, do you also eat the child's vinegar?"

"No, you bought it for me, you can only eat it for me, and you are not allowed to share it with others."

Dazai seemed to hate that child very much, he didn't understand where the other party's hostility came from.

He could only nod, "Okay, okay, I got it, I'll leave it to you. I still have one in my schoolbag, do you want to eat it?"

Hearing this, the other party calmed down, "Yes."

He sterilized his hands with a wet tissue, took out the remaining piece of bread, warmed it in the palm of his hand, tore open the package, and handed it to the other person's mouth.

Dazai took a bite in his hand, I don't know if it was on purpose, and when he left, he lightly licked his finger with his tongue.

Yasuhiro Terao quickly withdrew his hand like an electric shock, "...what are you doing?"

"What's wrong?" The other party was very calm, "Don't you like it?"

He has only seen this behavior of licking fingers in some 19-banned movies.

It's weird, even for couples to do it.

After Dazai finished eating the bread, seeing him keep his head down, he couldn't help laughing, "Isn't it, Mr. Terao, you will blush even if I touch your finger with my tongue?"

"Shut up and turn your head away."

"Oh...I'm angry, do you want to do it again?"

"Looking for a fight?"

The two of them got on the tram, and soon he got sleepy and started yawning.Finally, he lay down in Dazai's arms, drowsy.

"Mr. Terao?"

"Ah."

"The kid in the orphanage, do you like him very much?"

He shrank into Dazai's arms, nodded in a daze, "Well, I like it, because he is quite similar to you."

The other party was silent for a while, fingers ran through his hair, and stroked all the way to his back, tapping his back with his fingertips.

"Would you like someone who looks like me?"

"Ah."

Dazai's arms around him suddenly tightened, "Then, the leader is also very similar to me, will you also like him?"

Terao Yashu realized that he had said something wrong, and lost all sleepiness, "That's not what I meant."

Why did you mention the leader again?

He raised his head and kissed the other person's chin, then lay back down and muttered to himself, "How can I reassure you? Mr. Dazai, you really worry about your wild thoughts..."

"Tch, I've been clinging to you for so long, do you think I'm annoying?"

"Yes."

"what?"

"But if you don't cling to me, I will be more annoying, Dazai-san, I like the feeling that you need me, please step up."

Dazai seemed satisfied after hearing this, and smiled slightly at the corner of his mouth: "You are really good at talking about love."

Terao Yashu is a person who can easily distract people through words, and people can't help but get close to him.

When he was with the leader that day, the leader must have been bewitched by these words, so he wanted to get him.

Terao Yashu went to work at night, and met Ango Sakaguchi who came to see a doctor because of a cold.

Every time he saw Ango Sakaguchi, the dark circles on the other's face became more.

"Senior Sakaguchi, you've been wearing glasses to cover up the dark circles on your face, right?"

Ango Sakaguchi took off his glasses helplessly. Yasuhiro Terao used to laugh at his hairline, but now he started to laugh at his dark circles.

"Terao, I heard that you have been tortured by the leader recently."

Terao Yasu nodded, and also put the cold thermometer in the palm of his hand to warm it up, handed it to Sakaguchi Ango, and asked him to hold it under his arm.

"Yes, but the leader hasn't summoned me recently, so he probably lost interest in me."

"The leader is like this. He often messes around like this, but it will pass after a while. You don't have to take it too seriously."

"Senior Sakaguchi, you seem to know the leader quite well?"

Ango Sakaguchi smiled, "I often drink with the leader, don't worry, the next time I drink again, I will speak nicely to you in front of the leader. What time is it?"

He raised his wrist to check the time, but found that the watch was broken.

I hate it, he doesn't have a spare watch at home, the watch that Kise-senpai gave him can be used, but Dazai doesn't like him wearing something from other men.

Just have to buy a new one.

When he was about to get off work, he threw the watch into the trash can and was going to order a new one online.

But at this time, Xiaoyin suddenly came to the infirmary to look for him and handed him a box.

"This is a gift from the leader, please accept it."

A gift from the leader?

The gift box was pure black, just like the leader, with a cold color, filled with a sense of alienation that repulses people thousands of miles away.

Could it be that the box was painted with poison? Ever since he quarreled with the leader that day, he had been worried that the leader would assassinate him.

He didn't want to accept it, but he couldn't refuse, so he took it and opened the box, only to find that it was a very expensive quartz watch.

It was a coincidence that his old watch just broke, and the leader sent a new one.

It's a pity that he can't wear things from other men.

"Is this a Christmas present from the chief?"

Xiaoyin shook his head: "No, the leader said, because you gave him a gift, and he didn't want to owe you anything, so he just returned you a gift. This is just an ordinary reciprocity, so don't misunderstand."

What an awkward reason, but whatever, he wouldn't be wearing the watch anyway.

"Then, thank the leader for me."

"Mr. Terao, you'd better go thank the leader yourself."

"is this necessary?"

"Go ahead, this is the minimum courtesy."

But he had quarreled with the leader before, wouldn't it be embarrassing to meet again.

He was suddenly depressed and missed the little beauty at home.If he didn't have to work the night shift, he should be sleeping at home with the little beauty at this time.

With all kinds of reluctance, he still went to the office in person, thanked the leader respectfully, and flattered the leader bluntly with his scanty language.

Of course the leader would not appreciate it, "Mr. Terao, I thought you came to apologize to me."

Just a few words from the leader can make him tense and alert.

"I'm just here to say thank you, I didn't do anything wrong, I don't need an apology."

The other party was displeased, "Are you talking back?"

"You say yes, I don't care."

"..."

He was in a good mood when he saw that the leader was robbed by him without saying a word, but at this moment, he glanced inadvertently and found that the tie he gave was hanging on a hanger in the corner.

The tie was not expensive, only tens of thousands of dollars. He thought that the leader would definitely throw away his gift, so he picked a cheap one at random.

But now it is hung on the wall of the office, put together with a bunch of expensive high-end custom services, which feels very inconsistent.

"Hey, why are you in a daze? Didn't you come to thank me? After you say thank you, leave quickly. I'm very busy."

"Boss, have you accepted my gift?"

"Oh, the tie you gave me was ugly, so I put it there on purpose so that everyone passing by would laugh at him, can't I?"

After hearing this, Xiaoyin gave the leader a helpless look, which seemed to say "Please don't do this".

But the chief was unmoved by her hints.

"Okay, Mr. Terao, since you took the initiative to bow to me, then I will forgive you mercifully."

Terao Yasuke was speechless, why did he bow his head?

"However, I will not take back my evaluation of your boyfriend. Your boyfriend is a bad person. He is very unqualified."

Terao Yasuke held back his anger, "Why do you think he is unqualified?"

"Then let me ask you, why haven't you two slept together yet?"

He was stunned.

"What did you say to me the other day? You said 'If a person likes another person, they will desire to be intimate with each other, and they will want to have sex with each other'."

This is indeed what he said.

"If your boyfriend really likes you and really wants you, why doesn't he have sex with you?"

In fact, Terao Yasuke often thought about this question.

After all, the matter of sex is very shameful, he has no face to bring it up, and occasionally hints at Dazai by insinuating, but Dazai is indifferent.

Did Dazai not want to sacrifice himself to him?

Seeing his expression, the leader couldn't help but sneer, "Why, don't you have anything to say?"

On the way home, Terao Yasuke recalled what the leader said, and the more he thought about it, the more he felt disappointed.

Having sex is not the whole story of being in a relationship, even if he doesn't have sex, he is still very satisfied with his current life.

What does the leader know, a brat who always wants to meddle in his private life.

Even though he was thinking this way, he returned home full of resentment, and when he opened the door, he bumped into a big pink rabbit head-on.

"Mr. Terao~" Dazai flashed out from behind the rabbit, "Look, this is my Christmas present for you~"

"This?"

Isn't this the kind of toy that children play with?

"Yeah, it's cute. You can hug it to sleep when you're on night shift. It's very comfortable."

This rabbit is really comfortable to touch, soft, exquisite workmanship, and feels expensive.

"Where did you get the money to buy the gift?"

Dazai didn't want to answer this question, so he deliberately changed the subject.

He still has the money to buy gifts, after all, the detective agency pays him as usual.

Since falling in love, Dazai has put his monthly salary into Terao Yasuke's bank account. Terao Yashu never checks the account, so he hasn't discovered this until now.

"Why did you send me a rabbit?"

"Because Mr. Terao looks like a pink rabbit."

"What does it look like?"

"It's very similar. Although Terao-san is cold, but soft when pinched, you will blush when I tease you a little bit, and then your face will turn pink like this... Hey, why hit me, I said It's the truth."

What the hell, there is no one who gives rabbits to grown men, what kind of brain circuit is this in Dazai?Get him on purpose.

And whoever wants a rabbit, what he wants most is sex, sex.

The more he thought about it, the angrier he became, he threw the rabbit back into Dazai's arms, then stretched out his hand, and violently pushed him down on the sofa, holding him tightly.

"Say, why don't you have sex with me?"

The vicious tone seemed to force a confession, which made Dazai stunned.

"I've been in love for so long, why don't you take the initiative to have sex with me, don't you want to dedicate yourself?"

Dazai was afraid that he would fall, so he protected his body with one hand, and sighed, "You, just because you are nervous every time you kiss, if you really do that, I'm afraid it will scare you."

"Excuse me, I'm not made of paper."

"And you don't stay home at night."

"Don't make excuses for me. I'm at home during the day. If you really want to do it, you can't do it during the day? You know that I want this most, so you can't give me this as a Christmas present..."

Dazai seemed to have nothing to say, so he shut up, and was pressed on the sofa by him like this, listening to his complaints quietly.

After a long time, he interrupted the other party unhurriedly, "Mr. Terao, calm down, can you answer me a question?"

"what?"

"If, I mean, if one day, you meet someone who looks like me, will you fall in love with that person?"

What weird question?

Dazai held his arm tightly, his tone full of anxiety, "Answer me, will you? If that person is as good-looking as me, and richer and more powerful than me, will you abandon me to like him?" he?"

What's going on in Dazai's mind all day long?

He thought it was ridiculous, but when he saw Dazai looking at him with a very serious expression, with uneasiness and melancholy in his eyes, he suddenly felt sad again.

He used to think that Dazai's personality was optimistic and lively, and his way of looking at problems was very positive, but it wasn't like that.

His little beauty is actually quite pessimistic, and she often has various dark thoughts in her mind.That heart is also very fragile, and needs to be comforted over and over again in his palm.

"Say, if he can give you a lot of money, if he can give you everything you want, won't you be tempted?"

He was helpless, "You idiot, what I want most in this world is you."

Hearing this, the other party was stunned.

"Mr. Dazai, I know that you are not good at expressing feelings, so I don't care how capricious you are."

"..."

"If you want to hear me promise to you, then I will promise to you. If you want to hear it a hundred times, I will promise you a hundred times, but you can't doubt my feelings for you. You can't say such things to make me sad." .”

Dazai didn't say a word when he heard these words, but the color of his eyes gradually darkened a little.

He complained a lot, finished venting, and planned to get up and go to class.

"I've finished my words, think about it for yourself."

Just as he was arranging his clothes, he was pulled back by the other party and pressed under him in an anti-client posture.

"Okay, I understand." He heard Dazai say, "I was wrong, what Mr. Terao said is always correct, and I will do it."

He didn't quite understand, but the other party's hand was unbuttoning him, and he realized what might happen next, suddenly afraid, "Now?"

Not now, it was dawn and he was going to school.

But it seems too late.

The other party lowered his head and kissed him deeply, his back sank into the sofa, trying to refuse failed, he could only hold on to the other party's clothes, feel the heavy breathing of the other party, a little spray fell on his neck, and his thin lips pressed against his ear , and whispered in his ear.

"Mr. Terao."

"……Um?"

It's so hot, the temperature of the air conditioner and the fireplace is too high, and the body temperature of the other party is too hot.

His mind began to drowsy. At this time, the person above took a slow breath, adjusted his disordered breathing, and then stared at him.

"Mr. Terao—" The other party leaned down, with desire in his eyes, "become a part of my body."